I bought an RTX 4070 on day one, the model is ASUS RTX 4070 DUAL. I’ve been gaming on it for a few weeks with no issues at all, performance was amazing, temps were fine.
Today, while playing Diablo 4 on the latest drivers, out of the blue the PC froze and then rebooted. Once it reboots, I can get to the Windows 11 login screen and while I type my password, the screen goes black for a few seconds then comes back on, does this a few times with the USB disconnect-reconnect sound in the background, and then the PC stays on but with a black screen.
Rebooting in safe mode works fine, I can use my PC normally, going into the event viewer I see that nvlddmkm.sys is the cause of the problem, it says the video driver was restarted and then crashed again.
I saw no error apart from a single BSOD with error VIDEO_TDR_FAILURE and again, the culprit is nvlddmkm.sys
Here’s what I tried so far (nothing worked):

• uninstall with DDU, reboot, install latest drivers from NVIDIA website -> PC is bricked next reboot
  
• uninstall with DDU, reboot, let Windows 11 install basic video drivers -> PC is bricked after a reboot
  
• reinstall Windows 11 from scratch, install latest drivers -> PC is bricked after a reboot
  

Should I just RMA the thing? I bought it less than two months ago.

It's ironic that in this day and age with the internet so accessible and social media holding so much significance over everything everyone does, that corporate america (or should i say corporate taiwan) still thinks it's ok to condemn workplace abuse (emotionally & physically). Me being naive running to HR for help but HR going directly to my supervisors and ganging up on me. Oh how silly, I guess they didn't realize who they just made their public enemy #1. Where should I even begin? Wow the endless possibilities I have here huh well I guess lets just start rocking the boat by talking about how OSHA is a gimmick and why even exist when everyone working in TSMC Arizona are in a office with unsafe working conditions every single day yet when reported to OSHA they do absolutely nothing about it. Let me put into words for you since I can't share with you any pictures. Imagine working in a office that isn't even nearly remote close to being completed and their is so much construction going on everyday you literally are either inhaling silica dust or hear drilling sounds pierced in your ears, vibrations under your foot for 12 hours on end. TSMC when first beginning their Arizona project had rented temporary office spaces that were only allowed a maximum amount of occupancy on each floor they rented but do you think they even cared about that? Nope, everyday the temp. offices were crammed so full that people were practically sitting on top of each other and shoved into random spaces not even real legal office spaces just empty areas that upper management decided "Yeah ok, that works lets just shove them there." Later on mid march when the official TSMC AZ offices announced they would start moving people in everyone was so stoked, thinking we would finally get proper office spaces, our own seating real lunchrooms accessible bathroom etc everything + anything a real billion dollar company office should have. Instead to our disappointment we were left with no running water, bathrooms that can flush but you can not wash your hands, sinks and water fountains that dispensed brown water when you tried using them every other month we have notices of water stopping to not use the bathroom and bring our own water.......12 HOUR SHIFTS WITH NO BATHROOM? In the middle of the desert? How on earth is this ethical. Not to mention the office is either burning hot like the desert air or freezing like alaska and when we asked for something to be done upper management just replied "Wear bigger jackets" So you had hundreds of employees sitting in a below freezing office 12 hours a day with heavy thick winter coats IN THE MIDDLE OF APRIL IN ARIZONA??? I was amazed anyone in Arizona owned winter coats. I literally got sick 4 times back to back working in that condition, I was so cold one time my fingers froze and stiffened up so bad I couldn't type anymore I had to keep rubbing them together inside my jacket until they warmed up enough to continue working. Look what I am trying to say is that a lot is happening inside TSMC Arizona that so many people do not hear or know about so I will gladly be the one to update you all because I want change I want a safe work environment for me and my colleagues I want TSMC to take accountability and until they do I want to be the one to expose what they're really like, what is really happening behind closed doors. Here below is a brief update list of all the that has happened from the day they allowed employees to work inside the official F21 site.
- on a daily tsmc spends about $300,000 to their contractors and vendors like ABM who are hired to work on site to help with this project but what tsmc themselves don't even know is that lately we have been having evacuations almost every week sometimes even as far as twice a week but they're not even real evacuations concerns! they are occuring because ABM workers have gotten smart and realized if they blow the emergency airhorn it will create a chaos and we have to evacuate the whole entire building for about an hour each time because there are like hundreds and hundreds of workers everywhere on each floor so it takes so long for everyone to get out safely and by the time the entire evacuation is over they come back its lunch time and then boom at 2 they go home. not only has this been happening so often but on top of that people started paying people to take turns blowing the horn and standing guard so they don't get caught.
- ABM workers are being paid to do nothing literally every day. When walking on the construction site you have no idea how many people I see sitting by the door just napping or staring at the floor. We have to wear shoe covers in some parts of the building and there was 3 workers handing out shoes covers....3 WORKERS - literally just handing out one shoe cover. It does not take 3 people to complete this task. Sometimes i ask them what they were assigned to do and they said to just stand there in the hallway literally thats it, stand.
- One day my coworker took the elevator with some people and when the elevator reached the 4th floor the cable snapped and dropped to the 1st floor. He then was stuck in there for 40 mins because nobody could find out why or get the doors opened. But then when opened he told me they hurried him away, said they would pay him for the rest of the working day but to go home immediately. I didn't even hear about this until he had to tell me himself. TSMC could've done the right thing and issued out a warning to not use the elevator for the time being until deemed safe again but instead they shoved money into the problem and hid it from all of us working there.
- the FABs where the semiconductor chips are being made sometimes have areas where there are open holes or flooring that were not properly placed yet but because as always tsmc prioritizes money not safety they rushed engineers to go inside and start working immediately and one day one of the engineers fell into these holes. Luckily he is fine! But it really could've been a lot worse
- Contractors working in these FABS are not near or have any drinking water accessible to them all day while working inside but the temperatures in these places sometimes go as high as 90 degrees inside because there is no working electricity so there is no proper airflow or windows so they are literally being suffocated in these confined covered spaces and have to wear cleanroom suites so they are so hot and humid too.
- there are no bathrooms in these places so we have found many water bottles full of pee lying around inside the FABs on top of that they were now being tossed and moved around so much when i was driving to work last week i saw a water bottle filled with yellow liquid sitting in the parking space under the hot desert sun
- the fbi had to be called in because we had one week where there was 3 fires and the police questioned that these fires were starting to be intentional and someone was risking everyones life by starting real fires on site
- a angry worker had a fight with one of the taiwanese worker that had just flown in from taiwan and that american grabbed a steel pipe and hit the taiwanese assignee over the head and he was sent to the hospital. Yet again we were not made aware of this situation and tsmc tried to hide it keep it hush hush to protect themselves not protect us
- are you ready for this one?
an employee last week brought a real PISTOL INTO tsmc. INTO. FOR 12 HOURS.... there was an active gun inside this building and the worst part of this all was that we have a whole x-ray machine + metal detectors 8 security guards working in the front more security inside the building and this employee managed to carry a whole gun inside TSMC Arizona he managed to get a whole gun inside past the metal detectors past the x-ray machines PAST the security guards who also scan you up and down when you walk inside. Now this is all made to public eye because he had gotten caught can you even imagine the employees who haven't gotten caught? If he was able to so easily bring a gun inside tsmc az then who's to say he was the first or will be the last? Who's to say there hasn't already been more or others.
Every day i go to work i feel constantly scared because they recently torn apart the ceilings above our heads so all the mechanical work the wirings the cables they all are hanging and dangling from above and i just feel like one day one of it is going to either fall or hurt me or my colleagues. Now i have to worry about my actual safety as well because they're just letting anyone bring anything up inside here. Make matters worse whats the point of all the security when TSMC Az has no security cameras working or on? They are literally all just for show the security cameras you see they are not being of use right now they don't work. Everyday our personal belongings are being stolen TSMC projectors that cost thousands of dollars are being stolen from meeting rooms, workers sneaking past wire cutters to this point where we locked our projectors to a cable and that cable is being cut and things still get stole. Anyways thats all i have for now, for today at least. Don't worry I will definitely be back even if nobody reads this i will continue to shout from the top of my lungs
GET REAL....TSMC AZ

Key and explanation of periods where Juggernaut was stronger or weaker than normal

• [50%] Briefly lost half of his power after Black Tom absorbed it
• [X] Was made weaker by Cyttorak after deciding not to do his bidding anymore
• [T] Was made weaker by Cyttorak after he was angered by Juggernaut temporarily becoming Captain Universe
• [Kuurth] Became possessed by one of the Serpent's Asgardian Worthy named Kuurth after picking up his hammer
• [Once and Future] Had his power completely removed by Cyttorak but regained it after taking the place of an alternate universe Cain Marko, though it began to fade
• [Unstoppable] Was given more power by Cyttorak than he had given anyone else

Striking

• Punches through a row of logs - Uncanny X-Men #12
• Punches through a thick ice wall - Uncanny X-Men #12
• Slams the ground hard enough to knock out Cyclops and create sonic waves that cancel out Jean Grey's telekinesis - Uncanny X-Men #32
• Punches through a stone wall - Uncanny X-Men #32
• Creates an earthquake across a valley that causes a cliff to collapse by slamming the ground - Uncanny X-Men #33
• Punches through machinery - Uncanny X-Men #46
• Stuns Hulk with his blows - Hulk #172
• Punches Colossus through a stone wall - Uncanny X-Men #102
• Knocks out Wolverine with a backhand - Uncanny X-Men #102
• Punches the stone floor under Colossus hard enough to shatter it and knock him into the air - Uncanny X-Men #102
• Punches through a metal wall and shatters the granite wall behind it with the shockwave while knocking out Nightcrawler - Uncanny X-Men #103
• Knocks out Spider-Woman with a slap and a punch - Spider-Woman (1978) #37
• Swats a car out of his way and crumples the fender of a semi truck with a punch - Amazing Spider-Man #229
• Punches through and smashes apart a door sheathed in steel - Amazing Spider-Man #229
• Backhands a 3 ton steel ball thrown at him by Spider-Man through a building, causing its side to collapse - Amazing Spider-Man #230
• Warps a pile of steel girders with a punch - Amazing Spider-Man #230
• Punches Spider-Man several times at awkward angles and severely injures him - Amazing Spider-Man #230
• Punches Colossus through a wall and incapacitates him - Uncanny X-Men #183
• Incapacitates the Thing in three hits - Secret Wars II #7
• Backhands Rogue across Edinburgh and through a stone wall - Uncanny X-Men #218
• Punches Captain Britain through hundreds of meters of ground and incapacitates him with two more strikes - Excalibur (1988) #3
• Sends Thor flying through a concrete wall with a backhand - Thor #411
• Incapacitates Doctor Strange with a kick and a punch while weakened - Doctor Strange (1988) #44
• One-shots Ajax, Ulysses, and Hector - The Incredible Hulk: Mayhem at the Mount #1
• Knocks out Professor Hulk after a prolonged fight while not wearing his armor or helmet - Hulk #402
  • Professor Hulk was strong enough to punch through doors capable of withstanding a nuclear blast - Hulk #410
• Levels a building with a punch - Deadpool: The Circle Chase #2
• Fights Venom three times in three days and overwhelms him in the exchange of blows, except for their last encounter - Venom: The Madness #1-3
• Knocks Storm out of the air with a thunderclap - X-Men Premium Edition #1
• Shatters rock and knocks the All New Exiles into the air with a stomp - The All New Exiles (1995) #Infinity
• Punches through a metal water skimmer and knocks out Bishop - Uncanny X-Men #334
• Knocks out Gambit with two fingers - Uncanny X-Men #334
• Punches War Hulk through several cars - Hulk #457
• Punches Post-Crisis Captain Marvel Jr. into the street hard enough to shatter it - Unlimited Access #3
• Punches Thor through a brick wall - Thor (1998) #17
• Embeds Stonecutter's head in machinery with a punch - Juggernaut (1999) #1
• Sends his fellow Exemplar Bedlam flying across a glacier with a backhand - Juggernaut (1999) #1
• Incapacitates his fellow Exemplars Conquest and Carnivore with a couple blows - Juggernaut (1999) #1
• Splinters apart the God Machine and the glacier it was on top of in an exchange of blows with Stonecutter and overpowers him - Juggernaut (1999) #1
• Knocks out Generation X with a thunderclap - Generation X (1994) #61
• Knocks down Cyclops with a thunderclap - Cyclops (2001) #1
• [X] Punches through Iceman's ice barriers - Uncanny X-Men #411
• [X] Levels a house with several punches - Uncanny X-Men #416
• [X] Hits Puck into the ground hard enough to crater it and knock him out - Uncanny X-Men #422
• [X] Punches Sasquatch through a police car - Uncanny X-Men #422
• [X] Shatters the arm of a golem made from the earth with a punch - Uncanny X-Men #422
• [X] Catches a punch from Exiles Mimic in his hand and hurts him with his own punches - Exiles (2001) #28
• [X] Shatters a wall with a punch - Uncanny X-Men #429
• [X] Punches Sasquatch through a house - Uncanny X-Men #433
• [X] Knocks Vindicator through a house - Uncanny X-Men #434
• [X] Punches Guardian through a tree - Uncanny X-Men #434
• [X] Punches Rhino into a concrete wall hard enough to shatter it - Uncanny X-Men #435
• [X] Punches down a metal door - Identity Disc #4
• [X] Breaks a giant Collective Man’s leg with a punch - X-Men (1991) #160
• [X] Knocks out Avalanche and dents his metal helmet with a backhand - X-Men (1991) #162
• [X] Punches the ground to get to someone buried deep underneath it - X-Men (1991) #162-163
• [X] Knocks out Spiral with a punch after being de-aged into a child - Uncanny X-Men #461
• [X] Shatters a thick stone wall with a punch - New Excalibur (2006) #3
• [X] Punches Earth 6141 Iceman into a chunk of ice hard enough to shatter it and knock him out - New Excalibur (2006) #3
• [X] Punches Captain Britain through a wall and drops him to his knees - New Excalibur (2006) #8
• [X] Knocks out Black Knight with a tap to the head - New Excalibur (2006) #9
• [X] Nearly beats another Juggernaut to death - New Excalibur (2006) #15
• [X] Knocks out Earth 6141 Beast in a couple punches - New Excalibur (2006) #20
• [X] Hurts Albion with a punch - New Excalibur (2006) #20
  • Albion and Captain Britain shattered windows across London from the shockwaves of punching each other - New Excalibur (2006) #5
• [X] Causes World War Hulk spit blood with a punch - World War Hulk: X-Men #2
• Punches a force field hard enough to create earthquakes registered at magnitude 4.6 and 8.0 - Hulk #602
• Overwhelms Skaar in an exchange of blows - Hulk #602
• [T] Collapses a large cavern - Thunderbolts #147
• [T] Scatters Veil in her gas form with a thunderclap - Avengers Academy #4
• [T] Shatters a rock wall with a punch - Thunderbolts #149
• [T] Hurts Thor with a punch - Thunderbolts #150
• [T] Pummels King Hyperion into rock hard enough to make him spit blood - Thunderbolts #153
• [T] Nearly beats an immobilized King Hyperion to death - Thunderbolts #153
  • King Hyperion was only briefly knocked out after Exiles Mimic flew into him at half the speed of light - Exiles (2001) #64
• [T] Shatters a large metal door with a strike - Thunderbolts #156
• [Kuurth] Destroys more than half of the Raft island prison with a strike - Fear Itself #2, Thunderbolts #158
• [Kuurth] Knocks away the Thunderbolts and craters the ground with a strike - Thunderbolts #160
• [Kuurth] Punches Moonstone miles away - Thunderbolts #160-161
• [Kuurth] Strikes the ground hard enough to create a massive crater and a tremor registered at magnitude 0.6 - Thunderbolts #160-161
• [Kuurth] Knocks a tank and Humvee into the air with his strikes - Fear Itself: The Home Front #3
• [Kuurth] Levels Salem Missouri with a strike - Fear Itself: The Home Front #3, Fear Itself: Youth In Revolt #3
• [Kuurth] Knocks Rage into the Stratosphere tower hard enough to fracture it - Fear Itself: Youth In Revolt #3
• [Kuurth] Creates shockwaves that destroy a gas station by striking the ground - Uncanny X-Men #540
• [Kuurth] Shatters a highway with a strike - Uncanny X-Men #541
• [Kuurth] Cracks Colossus's skull with a strike after he absorbed the power he had from Cyttorak - Uncanny X-Men #542-543
• [Kuurth] Colossusnaut's bones crumble when he punches him - Uncanny X-Men #543
• Knocks out Ragnarok in several punches with the help of Mister Hyde - Dark Avengers #182
• [Once and Future] Punches Man-Killer through a stone wall - Amazing X-Men (2014) #17
• [Once and Future] Makes Colossus spit blood with his punches and overpowers him - Amazing X-Men (2014) #17
• [Unstoppable] One-shots the Living Monolith - Amazing X-Men (2014) #18
• [Unstoppable] Slams the ground hard enough to create a massive crater - Amazing X-Men (2014) #19
• [Unstoppable] Punches Colossus through a forest and breaks several of his ribs - Amazing X-Men (2014) #19
• [Unstoppable] Punches through the hull of a ship and causes it to start sinking - X-Men: Blue (2017) #1
• [Unstoppable] Knocks Jean Grey and a metal railing into the air with a stomp - X-Men: Blue (2017) #1
• Shatters a block of ice he was encased in with a punch - Iceman (2017) #5
• Slams the ground hard enough to crater it and scatter the Avengers Unity Squad - Uncanny Avengers (2015) #28-29
• Punches through a magic shield created by Brother Voodoo - Uncanny Avengers (2015) #29
• Causes Thor to spit teeth with his punches - Thor (2018) #1
• Splatters a Dark Elf with a punch - Punisher Kill Krew #4
• Punches through some Asgardian creature - Punisher Kill Krew #4
• Works in shifts with the Punisher and Black Knight to break through a massive tunnel that had metal walls dozens of feet thick by punching and cutting them with swords, respectively - Punisher Kill Krew #4
• Punches through the head of a Frost Giant - Punisher Kill Krew #4
• Punches through Magneto's clone Joseph's force field - Uncanny X-Men (2019) #16
• Punches Blockbuster into a subway car hard enough to crumple it - Uncanny X-Men (2019) #18
• Backhands Fabian Cortez through a stone pillar - Uncanny X-Men (2019) #20
• Slams the floor of a building hard enough to knock large pieces of concrete into the air - Juggernaut (2020) #1
• Knocks out Immortal Hulk after a prolonged fight with the help of D-Cel and a gamma radiation siphon - Juggernaut (2020) #1
• Shatters a metal vault door - Juggernaut (2020) #4
• Splatters Primus with a thunderclap - Juggernaut (2020) #4
• Slams the ground hard enough to knock police cars into the air - X-Men Unlimited Infinity Comic #13
• Flattens Deadpool's head with a punch - X-Men Unlimited Infinity Comic #14
• Hurts the Human-Adaptoid with a punch after he turned his body into steel - X-Men Unlimited Infinity Comic #20
  • The Human-Adaptoid had the powers of a hundred superhumans - X-Men Unlimited Infinity Comic #16

Lifting, pushing, pulling, throwing, grip, etc.

• Snaps a steel cable as if it were paper - Uncanny X-Men #12
• Pushes back Cyclops optic blast as though it was a solid thing - Uncanny X-Men #12
• Sweeps the O5 X-Men aside - Uncanny X-Men #12
• Makes handholds in a solid wall of earth - Uncanny X-Men #13
• Severely injures Beast with his grip and disables his leg with a chop - Uncanny X-Men #13
• Rips apart a metal pole and propeller - Uncanny X-Men #13
• Sends a stack of crates flying into Angel hard enough to knock him out - Uncanny X-Men #32
• Rips apart a helicopter piece by piece - Uncanny X-Men #33
• Causes an energizer to explode and create shockwaves that knock out Jean Grey and Cyclops by clogging its air intake - Uncanny X-Men #46
• Shoves part of a chunk of ice encasing him into Iceman hard enough to knock him out - Uncanny X-Men #46
• Rips up part of the ground and throws it into Angel hard enough to knock him out - Uncanny X-Men #46
• Pulls Hulk's head from behind and starts to break his neck, though he overpowers him due to getting angry - Hulk #172
• Hurls Storm's lightning bolt back at her after getting hit by it - Uncanny X-Men #102
• Rips out and throws part of a stone wall - Uncanny X-Men #103
• Tears apart a solid concrete wall reinforced with steel - Spider-Woman (1978) #37
• Grabs Colossus from behind the hull of a ship and pulls him through it - Spider-Woman (1978) #38
• Crushes a solid steel hatch cover - Spider-Woman (1978) #38
• Grabs Spider-Man's arm with one arm while it was behind his back and holds him in place - Amazing Spider-Man #229
• Rips down a wall - Amazing Spider-Man #229
• Shoves a bus out of his way - Amazing Spider-Man #230
• Crumples a steel girder - Amazing Spider-Man #230
• Rips off and lifts the corner of a building - Amazing Spider-Man #230
• Rips out a bar counter and swings it on top of Colossus - Uncanny X-Men #183
• Pulls down a wall and causes a building to collapse - Uncanny X-Men #183
• Lifts a tank by its turret and swings it onto another tank hard enough to wreck both of them - Marvel Team-Up #150
• [50%] Black Tom with half of his power suplexes a building - Marvel Team-Up #150
• [50%] Throws a car into Colossus hard enough to make him drop Spider-Man - Marvel Team-Up #150
• [50%] Starts crushing Rogue with a bear hug - Marvel Team-Up #150
• Throws the Crimson Gem of Cyttorak into orbit - Marvel Team-Up #150
• Throws several cars in quick succession - Uncanny X-Men #218
• Pulls down a building - Uncanny X-Men #218
• Rips apart a concrete wall and tanks - Excalibur (1988) #3
• Throws a car and bus at Thor - Thor #411
• Throws a boxcar into a weakened Thor hard enough to hurt him before lifting another one and ramming it into him - Thor #411
• Shatters an iron rail wrapped around him - Thor #412
• Sends a pile of debris created from two boxcars getting thrown into him flying with a shrug - Thor #412
• Shatters a steel cocoon encasing him - Thor #412
• Rams a stone pillar into Thor hard enough to make him drop his hammer - Thor #429
• Hurts Achilles with his grip - The Incredible Hulk: Mayhem at the Mount #1
  • One of Achilles powers is invulnerability - Hulk #381-382
• Knocks away Professor Hulk, Spider-Man, and Wolverine - The Incredible Hulk: Mayhem at the Mount #1
• Knocks Hercules and Vision into the air by throwing Professor Hulk through them and a couple other Avengers - Hulk #404
• Rips a fire truck in half - Thunderstrike (1993) #2
• Swings a robot dinosaur by the tail into a destroyed one hard enough to wreck it - The All New Exiles (1995) #Infinity
• Sends tanks flying with a swipe of his arm - The All New Exiles (1995) #1
• Holds up a collapsing building - The All New Exiles (1995) #3
• Grapples with Prime and overpowers him - The All New Exiles (1995) #4
  • Prime was strong enough to fly miles underground and unharmed from a nuclear warhead exploding next to him - Prime (1993) #9
• Wrecks a building and flips and throws cars during a rampage - X-Men Unlimited (1993) #13
• Wraps a truck around someone - Juggernaut (1997) #1
• Halts a steamroller and throws it into Beast hard enough to knock him out - Professor Xavier and the X-Men (1995) #14
• Rips up a massive chunk of the street and throws it into a SWAT van hard enough to crumple it - Spider-Man (1990) #84
• Throws a truck through a building while weakened - Uncanny X-Men #361
• Rips off and swings the corner of a building while weakened - Uncanny X-Men #361
• Throws a bus into a building - Thor (1998) #17
• Starts crushing Thor with a bear hug - Thor (1998) #17
• Rips down a metal wall and throws it into his fellow Exemplar Decay hard enough to knock him out - Juggernaut (1999) #1
• Throws Monet/Penance off of him - Generation X (1994) #61
• Grabs onto some rock and keeps himself, Toad, and Mystique from being pulled in by the force of a vacuum - X-Men Forever (2001) #6
• Restrains Hulk - Defenders (2001) #10
• [X] Throws Wolverine from the ground to a plane in the clouds - Uncanny X-Men #412
• [X] Throws rocks through a stone wall - Uncanny X-Men #416
• [X] Rips out a concrete wall - Uncanny X-Men #420
• [X] Swings a tree into Polaris hard enough to knock her out - Uncanny X-Men #426
• [X] Throws a car into Guardian hard enough to knock him through a house - Uncanny X-Men #433
• [X] Tears apart Guardian's armor - Uncanny X-Men #434
• [X] Piledrives Rhino into a concrete floor hard enough to shatter it - Uncanny X-Men #435
• [X] Swings a sign post into someone with the full power of the Juggernaut hard enough to knock them through a building - Uncanny X-Men #436
• [X] Rips off the helmet of someone with the full power of the Juggernaut - Uncanny X-Men #436
• [X] Lifts and tosses a huge metal beam - Uncanny X-Men #442
• [X] Fractures a giant piece of concrete with his grip and pushes it out of his way - Uncanny X-Men #442
• [X] Lifts several tons on an X-Men weight machine, though he struggles while not even at Colossus-level - X-Men (1991) #157
• [X] Pushes a tank onto its back - X-Men (1991) #160
• [X] Tears apart Black Tom - X-Men (1991) #162
• [X] Swings Mammomax through three trees and into the ground hard enough to crater it and knock him out - X-Men (1991) #164
• [X] Lifts and throws Mojo's Exiles using a curtain after being de-aged into a child - Uncanny X-Men #461
• [X] Flexes out of ice that was covering him - New Excalibur (2006) #2-3
• [X] Breaks out of some crystal the Warwolves encased him in that they thought would stop him - New Excalibur (2006) #4-5
• [X] Wraps some metal beams around the Warwolves - New Excalibur (2006) #5
• [X] Lifts a train car - New Excalibur (2006) #6
• [X] Holds onto a metal beam with his fingers while being dragged underground until it snaps in half - New Excalibur (2006) #7
• [X] Overpowers mechanical tendrils that dragged him through a metal beam - New Excalibur (2006) #7
• [X] Swings a dragon-like alien into another alien - New Excalibur (2006) #12
• [X] Throws a bus off of him and into the Wrecker hard enough to knock him out - New Excalibur (2006) #13
• Breaks the neck of his predecessor as the Juggernaut - New Excalibur (2006) #15
• Straightens a steel girder wrapped around Spider-Man to free him - Amazing Spider-Man #628
• Temporarily restrains Captain Universe - Amazing Spider-Man #628
• [T] Pushes a boulder into a large human mutated by the Terrigen Mists to crush them - Thunderbolts #147
• [T] Knocks down and warps a metal door by shoving it - Thunderbolts #147
• [T] Crushes the head of 20 Hand ninja that joined bodies with one arm - Thunderbolts #148-149
• [T] Lifts a few tons on a weight machine - Thunderbolts #150
• [T] Pins down Luke Cage - Thunderbolts #150
• [T] Throws a boulder - Thunderbolts #151
• [Kuurth] Shrugs Colossus off of him - Uncanny X-Men #541
• [Kuurth] Magneto can't stop his hammer after he throws it despite it being made of metal - Uncanny X-Men #541
• [Once and Future] Breaks free of ice covering his legs - Amazing X-Men (2014) #17
• [Unstoppable] Flexes out of ice covering his legs and chest - X-Men: Blue (2017) #1
• Lifts a carousel - Iceman (2017) #5
• Throws a car over his shoulder - Uncanny Avengers (2015) #29
• Rips off an icicle the size of a person and throws it through a Frost Giant - Punisher Kill Krew #3
• Swings an Asgardian dragon by the tail and into the ground hard enough to crater it - Savage Avengers (2019) #14
• Throws a large piece of concrete through Quicksand's neck - Juggernaut (2020) #3
• Pulls the Lizard and Grey Gargoyle off of Spider-Man and tosses them away - Sinister War #4
• Digs a large hole through the ground and a metal roof - Legion Of X (2022) #5

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Respect Wolverine

"Maybe your mutation isn't about healing at all. It's about surviving."

History: Years of torture and tampering with his memories made much of Wolverine's past a mystery. Though it's known he was a Canadian paratrooper during WWII, the man known as James "Lucky Jim" Howlett became one of the most influential figures in history when government experiments turned him into the world's first mutant.
Eventually renamed Logan, by the time he escaped the Weapon X program he became better known as Wolverine. He was given enhanced senses, an accelerated healing factor, and razor sharp claws. His entire skeleton was coated in an indestructible metal known as adamantium, and his memories were rewired to optimize their battle efficiency. He was the perfect weapon...and then he escaped.
Though he served Magneto's Brotherhood of Mutant Supremacy, Wolverine turned on Magneto to serve the X-Men as one of its fiercest proponents. Inspired by Xavier's dream, Wolverine never quite uncovered the secrets of his past, nor did he find much happiness in his present. But when he gave his life to save the world he proved his redemption, and survived in the memories of the X-Men who cared for him and the son that never knew him.

Source Key: Ultimate Marvel Team-Up = UMT Ultimate X-Men = UXM# Ultimate Spider-Man = USM Ultimate Nightmare = UN Ultimate War = UW Ultimate X-Men & Fantastic Four = X4 Ultimate Wolverine vs. Hulk = WvH Ultimate Power = UP Ultimate Origins = UO Ultimates 3 = U3 Ultimatum = UTM Ultimatum: X-Men Requium = REQ Ultimate Comics Wolverine = UCW 

Scaling - Apocalypse - Captain America - Colossus - Cyclops - Deathstrike - Gambit - Hulk - Iron Man - Magneto - Mister Fantastic - Nightcrawler - Rogue - Sabretooth - Spider-Man - Storm - Thing - Xavier

Physiology

• The experiments that created Wolverine began as a project to create a super soldier like Captain America ^UO#1
• Wolverine regenerates from every injury he endures until he is nearly skeletonized and then reduced to ashes and every cell in his body is killed ^{UTM#5 & REQ}
• His bones are coated in adamantium, a material frequently referred to as unbreakable and indestructible and which is shown to be far stronger than steel ^UXM#2
• He was built to be radar-invisible, and uses that to ambush Iron Man ^UW#4
• He is heavy enough that Storm believes carrying him would rip her arms out of their sockets ^UXM#60
  • Storm manages to fly with him in tow not long after, but does make note of his considerable weight ^UXM#65

Strength

Striking

• Kicks in a locked door, shattering it and knocking a man on the other side across the room ^UXM#8
• Breaks out of an ice encasement created by Iceman ^UXM#17
• KOs a man with an elbow to the face ^UXM#29
• Shatters apart a wooden door ^UXM#48
• Dazes Gambit with a headbutt, then with a kick ^UXM#53
• Kicks in a door ^UXM#100
• KOs the Shocker with a punch ^USM#67
• Punches through a thick wall of ice and knocks the Thing over while so sick he collapses afterwards ^X4#2

Lifting

• Carries a survivor for 17 hours across the desert after surviving an explosion ^UXM#11
• Uses one arm to hold a man over his head ^UXM#59
• Pushes a wrecked car off himself ^USM#67
• Holds a person aloft with one arm ^X4#1

Throwing

• Grabs a person by the hair with one hand and throws them a distance away ^UXM#37
• Throws and kicks people across a barroom ^UXM#59
• Rips off a Sentinel's head and throws it into others, dominoing them against eachother ^UXM#86
• Throws Sabretooth a considerable distance away ^MTU#1

Misc.

• Makes an impressive leap ^UXM#24
• Closes a commercial plane's cabin door after it opens mid-flight ^WvH#6

Durability

Concussive
High material reference

• Fistfights Cyclops, then gets blasted through a thick concrete wall reinforced with rebar before bouncing right back ^UXM#22
• Hit by a missile that busts him through a wall and still manages to flip over the missile and escape before it detonates directly on him and remains in fine shape right after ^UXM#35-36
• Hit by one speeding car, smashed into another, and then a car lands on him and he pulls himself out of the wreckage without injury ^USM#66-67
• Partly cratered into a wall by Mister Fantastic and gets back up ^X4#1
• Takes a hit from the Hulk that tears him through trees and then another hit ^WvH#3
• Fights through several hits from the Hulk that smashes him through stone and trees before being ripped in half and climbing up a mountain ^WvH#3
• Busted through several walls and has his eye gouged out by She-Hulk and still fights back to gain the upperhand ^WvH#6

Low material reference

• Knocked out by Jean Grey hurling him against an outcropping ^UXM#2
• Blasted by Jean Grey into a mirror that shatters and is fine ^UXM#6
• A reality-warper tosses the convertible he is driving through a building hard enough that Xavier estimates it will take 9-10 minutes for Wolverine to recover ^UXM#19
• Unaffected by Gambit shattering his staff over Wolverine's head ^UXM#50
• A man shatters a chair over his head and he is unaffected ^UXM#59
• Fights through a blow from Sabretooth and Storm embedding his face into a car frame ^UXM#67
• Dazzler blasts him into stone that cracks around him and he gets right up ^UXM#91
• Fights through sonic screams that blast him away and warp metal ^UXM#97
• Busted through the wall of a shack by Magneto throwing a cauldron at him and tumbled off a mountain, and gets up back ^U3#3

Scaling w/reference

• Downed with a blast from Cyclops, who later describes the blast as him cutting loose ^UXM#32-33
• Recovers quickly from a blast from Cyclops ^UXM#73
• Bounces back from a punch from Colossus ^UXM#46
  • Colossus elsewhere shatters a large stone with a punch ^UXM#73
• Guardian blasts him from Westchester, NY to Maine and he comes back the same day without injury ^UXM#94
• Hit by the Juggernaut and gets back up ^U3#4
  • The same charge from Juggernaut tears through trees and craters a boulder

Minimal reference

• Gambit kicks his knee in and he pops it back into place to continue fighting ^UXM#53
• Tackled by Cannonball, and comes back a short while later having defeated him ^UXM#63
• Survives a fall from a plane into water and swims himself to shore ^UXM#65
• Takes a punch from Nightcrawler ^{UXM Annual 2}
• Nick Fury hits him over the head with a rifle stock and he keeps fighting ^UN#5
• Punched by the Thing down a hallway and into a wall and gets back up ^X4#1
• Falls from a plane mid-flight confident he'll survive and walks away fine ^WvH#6
• Takes a hit from a weakened Hyperion ^UP#8
• Tumbles off a cliff with a dinosaur after him, and returns to the clifftop extremely soon after ^U3#3

Gunfire
Long guns

• Before the adamantium-bonding process, several soldiers shoot to kill Wolverine, shooting him in the head, but they can see the wounds immediately begin to heal ^UO#1
• Downed by automatic gunfire from multiple Weapon X shooters ambushing him and wakes up with nothing worse than a hangover ^UXM#2
• Shot with an automatic rifle as Wraith muses on how he used to shoot, stab, beat, and burn Wolverine for amusement on a regular basis, all of which he recovered from ^UXM#2
• 20 seconds after someone pulls a gun on Wolverine he is seen riddled with bullets and having downed several of the men around him, eventually hospitalizing 50-60 ^UXM#28
• Riddled with bullets from a hit squad and manages to escape, making it from Brooklyn to Queens and fully recovering after two days^UXM#34
• Shot by a helicopter-mounted Gatling gun and gets back up, saying the bullets going clean through him would help him recover faster ^UXM#37
• A shotgun blast point blank to the face does little more than tear the skin off his face ^UXM#84
• Captain America downs him with an automatic rifle ^UW#4

Handguns

• Attacks men through gunfire, and his skull resists adamantium bullets fired at point blank range, later pulling them out of his skin so they immediately heal ^UXM#37
• A pistol shot to the head makes a metallic sound against his skull as he walks out of prison, and the wound seals up as soon as the bullet is pulled out of his skin ^USM#67
• Charges through Hawkeye firing pistols into his face and chest without issue ^U3#3

General

• Had a reputation in WWII for getting back up no matter how many times he was shot ^UW#2
• Only notices bullets embedded in his skin when he showers after a fight ^UXM#20
• Though riddled with bullets, Wolverine restores his major organs and becomes fighting fit a short while later ^UXM#21

Piercing

• Stabbed in the back with debris by Magneto, downing him ^UXM#6
• Cuts his own throat open and ambushes a team of assassins following him moments later, with the injury fooling the assassins because they were tracking Wolverine by his vital signs ^UXM#35
• When his own pinky is severed off it regenerates almost immediately ^USM#66
• Stabbed in the xiphoid, which hadn't fully ossified when adamantium was bonded to his skeleton, and his nervous system shuts down until the blade is withdrawn ^UXM#60
• Sabretooth slices a chunk out of his abdomen and it heals a few moments later ^UXM#68
• Takes a slash across the chest from Cable and keeps fighting through more wounds ^UXM#75-76
• Ends an extended fight while being impaled on 4 adamantium claws, saying afterward it will take him a few hours to heal ^UXM#89

Explosions

• Survives his Humvee getting blown up in well enough condition to kill 14 soldiers around him, then to carry a survivor's body 17 hours through the desert back to base ^UXM#11
• Gambit creates an explosion in Wolverine's mouth that blows off his face and Wolverine gets up shortly after unconcerned ^UXM#50-51
• Charges through gunfire and emerges from a helicopter exploding seemingly uninjured ^UXM#60
• A grenade explodes in his face and he is seen conscious and uninjured a moment later ^UN#5

Heat/Electricity

• Survives being frozen in a snowdrift and then being hit with "enough napalm to hold off the Viet Cong" ^UXM#10
• Phoenix lights Wolverine aflame to melt away thick metallic bindings around him, and he immediately leaps into action as his skin regenerates within moments ^UXM#74
• Energy from the Fenris twins hurts him, but he recovers quickly ^UXM#86
• Gets up from a bolt of lightning from Storm ^UXM#90
• Half his face is fried off and it only seems to piss him off ^UP#8
  • It regenerates within the same fight

Multiple Damage Types

• Tackles Sabretooth off a building, then exchanges several blows and slashes with him before ultimately prevailing and then regenerating from the damage he sustained in moments ^MTU#1
• Bound and shot by 3 automatic rifles ^UXM#11-12
  • Then back up a short while later taking slices from Sabretooth
  • Then freed and starts fighting back
  • And engages in a prolonged fight where a tree snaps apart when he's thrown against it
  • Sabretooth then attempts to drown him before Wolverine tackles him off a 300 ft. cliff
  • And ultimately walks back to his team by the end of their mission ^UXM#11-12
• Inhabited by a mutant who burns up his body's soft tissues, then hit with lightning, then ran over by a semi ^UXM#17
  • Starts regenerating quickly enough it's "like an autopsy in reverse," with his healing factor prioritizing his head ^UXM#17
• Takes a slash across the chest from Cable ^UXM#75-76
  • Keeps fighting through an energy weapon and getting electrified before consecutive bombs blasting holes in his chest downs him
  • Gets up again before the fight is complete
• Touches Rogue so she can absorb his energy, still charging into battle and dropping when a shotgun blasts away a piece of his abdomen ^UXM#77
  • Yet back up and fighting moments later with the wound healed ^UXM#78
  • Rogue used Wolverine's healing factor to survive losing her arm and later regenerate it
  • Elsewhere, Rogue briefly touching Sabretooth and Toad knocks them unconscious ^UXM#98
• Fights through hits from Apocalypse even after Apocalypse rips off his arm ^UXM#91
  • Tries to brush off the injury as Nightcrawler makes note of his blood loss
  • Taken to a hospital and still insists on fighting before he's healed up ^UXM#92
  • And participates in the ongoing battle against Apocalypse ^UXM#92
• Fights through punches from Colossus before Colossus rips off his leg ^UXM#97
  • It is later reattached ^UXM#97
• Ripped in half by the Hulk, and 3.5 minutes later begins to climb 4 miles up a mountain to retrieve his legs ^WvH#1
  • Then has a conversation while he continues to bleed ^WvH#3
  • It is clarified later that his spine popped out of his hip bone ^WvH#6
  • The question of his joints was raised earlier in the comic ^WvH#1
  • Immediately preceding all this he was battered around by the Hulk ^WvH#3
• After the above, he then survived a nuclear bomb being dropped on him, waking up as a severed head that breathes through its skin, and continued to survive in stasis without oxygen even when put in a depressurized vacuum ^WvH#5
  • Wolverine was considerably close to ground zero
  • He is completely fine once he is put back together
• When She-Hulk busts him through several walls and gouges his eye out the eye takes a day to heal, as Wolverine says it is "complex machinery" ^WvH#6
  • He clarifies there's about an hour left in its healing process ^WvH#6
• While attacking Magneto, has Cyclops and Iron Man nearly skeletonize him, then still manages to stab Magneto again, and is finally annihilated only when Magneto tears the adamantium from his bones and reduces him to ash ^UTM#5
  • The process killed every cell in Wolverine's body ^REQ

Toxins/Poisons

• Remains in close quarters for an extended duration with a mutant he is confident cannot hurt him
  • Earlier, the mutant's power vaporized everyone in his radius
  • The mutant's powers were said to utilize a series of toxins and acid-like poisons ^UXM#41
• Tattoos only last a few hours before Wolverine's healing factor erases them ^UXM#48
• A bartender says they have seen men twice Wolverine's size die from drinking as much alcohol as Wolverine has ^UXM#84
• Hit with a supervirus that makes him sick ^X4#1
  • Goes on a mission despite shaking so hard he can barely walk
  • Gets in a brief fight before passing out entirely ^X4#2
  • The virus was a retrovirus that mutates every 7 seconds to outpace Wolverine's healing factor, though Mister Fantastic injects him with antibodies that cure him within a week

Misc.

• Sought out a mythic witch in a foreign land hoping to discover some means of killing himself ^U3#3
• A mutant who deteriorates the bodies he inhabits says Wolverine's body regrows soft tissue as fast as the mutant burns it up ^UXM#17

Speed

Against Superhumans

• Charges Sabretooth to stab him in the chest and hits away each of his bodyguards before fleeing ^UMT#1
• Races past Colossus and Beast, who fail to detain him ^UXM#2
• Ambushes an injured Quicksilver from around a corner, then takes a swipe out of him ^UXM#3
• Cable, an older version of Wolverine, notes that the younger is faster ^UXM#76
• Tackles Bishop out of the way of a beam from the Fenris twins ^UXM#87
• Evades Thing in close-quarters before knocking him down and pinning him, even while sick ^X4#2
• Ambushes Quicksilver and stabs him in the chest ^U3#3

Against humans

• Swipes apart a gun pointed at him without the gunman firing ^UXM#8
• Murders his way across a room and removes the hand of a suicide bomber before they could activate their detonator ^UXM#20
• 20 seconds after someone pulls a gun on Wolverine he has already downed several of his attackers ^UXM#28
• Retracts his claws and grabs an agent holding a gun before they can aim and fire at him ^UXM#37
• Intervenes to slash off a man's outstretched gunhand before he fires on a woman ^UCW#1

Against objects

• Reacts to a missile fired at him, stabbing it after it hits him and flipping over it before it fully detonates ^UXM#35

Claws

Guns

• Slices apart a gun ^UXM#8
• Kills two men and slices apart the barrel of a rifle ^UXM#11
• Slices rifles and bodies to pieces ^UXM#20
• Slices apart a hunting rifle, and stabs into the floor to hold himself against Storm's wind ^UXM#59

Robots

• Slices through a Danger Room robot ^UXM#21
• Cuts into the hull of a Sentinel robot as he falls, slashing down its chest with Wolverine's weight ^UXM#44
• Decapitates a large Sentinel ^UXM#85
• Slices through more Sentinels ^UXM#86
• Rips through even more Sentinels ^UXM#86
• Beheads a Sentinel ^UXM#87
• Stabs through the face of an android version of Hulk ^U3#5

Vehicles

• Wraith has seen Wolverine's claws tear through the side of a tank, though they cannot cut through adamantium bars used to imprison him ^UXM#2
• Quickly cuts a hole into a helicopter large enough to accommodate his body ^UXM#60
• Embeds into a plane flying at cruising altitude, allowing him to climb outside the cabin ^WvH#6
• Slices a large hole in the hull of a Helicarrier ^{X4 Annual 2}

Special materials

• Slashes apart Iron Man's armor ^UW#4
• Clashes evenly with Deathstrike's adamantium claws before he lands a blow on her abdomen ^UXM#60
• Cuts a metal specially-designed collar off Bruce Banner's neck ^WvH#6
  • The collar was designed to be unbreakable and withstand 81 billion tons of pressure, roughly the weight of moon ^WvH#5
• Executes an alternate timeline version of himself that had been horribly experimented upon ^{X4 Annual #2}

Scaling

• Beheads Sabretooth ^UXM#30
  • Sabretooth later survives, revealing a few threads kept his head attached ^UXM#67
• Slits Sabretooth's throat and then executes a monstrosity derived from his own powers ^UXM#89
• Slices and stabs Apocalypse ^UXM#91
  • Scaling for Apocalypse's piercing durability
• Cuts out Colossus' heart ^UXM#96
  • Scaling for Colossus' piercing durability ^UXM#1
• Stabs into Hulk's chest ^UP#9
  • Scaling for Hulk's piercing durability
• Slashes Hyperion to no avail ^UP#8
• Slashes a metallic Russian super soldier abomination to no avail ^UN#3
• Punctures She-Hulk's abdomen, with each claw aimed at a different organ ^WvH#6

Misc. materials

• Eviscerates a small army of zombie soldiers despite their skin being built from superhard alloys ^UXM#24
• Efficiently kills a grizzly bear ^UXM#33
• Slices through a face mask and costume of goons ^UXM#72
• Stabs through a manhole cover ^WvH#5
• Stabs through body armor ^UCW#2
• Impales a gameboy ^UN#2
• Digs into the side of a mountain so he can climb it ^WvH#1
• Spider-Man pops them out accidentally and the cut apart a phone receiver and slices off Wolverine's own finger ^USM#66
• Slices off the Juggernaut's helmet ^U3#5

Misc. abilities/information

• Scrapes his claws together to spark flammable materials ^UXM#97
• Uses his claws to light a torch ^UN#3
• When Spider-Man inhabits Wolverine's body he has difficulty controlling the claws ^USM#67
• Spider-Man pops them out accidentally into his own arm ^USM#66
• Stabs through a jail cell's lock in order to release himself ^USM#67

Senses

Tracking

• Tracks down a man by his cologne as that man flees from him in a full-speed vehicle ^UXM#2
• Tracks several marines, determining that they all died and were killed without firing a shot, detects an approaching dinosaur before Cyclops, and only missed Shadowcat stowing away on their plane because she remained intangible the entire flight ^UXM#23
  • He then continues to track the marines through a complex ^UXM#24
• Tracked Spider-Man to his house without Spider-Man realizing it ^UXM#34
• Tracks Gambit despite the scent fading over an hour and Wolverine suffering from a blown up face at the time, then regains the trail when Storm puts the wind in his favor, picking up on Gambit's day-old crawfish smell ^UXM#51-52
• Despite his powers being messed with, still manages to track down a teenager in an isolated cabin in the midst of a blizzard ^UXM#100
• Smells his own legs from 4 miles away up a mountain ^WvH#1
• Tracks the Hulk across the world using one sniff of the serum Hulk used, tracing him through a village in the Himilayas before finding him in a mountain fortress ^WvH#1
• Sniffs out Hank Pym amidst a massive Helicarrier ^{X4 Annual #2}
• Tracks down his own scent ^{X4 Annual #2}

Detecting

• Detects a black ops team about to snipe him down ^UXM#2
• Scent forewarns him of an attack from behind from zombie soldiers ^UXM#24
• Detects a hit squad tracking him from outside before Spider-Man's spider sense does so ^UXM#34-35
• Detects a missile launched at him before Spider-Man does ^UXM#35
• Smells Nick Fury elsewhere in the mansion while Wolverine himself is in the Danger Room ^UXM#44
• Sits in a window brooding, and smells Sabretooth watching him from the treeline outside ^UXM#74
• Despite ventilation systems working against him, Wolverine smells 2 women hiding behind a wall, their soap, and the Altoid one is chewing ^WvH#1
• Smells a man hiding in a toilet ^WvH#5
• Detects a new presence his surroundings ^UCW#2

Identifying

• Smells that a man is still alive by his blood ^UXM#11
• Smells the old books on Daredevil from across an alleyway ^UXM#36
• Describes how his super senses pick up on subtle indications of what people really think of him ^UXM#38
• Smells the blood on an apparently clean man who murdered someone the night before ^UXM#59
• Confirms Beast is who he says he is, and says that it would be difficult to fool his sense of smell ^UXM#88
• Confident he could identify his children based on the similarity of their scent to his own ^UXM#89
• Can smell Dazzler on Nightcrawler ^{UXM Annual 2}
• Identifies Captain America in disguise as the Black Panther ^U3#3
• Identifies another person previously present at a scene ^UCW#1
• Identifies a robot as pure metal, oil, and hate ^{X4 Annual #1}

Statements

• After failing to detect any scent or trace of Mister Sinister, determines Sinister must have a superhuman ability to evade detection ^UXM#47
• Claims he could smell someone coming from a mile away if they wore half as much aftershave as Cyclops ^UXM#62
• Baffled that a mutant could deceive his senses ^UXM#73

Misc.

• Can see in the dark fine when others around him feel they need flashlights ^UN#3
• Spots a person drop from a jet breaking the sound barrier and implies his eyes are better than the Hulk's ^WvH#3
• Can ordinarily use his senses to determine if someone is lying ^X4#1
• Says he isn't allowed at poker nights because he can smell deception ^WvH#3
• Again implies he could sense deception if the Hulk had been using a code phrase ^WvH#6

Skills

Combat

• Murders all of the X-Men during an advanced VR simulation ^UXM#3
• Sneaks up on Magneto in the midst of a fight to stab him in the back ^UXM#6
• Hospitalized 50-60 men in a fight while avoiding killing any of them ^UXM#28
• Severs a bartenders fingers off with a swipe while managing to keep any of the bartender's blood from falling on the floor ^UXM#84
• Rides a motorcycle across rooftops while evading 4 SHIELD helicopters, then quickly takes out all 4 units after making a jump onto one of the aircrafts ^UW#4
• Amidst a fight, stabs She-Hulk so precisely that he puts one claw in her kidney, one in her spleen, and keeps a third claw sheathed as he informs her that he could pop it into her liver to kill her ^WvH#6

Statements

• Magneto considers him a qualified assassin, and he kills a dinosaur ^UXM#1
• Magneto considers him the shadow-world's most highly-trained assassin ^UXM#2
• Colossus refers to him as the most dangerous mutant in the world, and describes his Weapon X training as battle plans and murder techniques that replace his memories ^UXM#10
• Said to have a three figure personal body count ^UN#4
• Captain America considered him a special forces hotshot back in WWII ^UW#2
• Served in the 1st Canadian Parachute Battalion during WWII, and Captain America says Weapon X added "fancy fight maneuvers" when they wiped his memories ^UW#4

Noncombat

• Somehow bypasses the metal detector at airport security ^UXM#2
• Communicates a last minute plan to Jean while driving a beaten car through hazards, then jumping it off a cliff to land in the Blackbird ^UXM#3
• Sneaks through a window into an active crime scene where officers are present without being detected ^UXM#47
• Sneaks past the metal detectors in the airport by slipping a grenade into another traveler's luggage ^WvH#6
• Shadowcat considered Wolverine stealthier than herself, despite her own ability to mute her footsteps ^REQ

Telepathic Resistance
Statements

• Magneto selects Wolverine for a mission to assassinate Xavier because of Wolverine's immunity to the powerful telepath ^UXM#1
• Wolverine is considered by Xavier and Jean to be the only membered of the X-Men who can resist SHIELD's telepaths ^UW#3
• Nightcrawler's Weapon X interrogation defenses are compared unfavorably to Wolverine's ^UXM#28
• Nick Fury notes Wolverine is the only person whose mind Xavier cannot read ^WvH#1

Showings

• Xavier cannot identify Wolverine through Cerebro by reading his mind ^UXM#2
• Said to be the only member of the Brotherhood who could shield his thoughts from Xavier, and does so as he stands next to Xavier ^UXM#3
• Blocks Jean Grey from reading the thoughts he doesn't want her to read ^UXM#4
• Xavier needs Wolverine to let down his psychic defenses so he can be sure Wolverine's mind is not inhabited by another mutant ^UXM#17
• Xavier considers seeing into Wolverine's mind impossible for anybody, though Jean sees flashes of his memories with the aid of the Phoenix Force ^UW#3
• Jean Grey taps into the power of the Phoenix Force to look past his psychic defenses, but does not seem fully successful ^UXM#28
• Even when Wolverine cooperates with him, it takes Xavier 12 hours to access Wolverine's memories and it still gives Xavier a headache ^UXM#38
• His healing factors aids in overpowering mind control ^UXM#100

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Hola se que abpasado mucho tiempo desde mi primer post pero intentaba tener algo mas de recopilacion aparte de lo dicho y lo cliche.
Sera mas corto que el anterior pero espero que sea interesante para ustedes.
Primero que nada este post es la continuacion de la vijilancia y mantencion de mi abuela la cual sufre demencia cenil leve y trastorno de personalidad narcisista agresiba.
Como sabran ella es una persona dificil y malvada y nos a tomado el pelo con mi madre hace un tiempo.
Ella por orden medica no sabe que tiene trastorno narcisista por lo tanto algunos farmacos que toma no sabe que diablos es pero jura que son vitaminas; pero esta vez se a pasado de lista.
Como algunos saben el tomar farmacos con alcohol esta estrictamente prohibido por lo cual todo el licor de esta casa estaba estrictamente cuardado bajo llave, pero no se como demonios ella encontro la maldita llave de la licorera privada de mi madre.
Descubrimos que ella tomaba shots de tragos con mas de 40% de alcohol por lo cual los medicamentos hace un tiempo que no le hacen efecto y nos empezaba a tratar de manera abusiva.
Decidimos que hasta que no pierda su cordura en esta casa no existira alcohol visible o pocible por lo cual a nosotras no nos molesta en absoluto exepto ella.
Nos comeremos unas semanas de insultos y abuso psicologico,pero porblo menos estara mas estable.
Pronto publicare mas contenido, la univercidad y el cuidado de mi abuela me consumen un poco demaciado.
Nos vemos !

In college, I started a board game club with some friends and we grew.. and then as people graduated and grew up, we shrunk. We're hoping to find some new players in the Mesa, AZ area (we border Tempe) that enjoy a wide variety of games. We play most Saturday nights starting at 6pm and go until folks get tired. This is hosted at my apartment, but for first meeting up public first is a must - pretty familiar with both Silver Key in Mesa and Snakes and Lattes in Tempe.
Message me here or discord (doomyg#6344) with interest/questions!
If age matters, we're currently 20s and 30s. I have dogs, so folks with allergies beware. Open to a change in venue if necessary, but due to money restraints, prefer something nearby/little to no cost.

Soy la hermana de enmedio entre dos hermanos uno es hombre (el menor) y una es mujer (la mayor) hace un par de meses (11 meses para ser exactos) mi hermana decidió adoptar a un pitbull en estado de calle el pobre perro estaba bastante mal ya que tenia un problema en su cola ,mi hermana trabajaba todo el día,los sábados medio día y descansaba los domingos entonces decidió llevar al perro a casa convenciendo a mis padres de hacerse cargo del perro en todos los aspectos mis padres aceptaron ,las primeras semanas se complicaron demasiado para mi ,mientras ella se iba a trabajar todo el día el perro se quedaba solo en casa hasta que yo llegara de la escuela pero tenía que irme después de llegar ya que tenia que ir por mi hermano a la primaria ,su escuela se encontraba a 1 hora 20 minutos de mi casa en auto pero en transporte público rondaba hasta las 2 horas entonces tenia que irme así como llegara a casa el problema comenzó cuando el perro tenía emorrajeas constantes en su cola entonces después de llegar a casa tenia que limpiar toda la sangre del suelo o dejaba salpicadas la pared por toda la casa,había veces que se iba sin sacarlo a pasear y tenía que limpiar sus eses yo, el segundo problema comenzó cuando el perro desarrollo un miedo a quedarse solo y todos mis planes se iban al demonio comencé a llegar tarde por mi hermano, mis salidas con amigos se acortaron ,etc . Cuando intentaba irme el perro no m dejaba salir siempre trate de no lastimarlo al momento de ir por mi hermano, un día antes de mi graduación salimos a comer cuando volvimos en la noche el perro había dejado toda la casa llena de sangre y nos tuvimos que desvelar limpiando al siguiente día me levante temprano para alistarme pero se arruino todo ,mi aspecto se veia horrible ,mis padres ni siquiera se levantaron temprano haciendome llegar tarde a mi graduacion ;un mes despues operaron al perro de su cola haciendo ver que todo el esfuerzo no fue en vano ya se veia mejor y su cola ya no sangraba pero el verdadero problema comenzó cuando mi hermana se molestaba porque yo no le había limpiado al perro o no lo sacaba a pasear parecía que yo era la dueña de aquel animal indefenso ,mi frustración comenzó aún peor ya que mis padres se ponían de su lado y me regañaban por no poder limpiarle al perro olvidándose que yo ni siquiera que comprometí con ese animal ,meses después llegamos a un acuerdo donde se me iba a pagar 200 pesos mensuales por cuidar del perro ,sacarle a pasear y limpiarle "jamás me pago" y todavía se escudava diciendo que yo no hacía nada , en febrero de este año mi hermana renuncio a su trabajo quedándose sin empleo por un mes completo y en ese puto mes no hizo nada ,no sacaba a pasear al perro, no le daba de comer ,con la escusa que según me pagaba cuando yo no había visto ni un solo peso reflejado ,en marzo consiguio empleo ,empeoró todo me convertí en su especie de sirvienta quería que le lavara su uniforme, ponerle lunch, tenderle su cama ,darle de desayunar ,pasarle su toalla despues de bañarse ,etc y ahora según me pagaría 200 pesos semanales ya que ella siempre a tenido la fama de ser muy narcisista diciendole a medio mundo que segun me pagaba semal poniéndose ella sola la soga al cuello, dejandome a mi como la necesitada de dinero cuando solo exijia lo que habiamos acordado ,las primeras 3 semanas me pago pero después de ahí no me a pagado me enoje mucho ya que el último acuerdo que teníamos era pagarme 350 pesos semanales pero hasta la fecha no me a pagado y siempre se escusa con la frase "quieres que te pague por hacerte pendeja" me moleste demasiado ya que jamas le había echado nada en cara pero ya no aguante y explote diciéndole todo lo que hacía por aquel perro y por ella aparte que comenzó a tomar mi perfume que me compro un familiar a mi,lo tomo sin mi consentimiento mis padres en ningún momento le han llamado a la atención solo han "hablado con ella" hace una semana llego muy noche a casa y comenzamos a discutir de tal manera que la mande al diablo diciéndole que ya no cuidaría de ella ni del perro porque yo parecía más la dueña del perro que ella ,cuando ni siquiera fui yo la que se comprometió con mis padres a cuidar de aquel animal ,ella comenzó a decir que solo la quería por su dinero etc mi temperamento llegó a su limite y le grite que era una maldita mocosa malcriada y mimada por mis padres ,la e ignorado últimamente cuando me pide cosas que tienen que ver con ella o con su perro, la deje a su merced Soy la mala? Debería de disculparme con ella? Me comporte inmadura al tomar esa decisión? Debí haber sido más comprensiva?

It's 1:12am, I'm drinking unsweetened tea because I'm too lazy to get up to find a spoon to stir the honey sitting at the bottom of the mug. I'm barely pecking away at an essay on the Internet's influence on self-identity development that's long overdue for submission --I'm tempted to let ChatGPT do the rest. Tomorrow morning I have 3-4 back-to-back meetings at my full-time job, where I'll sit un-ergonomically in a 1000-yard stare, wondering what the hell happened to me in this post-pandemic world. Hopefully I'll find the motivation to clean my apartment this weekend, because the disarray is contributing to my anxiety and I just can't seem to get things organized before I have to move at the end of the month.
Depression has blanketed me for the better part of three years. I've been working professionally in cyber security since 2005, and it's the only thing I've ever done. As I told my manager during my 1x1 this week, I both love it and hate it. Now, at 40, I'm struggling to find some sense of fulfillment and purpose in this world and all of this skill and experience I've accumulated. Truth be told, I never wanted to work in cyber. I've been a skilled programmer since the mid 90's, but in the early 2000's, as a recent transplant to Tempe, AZ, I opted to enroll in a Network Technology and Security program because I knew the industry was about to explode. I was right. And with my 2 year degree from a now defunct Tempe, AZ trade school, I began an 18 year career that has given me nothing to be proud of.
Cyber security is such a strange job/industry/career. At one point I didn't consider it a skill, and truthfully, I still believe that. It's more so a practice, because there's no deliverable from the labor. Cyber, at it's core, it still based on risk management. There's no skill involved, just a bunch of terms and concepts one has to learn, remember, and attempt to apply in a setting that's so desperate for "qualified" and "credentialed" people. What does it mean to be "good at security" anyway? In contrast for comparison, take the field of cyber to software/programming. Traditionally, these two fields or disciplines don't mix and match. In my experience, and according to many I've met and worked with, security people and developers are always at odd with each other. A programmer I met during a contract I did at Ebay didn't hesitate to tell me that "most security people aren't good programmers". I took reservation with that, but didn't engage. In reality, I think that's the rule, not the exception. Programmers make things. Good programmers do it quickly, efficiently, and know how to manage large, extendable projects. There's a tangible output to the craft of skilled programming. Cyber? Well, I suppose you might draft a polished Risk Summary Report occasionally. There's a possibility you might put together a glossy slide deck, detailing the week's metrics and a debrief of a well handled security incident. Hell, you might even craft a shell or python script that will automate the quantification of high-value assets --but wait, that's more a programming skill set isn't it?
It took me 7 years to go back to school to eventually finish a bachelor's degree in software development. I did a Programming and Systems Analysis associates at Phoenix College, and took two classes at ASU in their online Software Engineering program. I learned a lot at PC and ASU, but life happened and I had to change course. Then, because I began to have some health problems, I moved to Flagstaff for cooler weather and did three semesters at NAU as an applied computer science major. I had a great time in Flag, but my health deteriorated and I came back to Phoenix for care. I finally threw my hands up and finished my degree at WGU, minting my capstone two weeks before Trump got on TV and announced the start of the COVID-19 fear campaign that would last for 2 years. My dreams of correcting the sinking ship of my life by simply becoming a developer (and moving to San Diego) went up in flames. At that point, I was both a seasoned cyber security professional and a new software development graduate, disillusioned by the lockdown, the coming wave and trend of remote work, and the idea that a glamorous, healthy, in-office job as a hot-shot developer was to become a thing of the past. I was right.
My tea has gotten cold.
Over the years, I put a lot of my focus on offensive security because it was the only aspect of security work that I felt was hands-on --and relatively free of drama and politics. That's what drew me to it, and I fully embraced it by becoming a pentester in 2016 for a well-known and unnecessarily large Scottsdale based healthcare company. The job paid the bills but the work I was putting into keeping my skill-set sharp had me realizing my work, and the job, was a product of the Pareto principle. If you're really into computer security, you will burn yourself out trying to stay updated with all of the new trends, techniques, tools, hacks, and cracks. But the reality is, you will only ever use 20% of what you know on the job. The other 80% will just sit idle in the back of your mind, collecting dust, wishing it has some real-world application that wasn't rooted in delinquency or criminality. It's true --advanced cyber security skills don't matter to companies and corporations that want to hire security professionals. They really just want an individual that follows orders, responds quickly to email, represents well on the (remote) phone calls, and harbors some excel skills. That's right young sec pro, pivot that pivot table and run that vlookup. I assure you, as a "security pro" that will be a large percentage of the work that you do. Cyber security programs and training companies love to hide this, because they harp on the shadowy, intriguing appeal of being a professional hacker as a career. The truth is, hackers don't make good employees, because hackers by nature are non-conformist, out-side-of-the-box, anti-authoritarians. Once you get that coveted cyber security job, by breaking into the field, you will learn this, as I did, and it could very well take a toll on you. Cyber security burn out is real.
The bottom of this cup of tea is thick with honey --and I have to admit, I like it. I probably should have fished the teabag out though. Blegh.
All of this to say, I think I found something that may very well be my saving grace. A couple of weeks ago, I was out at a bar, talking shit to a couple of friends and claimed I could pass the security+ exam, hungover with no preparation what so ever. Overconfident in my security experience, I dropped the $400, scheduled the exam for the following day (at Gateway Community College), and continued taking shots of tequila while a cute waitress brought us more chips and me, 3 more carne asada tacos. It was a good night, and admittedly, the next day, I had forgotten what I committed myself to. The test was at 10:15am, so I dragged my ass over to GCC, found the testing center, and sat for the damn thing. Sure enough, I passed with a 793. Not bad (but really, not that good, ha!). I was security+ certified, and hey, I wear it proudly. As I grabbed myself a much needed bottle of water from a snack stand, I noticed on the wall behind the stand that GCC was looking for a Programming instructor for the fall. I thought to myself... I could probably teach programming, and put a proverbial pin in the idea.
Around 2pm, after sitting in on a couple of meeting and taking a power nap, I woke up and researched the role. You only need a bachelors degree and 3+ years of experience to be considered. So I applied, thinking why the hell not. No harm in applying. That was a week ago, and since then I've thought about what my life would look like if I became a community college instructor. The thought hasn't faded since. I would be able to leave the corporate cronie culture behind. Most my experience and skill could be used, at least partially, to impart on a new generation of programmers. I would be able to get out of my apartment a couple nights a week. I'd meet an entire new group of people, faculty, students, etc., which would be great considering how much time I spend in this dark, (probably molded), computer-ridden apartment of mine. Not to mention, hey hey, summer's off! The idea of supplementing my income with short-term pentest contracts is also realistic and doable. All of this, and the possibility of shifting gears has made me realize my unhappiness has stemmed from being a slave to the corporate culture --which is exactly what the cyber security industry turns you into. All of the jobs (the good, plentiful jobs), are in the corporate sector. Sure there's public/government, and insurance/healthcare, but they're all run the same way --some worse than others. Cyber security education doesn't educate you, it simply gives you a minimal level of knowledge and awareness to man a terminal, and pray to the gods out there, living in and amongst what I like to call the Outlook orifice.
If I land an interview and hopefully a job as an instructor, I think it would be a great change of pace for me. I could very well be staring at a new career, outside the hell I've been living in. And if that's the case, I will likely enroll in the MSCIA program, just to get a masters so I can ensure I can keep teaching. I figure, if I can get the Sec+ on a whim, I should be able to get the MSCIA in a month or so. Here's to education and summers in Puerto Rico!
-cmdjunkie

no es una confesion sino una anecdota:
tenia 8 años, yo hiba mucho a la iglesia (por obligacion) para hacer la confirmacion y todo eso
la cosa empezo mal cuando nos toco la parte teorica (osea escribir) ya que soy zurdo y en esa religion (la cual no me acuerdo el nombre) era la mano que utilizada en diablo
el padre me ataba la mano izquierda a la parte de atras de una silla y me hobligaba a escribir con la derecha, aparte cada que me equibocaba en algun punto, signo, espacio, etc, me daba un golpe con uno de esos latigos que se usa en los caballos
obviamente a mi mamá y a mi papá no les importaba, (cabe aclarar que aun tengo cicatrises en las piernas y la espalda)
luego de otro dia tortuoso el padre se fue a regar las plantas del huerto, luego se sento y por alguna razon u otra se quedo dormido.
ahi fue cuando me venge de ese maldito viejo, agarre el valde de 5 litros lo llene de agua y lo bolque sobre su cabeza, empapandolo por completo
conclusion, me hecharon de la iglesia y mis padres no intentaron meterme en otra asta el dia de hoy
y por sis se lo preguntan, no, no aprendi ni mierda a utilizar mi mano derecha y actualmente utilizo la izquierda xd

Three
Number One: Walking Home
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I have been pretty fortunate to always have been able to work from home, even long before the whole Covid lockdown changed things so much. I have always been able to keep my own hours too, and this was helpful to me because I was a night person. So, I would often keep up all night and go to sleep during the day. This really fit my personality because I am not really a people person. I mean, I like people, don’t get me wrong. But I am sort of awkward around people and just prefer to spend time by myself.
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Being like this, I often went out at night to get things too. There was a convenience store a little ways outside of my neighborhood that I liked to go to often. It was a liquor store, I guess, but they sold a whole lot of things other than alcohol.
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This took place during the winter time. And it was actually snowing pretty hard outside. I was wanted something to keep my energy up, so I decided to run down to the convenience store and get myself an energy drink. It was late at night, but I can’t recall exactly how late. But due to both the time and the falling snow, it was completely dead outside.
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I always liked hearing the sound of my feet crunching in the new snow when I walked. But when I had left, I hadn’t expected the snow to be falling as hard as it was. There was very little visibility outside. Fortunately, there wasn’t anyone driving out so I could walk on the side of the road without worrying too much.
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When I got to the store, I noticed someone was standing outside of the store smoking a cigarette. I gave them the friendly wave that everyone in my town gave each other, which was returned, and then went into the store.
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I got me a Sobe Orange Tsunami, which was my drink of choice at the time and when I went to pay for it, I noticed that there was a new worker behind the counter. I greeted him, made some polite chat about how I had been coming to this store for years and how the owners are nice and that I will probably be seeing a lot of him since I shop there often. He seemed like a really nice guy.
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When I left the store, the guy who was smoking was still there. As I got about a block away from the store, I turned around and noticed that the guy was walking in my direction. I got that sort of nervous feeling that I always get when I notice something like that. Remember, people generally make me nervous. And that nervousness usually makes me assume that someone is following me, even when they most likely are not.
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I turned off the road in town, into the subdivision that I lived in. When I had gotten a block into it, I once again felt compelled to turn around. I just wanted to see if the guy was still following me… I mean, I didn’t know if he was intentionally following me I guess. But either way, I wanted to check. And he was.
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My nervousness increased just a bit. I had a little bit more to walk before I would get home. I started walking just a little bit faster. I had two more streets to turn down and I would check and see if he was following me down them as well.
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When I made the next turn and got a block down it, I checked. And yeah, he had turned too. It was beginning to seem like less of a coincidence. So I hurried a little more. I only checked back once in a while and tried to make it seem casual, but he must have sped up too because he was continuously only a block behind me. He kept keeping pace with me, but didn’t try to catch up with me.
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Finally, I turned down my own street and the pattern repeated itself once again. My mind was now turning in many different directions, wondering if he really was following me and if he was, why did he keep lagging a block behind.
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When I got to my yard, I sort of trotted up the driveway and got into the house quickly. Going in and then looking out the window, I saw him standing a little way down the street. He had stopped walking and looked like he was talking to someone on his mobile phone.
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I got an idea then. I had a dog at the time, a pit bull. Now, I will tell you that the dog, Randy, was the biggest cuddle monster of all time. I doubt he would even hurt a kitten if he had the opportunity. But people saw pit bulls and were very often afraid of them, so I thought I would let the dog out in the front yard as a sort of warning. You know, just in case the guy was planning on robbing my house or something like that.
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When I took the dog out, I could tell the man was obviously startled. He wasn’t on his phone anymore and he continued walking. He gave me a wave as he went by and he walked past my house, down the street and turned off onto another street.
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The whole thing was really weird and I didn’t know what to think about it. But I was happy that my dog ploy had scared the guy away.
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The next day, I was watching the news (I can’t believe how long it has been since I actually watched the news on TV rather than read it online) and got the shock of my life. The liquor store that I had visited had been robbed the following night. The owner had been beaten up very badly and was found laying behind the counter.
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And that made me think if the person I thought was a new cashier was actually a robber who was pretending. And I wondered if the owner, an old man I had known for quite a while, had been laying behind the counter when I was there.
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Well, I contacted the police about it. They had picked someone up and wanted to know if I could identify them. It was the cashier and the man who had followed me home. They had been robbed the store and beaten up the owner.
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It then occurred to me that maybe he had followed me home with the intent on robbing me too. And although I felt really bad for that kind old man, I felt really, really appreciative of my dog Randy. If he hadn’t scared the guy off, I might have been in pretty bad condition that night as well.
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Number Two: At Home
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I have had some pretty messed up experiences involving my family in the past. I guess it would be safe to say that there is a lot of dysfunction in my extended family. But one night, when I was visiting one my aunt’s houses, the worst of all of these experiences happened.
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My mom had two sisters. And their children and us, we sort of grew up like we were siblings instead of cousins. I was the second oldest cousin at the time, but when this particular story takes place, I was the oldest of the kids who were involved in it.
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So, my mom took me, my younger brother and we drove out to my aunt’s house. She lived a pretty decent drive out in the country in West Virginia. And the thought was that we were going to spend a few days there.
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My other aunt lived pretty close to that area too. So when she found out that we were going to visit, she decided to come along too.
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At the time I was 14 years old. I think that it is kind of important to know that. My younger brother was nine. The other cousin at the house was one that lived there, and he was 12 years old at the time.
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So, apparently they wanted to go out to the bars. So they bought us some frozen pizzas and rented us some movies to watch while they went out. My mom wasn’t really much of a drinker but she liked to go along for the fun.
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None of the three parents were married at the time. But my aunt Claire, not the one whose house we went to, had this on again off again tumultuous relationship with a guy named Jack. I knew that she and Jack would often get drunk here and there and would have these really outrageous fights. Fortunately, I had never witnessed any of them before. I really hated to see adults fighting, so I was glad about this. At the time, I wasn’t really good at confrontation with others.
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So they went out. And they were out for quite a while. The two younger kids went to bed eventually and us two older ones stayed up to watch the scary movie that the adults had rented for us. I was still sort of at the age where a movie could still scare me, so I was a little scared while watching the movie. And no, I don’t remember what it was. What happened during the rest of the night was much more memorable than the movie was.
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The phone started ringing and my cousin (since he lived there) went and answered it. He told me that it was my mom and she needed to talk to me.
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On the phone with my mom, she told me that my Aunt Claire had left the bar for a short time but had told her sisters that she would be back. She had never returned to the bar though. Jack, however, had called the bar, seeing if Claire was there. She then asked me if I had seen or heard from Claire at all, and I let her know that I hadn’t.
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So, the last thing she tells me is that if Claire shows up at the house at any point and if Jack shows up later, don’t let him know that she is there. I said okay, already dreading the possibilities that this could bring up.
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I went back to the living room, now filled with dread and apprehension at what might happen later in the night. And it wasn’t too long before my Aunt Claire got to the house and knocked on the door, since it was locked. I went to let her in. She was extremely intoxicated and looked like she had been in a fight. I immediately thought that Jack must have beaten her up or something and got even more freaked out.
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She went into my other aunt’s room to lay down. She didn’t want me to call the police or anything like that and I didn’t really know what to do. I just did what I had been told. I let her go to sleep and then went back to the movie.
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About 15 minutes later, I heard a pounding on the door. My heart skipped a beat when I thought that it had to be Jack. And I wondered what I could do. I figured that I had to answer the door because he knew that we were there. So I went to the door and opened it and indeed it was Jack at the door.
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He asked me if Claire was there. He seemed really, really angry and I was very nervous. However, I did my best to keep my cool and I told him that she wasn’t. He asked if I had heard about anything from my mom and aunt and I told him no.
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I noticed in the light that his hand was wrapped up with a bandanna and immediately thought that he must have hurt it hitting her or something. He was a big guy and I was very scared that he was going to come into the trailer on his own to look around. And just kept expecting it.
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Right about then, thank God, my mom and aunt arrived in her car. They told me to get into the house and close the door. I did what I was told but was still pretty scared of what might happen. It was only a few moments when I heard a gunshot go off and that nearly made me mess myself. I was worried that Jack might have shot my mom or aunt. But then I heard my aunt yelling at him to get lost or her next shot wouldn’t be a warning shot.
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After a few moments, my mom and aunt came into the house. I shouldn’t have been surprised that my aunt kept a rifle in her car. That was the sort of thing my family did.
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I was however, a bit worried when they took my other aunt to the hospital. They told me to keep the doors locked and use the gun if Jack came back. I had shot a gun a few times and I didn’t really like it. Fortunately, though, Jack never came back and I didn’t have to use it.
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For a while, though, I was pretty scared.
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The Arrival
W Mann
04/14/2023
I had just finished one of my best touring days since I left Daly City, CA. I clocked 160 miles in 7 hours so I was pretty psyched when I decided to stop off early to do my Yoga, eat my power food, and bathe in the Pacific Ocean just north of Ventura. It was early March so the water was unusually warm at 65 degrees Fahrenheit.
The unseasonably warm ocean temperatures (El-Nino) had run into the cold Sub-Arctic currents coming down from the north for the second year in a row generating massive storm systems, unusual weather patterns, gale-force winds, and gusts of up to 60 knots. This freak phenomenon lasted for the rest of the entire trip that spring and accompanied me nearly all the way to San Diego before I turned East on I-10 to cross the Pacific Coastals, the Sonoran Desert, and into Tucson AZ. My average distance till then had been about 80 miles a day and I was on my 10th day of the tour. I had to keep reminding myself, this wasn't a race but a continuation of a kind of soul search expedition that had begun some months earlier on Mount Diablo, go on to Yosemite National Park, and then on my road trip south down the California coast to Tijuana, MX, back to San Diego, CA and from there to Tucson, AZ.
Because my love of the ocean went back to where I was born in Florida and baptized in the Atlantic Ocean some 2,300 miles away, bike touring along the Pacific Ocean was like finally going home again. We'd moved from Florida when I was 3 and despite repeated attempts (running away as a child, road trips, vacations, etc.) I had never actually made it back.
My routine was to pedal for 8 straight hours, pitch camp, do Yoga, eat, swim, and then meditate facing the setting sun, while mentally recalling everything I'd done that day and opening myself to whatever was to follow. It was what I had been doing since striking out from Mount Diablo some months earlier.
My transport was a then-new 1983 Univega Grand Tourismo, an 18-gear aluminum alloy frame touring bike, I'd bought at REI in Berkley, CA the previous summer. I equipped it with front low-rider and rear ultra-light bicycle racks and panniers that housed my tools, maps, changes of clothing, food, and the gortex-lined bivy sack and North Face down bag I'd used as shelter in Yosemite. I left my North Face backpack with a friend in Oakland.
The entire set weighed just over 24 lbs and after my previous 11-week survival in the Sierra Nevadas, I was down to a lean 183 lbs.
My fuel was Native American spirit guide-inspired food consisting of raw fruit and vegetables, dried fruit, cheese, turkey ham, and Pita that I'd had a vision of one night in a Miwok cave while on survival in Yosemite National Park the previous winter.
Highway 1 or the Pacific Coast Highway, or PAC Highway, and California Highway 101 described almost the entire length of the trip proving to be a mass of switchbacks and S-Curves replete with washouts and detours.
I'd no sooner tack along a 2 or 3-mile s-curve with a 30 to 40-knot head-wind gusting to 50 than I'd jibe along a 2 or 3-mile tailwind, with zero to no tail speed at all. All the way down the coast, it was a perpetual contest of push and lull, like kayaking through the neaps and ebbs at high tide.
After leaving Yosemite, I picked up the gear I had stored with a friend back in Oakland for the second half of my tour and after a few days of rest, and eating, I took the B.A.R.T. (Bay Area Rapid Transit) to the end of the line at Daly City and began my Coastal tour south down Highway 1.
It was March so the cold water coming down from the Arctic would have pushed the California Grays, Orcas, and Great Whites, along with porpoises, sea lions, and albatross down to the Baja 1,200 miles to the south. But I'd already seen a Gray breach in Monterey Bay just a few weeks back. So I knew the weather and the wildlife were both out of wack.
Spotting my gear in a safe place well above the tideline I decided it was time to swim out and use my makeshift camp, the shoreline, and the setting sun as reference points. Because of the numerous signs indicating riptides (rip currents) I had to change where I entered the water a couple of times.
After breaking through a particularly hard surf, I was able to swim under and over the crests and then negotiate the 10 to 15-foot swells coming in off the deep ocean. After that, it was simply a matter of paying attention to the cold, (hypothermia) and keeping my reference point in view, while treading the choppy crests and troughs of the open ocean.
A big part of freestyling in deep water (without mask, fins, or snorkel) is keeping an eye on any reference point you've decided to return to.
A good way to do that is by walking out towards the water and before entering, looking back and committing that image to memory; swimming out turning around again, and re-spotting your new reference point, committing that to memory, and so on. Because water is static (changing all the time) doing this over and over, especially in unknown water or terrain, is essential. It creates a series of still images in your mind from which you can pull from: where you started, how far you progressed, and where you hoped to end up should you become disoriented. Returning would be the reverse. It's the same thing you do when hiking in woods or mountains or deserts you are unfamiliar with. GPS was almost unheard of back then.
Also, whenever I found myself too far out where my reference point was no longer visible, I'd bring up other larger visual reminders like a pier, a jetty, or a group of trees, houses, etc. that would broaden my original starting point to encompass about a 1/4 to 1/2 visual mile.
Because El Nino had raised the water temperature and with it, the ambient air temperature by almost 7 degrees, the effect was stronger than average wind currents on the surface and unusually strong and unpredictable rip currents beneath so I knew I had to be especially mindful when swimming out and back.
After deciding it was time to go back, I discovered that I could no longer clearly make out my original reference point (my bicycle and gear) and my second reference point (a large white building, possibly a Hotel) was disappearing fast. Some low-stratus clouds had moved in obscuring the sun and what little glare it afforded on the aluminum frame of my bicycle.
The surface tailwinds I'd enjoyed earlier that had helped to push me out had increased to near-gale force winds as it got closer to sundown making it much harder on the return (blowing between 35 to 40 knots against). The waves had increased to near 12-foot crests with 8-foot troughs and the tide was not only pulling me further out but further north from where I'd started and potentially out towards the open ocean.
Getting dangerously close to the continental shelf (the water almost black). I took all of this into account and found a strange calm come over me. I wasn't so much afraid as I was eager to face and accept whatever was to come. I slowly turned to pull myself around to face the shore and calmly began my return by going under the wind and the surface current to where the water was, in its counterclockwise circular motion, gradually flowing toward the shore. For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction.
I'd surface, like the sea otter, just long enough to take in air and swim back down, about 8 to 12 feet, to catch the shoreward current and ride it for as long as my air would last.
This seemed to be working even though my starting point was now further to the south of where I'd started and the shoreline had receded inland making it further I had to go to get back.
Nonetheless, I continued swimming down deep enough to feel the counter pull that would carry me closer to shore when the rip current I'd been trying to avoid suddenly came into play.
Now when I would go down below the outbound surface current to where the current was pushing in the direction of the shore, the rip would pull me down even deeper into the water. I would skim dangerously close to the bottom, sometimes feeling like it was deliberately holding me down and I would have to counter that effect by staying on the surface longer, swimming against the wind and current just to get enough air to resubmerge, swimming deeper to resume my shoreward direction.
When the rushing deep water current would sometimes shove me all the way down onto the bottom it felt like the crashing surf on the surface coming down with the full force of a 10 or 15-foot wave.
I was reminded of one of my earliest memories as a child in Jacksonville Beach, FL with the tide coming in and the surf slamming me down, lifting me up with the froth, and then slamming me back down again onto the snow-white sand and rocks, leaving me coughing and sputtering and crying for my mother. I was about 3 then. Gradually, I learned how to hold on to rocks while down on all fours, closing my eyes, and holding my breath until the wave had passed, and then inching my way back to the safety of the shore to do it all over again as soon as I'd recovered.
As I got used to the rhythm of this awesome force of nature I made an interesting discovery. When I'd hit the bottom I noticed that there was no sand, only rocks as you'd see on a river bottom where the current was strongest. Further out in deeper water, the rocks were large and jagged, but the closer I got to shore they became smaller and smoother like river rock. This reassured me because I knew then I had a path and was headed in the right direction.
Little by little I maintained my forward motion with brief lulls between even though sometimes it was all I could do to keep enough air in my lungs when the rip decided to body slam me particularly hard off the bottom as though trying to force out what little air I had left and drown me where I was. And yet, sometimes, I barely felt it at all. I thought it was because I was either so caught up in the primordial struggle with the most powerful force in nature, or the temperature of the water had made me numb.
Either way, I soon discovered rocks and shells, and plants tracing the edges of the rock pattern on the bottom like it was a path going through someone's garden. For those brief moments, I'd examine some of the contents in the fading light, feeling their shape and contour, porousness or rigidity in my hands and fingers, and wonder at the simple genius of their making while gathering myself together before the next pull or need for oxygen took me back to the surface to do it all over again leaving me awed and exhilarated at the same time.
When I finally emerged onto dry land, I discovered that I was nearly a mile further north of where I'd started. It was then, that the seriousness of my condition and the circumstance I'd been in finally occurred to me.
I remember the last hard slam not 20 feet out from where I eventually washed up and the extreme undertow yanking me in the opposite direction. It proved to be the most difficult part I had endured. Trying to get my benumbed feet up and out of the sand and rocks the rip had covered me with almost to the knees was like trudging through a bog with your boots full of mud and water. I'd no sooner get one foot free than the other would be sucked down and held in place like a vice. It took the last bit of strength I had to finally get free. I remembered the phrase: "The sea is a jealous mistress." Half-stumbling, erect, yet humbled, with the solid ground finally under my feet, I looked back, to where I could still just make out the buoy I had swum past about a quarter mile out. Miles ago, I thought.
Once clear, I remember looking up with the now-setting sun at my back and seeing a little girl who had come out to meet me. At first, she seemed happy, but then she started to cry pointing at me and calling to her mother. And then there were suddenly all these people asking me if I was alright and whether I needed some water or a ride to the hospital (this was before cell phones). They appeared wide-eyed and inquisitive with looks of shock and pity and I, just standing there oblivious, trying to figure out what they were on about when finally I followed their eyes down to my feet and legs and stomach and arms and hands and realized that I was completely covered in blood. Carefully I brushed my hands across my face and brow and through my hair and realized that I was bleeding all over.
Self-conscious and a little embarrassed, I thanked everyone for their kindness and sympathy and reassured them, especially the little girl, that I was okay and turned to walk unsteadily in the direction of where I hoped my bicycle and gear still were. I must have looked like some half-human thing hobbling down the beach. The crowd followed uncertainly for some distance before thinning out and eventually going their separate ways.
I re-entered the water numerous times to wash off the blood thinking I was glad there weren't any great whites in the area. I joked, they probably didn't have any more taste for a cold fool than they did for cold water.
When I got back, to where it had all begun, everything was exactly where I'd left it. Even the gulls had left my stuff untouched. I knew then I was indeed favored by the sea goddess. I decided against camping on the beach and found a motel room and showered and just slept and healed for a couple of days.
Naturally, I replayed everything that had happened, over and over in my mind until I finally realized that I'd come full circle. I had finally arrived some 2,300 miles from where it had all started 29 years before in Jacksonville Beach, FL, home.

Es la primera vez que publicó en redid pero necesito desahogarme y ver otros puntos de vista.
Bueno el contexto de esto es muuuuuy largo así que allá vamos.
Cuando tenía 14 años(ya hace 11 años) me fui a vivir con mi papá por problemas personales que había tenido con mi mamá, cabe destacar que el siempre fue un padre ausente nunca lo vi en ningún momento importante incluso cuando me operaron de una hernia al salir del quirófano no lo vi, pero era la única persona con la que me podia ir aparte de mi mamá,por otra parte su mamá siempre ha sido muy "especial" es hipocondriaca extrema y se ha inventado enfermedades como Lupo, cáncer de todos los tipos y colores e incluso accidentes. Resulta que cuando tenía 15 años no recibía el apoyo de mi papá porque siempre que tenía dinero prefería dárselo a su novia de turno o irse a tomar que pagar mi colegio o ayudarme en mis trabajos, así que desde muy joven hacia trabajos varios, cuando salí del bachiller fue el punto ya que los trabajos que hacía era realizar las tareas de otros amigos del cole y cosas así, así que al terminar la escuela no tenía ese ingreso,no tenía dinero para salir de casa y solo tenía 16 años así que legalmente tampoco podía trabajar, opte por una veca y empecé a estudiar en un programa público del gobierno, empecé a guardar de poco en poco dinero para mis cosas personales como ropa y útiles escolares porque ni en eso mi padre me ayudaba, ahora un día que me quede por fuera de mi casa mi abuela (la mamá de el) me robo ese dinero, quemó muchas de mis cosas que porque eran símbolos al diablo, y me robo mis zapatos, ahora ESE ERA EL UNICO PAR DE ZAPATOS QUE YO TENIA,!!! los había lavado y ese día me había ido a casa de una amiga en solo sandalias, le reclamé a él y no hizo nada, absolutamente nada, incluso un día quizo "corregirme" porque estaba siendo muy malhumorada y le dije: como no estar de mal humor si cada que me descuido tu mamá me roba, su actuar fue darme la cachetada más fuerte que me han dado, incluso me partió las gafas, que logré reponer año y medio después aclaro.
Ahora vamos a 11 años en el presente, debido a la situación económica en Venezuela yo decidí emigrar apenas cumplí los 18 años a colombia, tiempo después lo ayude a él a emigrar y tiempo después decidimos vivir juntos para ayudarnos económicamente en una ciudad, todo iba muy bien, pasaron 3 normal hasta que un día me dice que vendrá su mamá de visita, le dije que muy bien pero yo y mi hermana menor por parte de mamá quién vivi en ese momento conmigo nos iriamos a vivir a otra parte. Así se hizo nos separamos pero 3 meses después su situación económica estuvo muy mal, ya que era la única persona en una casa de 4 que trabajaba, me llamo y me dijo que porque no me iba a vivir con él ya que para ese momento yo estaba ahorrando para irme a vivir a Europa, y podría "ahorrar" más. Así fue, decidí mudarme faltaban solo 5 meses para irme y tenía a mi hermana menor conmigo así que ella tendría que quedarse con el para cuando yo me fuera.
Empezó de nuevo mi calvario, se me perdia la ropa, dinero suelto, yo daba buen dinero para el mercado pero no venía ese mercado, y en fin todo estalló cuando un día le dije a mi hermana que me llevará los ahorros que tenía en un sitio y ella solo llevo la mitad cuando le pregunté me dijo que era lo único que había y que la mamá de mi papá la había ayudado a abrir la alcancía, cuando ella se descuido solo había eso, en esa alcancía habían 300 dólares, solo quedaba 100$ y luego fue más agresiva, no podía cocinar porque ella siempre necesitaba la cocina, y si ella me servía la comida me la escupía, le decía a mi papá pero era como hablar con la pared así que empecé a pedir domicilios todos los días hasta el día que me fui.
Este maravilloso día hice el cambio a euros de todo el dinero que tenía ahorrado pero me quedaron 100 dólares que no pude cambiar así que se los metí a mi hermana menor en su alcancía, esta misma tenía al menos 200 dólares guardados, se que no es mucho dinero pero tengan en cuenta que esto se desarrolla en colombia, 200 dólares era más de la mitad de un salario mínimo mensual vigente.
Un día mi hermana me llamo llorando que la señora se volvió loca, le robo la alcancía y cuando ella quizo reclamar la persiguió a ella y a mi otra hermana con un cuchillo, llame a mi papá y le dije de todo, hasta del mal que se iba a morir pero el solo se hizo la víctima y me hizo sentir mal por lo grosera que fui.
Ahora estoy recibiendo mensajes de amigos de Venezuela (ya que después de eso ella decidió volver a Venezuela) diciendo que fui muy mala persona porque ella les contó que yo le robe y que todo lo que yo dije es mentira, que yo le pegue y quien sabe cuánto más, justo ahora le envié unos audios a mi papá lo más educada que pude acerca de como ella está arruinando mi reputación y si decido volver todos me veran de ladrona y eso me perjudicará y adivinen: no escuchar mis audios porque ME CREO SUPERIOR, Y otra vez se victimizo por las cosas sucedidas diciendo que siempre fue buen padre aunque yo no lo crea, solo le respondí : nadie tuvo que decirme si eras o no buen padres, viví contigo, tuviste la oportunidad de criarme, y solo te ibas a beber y pensabas que pasar tiempo de calidad conmigo era sacarme a beber con tan solo 15 años, he decidido romper lazon con él y me duele.
Incluso me siento la mala por siempre reprocharle sus faltas entonces soy la mala?