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I‘m having glaucoma (left only 25% visual field left, right is still 85%) and classified with suspicion of ME and fibromyalgia (so no final official diagnosis yet). Today my eye doc told and showed me at the scan, that the micro circulation of blood is significantly reduced in my eyes. While chatting she told me that currently it’s under discussion at science if glaucoma might be some kind of autoimmune desease. There seems to be a cross correlation with ME since the B007 was originally discovered for glaucoma treatment which should improve the micro circulations. Wonder if the mechanics behind ME and glaucoma might be related. 1) did anybody of you heard something about it? 2) does anybody of you with ME has also Glaucoma? 3) might it be worth to check your eyes about signs of glaucoma (you should wait till my stage) 4) Is there any cure… forget it, never mind… any thoughts?

Has anyone found a dark brown wallet while walking near WTHR, WALC, Bell Tower, or along 3rd Street or N. Russell St during 9:00 pm - 9:30 pm today at 3/20/23.
The moment you open the wallet it has my student ID and a credit card in the clear pouch.
Please please please pm me or email me at first letter of first name + last name @purdue.edu. Thanks.

I had a complete breakdown in December, nearly a month to the day after writing my mom out of my life. I am mid 30s, and my therapist said I have two ptsd triggers from childhood trauma, with my mother being the largest chunk.
The ER trip in December involved barking "Help" but feeling like I wasn't the one saying it, and randomly losing consciousness due to hyperventilating, and intense heart palpitations.
The heart palpitations and hyperventilating happened about 7 years ago as well, and I remember doing similar when I was a young kid.
I had another panic attack last week, and my anxiety has been up and down. Hydroxyzine for panic instances, and prozac to keep me level.
My mind instantly goes to the worst places when my anxiety is high: it's a stroke, a heart attack, a tumor, an uncurable/unknown disease.
Thanks to therapy, I'm no longer depersonalizing/derealizing, but this just means that staying in the moment involves powering through intense heart palpitations, fear, and cold/hot feelings.
The medication brought back a handful of dreams for the first time in more than a decade or two, but only for a week. But now, I have had a handful of "simple" auditory hallucinations, such as a drum beat, a beeping sound, or the sound of water pouring, all of which are coming from in my head.
Has anyone had a similar mental breakdown after removing someone like a parent? Work has been a stressor too, but my mom was the trigger, and work was the icing. For months before this, I was frequently tired and not hungry at all, and always stressed at work, and had a short temper.
I just want to feel normal. Right now, things are generally ok, but when that spiraling anxiety occurs, it's really hard to break free and feel like I'm staying sane.

So a really weird thing happened earlier while i was playing MK8D online, i had a red shell and was near the finish lap, decided to target the player ahead of me but my red just couldn't leave the vehicule, not matter how many times i pressed ZL, i never encountered such a thing nor saw someone talked about this problem, does anyone got an explanation? Everything returned to normal after that course tho Was it an online problem or a default of my button? For any context i play with my joycons on handheld, had my L button a little bit declining recently so i hope my ZL button isn't screwed up too 😭

I (29M) recently awoke after experiencing a blast to the past, all the emotions and pain were well with it. More accurately, I found myself nearly reliving an experience from my preteen years, around the time when I was just transitioning into the age of 13 so nearly seventeen years ago. It was when I experienced a traumatic time, trying to process the world around me. But it was one of the first moments in my life that I realized I was completely helpless on my own. And the perceived bullying I mistook was not because I was being bullied on purpose. Rather, how I understand it now, my peers were frustrated with my inept ability to function like them.
I was at a summer training course with fellow Royal Canadian Air Cadets during the summer of 2005. But I quickly discovered that I was not like my peers: incapable of functioning like the rest of them. I could not meet the same standards like the rest of them, and the hygiene forgetfulness (not to mention the bathrooms were kept at dismal standards). My barracks in particular were constantly being grilled over failing to meet standards and it was because I was bringing down my group. And that level of frustration from them, I quickly recognized it, and inwardly blamed myself and hated myself for not being like the rest of them. It is just realizing that I was just helpless then that is why I probably battled a lot of depression in my youth because I wanted to be like my peers. And yet deep down, I knew that would never happen.
I woke up nearly in tears after that dream. Because I recognized that state of helplessness. And because I perceived my peers' frustration as bullying, I was quick to seek refuge from the officers in charge. Oftentimes at the expense of my peers. I now feel awful because they got scolded for bullying me but now I realize they were just frustrated with having to deal with me along with what was expected out of them. Cadets was about team building. And I was not a good team player, especially not in that circumstance.
It probably did not help that I was gaslit my whole life into believing there was nothing wrong with me. But that was the moment that I knew that I was truly different, and completely helpless in the world on my own. That was probably the first time in my life that I realized that I was different than my peers. Not because there was something inherently wrong with me, but because I am autistic. And I never said anything because, well, who would believe me? After all, there was nothing wrong with me, right?
As a result, I have always been pushing myself outside of my own limits, experiencing new things and doing whatever it would take to succeed in life... only to have all that come crashing down around me after a very traumatizing event in my early adult years that I do not wish to discuss here. But perhaps that is why I have been dealing with this constant state of feeling burned out. I do not think I am lazy but I just feel like everything I do nowadays takes up so much of my energy reserves.
Anyway, that was just my little vent and what I suppose is the being of self-healing the more I come to accept that I have always been autistic. I just wish I could keep a doctor instead of them leaving all the time so I can finally get the diagnosis I have been seeking for several years now.

Hello everyone,
I am looking for a one bedroom/studio (i.e. no roommates) place near the vet school or vet teaching hospital (or near a bus stop if that's not possible). Ideally it should be under $1000, allow pets, and have laundry either in-unit or on site.
If anyone knows anything please let me know.
Thanks

yI am looking into entering the corrections field in NH. I am confident in every aspect except agility. Will this completely disqualify me from being accepted?

Im deciding whether or not to get an HIV RNA test from Walgreens LabCorp (I never knew they offered this) along with a test for Syphilis and Hepatitis B. I discovered it through STDcheck.com, is this reliable? Primary care clinic has not called back after 7 days I’ve called multiple times to no avail so I’m deciding on taking this RNA test as a precaution. Im at 21 days after exposure as of right now and I’m wondering if that’s a good enough testing window for reliable results and if Walgreens itself is a good provider for these tests. My paranoia is killing me and the minuscule symptoms I’m having are just making it worse. I know that these symptoms are not enough as of right now to be completely nervous but I can’t help but overthink and imagine the worst case scenario. My symptoms are as follow: - 2 days after exposure: i had very runny nose and slight coughing and sneezing. I am aware that this is WAY TOO SOON to show seroconversion which makes me think partner simply had the flu or something similar but I’m starting to slowly show flu-like symptoms again which is worrying me. - 8 days after exposure: gastrointestinal problems (nausea, vomiting, and upper abdominal pain but this could be due to my lifestyle) and ulcers on my mouth (probably hsv but flaring up after intercourse is raising my suspicions) - 14 days after exposure: weird dryness on the palate of my tongue and i had mild chills - 15 days after exposure: weird sore on my tongue (different from the ulcers) and oral thrush - 17 days after exposure: this is when I first noticed weird bump on my neck that itches occasionally (lymph node swelling?) - 18 days after exposure: developing mild muscle aches - 20 days after exposure: extremely itchy neck, throat, and back; woke up with odd open sore on left arm extremely small; arms are extremely itchy at wrist and near elbow creases and armpits but no rash is visible; starting to pick up sore throat and stuffy nose.
I also recently got some blood work done yesterday at 20 days (unrelated to HIV testing) and noticed these labs were abnormal. I Googled the labs without the intent of connecting them to HIV (I know big mistake) but I learned that HIV primarily affects these labs and these are the only labs that are anomalous - AST/ALT levels abnormal (levels lower than they should be) - Immature granulocytes abnormal (0.2% which is technically considered high but google reported that HIV patients have at least a 2% count) - Monocyte levels at 6.6% (google reported that HIV patients have Atleast a 11% count) - Bilirubin levels were barely normal at the time of results.
The fact that these are the main things that were labeled as abnormal in my labs and are directly synced to HIV has got me worrying more, I regret googling out of curiousity. If anyone with actual prior knowledge could clarify this I would greatly appreciate it.
What are you guy’s opinions on this? Did you all have any similar experiences? Any and all Feedback/advice is appreciated.

Im deciding whether or not to get an HIV RNA test from Walgreens LabCorp (I never knew they offered this) along with a test for Syphilis and Hepatitis B. I discovered it through STDcheck.com, is this reliable? Primary care clinic has not called back after 7 days I’ve called multiple times to no avail so I’m deciding on taking this RNA test as a precaution. Im at 21 days after exposure as of right now and I’m wondering if that’s a good enough testing window for reliable results and if Walgreens itself is a good provider for these tests. My paranoia is killing me and the minuscule symptoms I’m having are just making it worse. I know that these symptoms are not enough as of right now to be completely nervous but I can’t help but overthink and imagine the worst case scenario. My symptoms are as follow: - 2 days after exposure: i had very runny nose and slight coughing and sneezing. I am aware that this is WAY TOO SOON to show seroconversion which makes me think partner simply had the flu or something similar but I’m starting to slowly show flu-like symptoms again which is worrying me. - 8 days after exposure: gastrointestinal problems (nausea, vomiting, and upper abdominal pain but this could be due to my lifestyle) and ulcers on my mouth (probably hsv but flaring up after intercourse is raising my suspicions) - 14 days after exposure: weird dryness on the palate of my tongue and i had mild chills - 15 days after exposure: weird sore on my tongue (different from the ulcers) and oral thrush - 17 days after exposure: this is when I first noticed weird bump on my neck that itches occasionally (lymph node swelling?) - 18 days after exposure: developing mild muscle aches - 20 days after exposure: extremely itchy neck, throat, and back; woke up with odd open sore on left arm extremely small; arms are extremely itchy at wrist and near elbow creases and armpits but no rash is visible; starting to pick up sore throat and stuffy nose.
I also recently got some blood work done yesterday at 20 days (unrelated to HIV testing) and noticed these labs were abnormal. I Googled the labs without the intent of connecting them to HIV (I know big mistake) but I learned that HIV primarily affects these labs and these are the only labs that are anomalous - AST/ALT levels abnormal (levels lower than they should be) - Immature granulocytes abnormal (0.2% which is technically considered high but google reported that HIV patients have at least a 2% count) - Monocyte levels at 6.6% (google reported that HIV patients have Atleast a 11% count) - Bilirubin levels were barely normal at the time of results.
The fact that these are the main things that were labeled as abnormal in my labs and are directly synced to HIV has got me worrying more, I regret googling out of curiousity. If anyone with actual prior knowledge could clarify this I would greatly appreciate it.
What are you guy’s opinions on this? Did you all have any similar experiences? Any and all Feedback/advice is appreciated.

A university near me is hiring for a full-time continuing-track instructor position. I’ve made it to the first phase, which is a 30m panel interview. For the first time in my career, I have no clue what they’ll be asking!
I have no teaching experience, but 20+ years of professional experience in this field. I have zero interest in research, so this is a perfect role - they just want someone to teach.
I’m looking for advice on the types of questions they’ll be asking. Any help would be appreciated!

I'm curious to see how other people who have been sober longer (17 days) feel about the concept of "forever." My previous sober stint, I focused very much on that day. But it felt like white knuckling, like I was waiting to prove to myself I "could" drink again.
This time I've done my field research, and proven that though it took 6 months for my drinking to go back to problematic levels, it did. I'm accepting I just have brain chemistry that doesn't allow alcohol to be a part of my life, ever again. Am I totally foolish to feel that binary is helpful? I'm also someone who hates being in any sort of deciding state/liminal state, so that could have something to do with it as well. If I ever start going down the rabbit hole of longing for some ideal type of drinking that hasn't really existed for me in a long time, I tell myself to never question the decision and move on.

Hello! My name is Kyle (M/18), and I am looking for 2-3 more players for my Curse of Strahd campaign. We are using discord and roll20, if you are unfamiliar with roll20, I can explain it via text or call. I am looking for players somewhat near my age, so please be between 16-21.
If you are interested, post a comment down below or dm me on discord at Ok#3231.

Currently my mom expressed a lot of frustration towards my dad for trying to “cut her out of so many important decisions for the wedding” and it makes her feel she isn’t welcome. But to be honest I’ve been the one who hasn’t included her nearly as much as she wants.
So some context: my mom and dad don’t get along and virtually hate each other. My mom is very money focused and has always been pretty controlling throughout my childhood. She loves me a lot and has always been there for me. However when I would ask about wedding stuff, she would respond with, “Whatever you want don’t ask me.” She had expressed that she would put a bit of money in but not a ton. Most of the funds would be on me to pay. When we went dress shopping together she said that was all she would pay for at the store. I was ok with that since it’s better than no help. Even then though she’s was being a cheapskate wanting to return a veil she just bought for me for a clearance one.
So I mentioned the incident at the bridal store to my dad and stepmom. They both said they would pay for the ENTIRE wedding. I was stunned and still insanely grateful to them. My moms first reaction was disgust because it was my dad. Later on she said she was happy for me. Since then she has been trying to get into everything and has been trying to be super involved. Problem is a lot of things were already done and she was trying to change things that were set up. I haven’t given her a lot to do because I am worried that she will change the wedding stuff to the way she wants it. My stepmom has always done things for me the way I want. She knows me so well and has never tried to change me or my interests.
I guess I just feel bad that my mom is feeling left out. Someone told me she deserves to feel that way, but someone else said I’m the a hole for not being honest with my mom and allowing her to stay mad at my dad with something I (consciously or unconsciously) did. I mentioned it to dad but he didn’t seem too bothered by it since he will always hate her regardless. (P.s. I let her do my bridal shower with my bridesmaids to be whatever she wanted in hopes to quell her controlling energy. It sort of worked but not much now that the shower is done being planned.) So Reddit, AITA?

Hey! I’m Cam from Canada. I’m 24, 5’11 with strawberry blonde hair. I recently went through a break up (if you can relate) and I finally feel ready to put myself back out there. I’m looking for someone that isn’t dry with conversations and is an interesting person overall.
My passions include mental health (1 credit away from finishing my bachelor of science in psychology), gardening, hiking, paddle boarding, bee keeping and movies. Staying active is important to me. I love being in the outdoors and exploring nature. I’m a weird mix of outdoorsy and homely. Oh I almost forgot to mention I’m huuuge into true crime, but mostly just gardening in the summer. I love growing veggies and herbs (smokable ones too if you're into that) for my friends. I’m non-judgmental and I really enjoy listening to people vent about their problems. Message me with a little introduction and tell me about yourself.

Greetings all, I had skimmed the prior posts to see if anyone had a similar scenario to mine and how it affected them. Been pretty anxious as a lot of the jobs in my field are pointing me to a security clearance and I’m about to graduate college in a year.
I had taken adderall given to me twice by a friend my sophomore year to help me study with a test and was curious to see if it would help me zone in as I had some personal concerns at the time and I was on the waitlist to speak with a psychiatrist for ADHD diagnosis in which after multiple rounds of testing I was clinically diagnosed. After troubleshooting different medications I have now been prescribed adderall and it has helped me with my ADHD.
My concern is that someone seeing this may think that due to me taking it shortly prior to me being prescribed will think I only got the prescription due to an addiction. I know genuinely that’s not the case but I feel that may be hard to convey to someone else. Any thoughts on this scenario. The only other drugs I’ve ever done was weed and I’m nearly a year clean from use.

Would a brave ashen one care to accompany me through the Consumed King’s Garden to put a deranged dragon to rest?
Password: ocelot
Put summon sign near the stairs beside the elevator which leads down to the garden. Thanks!

For background, a lot of my college friends and I (23F) work in the same city, all in decent paying jobs, making between $100k and $150 a year. My friend “Tim” (23M) has a gf “Lily” (low 20sF), and they live here too. They’ve been dating for a while, but Lily didn’t go to college with us. so the rest of our friend group didn’t have a chance to meet her until recently.
Lily clearly pays a lot of attention to her looks, and looking at her you’d think she was a party girl, with lots of makeup and fancy clothes. Despite this she doesn’t interact much with our friends other than Tim, although I’ve seen her switch into a totally different person when our group ran into her friends at a club. She’s always cold and withdrawn, but it was like a switch flipped and she ran off with them, dragging Tim with her, looking happier than I’ve ever seen her. It was awkward with the rest of our friends, especially since Lily and co dropped a few grand on a table and didn’t even invite us to join. A couple of friends have even said that Tim had a crush in Lily in high school and didn’t think anyone in college was as good looking, which feels offensive. Another thing is that she makes more money than us; I’ve heard it’s at least $200k, which is absurd. Other girls in our group also don’t like Lily, and the guys find her intimidating.
Last week, Tim and Lily and a few of us were at a bar. One of the girls was gushing over Lily’s mysterious job, and asked how many women were in her field. Lily told her that it’s less than 20% women, which sounds horrible. The friend asked if it was hard to gain respect from male coworkers and bosses, but Lily laughed it off and claimed that she actually preferred it. She said that her company is completely meritocratic, and doesn’t give preference to people for gender or any other diversity considerations, so everyone there knows they all deserve their job.
I thought this was a clearly a jibe, since a couple of our friends got our own high paying jobs because of diversity programs, including myself. I rolled my eyes and commented that she sounded like a “pick me” girl for saying she liked working around mostly men, and that she clearly was very into herself being the center of attention.
Unexpectedly, Lily seemed to think this was f-ing hilarious and laughed in an infuriatingly superior manner. She didn’t even bother to respond to me and simply looked at Tim, asking if he wanted to go back to his place. Tim looked very pissed but left with her without a word.
Afterwards my friends congratulated me on calling Lily out on her BS, but I found out later Tim had blocked me without explanation. Lily unfollowed me but left me following her, which is so rude and shameless. I heard from mutuals that Tim thinks I’m an AH and doesn’t want to speak to me, which makes no sense. I don’t think it was that deep and I deserve some closure. Our friends were on my side at first, but have since gotten mad at me now everybody thinks I’m in the wrong. AITA?

Hey everyone! I'm in Toronto right now currently working as an intern at a pension fund. I have cleared my CFA level 2 and was planning to give level 3 in August. I have around 2 months of work experience and after the internship it'll be around 1year The thing is, my priority is to get a permanent role in the near future once my internship is over. I am having second thoughts of giving level 3 because this is sort of my first job and I want to focus on networking and gaining more experience. The bottom line is I am thinking of deferring my level 3 (not registered yet). Do you think it's a good idea to defer it for now and focus more on my career and work? I am planning to network a lot in the coming months and apply for new roles. Do you think having cleared level 2 is enough for now for me to get entry level investment research analyst roles if I network well enough?
Thanks for reading this :)
Tldr: planning to defer the level 3 for now and focus on my career, do you think it's a good idea? Your advice is appreciated. Thanks :)