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The Walking Dead Game

2012.04.28 12:42 MattMau5 The Walking Dead Game

Welcome to TheWalkingDeadGame! The Walking Dead is an episodic adventure game developed by Telltale Games. After years on the road facing threats living and dead, Clementine must build a life and become a leader while still watching over A.J, an orphaned boy and the closest thing to family she has left. In the gripping and emotional final season you define your relationships, fight the undead, and determine how Clementine’s story ends. Keep. Moving. Forward. And keep that hair short...

2016.02.04 16:47 VowelMovement Dead by Daylight

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2020.09.21 02:24 FBAHobo Awarded… posthumously.

Nominees have made public declaration of their anti-mask, anti-vax, or Covid-hoax views, followed by admission to hospital for Covid. The Award is granted upon the nominee's release from their Earthly shackles.

2023.06.08 08:10 Apprehensive_Body995 Extreme nipple pain

My LO is a month old. Since the hospital, I’ve been told his latch is pretty good. However, after about two weeks I started having extreme pain on my left nipple. When he latches it feels like glass shards sometimes. It’s even so sensitive that when water from the shower hits it, it hurts. Or I sneezed earlier and it hurt in my nipple. I’m not sure what’s happened bc I have basically no pain on my right nipple and lactation consultants say his latch looks fine. I did have a crack on my left nipple and there’s another one there currently, but is it normal for the pain to be this intense?
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2023.06.08 08:09 Forsaken_Relief_6308 How to defeat overwhelming anxiety and uncertainty?

I'm coming in as a pre-frosh and freaking out about being uncertain on career paths, courses to take, and generally feel a little behind. I opted out of Directed Studies because I felt the schedule was too rigid, and wanted to get a feel for Yale first before I do anything intense -- but now I'm sensing it was a mistake because I heard it's a good foundation for EPE and it seems well-respected across campus (and that draws out the overachiever in me...).
This is possibly the biggest decision I've faced in my life, and the added pressure of being in a prestigious environment like Yale may be exacerbating it. Also, my awareness of my intensive anxiety makes me even more afraid because so far, I've only met Yalies who seem nonchalant and reassured about their career gateways.
How can I overcome my fears? I'm frantically trying to "plan out" my academic life at Yale, but at every decision, I'm weighing it against a million others and I'm scared I won't about lost opportunities, missed chances, etc. Sorry for the ramble and the overexcessiveness of this post but I would greatly appreciate some advice ! :)
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2023.06.08 08:09 EmergencyConflict610 Sleep Paralysis or something else?

I struggle with sleep paralysis on-and-off. Usually I'll have it for an extended period of time and then I won't for an extended period of time, and it seems I'm starting the "on" stage again.
I have a problem though, now when I'm having the typical type of sleep paralysis it's starting to be different from what I'm used to and it's hard to deal with.
Last night I was dealing with S.P but I then started to be in a repeated scenario. I was on the couch and S.P would kick in and I'd try to fight myself awake and would find myself being able to do just that. I'd regain some of my movement and thrust myself off of the couch starting to regain my movement before *poof* I'm defaulted back to the couch as if I had woken up for real, to which I'd find myself repeating the start of the S.P before I was able to flip myself off the couch to which I'd try to do so again, and this would repeat itself umpteen times, I'd wake up, try to fight off sleep paralysis, try to regain movement, and then as soon as I do it's like I've blinked and returned back to initial position, the process repeating over and over.
Eventually I got to the point where I started to realize what was happening and it felt like when I could move I was leaving my body in the same default position but my, for lack of a better phrase, soul was gaining movement. I moved my arm and I sensed my arm moving as if I could see it in a different position but I could also see that my "real" arm was still in it's original position. I don't know if "outer body experiences" are real and I'm in no way trying to imply anything supernatural happened, the brain is just weird, but at that point I started to become very aware of the situation I was in and that's when something so surreal happened. I was able to move but I felt like I was carrying heavy weights on every muscle of my body that slowed me down yet didn't impair my movements. I was able to get up and realized I must be dreaming. I was in my house but it felt like I was in a different world. I went to the window to look outside and the world looked different, kind of post-apocalyptic. All the tree-life was gone/dead and there were no signs of life, no lights, everything just seemed dead, not destroyed but dead.
I turned around fully aware I was dreaming and knew of stories about "lucid dreaming" and just assumed I must be doing it. I seen my cat and my dog lying together on the couch that I should have been laying on, so I went to each room just to explore. Each room except the one I was initially in looked dilapidated, broken wood piled up in the bathroom from the roof, my man-cave suffering the same fate, as well as the hall. I knew my partner was gone too but for some reason I had to make sure she wasn't dead in the bedroom and fortunately she wasn't when I peeled back the bed sheets to check. I went back to the initial window to look outside again while I focussed on exploring whatever dead-world scenario my mind had conjured up before I finally woke up, with my head feeling like I went through plenty rounds of electro therapy.
Sorry for the long story but it relaxed me to type through these experiences. I was wondering if anybody else has had sleep paralysis like this where your mind tricks you in to thinking you're breaking free from S.P only for it to default you back to the start of the experience like some sort of malicious trickster? Is Lucid dreaming legit? If so, are there connections between S.P and Lucid dreaming? Is that the next step of the S.P experience if you're able to find your cool while you're going through it? I had an experience like this before where I went from S.P to being in a dream I was able to have some say in but I chalked it up as just dreaming that I had some control but this time I know I did.
Thanking ya in advance. <3
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2023.06.08 08:09 NightOnFuckMountain Can I get a recommendation for a bar/club?

There was a nightclub near where I used to live where the general vibe was 'Jersey Shore but somehow worse', the music was exclusively Pitbull's entire discography, "Get Low" and various remixes of Petey Pablo's "Freek A Leek", all spun by a DJ who was clearly too high to function. The targeted clientele ranged from CEOs to Jersey Shore types to college kids to people who resembled the entire cast of Trailer Park Boys, all packed in like sardines. Most people hated it but to me it was paradise.
Is there anything like that around here? I remember going to a club with a similar vibe on Bourbon St in 2019 where the theme of the club was that everything was green, but I haven't been able to find that club since then.
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2023.06.08 08:07 InsectSlow7862 Struggling to keep up with comics

I am a new comic reader and after speaking to my wife's brothers who are very into comics I decided to jump in with carnage 2022 as I have memory's of carnage as a kid in video games I played he scared me. I was really enjoying the story until he got this weapon I didn't know and it started referencing a guy named knull. I did a quick Google and have a general understanding of knull and started following a reading list of absolute carnage to lead into king in black so I know the back story or carnage reigns and the upcoming death of the venomverse but am getting quickly overwhelmed. Getting caught up on the what feels like endless comics of absolute carnage and king in black as well as keeping up with current carnage and spin offs(what the hell is red goblin and why do I have to read this to know what's going on with carnage). Any advice on what you guys do to keep from getting overwhelmed is nice. I'd love to dive into ghost rider as I think he's cool from the comic tie ins he's been in but k can't even keep up with carnage I'm afraid to add another hero and all their events and tie ins
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2023.06.08 08:07 Psychological_Chef41 Genesis Coupe?

I am looking at a 3.8L 2016 genesis coupe.
Is it a bad decision to buy it since its a discontinued model?
Also looking for opinions on the car in general. 🙂
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2023.06.08 08:07 Travel2Agent1 Unveiling Enchanting Thailand Tour Packages

Unveiling Enchanting Thailand Tour Packages
Thailand, the Land of Smiles, is a captivating destination that entices travelers with its vibrant culture, stunning landscapes, ancient temples, and mouthwatering cuisine. A Thailand tour is a gateway to a world filled with diverse experiences, from bustling city streets to tranquil island beaches and lush jungles. Whether you're a first-time visitor or a seasoned explorer, Thailand offers an array of tour packages that cater to every traveler's preferences. In this blog post, we'll delve into the enchanting world of Thailand tour packages and guide you through the must-visit destinations and exciting activities to make your trip truly memorable.
  • Bangkok: The Heartbeat of Thailand
Any Thailand tour package would be incomplete without a visit to the bustling capital city, Bangkok. Known for its vibrant street markets, ornate temples, and electrifying nightlife, Bangkok offers a perfect blend of tradition and modernity. Explore the iconic Grand Palace, home to the revered Wat Phra Kaew (Temple of the Emerald Buddha), and marvel at its intricate architectural details. Take a boat ride along the Chao Phraya River, visit the floating markets, and indulge in delicious street food in Chinatown. The city's vibrant nightlife at Khao San Road and Sukhumvit will leave you energized and enthralled.
  • Chiang Mai: The Cultural Haven
For a glimpse into Thailand's rich cultural heritage, head to Chiang Mai, a city nestled in the mountainous region of Northern Thailand. Chiang Mai offers a tranquil escape from bustling city life, with its serene temples, lush landscapes, and traditional Thai arts and crafts. Visit the famous Wat Phra That Doi Suthep, perched atop a mountain, and enjoy panoramic views of the city. Explore the vibrant night markets, where you can shop for unique handicrafts, textiles, and locally made products. Don't miss the chance to participate in a traditional Thai cooking class or engage in a meditation retreat in one of the serene temples.
  • Phuket: Tropical Paradise
No Thailand tour would be complete without a visit to the stunning island of Phuket. Known for its crystal-clear waters, pristine beaches, and vibrant nightlife, Phuket offers a myriad of activities for all types of travelers. Relax on the famous Patong Beach, go snorkeling or diving in the Andaman Sea, or take a boat trip to the breathtaking Phi Phi Islands. Explore the Old Town, with its colorful Sino-Portuguese architecture and lively markets. For those seeking adventure, try your hand at water sports like surfing, paddle boarding, or kayaking. Phuket is also a gateway to the nearby Phi Phi Islands, Phang Nga Bay, and Similan Islands, offering unforgettable island-hopping experiences.
  • Krabi: Nature's Marvel
Nestled on Thailand's Andaman Sea coast, Krabi is a nature lover's paradise. With its dramatic limestone cliffs, pristine beaches, and emerald-green waters, Krabi offers a picturesque backdrop for relaxation and exploration. Visit the famous Railay Beach, accessible only by boat, and indulge in rock climbing or simply bask in the sun. Take a boat tour to the stunning Phi Phi Islands, explore the enchanting caves and hidden lagoons, or go snorkeling to witness the vibrant marine life. Don't miss a visit to the iconic Krabi Hot Springs, where you can soak in natural hot pools amidst lush tropical surroundings.
Thailand tour packages offer an incredible opportunity to explore this captivating destination, known for its warm hospitality, rich cultural heritage, and breathtaking natural beauty. From the bustling streets of Bangkok to the serene temples of Chiang Mai and the tropical paradise of Phuket and Krabi, Thailand has something to offer every traveler. Embark on a journey to Thailand and immerse yourself in its vibrant culture, savor its delectable cuisine, and create unforgettable memories. Whether you're seeking adventure, relaxation, or cultural exploration, Thailand tour packages are your ticket to an extraordinary travel experience. So, pack your bags and get ready to embark on an enchanting journey through the Land of Smiles!
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2023.06.08 08:07 Far-Army740 Survival Analysis

I am new to survival analysis. I want to find proteasome genes that significantly impact survival in Kidney renal carcinoma. I have downloaded KIRC (Kidney Renal) dataset from TCGA . I am using TCGAbiolinks package for all my preprocessing on my dataset. I performed DEA and shortlisted proteasome genes I found in the DEGs. logFC cutoff for DEA was 0.5. I got 38 proteasome DEGs which i then used as input for multiple variate cox proportional hazard model in R, My survival time is days_to_last_follow_up and event is vital_status (alive or dead). I narrowed down to the most significant genes according to p-value from the results. I calculated z-scores for the significant genes only and classified them into high, mid and low based on the z-scores, I then ran Kaplan meier using these genes to find the survival probability and plotted kaplan curve. All analysis was done using survival and survminer packages in R. I am not sure if this approach is logically correct and comprehensive. I have not had any proper guidance. Any guidance and corrections would be very helpful.
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2023.06.08 08:07 Stock-Cry-1002 my story

I’m a 20yo male
i grew up with siblings, mothefather my parents were split when i was born but i’d see my dad every weekend, we grew up in housing commission which is government housing for poor people. i grew up eating bake beans and toast for dinner, sleeping on the floor next to cockroaches and rats. my mother and farther were both drug addicts who would replace their habits instead of getting us food. i was 6yo when one weekend i went to my dads & he sexually assaulted me, i vividly remember the car ride home telling my mother while she burst into tears saying how sorry she was that she wasn’t doing her job right. my farther went to court but got away with everything since then i lost all contact and was removed from seeing him. a few years past and my mum was still addicted to drugs, one day she took to many pills and sadly passed in her sleep 1 night and i was 12yo and keep in mind i was a mummy’s boy and we still slept in the same bed. i went to bed that night not knowing she had passed and i awoke to see her pale cold blue face and stiff body. i immediately knew what was wrong and i felt distraught and sick and i tried shaking and waking her up but i couldn’t. the memory plays in my head all the time. i moved in with my mums mum after that since she took me in but sadly a year later she passed from cardiac arrest and i seen it happen, i was 13 just starting high school i then got taken under guardianship from my auntie but she also abused drugs and abused me when i’d do bad. i started high school and never went because i didn’t have too, 1 day i went and got suspended from school and i was so horrified and scared to go home because of the consequences of getting beaten i went to the local pay phone and dialled the police and told them what she was doing and how she was doing drugs and abusing me. i got removed from my auntie and got placed with my older sister, she was only 17 at the time. she put me into a different school and tried getting my grades back on track but i couldn’t keep up with school with so much mental illness going on. i was kept quiet and kept to myself and cried when no one was around i tried taking my life when i was 16 and failed. i took 22 xanax from my sister and she found me having a seizure in my room, she called the hospital in time to come save me and here i am after the failed attempt my sister kicked me out because she thought she wasn’t doing a good job by me because of what i did. i moved into a refuge house filled with other teens that have gone through similar situations but i found a job and a place to stay now but the moral of the story is that please seek advice even if it’s something little. you’ll crack one day you just don’t see it yet… it still hasn’t been the same since my mother passed, i don’t celebrate birthdays or anything it just doesn’t sit right with me and i promise you guys reading this men/women fake smile all the time but there’s always something wrong pls seek help.
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2023.06.08 08:06 EscapingKid Patch Notes - Update 24.1

Patch Notes - Update 24.1
Welcome to the Update 24.1 Patch Notes. Let's dive right in, as there's a lot of new changes and additions!

24.1 Highlights

Patch Report #24.1 on YouTube

Live Maintenance Schedule

※ The times shown below are subject to change.
  • PC
    • PDT: June 13, 5:00 PM - June 14, 1:30 AM
    • CEST: June 14, 2:00 AM - 10:30 AM
    • KST: June 14, 9:00 AM - 5:30 PM
  • Console
    • PDT: June 21, 6 PM - June 22, 2 AM
    • CEST: June 22, 3 AM - 11 AM
    • KST: June 22, 10 AM - 6 PM

Map Service

※ Please note that PC players can anticipate map changes every Wednesday at 2 AM UTC, while Console players can expect the same every Thursday at 7 AM UTC.
※ In Random Map regions, each map will have an equal probability of being selected, with a probability of 20%.
  • (PC) Test Server
    • Normal Match: Miramar / Vikendi
      • AS region: Squad - TPP
      • NA region: Squad - FPP
  • Live Server - Normal Match
    • Week 1: Erangel / Miramar / Vikendi / Sanhok / Karakin
      • PC: June 14 ~ June 21
      • Console: June 22 ~ June 29
    • Week 2: Erangel / Taego / Deston / Sanhok / Paramo
      • PC: June 21 ~ June 28
      • Console: June 29 ~ July 6
    • Week 3: Erangel / Miramar / Vikendi / Sanhok / Karakin
      • PC: June 28 ~ July 5
      • Console: July 6 ~ July 13
    • Week 4: Erangel / Taego / Deston / Sanhok / Paramo
      • PC: July 5 ~ July 12
      • Console: July 13 ~ July 20
  • Live Server - Ranked
    • Deston has been replaced with Vikendi in the map pool.
    • Ranked: Erangel (30%) / Miramar (30%) / Taego (30%) / Vikendi (10%)
    • The map service for Ranked is updated on a season-by-season basis.
※ Please note that the features and updates described below are subject to change or removal due to issues such as bugs, in-game problems, and community feedback. The images used are intended as visual references only; the actual game may look different as the builds are continually developed and refined before release.

Tactical Gear

We're turning Tactical Gear into essential items by bestowing them a new purpose, enhancing their significance beyond consumable options. Experience the game in a multitude of ways with this update, whether playing individually or as part of a team. From beginners to veterans, the renewed Tactical Gear can foster a sense of achievement among all players by enabling them to contribute to the success of their squad.
※ This update applies to only Normal Matches, Intense Battle Royale mode, and Custom Matches (Normal Match, Intense Battle Royale).
  • Players will be equipped with a Tactical Gear Carrierin their Inventory at the start of each match.
    • To ensure the Carrier does not hinder initial game progress after landing, we've set the Tactical Gear Carrier weight to 0.
  • Open the Carrier to select your desired Tactical Gear from all available options - EMT Gear, Tactical Pack, Spotter Scope, Drone, Blue Chip Detector, or the Repair Kit.
    • The Carrier cannot be opened when you're in a vehicle or on top of static transport features such as trains and ships.
  • The selected Tactical Gear will be fitted into a dedicated sixth slot reserved for Tactical Gear.
  • Once equipped, the Tactical Gear cannot be removed.
  • Tactical Gear nor the Carrier will not be dropped when a player dies.
    • Upon a player's death the Tactical GeaTactical Gear Carrier are removed.
  • Players recalled to the match will not be provided a new Tactical Gear Carrier.
  • All world-spawned Tactical Gear has been removed.
  • Radio Message
    • Can be used to relay information about the selected Tactical Gear of team members.
    • Upon equipping a Tactical Gear, a Radio Message is triggered for notification.
      • "Equipping (Tactical Gear)".
  • Training Mode
    • Players can remove Tactical Gear from their sixth Inventory slot in Training Mode only to allow for more diverse practice.
    • Both Tactical Gear and the Tactical Gear Carrier are provided via the Training Helper.
We also strive to maintain the fundamental system of Tactical Gear while rebalancing their overall stats this update as Tactical Gear have changed to a basic, required item for all:

EMT Gear

To primarily serve the purpose of team healing rather than self-healing, the healing feature will only apply to team members. Additionally, to balance the overly beneficial healing effects when using heal items, the usage time of heal items has been adjusted to the following:
  • Med Kit usage time: 3 seconds → 7 seconds.
  • First Aid Kit usage time: 3 seconds → 5 seconds.
  • In addition, the revival speed of teammates has been changed from 3 seconds → 8 seconds to prevent overly quick recoveries in tense scenarios.
  • Using Energy Drinks or Painkillers will now provide a 50% additional effect.
    • This boost will only be for personal use and does not apply to teammates.

Tactical Pack

  • Attachment slots decreased from 4 slots → 2 slots.
  • We wish to give the Tactical Pack a similar feel to a Level 4 Backpack. Therefore, the reduction of slots is aimed at moderating the possession of individual items such as firearms (excluding stackable items).

Spotter Scope

Improved for more straightforward and less time-consuming use.
  • Its magnification capabilities are now adjustable from 4x to 8x, allowing for more detailed observations.
  • The creation of the white passive marker is removed. The red active marker will be automatically created and maintained for 7 seconds after a scan.
  • The standard Screen Pings can also be placed while using the Spotter Scope.


  • Maximum range has been reduced from 300m → 200m.

Blue Chip Detector

The Blue Chip Detector has been perceived as an overperforming gear. Therefore, it has been decided to receive several adjustments to harmonize it with other Tactical Gear.
  • Screen update frequency: 5 seconds → 8 seconds.
  • Enemy scan radius: 100m → 50m.
  • Players who are equipped with a Jammer Pack are undetectable with the Blue Chip Detector.
< Dev Comment >
Following the initial introduction of Tactical Gear, we have observed their considerable utility in gameplay. However, we also understand the magnitude of the decision players are faced with in sacrificing a primary weapon slot for Tactical Gear, particularly in battle scenarios where mid-to-long range combat is crucial. As such, with the renewal of the Tactical Gear system, we eagerly anticipate witnessing our players' varied gameplay strategies!
For example, for solo play, we look forward to see players utilizing a strategy centered around their chosen Tactical Gear, which you'd select to complement your primary weapon. You may opt for a slow-burn approach with the EMT Gear, spending more time looting and gradually entering the Safe Zone. The Drone and Blue Chip Detector can help with a strategy that involves quick penetration of the center area, swiftly identifying incoming enemies. And the Tactical Pack could suit those favoring weapons with high ammo consumption. As for the Spotter Scope, it may be ideal for players selecting weapons aimed at precise long-distance engagement.
As for team play, we anticipate strategic looting that aligns with team dynamics while avoiding overlapping roles. Each teammate would have a distinct role, contributing effectively to the team's primary goal. Utilize the Drone and Spotter Scope for ordering and coordination. Or the Spotter Scope could enhance accuracy for those sharpshooters. The EMT Gear and Tactical Pack may also be helpful to novice players, so they could actively contribute to team survival, or even the Blue Chip Detector for optimal information delivery.
With this change, we are also committed to implementing constraints that are proportional to in-game performance - we do not aim to unfairly boost the abilities of already-skilled players. With this in mind, we've made it so that once a Tactical Gear is selected, it becomes irreplaceable. Players are required to use their chosen equipment consistently throughout the match. We have also proceeded with an overall balance update.


Tactical Gear - Repair Kit

The current Helmet/Armor Repair Kits and Mechanic's Toolbox seemed to have limited applications in specific circumstances - therefore, we're merging them into a single versatile Repair Kit that can repair Helmets, Vests, and vehicles. With this multipurpose tool, you can now consider the possibility of pursuing the role of your team's go-to mechanic.
※ This update applies to only Normal Matches, Intense Battle Royale mode, and Custom Matches (Normal Match, Intense Battle Royale).
  • The Repair Kit is no longer a consumable, and is now a part of Tactical Gear that can be equipped to your Tactical Gear slot.
    • Once equipped, it cannot be replaced or removed until the match concludes.
  • The Repair Kit can be utilized up to 10 times.
  • You can use the Repair Kit via the Limited Interact key.
  • A single use on a Helmet or Vestwill restore its durability to 100 in 6 seconds.
    • You can repair not just your own Helmet/Vest, but those equipped by your teammates or those found lying on the floor.
  • A single use on a vehicle restores 500 durability in 8 seconds.
    • You are only able to repair a vehicle that can be interacted with.
  • The repair process will be canceled under the following circumstances:
    • If the character carrying out the repair, or the subject undergoing the repair, moves using the movement keys.
    • Once the preceding repair of the same Helmet/Vest/vehicle is complete.
    • If another player picks up the Helmet/Vest from the ground during the repair.
  • New feature: Removing and installing tires
    • When the Repair Kit is equipped, you can use the Limited Interact Key to remove tires from any vehicle.
      • Tires that have burst with 0 durability cannot be removed.
      • Interacting with a vehicle will display the remaining durability of the tire.
    • Removing a tire requires a certain amount of time.
    • Successful removal causes the tire to drop to the ground.
      • Tires weigh 20 each.
      • Tires will go to your Inventory's fourth melee weapon slot.
      • You cannot remove or install tires to the BRDM, Boat, Aquarail, Mountain Bike, Motor Glider, Airboat, or Snowmobile.
    • Any player can install removed tires on a vehicle, even without a Repair Kit.
      • Upon approaching a vehicle without a tire, tire installation requires a certain amount of time.
    • The removal/installation process will be canceled under the following circumstances:
      • If the vehicle is driven during the installation process.
      • If the position of the vehicle changes due to a collision or other during the installation process.
      • If another tire on the vehicle during tire removal receives damage.
  • The existing Helmet/Armor Repair Kits and Mechanic's Toolbox have been removed
Emergency Pickup, BZ Grenade, Jammer Pack, Mortar, and Panzerfaust
  • Will now world spawn in all 8x8 maps.
  • This applies to Normal, Ranked, and Custom Matches (including Esports mode).
  • The spawn rate of the Emergency Pickup in both Normal Match and Ranked on Erangel and Miramar maps has been reduced by 30%.

World - Vikendi

After the Vikendi Reborn update last year, we've diligently monitored player trends and incorporated your valuable feedback into the latest update.


  • We have tactically upgraded those locations - excluding major cities - that, according to live data, have proven to be the most unfeasible for engagement or where cover was particularly scarce by adding new objects and ridgelines, offering more opportunities for strategic cover.


  • The initiative Blue Zone ruleset similar as Ranked's for Normal Matches introduced back in Update #23.1 has been applied to Vikendi, effectively reducing the overall playtime.

Item spawn

  • Vikendi's Normal Matches typically feature an array of special item spawn spots, leading to an excess of high-value items. To prevent disproportionate looting of these items, we've recalibrated the balance. The spawn rates of high-value weapons and items have been scaled down to also mitigate the disparity in the play experience with Ranked matches.
  • Lab Camp
    • The probability of finding lucky Supply Drops (holding Care Package weapons) have been boosted.
      • However, a marginal downgrade has been made in the quality of items.
      • A significant reduction has been made in the appearance rate of Care Package weapons and Level 3 equipment.
    • Critical Response Kits will now exclusively appear in Lab Camps, with an increased spawn rate.
  • Caves
    • The quantity and quality of items discoverable in caves' Supply Drops have been downgraded.
      • A significant reduction has been made in the appearance rate of Care Package weapons and Level 3 equipment.
      • 8x Scopes, Critical Response Kits, and C4 have been removed from caves' Supply Drops.
  • Secret Room
    • Acquisition of the Self-AED is now restricted to Secret Rooms, except for the rare chance of looting it as a world spawn item.
  • The Thermal 4x Scope will now only be available as a world spawn item, in Care Packages, and caves' Supply Drops. It has been removed from Lab Camp and Secret Rooms.
  • The following changes have also been made to align with the ruleset of other maps.
    • ARs, SMGs, Handguns, Crossbows, Grenades, Smoke Grenades, Stun Grenades, and First Aid Kits will spawn slightly more.
    • SRs, LMGs, Backpack (Level 1), Molotovs, BZ Grenades, C4, Emergency Pickups, Bandages, Med Kits, and Adrenaline Syringes will spawn slightly less.

Vehicle spawn

  • In terms of transportation, we noted that vehicle usage in Vikendi was lower compared to other maps, so we've amplified vehicle spawn spots and appropriately adjusted existing spawn locations.

Blizzard Zone

  • The duration of the Blizzard Zone has been increased by approximately 70%.
  • The number of snowstorms appearing in a Blizzard Zone has increased.
  • The distance between snowstorms has decreased.
  • The phases when Blizzard Zones occur during a match have been adjusted.

Cable Car

  • Player feedback concerning the rather sluggish speed of Vikendi's Cable Cars was noted, leading to a significant speed enhancement. This adjustment now allows for better encounters during transit, with an overall speed increase of 80%.

Comeback BR

  • Map
    • We have improved player's vulnerability by relocating existing objects to the back.
    • Item spawn spots have been added near player spawn locations for an optimized start.
    • Made containers more accessible by repositioning some containers and adding wooden pallets.
  • Combat time
    • Reduced combat time from 160 seconds to 100 seconds.
    • The Play Area restriction time has been adjusted to accommodate the reduced combat time.
  • The multidrops will descend earlier.
  • To prevent the decreasing survival rate as the number of participants increases during the later phases of Comeback BR, each size of the final Play Area for each phase has been adjusted.
  • The UI notifications for Comeback BR have improved.

Crowbar Interaction

  • Increased spawn rate for cabinets.
  • A storage unit specifically designed for Crowbars has been added to garages that are accessible with a Crowbar. This storage unit has a high probability of containing a Crowbar.
  • Simultaneously, we've slightly diminished the appearance rate for Secret Room Security Keys.
    • However, we've increased the spawn rates for items such as healing items and throwables.


  • Reduced the volume of wind turbines by 40%, along with the audible range.


  • Minimap has been updated to mirror the above changes.

Ranked - Season 24
  • The Jammer Pack, Mortar, Panzerfaust, BZ Grenade, and Emergency Pickup have been added to every map.
  • Vikendi has been added to the map pool with a 10% matchmaking probability.
    • Number of players: 64
    • Weather: Sunny
    • The Blizzard Zone, Lab Camp, Crowbar interaction feature and cabinets, Cable Cars, bears, and Supply Drops are available.
      • Weapons only available in Care Packages have been removed from Lab Camp and Supply Drops.
    • Comeback BR, Security Keys, Thermal 4x Scope are not available.
    • High-tier items have generally decreased.
    • BRDM vehicles can not be called with a Flare Gun from outside the circle.
  • The leaderboard will reset after the Live Server maintenance.
  • Check out your final Tier from the previous season through your Career page.

Season 23 Rewards

Below are the rewards you'll be receiving based on your final Tier from the previous Ranked season.
Tier Season 23 Rewards
Bronze Bronze PUBG ID Emblem
Silver Silver PUBG ID Emblem
Gold Gold PUBG ID Emblem, Ranked Parachute Skin
Platinum Animated Platinum PUBG ID Emblem, Ranked Parachute Skin, Platinum Medal
Diamond Animated Diamond PUBG ID Emblem, Ranked Parachute Skin, Platinum, Diamond Medal
Master Animated Master PUBG ID Emblem, Animated Master Nameplate, Ranked Parachute Skin, Platinum, Diamond, Master Medal
Top 500 Bonus rewards for Top 500 players: Animated Top 500 PUBG ID Emblem, Animated Top 500 Nameplate
  • The Parachute skin and Medals are permanent rewards.
  • The rest of the obtainable rewards are available for use during a single Ranked season.
  • Rewards can be found in your Inventory once Season 24 starts.
  • Once Season 24 is over and the server undergoes maintenance, every reward but the Parachute and Medal will be withdrawn from your Edit Profile page.

Custom Match

  • On/off option for the Tactical Gear Carrier has been added.
  • Helmet Repair Kit, Armor Repair Kit, and Mechanic's Toolbox have been removed from the Spawn tab.
  • World-spawn Tactical Gear have been removed from the Spawn tab.
  • On/off option for the Recall system has been added.
    • When the Recall system is off, both the Blue Chip Tower and Blue Chips will not spawn and the Blue Chip Transmitter can not be used.
  • The Blue Chip Transmitter has been added to the Spawn tab.
  • The phase settings in World - Vikendi above have been applied to Custom Match - Vikendi.
  • Esports Mode
    • Vikendi has been added.
    • The number of players in a team has been changed to 10.
    • A setting option for the Blue Zone has been added.


  • We've observed that requiring new players to complete AI Training Match was impacting the engagement of new players in Normal Matches. Therefore, after successfully finishing Basic Training, players will now have the ability to play Normal Matches right away even without having to complete AI Training Matches.

Survivor Pass: Splash Royale
A new Survivor Pass: Splash Royale is prepared for the approaching hottest season of the year. Read more details on the upcoming June Store Update announcement!


  • New item sets have been added to the Hunter's Chest and Archivist's Chest.
    • Survivor Pass: Vikendi Reborn


  • Implemented enhancements to our memory management system, resulting in a reduction of hitches experienced during gameplay.

Bug Fixes


  • General in-game bugs have been fixed.
  • Fixed the issue where an extra timer was generated upon completion of a team member's heal using the EMT Gear.


  • Fixed collision, texture, performance, and some other general Vikendi map issues.
  • Fixed the issue where the Self-AED was not appearing in Taego's breakable pots.
  • Fixed the issue where certain heal items were not spawning on the bridges of Erangel.


  • Fixed the issue where the Clan Tag was being displayed in specific in-game areas when the Clan level was at 1.
  • Fixed the issue where the kill/assist details were not displayed upon accessing the Inventory in-game.
  • (Console) Fixed the issue where the "Played with" information was not displayed upon returning to the Social page after viewing a random player's profile from the Recent Players list.
  • (Console) Fixed the issue where your character does not appear when navigating back to the Lobby subsequent to selecting a random Spray item within the Customize page.


  • Fixed the issue where a highlighting effect was applied to the Helmet (Level 3) in the Erangel Remaster lobby skin.

Items & Skins

※ Clipping issue: Graphics that are shown outside the visible part of an image/object.
  • Fixed the clipping issue of the hair when using Victory Dance 114 with the Hairstyle 42 equipped.
  • Fixed the issue where the arm became transparent upon equipping ROSÉ's BLACKPINK Gloves with Lunchmeat's Hoodie.
  • Fixed the clipping issue of the waist when equipping the Wasted Future Pants with the Bunny Academy Hazard Jacket.
  • Fixed the clipping issue of the waist when equipping the Wasted Future Pants with the FaZe Clan Jacket.
  • Fixed the clipping issue of dress during repeated crouching and prone motions with a weapon and NieR:Automata - 2B's Dress equipped.
  • Fixed the issue where the ankle became transparent upon equipping Dinoland "Alex" Suit and Sky Captain Boots.
  • Fixed the clipping issue of the ankle when equipping PGI.S Tactical Pants and certain shoes.
  • Fixed the issue where the arm became transparent upon equipping Tormented Knight Gloves and certain tops.
  • Fixed the clipping issue of the forehead when equipping Marauder's Mask and Dead by Daylight "The Legion" Jacket.
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2023.06.08 08:06 WorldGovPressSec Climate Lockdowns from Canada Fires

New York State Government is suggesting residents “stay inside” especially if you have any “underlying” conditions. And if you must go out, wear an “N95 mask”. Canadian schools have already begun canceling “outdoor activities”.
These familiar suggestions come following the rush of smoke over the northeastern US reportedly coming from the Canadian wildfires. Wind patterns have conveniently pushed this smoke over the most populous areas of the US.
Additional investigations suggest that Justin Trudeau and his “penetrated” cabinet are assisting the World Economic Forum with launching climate lockdowns in the west. Other sources suggest world government executive, Bill Gates, is deploying smoke machines across his US properties. DHS’s Mayorkas has opened the southern border to allow CCP climate operations support personnel into the country. US Television President Joe Biden received instructions via cell phone from actual US President Barrack Obama to order HAARP to adjust the wind patterns accordingly, after receiving approval from the Top-3 in Davos and Geneva.
The Top-3 are holding a Zoom roundtable meeting discussing the potential ways this smoke situation can be milked and extrapolated into a crisis conveniently advantageous to fulfilling UN/WHO/WEF agendas that usually result in death, missing children, lost freedoms, and ceasing all forms of gasoline transportation, with the exception of private jets.
Additional reports indicate that the Branch Covidians plan to flood the hospitals and call on Pfizer to develop a vaccine that prevents smoke inhalation. Retired world government agent, Anthony Fauci, has emerged suggesting that masks might work this time.
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2023.06.08 08:05 sarah_puku can't remember what I was told...

hi all,
I've got an appt to see the doctor that'll be prescribing my HRT next month, I've been approved for it at the appt I had a few months ago but elected to wait till my life was back under control before I started on HRT. Which it is finally.
that being said, I've totally forgotten what she told me about the process at my last visit. Can anyone please outline the basics for me, so I don't look like a complete idiot when I'm there?
All I can recall was that it'd be patches, and a low dose. beyond that, I'm drawing a blank.
(there isn't a short version of the backstory, but basically I had a bunch of seizures a year ago and woke up in ICU to learn I had a brain abcess. spent 6wks in hospital and the past year recovering. I live rural so haven't been able to work till I got my licence back (couldn't drive for 12 months due to seizures), so have been living with my folks who - to put it lightly - don't approve of me being trans. Having to put my life on hold for the past year has given me the chance to get things straight in my head and finally commit to transitioning @ 38 years old, but rather than butt heads with my parents while i relied on them to live with, I decided to put it off till I was back doing my own thing. And having just got my licence back this week, the end is finally in sight. I'd gotten a referral from my GP to this clinic in mid 2021, but it didn't come up till aug 2022, when i was in recovery after my health went to shit...)
The main lasting damage has been to my memory - my short term is pretty much toast. And the things I was told in my last appt seem to have vanished into the ether...
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2023.06.08 08:05 Brilliant_Level_8877 (Dead Fire) Speech Bubble showing up but not getting dialogue.

There is a thread on this same issue but it has been dead for two years and there was no solution. The only thing I have done that could cause it is use reputation counsel commands but I am pretty sure this is quest related dialogue and not reputation so that shouldn't effect things.
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2023.06.08 08:05 LingonberrySharp7077 Honestly I’m so done right now

This week has just been so terrible. To start off my Friday evening around 5:30 pm I go to the ER because I had been having mild to well not so mild stomach pain, but as I get to the hospital all the pain just goes away but I think we’ll whatever it didn’t feel normal before I’ll go in anyway (glad I did lol) so I go in wait like 2 hours a doctor comes in does a look over and says well with what your describing you may have appendicitis so don’t eat or drink anything till we confirm , and at the time it hadn’t really hit me yet fully what that ment I would have to have done so I just kinda was like ok! A bit later I get an ultrasound done to see if I do have appendicitis and I swear the guy that did the ultrasound used 3 different like attachments each progressively being more uncomfortable and painful. Finally after all that and i get an iv put in while I’m waiting (seriously tho getting it put in hurts!) the doctor says well you do have appendicitis but we caught it early so the surgery you will be getting is pretty chill and short, but all I really heard was that I was going to be getting a surgery and kinda freaked out. My mom and sister show up to comfort me a bit Since I’m like starving since it’s around like 9:30 and I haven’t eaten since like 3:30. Anyways I get transferred to a bed and eventually go into surgery around like 1:00 am and wake up around 1:45 and waking up was terrifying I was like full on shaking, confused, and in a lot of pain. So after they bring me up to a room and recovered till around 6:00pm on Saturday when I went home and recovered till Tuesday. Now today I just got braces on + my period just started 😀 I literally can barely eat, sleep or let alone function or complete my like now 10+ missing assignments and I’m going back to school tomorrow. Idk even what to do I should have just got invisiline or whatever it’s called I didn’t need to put not being able to eat to my list of problems rn. I’m so done
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2023.06.08 08:04 lakers_nation24 Steins 0 + general time travel rules questions

Steins 0 cooked so hard goddamn. And the soundtrack had no business being that fire. Had some questions tho, as last like 4 episodes they abuse tf outta time travel so the timelines and rules get a bit confusing, as well as some potential plot holes I noticed but this is probably just me being stupid. Spoilers ahead (duh)
(All of my questions hinges on the fact that world lines are possible futures, not alternate worlds. There is only 1 existing reality at any time)
  1. In the final moments of the series, why does 2025 okabe attempt to save the lost mayuri and suzu? He just sent the final message of how to really save kurisu back to the final episode of steins gate, so that entire timeline and the war wouldn’t even exist, including suzu and mayuri being lost in time. In fact thinking about shouldn’t that whole scene not even exist? The moment he sends that d mail back the world line should’ve shifted to steins gate as that’s the ultimate final nail in the coffin, that whole speech to the lab shouldn’t have existed, time travel doesn't even exist except in kurisu's notes and okabe's memories
  2. How was 2036 okabe able to time leap back to 2011 in the final few leaps? The reason they ended up in 2036 was because the time leap on 7/8 AFTER the Time Machine blows up did not work. At minimum okabe should not have been able to cross the threshold before that event as he never changed world lines so the time leap machine would still be broken right before that final leap to thrust him into pre Time Machine destruction. Even then it can be implied that the time leap machine continues not working after 7/8, as the lab doesn’t continue trying on 7/9,10,11 etc. (if the time leap not working on 7/8 in that one instance was an anomaly, they would have simply tried and gotten it to work the next day or trial, instead events progressed to 2036 in the first place proving that wasn’t the case)
  3. Why doesn’t anyone else try to use the time leap machine to prevent WW3? Unlike d mails time leap is sending basically the consciousness of the user back in time - which means they would be able to retain memories from the future kind of like bootleg reading Steiner. If they managed to successfully rewrite the future then the world line changes and I assume they forget all about the original world line they came from but at that point it wouldn’t matter as mission is accomplished. It’s better than just dying in ww3.
  4. Convergence - I understand the mainframe of how time travel works in the universe but can someone explain if possible the details and nuances of it? We are basically told that there is some level of divine intervention/fate where futures tend to flow towards certain directions or events regardless of causality or butterfly effect from time travel (mayuri death, Time Machine gets bombed, okabe still meets maho after Amadeus never developed), okabe even notes this in the first couple minutes of ep 23 right after they wiped Amadeus stating “even as world lines keep changing, our relationships stay constant. It’s as if conditions reshape themselves to support the relationships we’ve built”. So what exactly makes an event a “fixed point”? Is everything just convergence? What determines an event being a point of convergence? 2036 okabe is revealed to use knowledge of him surviving to 2025 as an advantage when he is time leaping back and talks to Amadeus, except that having that knowledge would probably change his actions leading up to 2025 potentially drastically changing the future (which is a time paradox in itself). After they hatch the plan to have okabe delete Amadeus and use the lab members as a diversion Amadeus tells him the future he just came from all the lab members are safe so he doesn’t have anything to worry about, but these new actions where he puts his lab members in the battle would have significant potential to change the future he just came from, unless the show is implying that everyone surviving that event is a fixed point. On the other hand the Og steins gate shows the butterfly effect is very much real, with d mails changing the entire landscape of akihabara and significantly altering each lab members lives. Not to mention the whole plot of the show is basically time traveling to alter the future, so it seems inconsistent to be able to radically change events in the past while maintaining the future could have predictable or fixed outcomes. It seems to me that whatever knowledge gets revealed to past observers becomes a point of convergence (past professor having to wait until the rooftop battle to steal the Time Machine because doing so earlier would disrupt the time flow, okabe living until 2025 because it was revealed to him from the future. On the other hand, mayori dies in the Time Machine even tho she should have survived to adopt kaguri in the first place and they were aware of that so who knows). Anyways just need details on how exactly convergence and the flow of time works in the SG universe
  5. Okabe full timeline so we have the steins gate original series up til the (second to last…?) episode. Right up to the point where he tries to save kurisu the first time. Then steins 0 starts, with beta 23. He does all that until the failed time leap on 7/8 to save mayushi and suzu. The second time the time leap fails. This okabe actually goes on to live the next 14 years, then 11 years in a coma until 2036. At this point the consciousness of our prime okabe is effectively dead. Then using time leap, they install 7/8/2011 okabe consciousness into the body of prime okabe. He time leaps 3000 times back to 2011 where with some trial and error they manage to successfully get mayushi and suzu to the past, while saving kaguri and effectively making her a future Valkyrie. Then okabe lives another 14 years to 2025 to fulfil his fate of dying in 2025 all the while watching the events suzu had foretold for the first time from his POV. At this point he sends the final d mail back which takes us back to OG steins gate where we paused and now in 2010 again, prime okabe is able to successfully reach steins gate. This effectively wipes 2025 okabe from existence as well as the events from steins 0 and everything from 2010-2025 as that timeline now never exists.
  6. Now assuming my timeline of point 5. is correct - what does okabe remember with reading Steiner? 2010 prime okabe at the end of steins gate clearly has no memory of the events of steins 0 - maho, Yuki, kagari are not lab members inscribed on the lab trinkets he gives out despite suzu being on there and she isn’t born yet. Also as we see from the LA trip ova okabe clearly meets Yuki for the first time from his POV, unaware that in a different world line he has already had her in his life and eventually fights a whole war next to her. However, this happens in the future to the perspective of 2010 prime okabe (all of steins 0 happens after august 2010 which is basically around where the end of steins gate leaves us at). As we can see from the show, with d mail world line shifts, okabe’s consciousness only kicks in to the corresponding time of the new shifted world line (aka if on 2/1 okabe sends a d mail back one month to 1/1 which alters the past, prime okabe would “awake” in his body in the new timeline on 2/1, and basically the time between 1/1-2/1 he would be on “autopilot” with no memory of how events changed with the d mail until someone else filled him in). With this said since the path to steins gate was a d mail sent from 2025, does this mean okabe from 2025 will suddenly wake up in his body in steins gate world line 2025 with no idea how the last 15 years played out?
  7. How does a time paradox actually work? The Time Machine works a bit differently than d mails or time leap as it can send a physical person back (leading to 2 of the same person existing at the same time) as opposed to the other two which only send back information (which by itself I don’t see how it isn’t a time paradox either, for example the professor sent back information which influenced his past self to chase the Time Machine and be at the rooftop when the Time Machine is destroyed in 2011. For example a world line where him being in the crossfire gets him killed would be a time paradox). But as the show never explicity shows up what happens if a Time machine time paradox occurs where like 2 of the same people meet, so I was wondering if anyone knew that from the other expanded content.
  8. What is the difference in the Suzu’s in the steins gate ep 23 and beta 23 scenes? Steins beta suzu had no idea the plan involved failing the first time then getting the 2025 d mail from future platinum telling him how to stage kurisu’s death. However, steins gate/steins 0 finale suzu did, as tells him to check the video message on his phone and elaborates the plan called for him to fail the first time. I feel like the only way that’s possible is if baby suzu from 2025 sent d mail back okabe timeline grew up the full 11 years, as in that timeline the d mail existed, and then she was tasked with going back and preventing ww3, but this doesn’t seem possible for 2 reasons, 1) like I mentioned in point 1. The d mail being sent back should’ve changed the world line right then and there. 2) then this would imply there were THREE suzu’s at that moment on the rooftop - the suzu carrying 2011 mayushi who tells 2010 mayushi to make okabe try again, the d mail world line suzu who knows the true plan, and then the steins 0 suzu who is returning with okabe after the failed first attempt with no idea that there is a plan where okabe is supposed to fail the first time. And we see there is onlu 2 suzu’s. The suzu that walks out carrying bloodied okabe at the end of steins 0 has to be the same suzu we see in beta 23, who has no idea okabe is supposed to fail the first time and there is a d mail with instructions coming.
  9. Why doesn’t the world line change the moment suzu comes from the future? Or at least at the point where mayushi decides she needs to go back with suzu in time to 2010. Once she decides that, she is destined to die in the Time Machine therefore erasing kaguri’s existence in 2011 as she will never be adopted by mayushi. That is a huge change and would definitely cause a world line shift.
  10. What do you guys think about deceiving the world in terms of escaping attractor fields/fixed points? I thought it was a very creative concept that we don’t see in a lot of time travel media but it still is a bit confusing for me, especially the d mail that launches them into steins gate. I get the professor having to bide his time and wait for that all out battle on the rooftop to steal the Time Machine as having it disappear from existence and having it bombed would be the same result in terms of future possibilities. I also get okabe stating that disappearing in the Time Machine in 2025 to find mayushi and suzu lost in time fulfills the event of him dying as he effectively stops existing in that time. These are ways they trick the world. But how does kurisu’s faked death change anything? She is literally still alive and living her life normally and publicly. How does that not launch them into the alpha world line where mayushi must die?
Sorry if some of these questions are stupid, just trying to fully grasp what I just watched Thanks!
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2023.06.08 08:04 finneganthealien How to I tell my friend I’m not attracted to them pre-transition?

CW: mild and general discussions of dysphoria and sexuality, not explicit enough to flair
You’d think being trans myself, I’d know how to handle this, but I don’t.
My (20 they/he) best friend (20 they/she) recently confessed that they have feelings for me. We’re already very close and it’s made me realise that we’re already basically in a romantic relationship, just without kissing or sex.
I don’t have a genital preference, but I am almost exclusively attracted to women / feminine people. They’re transfem, and I’m realising I’m already attracted to their “feminine personality”, but feel sexually repulsed by certain masculine physical characteristics. They’ve been considering HRT, and I think there’s a large chance if they took that step I would become physically attracted to them.
It seems like the main reason she hasn’t done it yet is fear of social/political repercussions, but I still don’t want to be like “i’ll date you if you transition”. I also don’t entirely know what her transition goals are, and don’t want to basically forcefem her. Either of those would be so weird and shitty. I also don’t want to trigger her dysphoria by saying she’s too physically masculine for me.
I know I’ve been giving off mixed signals because of the split attraction, and after her confession I need to explain how I feel. Any advice on how to approach this?
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2023.06.08 08:04 OldPlantain7807 I don't remember "it" right now.

Or maybe I do remember it all, because all of these smaller "its" that seem to me are leading up to a big "it" are already disturbing by themselves even if my big "it" never happened. It's very haunting and confusing waiting to remember something terrible that seems right beside me. I constantly want the validation that I think these memories will give me. I want them to come so I can feel a sense of control or assurance that It's not all in my head. I have the baseball bat in my hand ready to strike down and conquer this, but the monster just keeps hiding in the dark away from me, lurking. I want it's head on a spit.
Anyway, I just read this article about "implicit memories" that is helpful. I can't quote her article (copyright) but it basically says that memories as we expect them are recollections but they aren't necessarily precise. We all have some conscious memories we can remember, even mundane memories. Lots of trauma survivors have conscious memories of trauma. They might remember who did what and where. But, (honestly like the mundane memories) the color of the walls in the room will likely evade their memory. They can "declare" their memory and put into some semblance of words that overall describes what happened. On the flipside implicit memories are made up of reactions (trauma related symptoms, sensations, emotions) to the traumatic event. You don't need to have a conscious memory to have an implicit one. (She believes implicit memories are generally more worth relying on... all I know is that I've got them)
It's like that scene in the tv show, when the person wakes up from the coma after a car crash. They are asked if they remember what happened and they say no... they are asked what they do remember and eventually sensations, emotions, and a feeling like they are missing some very big and awful details arrive. Then they say "Was I in an accident?"
It's nice for them because everyone in the room already knows they've crashed their car- it's just the patient that needs to be reassured. I guess this is more like that scene where the suspect wakes up with a different story that what the investigators presume to have happened and eventually they are left alone in the room with no "evidence" just a feeling of being.... disabled?

Thank you to whoever might read this. I just needed to get these thoughts out of myself in writing as i piece it together
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2023.06.08 08:03 boopbaboop Feeling faint while/after pooping - is it related and if so, how do I prevent it?

29F, 5’2”, 150 lbs, diagnosed with IBS-D after ruling out Crohn’s with colonoscopy/endoscopy, high cholesterol (it’s apparently okay because it’s good cholesterol), and tachycardia. Currently taking birth control, fluoxetine, bupropion, Zyrtec, and spironolactone for acne. The spiro is relatively new, like two months or so.
I have fainted multiple times before in my life, so I know what it feels like for me: cold sweat, feeling cold in general, sudden nausea like I’m right about to throw up, and lightheadedness, followed by passing out without other warning (I might even insist I’m fine, I just feel sick) and having a cottony noise in my ears once I come to. It’s always with some kind of stimulus, like getting blood drawn or having numbing eye drops.
Recently I went to the bathroom at work, was totally fine, then walked back to my desk and had all of the symptoms of fainting even though I was literally just in my office chair, though I stopped short of passing out completely. I actually went to the ER because fainting or feeling faint for no reason isn’t normal for me - they said they didn’t detect any heart issues and I’m just prone to vasovagal syncope.
Then today I went to the bathroom during an IBS attack and had all the same symptoms: cold, cold sweat, sudden nausea, lightheadedness. I’ve had that happen before at least one other time, but I thought maybe it was getting sick from eating too fast or something. I wouldn’t have thought about it except I just had this ER experience, and I know that the vagus nerve can be stimulated via the asshole, so I might be incorrectly connecting dots.
Things to note:
So, my questions:
  1. Am I actually connecting dots correctly or is there another explanation?
  2. Regardless, is there a way to prevent it other than what I’m already doing?
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2023.06.08 08:03 RumpleHelgaskin Confident Blonde Daughter and Indiana Jones

My teen daughter from a very early age spoke incredibly well and carried an air of confidence that truly floored us. Her memory of events are pristine and often relied upon as I continue aging.
As a lover of movies I have subjected my kids to the films that really made an impact in my life. Some of these films are well received while others are met with the teenage “are you serious” receptions.
One of my favorites is of course is the Indiana Jones franchise. Years ago my daughter realized that if she wasn’t interested she would proclaim, “I’ve seen it and wasn’t a fan”. She went from ok daddy let’s watch XYZ to no thanks bruh way way to fast which has really sucked. On those rare occasions she would offer up a show I really like because of a holiday, birthday or Father’s Day.
My Favorite Indiana Jones is the Last Crusade and I know she has seen that with me. With the new one coming out I wanted to watch the entire series over Memorial Day weekend. This was met with the “I’ve seen it” excuse. I discovered my local theatre was playing The Lost Ark so I quickly purchased 5 tickets for my family. We all went, laughed at the cheesy bits and all around had a great time.
After the show I proclaim, “that was fun seeing it on the big screen, I was only 4 when this first came out. I remember at 6yrs old my dad played it on the wall using a projector.”
She looked me dead in my optic stems and says, “THAT ISN’T THE NEW ONE!?!?” Completely speechless while recalling all the proclamations of her viewership she then says, “I was thinking it was really cool how they did such a great job going all the way back to 1936… if this isn’t the new one, then where is hitler, wasn’t he in one?”
My point? 1. Keep track of what you have shown your kids 2. Kids lie with great confidence these days 3. Enjoy every second with them while they are young and view you as their sun, moon and stars.
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2023.06.08 08:03 centralmauichiro From Pain to Gain: Your Path to Wellness Starts with the Best Chiropractor

Living with pain can be crippling and negatively impact numerous areas of your life. Finding relief is crucial for reclaiming your well-being, whether you're experiencing chronic discomfort, acute injuries, or general musculoskeletal issues. That's where the expertise of the best chiropractor Maui comes into play. Let’s explore how the best chiropractor can guide you from pain to gain on your path to wellness.
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Targeting the Source, Not Just the Symptoms Unlike merely masking the symptoms, the best chiropractors focus on addressing the root cause of your pain. By targeting misalignments, imbalances, and dysfunctions within your musculoskeletal system, they help restore proper alignment, mobility, and function.
Collaboration and Education The best chiropractors prioritize collaboration and empower you to actively participate in your healing process. They provide education on ergonomics, posture, exercises, and self-care techniques that complement their treatments. By equipping you with knowledge and tools, they empower you to make informed decisions and optimize your well-being beyond the chiropractic office.
Transforming Pain into Gain By working with the best chiropractor in Maui, you embark on a transformative journey from pain to gain. As you progress through your treatment plan, you'll likely experience reduced pain, increased mobility, enhanced performance, and a restored sense of well-being. The best chiropractors help you overcome pain and guide you toward a healthier, more vibrant life.
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2023.06.08 08:02 poeplgg Im unsure

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recently discovered this subreddit to help with what I think is ptsd. Im not diagnosed mostly cause I’m too scared of what my parents might think or what will happen if I try to. my family has had many mental issues that run in the family and ptsd is one of them. I think i have it because i had a traumatic event of with friends who would threaten there lives and it was scary to think any moment they could be dead . They took me down with them and i had attempts too. I got out of it eventually. But anytime i see,hear or whatever the name of the person or see anything relates and anything with suicide. I twitch and get a deep sinking feeling. Depending on my mental health of the time it happens i can either just pause and feel a sinking feeling or start crying. I don’t want to feel like a poser or seem I’m faking for attention but genuinely things that remind of it hurt Alot. Im glad I’ve found this subreddit who are feeling some kind of way I do. Its nice to know im not alone
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2023.06.08 08:02 Markinagta Kevin King – Billion Dollar Seller Summit 7 2023 (February) Download

Kevin King – Billion Dollar Seller Summit 7 2023 (February) Download
Kevin King – Billion Dollar Seller Summit 7 2023 (February) Download (13.81 GB)
What You Get?
Here are a few of the topics the A-list speakers covered at the virtual summit:
GET UNLIMITED REVIEWS FOR A NEW PRODUCT, WITH NO OUTSIDE TOOLS OR SERVICES I’ll show you the TOS-compliant way to get unlimited reviews for a new product, with no outside tools or services, plus how to know which variations to launch that will make you more money (and how to save $0.5-$2 for every unit you sell by opening a case with Amazon).
TOP-SECRET FORMULA FOR EXPLOSIVE 100% YEARLY GROWTH The 2023 Social Media Strategy to Skyrocket Your List Building and Claim the Coveted #1 Ranking on Amazon in Record Time! (I did $150 million in sales with it)
HOW WE SMOKE ALL BLACK HAT SELLERS WHO COME IN OUR MARKETS Sellers who do $100+ million per year like me can actually make it white hat. I’ll show you how to keep and improve margins despite ARMIES of black hat sellers attacking you on Amazon.
30 HACKS FOR KOOL KIDS The hack master is back with some crazy good strategies, like how to get another contributor kicked off your listing so you can change it, how to control which video appears in the Amazon search engine results, how to expose all the “unanswered” questions on your listing, how to prevent hijackers from adding “trigger” words, how to be the best selling NEW RELEASE even if listing is years old, and lots more!
IGNITE YOUR AMAZON PPC BY COMBINING CHAT GPT-3 AND GOOGLE SHEETS I’ll be teaching you 10 Groundbreaking Tactics for Amazon Advertising using AI and Google Sheets that will absolutely blow your mind and make PPC management much easier.
HOW TO GET RICH ON AMAZON, WITHOUT GETTING LUCKY I’ve sold more than $100 million on Amazon. My secret is playing the long term games with long term people. Let me show you how it’s done.
GONGFU AMAZON – CHAPTER 1: KILL BILL Incredible eye-opening, jaw-dropping information from a seller who is part of the Amazon Big Seller Committee.
BUILD A PROFIT PUMPING EMAIL LIST FROM A TO Z IN UNDER 30 MINS Email is not dead. It works very, very well if you know what you’re doing. Here’s everything you need to know, including a year of what to write.
UNLEASH THE FULL POTENTIAL OF SUCCESS WITH GOOGLE TO AMAZON ADS Discover the secrets of what to nnclude and what to avoid for maximum results when running Google to Amazon ads (25% of all Amazon sales start on Google)
ONLY 1% OF SELLERS USE THIS SECRET PPC STRATEGY – I BROUGHT IN $1 BILLION IN SALES WITH IT! Join the 1% and unlock the power of Amazon PPC structure that has brought us 1B+ in sales. Become a Game-Changer or Sink.
HALT NEGATIVE RATINGS AND REVIEWS BEFORE THEY BEGIN Post sale psychological warfare: how to halt negative ratings/reviews before they begin using the 7 figure flywheel fixer sequence.
LEAVE YOUR COMPETITORS IN THE DUST USING ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE Learn exactly how to unleash limitless creativity. This mind-blowing presentation will teach you how to harness the power of AI to generate awe-inspiring ideas, designs, and mockups.
SAVE A FORTUNE ON SPD and LTL SHIPMENTS – BETTER YET ELIMINATE THEM Experience the power of savings and say goodbye to pricey 3PL costs in the USA! No more paying a fortune for SPD or LTL shipments – learn how to eliminate them for good!
UNCOVER HIDDEN INTERNAL NOTES AND FLAGS ON YOUR LISTING COSTING YOU $$$ Unlock the power of amazon listing diagnosis! Uncover hidden internal notes and flags on your listing (and your competitors) with this top-secret method – fix them before they sabotage your rank!
BOOST CLICK-TROUGH RATES ON YOUR LISTING BY 300% OR MORE I’ll reveal several hidden CTR tricks. You’ll uncover the secrets to skyrocketing your click-through rate by a whopping 300% or more.
SOLVE HIGH TACOS ISSUES WITH UNMATCHED PRECISION Discover the Power of TACOS Mastery! Learn the Secrets of Diagnosing and Solving High TACOS Issues with Unmatched Precision and Skill!
I EXITED FOR 7 FIGURES. THIS IS WHAT I DID RIGHT AND WHAT I DID WRONG I’m going to share my 7-figure exit case study. Three things I did well, & 3 things I regret not doing. Plus, what life POST Amazon FBA exit is like.
MASTERCLASS OF ULTIMATE MARKETING SECRETS I USED TO SELL MY BRAND FOR $6 MILLION I sold one of my brands for $6 million. I’m spilling the beans on the Ultimate Marketing Secrets I used. Get ready for a masterclass with real-life examples – No smoke and mirrors, Just proven strategies and working examples
This is just the beginning. Lots more valuable content, incredible networking, 2 mastermind sessions and the famous hack contest!
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