Hate this town trey lewis

It’s going to be a tough sad day. I know how much intoxicated and alert i have to be. Every small decision brings big consequences. The more it is delayed the more it will cause problems for me. Maybe it’s a good time to start believing in god now. Several thoughts and doubts racing in my brain and i am scared that they might be true. I hate the fact that human life is this long.
Note to self: Meditate Smoke Drink coffee DON’T FUCKING SLEEP FOR NEXT 12 HRS Practice smiling again

I Have this theory I've been cooking since I saw the movie and I think it might hold up. First off I think spot is Miguel because through out the whole movie we find out the the reason for miles and spots creation is that spot gets another spider from another universe. The universe we assume is earth-42. We also learned that miles is prowler in this universe. What if miles-42 was never supposed to be spider man and always was destined to be prowler. The actual spider-man-42 being Miguel. However since spot took the spider from his universe he was never able. but you might be asking, "then why isn't Miguel in that universe?". Well as he stated in the movie, he tried to replace his family in anothe dimension. Something we also know is that Miguel and spot both made breakthroughs on interdimensional travel, hinting that they may be the same person. Also because of spot, the alternative future version of himself was robbed of his opportunity to be spider man. This is also where I incorporate details from his comix backstory. In the comix he also worked at alchemax, just like spot. We also know that he got his powers in an experiment gone wrong, however like Sony states, his origin is much different than the comix. What if what we see him injecting himself with is makeshift spider formula, because he was never able to be spider man, he made himself spider man. Also why he's so defensive on miles stoping spot, because spot is his past mistake. could also be another reason why Miguel hates miles so much is that he ruined is alternative future and wants to fix all of his mistakes (miles and spot included). When miles fights Miguel on the train, we see Miguel clawing through the train and miles responds with "you have claws, are you even spider man", which pissed Miguel off and supportive of my theory while also foreshadowing the reveal of spot being Miguels alternative past self. This theory even supports the first movies narrative that anyone can be spider man, even miles who was always destined to be prowler in another universe. And also ironic that someone like spot could've been spider man if he didn't work for someone like kingpin, something Miguel could be guilty of and possibly giving light to his original motive in the comix. Anyways just something I cooked up, I hope you guys like it.

I just want to know… if it ever mattered. All the boys in my life call you toxic. Say that you’re playing me and everything. I always doubted you. I know that’s not healthy… but all of your affections seemed baseless like trees without roots. I think if we survive this time maybe I’ll trust you.
I always felt like some sort of trophy and I never wanted to show my ugly sides to you. I thought you’d be disgusted with my flaws. That you only wanted me because you thought I was perfect (looking).
Now we’ve had another tiff and I can’t tell because you’re in another state, but you sound so angry. You sound like you hate me. Which is what I thought all along. That your affections were fragile and dependent upon how you perceived me or even as long as my issues weren’t inconveniencing.
We are waiting till you get back to talk about things… but it just feels like I’m waiting for sentencing. Why don’t you just tell me right now, that you don’t want to do this anymore? Why do we have to drag it out three days more?
I want all the good things we talked about before… but I relaxed a little too much and now it’s over. And I guess I’m just angry because I thought I finally understood you and that I knew how to better handle things.
Just for you to give up on me….

I’m just sitting here right, preparing to take a nap. And I just had a horrible thought and idk why it disturbs me so much.
I chose TLM because I figured everyone will know and there won’t be any spoilers
Kandras would make great taxidermists.
This probably wouldn’t disturb me any other day, but since I’m so tired, my brain won’t stop thinking about it.
I love kandras but they’ve always kinda creeped me out

So over the summer I (22F) managed to get a job at a dude ranch/resort in the Middle of the country side. I’m a server and I work with 8 other people who are around my age. I honestly love my job and the people that I work with, the thing is I have struggled to make friends for the three weeks I’ve been here.
There are about 70 of us working here and since we are pretty far away from any towns or city’s the majority of us live in property. They provide us with food at a dinning hall and each us have a building we live in.
The first issue I’m having is that the ladies I live with are quite a bit older than me. They are the massage ladies at the resort. They seem nice enough but we just really don’t have much in common.
This also makes me feel quite secluded from the kids my age. I feel like I don’t know what’s going on as the ladies I live with don’t exactly go out and do the stuff on the ranch.
The other issue I’m having I that I mainly work with guys my age. I get Along with them pretty well at work, but I’m terrified to ask to come along with them on hiking trips or trips to town as I don’t want to make them uncomfortable or feel like I might want something more than a friendship.
I feel at a loss here because I hear all my coworkers talking about the things their doing, but I just go home and play video games. It makes me feel like a loser. I was hoping this summer I would be able to go hiking, swimming horseback riding ect. Instead I spend my nights at home alone.
My mom says that I need to put my self into situations where I can talk to them outside of work but my only option for that is sitting in the dinning hall, and I have a feeling I’ll just end up sitting in my own. I’m at a loss as to what I should do. Any advice as to what I should do would be much appreciated!!

I’m currently under contract for an older house in town. I got the general inspection done last week and the sellers are selling “as-is”. I knew the house would need work, but due to the age of the house I have some concerns about both the foundation and the sewer lines. Plumbing isn’t currently working for the showers. I wanted to see if anyone would be willing to recommend a specialist for either house foundations or sewer lines. I’ve been working so hard towards getting a place of my own. I just don’t want this “needs work” to turn into a money pit I couldn’t handle.
If anyone has some solid recommendations or advice I’d really appreciate it!

I am autistic, so please bare with me on the odd title. It's difficult for me to explain what I am looking for here.
I have been trying to find books that cover something I don't see much but a lot of media has it in the background.
Like in Mass Effect 1, you can talk with someone who does financial engineering to help the Shadow Broker.
Or for more real-life examples: how the CIA supposedly operates through NGOs, how did the Black Hand in Serbia actually work on an organizational level (did local Serbian politicians support them?), how does the corruption operate in some small mining town in Montana, etc. Of course, I don't need literal answers to these, just hope it shows the ideas I am trying to get to.
One of the closest things that touched some of what I am looking for is Andor. But a lot of that was outright covert operations. However, Luthen establishing networks, Mon connecting with banks, the administrative meetings of imperial agents, etc. is what I am after.
While I am fine with some covert ops stuff, what I am mainly looking for is understanding the financial, administrative, and bureaucratic infrastructure behind political intrigue, black ops, corruption, crime, genocide, etc.
The book can be non-fiction or fiction, textbook or casual.
Also, I get some of this is broad. Look, I am after anything that can give me an ounce of this. I don't need something that hits everything, just like I can enjoy Andor when it was still heavily about the direct covert ops.
[Note, I get a feeling people might recommend Dune. I have already read Dune, so no need. But it's also NOT what I am looking for. Dune doesn't quite hit what I am after. It's too actiony and not enough intrigue or true talks about how the financing of CHOAM works. Like, I literally read the minutes for the HUAC committees, and that is closer to what I am after in a sense.]

I am autistic, so please bare with me on the odd title. It's difficult for me to explain what I am looking for here.
I have been trying to find books that cover something I don't see much but a lot of media has it in the background.
Like in Mass Effect 1, you can talk with someone who does financial engineering to help the Shadow Broker.
Or for more real-life examples: how the CIA supposedly operates through NGOs, how did the Black Hand in Serbia actually work on an organizational level (did local Serbian politicians support them?), how does the corruption operate in some small mining town in Montana, etc. Of course, I don't need literal answers to these, just hope it shows the ideas I am trying to get to.
One of the closest things that touched some of what I am looking for is Andor. But a lot of that was outright covert operations. However, Luthen establishing networks, Mon connecting with banks, the administrative meetings of imperial agents, etc. is what I am after.
While I am fine with some covert ops stuff, what I am mainly looking for is understanding the financial, administrative, and bureaucratic infrastructure behind political intrigue, black ops, corruption, crime, genocide, etc.
The book can be non-fiction or fiction, textbook or casual.
Also, I get some of this is broad. Look, I am after anything that can give me an ounce of this. I don't need something that hits everything, just like I can enjoy Andor when it was still heavily about the direct covert ops.
[Note, I get a feeling people might recommend Dune. I have already read Dune, so no need. But it's also NOT what I am looking for. Dune doesn't quite hit what I am after. It's too actiony and not enough intrigue or true talks about how the financing of CHOAM works. Like, I literally read the minutes for the HUAC committees, and that is closer to what I am after in a sense.]

Hello all.
I’m fairly new to the fish keeping hobby and historically haven’t ever kept anything over 10 gallons. My wife and I recently (not really that recently at this point) picked up a new 55 gallon tall. We spared no expense and went all out for everything we purchased for the tank. We bought roughly $300 worth of live plants, gave an aquasoil base layer, gravel, and then fine sand as a cap. We have a fairly nice dual set sponge filter with a bio media attachment that’s rated for 75 gallon tanks. I took bio media from my established tank and put it in those filters, as well as a good handful of duckweed from said established tank. Because of this, as well as lots of research we did, we assumed this, along with some API Quick Start, would be sufficient enough to go ahead and add fish.
We started with 10 black mollies, 5 giant snails, 2 bristlenose plecos, and a halfmoon betta. Everything was wonderful and everybody gets along. Plus many many hiding spaces for our betta.
About 2 weeks went by, and I religiously tested the water every single day. Using the API Master Freshwater Test Kit. Zero’s across the board for 2 weeks straight.
We consulted our towns resident fish expert at his shop and he seemed puzzled, but he ultimately decided that we may not have enough of a bioload on the tank. He advised we add 6 more mollies and give it some time, so we did.
It’s now been 6 weeks with fish in the tank. I have not done a single water change, only topped water off. I have tested the water every single day religiously. Still zeros across the board. The ammonia MAY get up to 0.25-0.50 PPM range, but then goes away the next day or so.
Overall my fish seem very happy, they eat well and play a lot. The mollies have even produced a few sets of fry, although they get eaten rather quickly.
I’m worried. I’m not sure what exactly I’m worried about but 6 weeks and no cycle starting freaks me out. Please help

Hello everyone! I’m currently looking for a rp partner who is semi-lit and i usually write 5-15 lines.I mainly do fandom role plays with canon characters. I mainly do mxm because I’m most comfortable with that writing style. I don’t have any triggers and I’d like fast-ish replies. I’m completely fine with smut and angst as i love building plots. I have multiple plots to use as well! I usually reply as fast as i can because i usually hate leaving people on delivered. I prefer doing cannon characters mainly because ocs tend to get quite confusing for me. On a lighter note Here’s a brief short list of the fandoms I’m in: -my hero academia -seraph of the end -free! -mystic messenger -twisted wonderland -ouran highschool host club -genshin impact -demon slayer -Jujitsu kiasen -helluva boss I could list out more fandoms if needed! If you’re interested please comment down below if you’re interest! I have multiple plots. But my main one is soulmate au: muse a and muse b are room mates. In order to find your soulmate in this universe you feel the same physical pain they do and get the same bruises,cuts ect. Muse a ends up getting hurt in some way and muse b feels it, at first they think it’s just a coincidence but then it turned out to be a re occurring thing.

Demographic : 19/female
I don’t know anything about mouth anatomy and for the longest time, I thought that I needed to clear my throat. That is, until I waited for this clogged/‘something is stuck’ sensation to return (it’s a daily thing). I stuck my fingers and figured out the mucus wasn’t coming from my throat, thus I wasn’t clearing my throat after all. The mucus was coming from the soft palate (the area above the Uvula). I stuck my finger through the opening to (I’m assuming my nasal cavity) and I felt my eyes and mouth water up. My theory is that there is supposed to be mucus there but it’s supposed to drain down to the throat. Instead, maybe my opening is too small, inflamed from infection, or too narrow and mucus stays there. Every single day I have to clear my soft palate (idk if that’s the right term) multiple times. I need this to go away. I don’t know when it started. My mom said it started back in middle school a few years ago but maybe it’s from a viral infection idk. It’s so annoying. I hate needing to have tissue by my bed so that I can clear the mucus every day. During conversation I literally feel on edge because I have to clear the mucus but

My dog Leo is a Corgi/Blue Heeler mix and we've had him ever since he was a puppy. He's almost 3 years old now and my wife and I have been having a lot of issues with him recently. Whenever I descend or ascend the stairs of our home he will get extremely aggressive: growling, snarling, nipping and excessive barking. He even barks and snarls when I walk past the top of the stairs when he's at the bottom.
He only does this when my wife and I are both home. If it's just one of us he's a perfect little angel and is just as cuddly and loving as I'd ever wanted him to be. But as soon as both of us are home he starts exhibiting this behavior. We believe it's an extreme case of seperation anxiety and I genuinely don't know what to do.
At first we tried distracting him with play, where my wife would throw his toys or play tug of war with him whenever I would go upstairs but he'd quickly run over as soon as he noticed and begin barking and snarling.
Then we tried distracting him with treats, where we'd bring him away from the stairs with treats and have him lay down and only give him the treat after he settled down. But that only seemed to associate a reward for barking as whenever he starts barking and snarling now he runs over to the area we give him treats at and starts begging for treats while barking and continuing this behavior.
At this point I don't know what to do. I've tried muzzling him, holding his jaws shut, kenneling him, shouting at him, just about everything that I know won't help but I'm just so out of my league I don't know what to do. It's so stressful to have to go through this every time I try to welcome my wife home from work, grab dinner, go to work, or anything involving the downstairs. It feels almost like I'm imprisoned in the upstairs.
And I am just so angry with myself, I don't want to hurt him or scare him but it's the only thing I know how to do and I hate hurting him. I just end up going upstairs and crying in the shower and hating myself even more whenever I do and I'm trying to be better and not do that. I love him so much and I don't want to have to give him up.
At this point we're trying to get our Vet to prescribe anti-anxiety meds which they suggested he may need but it's been a struggle as they say they don't want to until he's older but I don't think there's another option.
I know I'm new here, and I know I've done a lot wrong but I genuinely don't know what to do and I only want what's best for him. He's such a little angel and I really do love him. I hope I can find some good advice here so I can try to find more constructive and helpful ways of curtailing and dealing with this behavior.

I suddenly can’t play Diablo 4 anymore. When I launch it it loads my character into town. I can walk around for a few seconds then it crashes and says :
Fenris Diablo 4 Encountered an unexpected error
And it gives me a field to describe the issue when the problem occurred.
I have tried: Scan and repair: no change Completely uninstalling, re-downloading and re-installing Diablo IV - no change Renaming the Diablo IV folder - no change I’m at a loss. Yesterday I played the game all the way through to Lillith without issue.
Is this issue on my end or a Blizzard issue?
Thanks for any help.

I was groomed and raped at 16 years old by a man who was 28 at the time. We met online and it’s all my fault. I was on a dating app my freshman year of high school. I was also 14 when we started talking. Anyways we talked and I acted like I was 18 and in college. He basically found out my age, name, address, and what high school I went to. He even had information on my mother (full name along with maiden name). He made me feel awful and called me a liar and said I was a terrible human for lying about my age and yes I did all of those things and I hate myself for it. I don’t know what compelled me to unblock his number but I did. It was a a few days after this event and lo and behold he texted me within 1 hour of unblocking him. It made me feel like he was trying to reach me the entire time he’s been blocked. He told me he didn’t care I was 14 and that he wanted to be my friend anyways. I believed him. That was the start of our relationship which led to him SA multiple times and forcing me to record sex acts and send them to him. He has videos of me crying while taking my clothes off because he was threatening me. I’ve clearly lost my fucking marbles as I’m 22 now and I haven’t spoken to him in a few months. I miss talking to him and WHY? After all he did to me, I can’t help but want to hear from him. I feel sick to my stomach thinking about what he did and said to me. I work at a school now and my boss who is clearly in his 40s is hitting on me and the attention is reminding me of this sick fuck pervert that groomed me. I’m sorry I had to vent and rant. I needed to get this off my chest.

I’m a little over a month from turning 30 and it’s pretty daunting going into that alone. With the final stage of grief is acceptance so at this point I have to accept that my social skills are straight up trash. So here I am! Looking for my best friend on Reddit.
Before we get started, here’s a picture of me if you wanna see the bag of bones you’re talking to: https://imgur.com/gallery/7Z75WAV
I think my biggest issue is that most of the things I like to do aren’t traditional “guy” things to do. I’m not into sports, fishing, golf, cars or anything like that. I enjoy books and libraries, I spend a ton of time at book stores. I also listen to way too many audiobooks while I’m driving, working or just too mentally exhausted to exist. It’s to the pint where I’m at almost 8 months of listening time on audible. So if you’re into that and doing reading challenges on goodreads, you should definitely shoot me a message! Outside of my unhealthy coping mechanism of hiding in books, I also love food, games of all kinds, cold weather, lazy days binge rewatching my favorite shows and hoarding hoodies. I’m an elder emo kid and I pretty much dress the exact same way I did in high school. Now that I mention it, I listen to the same bands as I did in high school outside of the cool songs I find on TikTok. I love going to anime conventions, the renaissance festival, musicals, movies and concerts.
Some boring stuff about me: I work as a devops engineer remotely so I do t get outside of the house much. I hate the heat and humidity, so Kansas City during the summer has me stick to anywhere with AC.
What I’m looking for: Pretty much anyone as long as you are also an adult, you aren’t racist and you’re LGBTQ+ friendly. I’d love for us to have some shared hobbies and some different hobbies so we can introduce each other to new stuff. It would also be awesome if you lived in/near Kansas City but not definitely required, especially if you’d be cool with eventually meeting in the future!
What I can offer you: - Bad jokes - Recommendation of books and manga/anime - Companionship - Someone to tag along to things you’d rather not do alone

Unpopular Statement here…
Seems to be a lot of controversy about the courtesy cards we use out here in NYC, since some whistle decided to sue about it. For my guys down south who seem to have a completely different LE culture than us up here
We get as many as we pay for per year…. We give them to close family and very close friends who we trust with our name….. Yes, it’s a North East thing, we help each other out when it comes to family, because out here … all we really have is each other , when most of us work in areas where the public completely hates you. So when we give this to someone, we let you know that we trust them enough for you to consider them one of the good ones..
Almost got into a fist fight with a co worker today, still went to back him on a job and slammed the perp together.. while there was a crowd forming against us. If you have one of my cards, it’s because you wouldn’t step in that crowd
Especially for someone getting stopped for going 5mph over. We don’t expect it to be Get out of jail free. If they disrespect you, or give you a hard time, give them a ticket. But damn man if they just made a simple mistake, may be having a rough day, and they’re humble to you…. Show the damn courtesy that you would want your family to get.
https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2023/jun/04/nypd-lawsuit-courtesy-cards-traffic-tickets
Referencing this article. It was posted in protectandserve, but I can’t comment because I never sent my ID….

I’m tryna get the town skin, need to gain 1.3m more power after using speedups for buildings, still a little under 7 days left. I’ve been sitting around 6.5m power for weeks tho. How can I quickly gain 1.3 more for this skin?

I’m a little over a month from turning 30 and it’s pretty daunting going into that alone. With the final stage of grief is acceptance so at this point I have to accept that my social skills are straight up trash. So here I am! Looking for my best friend on Reddit.
Before we get started, here’s a picture of me if you wanna see the bag of bones you’re talking to: https://imgur.com/gallery/7Z75WAV
I think my biggest issue is that most of the things I like to do aren’t traditional “guy” things to do. I’m not into sports, fishing, golf, cars or anything like that. I enjoy books and libraries, I spend a ton of time at book stores. I also listen to way too many audiobooks while I’m driving, working or just too mentally exhausted to exist. It’s to the pint where I’m at almost 8 months of listening time on audible. So if you’re into that and doing reading challenges on goodreads, you should definitely shoot me a message! Outside of my unhealthy coping mechanism of hiding in books, I also love food, games of all kinds, cold weather, lazy days binge rewatching my favorite shows and hoarding hoodies. I’m an elder emo kid and I pretty much dress the exact same way I did in high school. Now that I mention it, I listen to the same bands as I did in high school outside of the cool songs I find on TikTok. I love going to anime conventions, the renaissance festival, musicals, movies and concerts.
Some boring stuff about me: I work as a devops engineer remotely so I do t get outside of the house much. I hate the heat and humidity, so Kansas City during the summer has me stick to anywhere with AC.
What I’m looking for: Pretty much anyone as long as you are also an adult, you aren’t racist and you’re LGBTQ+ friendly. I’d love for us to have some shared hobbies and some different hobbies so we can introduce each other to new stuff. It would also be awesome if you lived in/near Kansas City but not definitely required, especially if you’d be cool with eventually meeting in the future!
What I can offer you: - Bad jokes - Recommendation of books and manga/anime - Companionship - Someone to tag along to things you’d rather not do alone

I hate to say i am schizophrenic. Because it doesnt feel like a illnes and more like the true reality, that most people are not able to see yet. There is a deeper form of comunication, that most people dont realise. Its like reading thoughts or emotions. A lot of people can read my thoughts (not all thoughts, but those who i think with my own voice in my head (basically the "loud" thoughts)). especially my family, abuses this form of comunication to observe/watch me. I dont know if they realize, that i am aware of them observing me. But sometimes they do, and if they realize that i am aware of them, they stop most of the time. I did a lot of "tests" or reality checks to see if this form of comunication realy exists. and 90% of the time, those tests are positiv. It feels like soo many "coincidences" are happening back to back, that i cant belive anymore, that they are only coincidences. Its like impossible odds. I also belive that this form of communication is the next step of evolution for humans to communicate without words. I am wondering if anyone feels the same here, or if anyone even understands what i wrote, because its realy hard for me to explain. And it also does not help, that my englisch is terrible. There is a looot more to say than just that what i wrote, but im gona end it here. For now. You can ask me any questions if you have some. Would love to answer them. Im also open for sugestions, how i could deal with this. Because most of the time, i cant.
Have a lovely day and tysm for reading, it realy means a lot to me <3 :)

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I think the last time the seasons changed was in the 1950s and the monsters were created from the group messing up somehow back then. Since every monster is dressed in 50s-era attire.
That would explain why Victor doesn't know why the trees are changing. He's only been there since the 1970s or 80s, I think.
I haven't looked at the spooky kids closely enough to determine the era of clothing... But the 50s group being monsters may have something to do with what they did to the kids...Maybe they were born there as Fatima's will be and they thought they were evil, imprisoning them or they drowned in that lake, & got punished by being turned into literal monsters by whatever force is over the FROM town for it.
Am I misremembering or is the spooky kids' hair wet?!
Kids do love playing on swim rings, like the black ones we saw at the lake, that Elgin has weird feelings at.
I also think Marielle sees things now for the same reasons Jade does. Drugs. Since Jade is still seeing things, Marielle will retain this ability too.
I don't think Elgin was seriously hurt from his vision. But if I were writing the finale episode, he'd be incapacitated, but have new information from his hallucination, in the meantime Julie shares what he said, getting Boyd and/or her father interested.
Then, he'd wake up with some firm answers remembering his dream in detail, what happened at the lake, and how the town was punished and turned into monsters...
But if they end with the cliffhanger of Elgin just saying "I remember my dream..." and then fade to black? I'm out. That will be just too much stringing along w/o answers.
P.S. It's a small thing, but in the premiere episode of season 2, the opening crayon drawings from the credits contain one drawing of the house that collapsed. I attached the screenshot.
The interesting thing about it is there is what I can only describe as a magical black swirl around the house, indicating the forces collapsed it on purpose...by supernatural means.
From the opening credits of FROM season 2 episode 1
For those thinking it's some science-baed experiment.