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2021.12.02 09:21 TaikaJamppa MageCollegeWinterhold
We’re all about Skyrim’s Mages College of Winterhold. Everything that somehow fits here is welcome.
2013.10.25 06:32 Skyrim Role Play
This is a role play for the popular video game Skyrim, even though it's already a role play, but it's more social
2011.11.17 20:13 FlyByPC Firstworldproblems, for Dovahkiin...
2023.06.09 09:21 Young_Neji I am attempting to learn Python while creating a mini-game
Hello!
I am a rising second-year college student in Computer Engineering. I have a tiny bit of programming exercise with coding from taking a C course last semester. My career goal is to get into Machine Learning and I wanted to get familiar with Python before I thrust myself into Neural Networks. While learning the language, I decided to just jump headfirst into attempting to make a game. The user is able to create a hero and fight villains, level up, upgrade, and get stronger attacks. As of now, the game is just as simple as a turn-based simulator where the user and a villain take turns hitting each other with attacks.
As I started with zero knowledge, I used chatGPT. Rather than having it write the code for me, I rather chose to have it guide me with very detailed descriptions of have parts of Python worked (Functions, loops, IO, and now starting GUI building).
I like the way I am learning as I can actually see my progress being shown through different mechanics of my game.
Do you think this is a good personal project to work on? Could this be something that could go on my resume in the future? I really like using ChatGPT as it is more conversational than just watching a video or reading a book.
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I am a rising second-year college student in Computer Engineering. I have a tiny bit of programming exercise with coding from taking a C course last semester. My career goal is to get into Machine Learning and I wanted to get familiar with Python before I thrust myself into Neural Networks. While learning the language, I decided to just jump headfirst into attempting to make a game. The user is able to create a hero and fight villains, level up, upgrade, and get stronger attacks. As of now, the game is just as simple as a turn-based simulator where the user and a villain take turns hitting each other with attacks.
As I started with zero knowledge, I used chatGPT. Rather than having it write the code for me, I rather chose to have it guide me with very detailed descriptions of have parts of Python worked (Functions, loops, IO, and now starting GUI building).
I like the way I am learning as I can actually see my progress being shown through different mechanics of my game.
Do you think this is a good personal project to work on? Could this be something that could go on my resume in the future? I really like using ChatGPT as it is more conversational than just watching a video or reading a book.
2023.06.09 09:19 ThrowRAthedude11 i (21m) pissed off my situationship (21f). is there any way to save it?
if she sees this, it'll be a very awkward situation, but here goes.
i met this girl, alexandra, in a college debate tournament at upenn in the middle of february. for reference, i go to harvard and she goes to princeton. she was very good at debate. i was not. thanks to an odd series of unexpected wins for me and my partner, we got matched up against each other.
we were trolling, and so my partner spouted some bullshit about how the judge should vote for us because we were immigrants, even if we debated worse (i'm indian; alexandra is italian-american, a la tony soprano). somehow, the judge bought it, and we won, even though we debated the actual topic worse. i emailed her afterwards to gloat, one thing led to another, and we ended up talking all night (we knocked her out of the tournament; we got knocked out ourselves two rounds later). she complained about the shitty judge and how much she hated people like us who "made a joke of debate". we sent 42 emails that night.
after the tournament ended, we kept talking on email (about debate). eventually, i asked her for her snap (she was also, may i add, gorgeous). we added each other. we continued our conversation from email, at first, but eventually the long paragraph-style responses turned into just normal talking and snapping. she wasn't a big part of my life at this point, though; just another girl who was cute and interesting to talk to. i learned some stuff about her -- she's crazy smart, but has pretty basic music taste, but she's solid at dancing; i also learned all about her family and that kinda shit. the normal 'getting to know you' phase.
i think the kicker came during spring break (march 9th, around half a month after the tournament). i went back home to india for the break. while i was jetlagged and up at 4am, i ended up talking to her every night. those conversations made me fall head-over-heels in love with her. i don't really know how it happened, it just kind of did; at some point, all the love songs suddenly became about her. i had dated girls before, but i don't think i've ever loved a girl until her.we talked about our futures, and what we wanted to do and be, and just 2am deep conversation type stuff; in other words, it was a much more intimate friendship than before. we had the red heart on snap and everything.
i will note, however, that, while talking to her was great, around this time it went from a 50-50 balance to me starting around 70-80% of conversations. that made me anxious; as i fell more in love, and the prospect of being with her became more tantalizing, i became more and more preoccupied with each conversation, playing it over and over again in my head. vacation also messed with my head; i had hours with nothing to do, and i filled them in no small measure with thoughts, dreams of her.
i also used to flirt with her a lot over break. she always took it in stride; sometimes she flirted back, sometimes not so much. she used to talk a good amount about her exes though, and also about how cute she thought she looked.
it's so hard to tell how much of this was reciprocated, because she was honestly a pretty closed person. she's not very communicative about her emotions, about what she really thinks; i often had to cut through a dense layer of sarcasm to get to her real meaning.
but, at some point, things came to a head. i asked her to call me once; she responded by saying, "coffee?". like an absolute moron, i replied "i'm not a coffee guy personally." i didn't even realize she was asking me out to coffee -- i thought
she was asking whether i liked coffee or not. she screenshotted that, which tipped me off; but by then, it was too late.
a couple days later, then, i asked her out on a date myself. she did not reply to me for a day and a half. then, she said, "sorry i was really busy with work!"
i reply, "lol np i thought i scared u off"
"LMFAO no. fw the blouse?"
what the fuck? (she never replied to the date thing by saying either yes or no).
after that, i lay low for a while. just casual flirting, nothing crazy. im still madly in love.
you know what, i'll skip all the details of the next two months.
basically, we grow closer as friends, but then some other guy asks her out on a date. she doesn't respond. he keeps texting her for a week; she declines in the end. but this dude triggers my own insecurity about her. my own clinginess comes back with a vengeance, and i basically start spamming her hoping she'd reply. eventually, things blow up on the day before her birthday; i keep chatting her, she doesn't reply. i became super frustrated and text her phone number (which she gave me).
she asks why i felt the need to text her even after she didn't reply. i'll admit i lied here -- i said i texted her for some work-related stuff, in order to save face. she called me on the bullshit. i doubled down and then asked her how she knew i was the one who texted her (i gave her my number at some point, but i didn't remember it then). in response, she said she "couldn't deal with this" and unadded me on snapchat. i then texted her saying, "I get if u don’t want to talk but i like being friends w u and i don’t want to lose that."
she blocks me. then, as a last resort, i send this email:
dear alexandra,
i promise that this is my last time ever talking to you. i just wanted to say the things that i always left unsaid.first of all, just about our last conversation: yes, i was lying. i know i shouldn't have. i texted you because you weren't replying. i didn't realize you had my number. im sorry.
im practically asking for you to be mad at me. i know that. if i could take it back, i would, but i cant. and now you're gone for good.
you're one of the most amazing people i've ever known in literally every way. the most, probably. i still can't name something you're bad at (besides singing, in your own words). i know i joked a lot, with the 😍 emoji, about how 'perfect' you were, but every time i sent something sarcastic, i was basically just hiding a sincere compliment behind a joke. i meant everything i said. you really are perfect. i literally woke up every day and felt lucky just to know you. i used to smile every time i got a notification from you, for god's sake. it's funny how you can become so attached to someone you only met three months ago. but i guess that when the someone is you, it's hard to not.
and now i threw it all away because of my stupidity and inability to shut up. in a way, i guess it was bound to happen. where would we have been three months from now? six? an year? we wouldn't have been friends forever. well, i guess i'll never know what good times we could have had, because i threw any chance of ever talking to you again out the window.
you know, if the roles were flipped, i don't think you'd care half as much as i do. but i guess that's because you're at least twice as good as i am in every way. so don't read this and laugh, because i know i don't mean as much to you as you do to me, and i probably sound a little scary rn.
if there is any, any!, chance that you don't totally hate me and would want to talk, i'll probably be spending all of tomorrow waiting for any notification from you. probably most of monday too.
but if not, i know that someday you'll become someone brilliant and famous and i'll see you on TV one day, and i just hope that you'll remember me down the line. not as the liar who you blocked, but as the harvard guy who you had some good times with while it lasted.happy birthday. i hope you have a perfect day.
sincerely,
sikandar.
i get unblocked, but no actual reply. this was 20 days ago. i was drunk and sent her a joke on tiktok two days ago -- no reply, again.
i love her an unhealthy amount. i can freely admit that to myself. but if there's any chance of salvaging this situation in a way where she's still talking to me -- friend, girlfriend, whatever! -- does someone know how?
also, i really wanted to read a paper she wrote -- if nothing else, can i still ask for that?
thanks.
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i met this girl, alexandra, in a college debate tournament at upenn in the middle of february. for reference, i go to harvard and she goes to princeton. she was very good at debate. i was not. thanks to an odd series of unexpected wins for me and my partner, we got matched up against each other.
we were trolling, and so my partner spouted some bullshit about how the judge should vote for us because we were immigrants, even if we debated worse (i'm indian; alexandra is italian-american, a la tony soprano). somehow, the judge bought it, and we won, even though we debated the actual topic worse. i emailed her afterwards to gloat, one thing led to another, and we ended up talking all night (we knocked her out of the tournament; we got knocked out ourselves two rounds later). she complained about the shitty judge and how much she hated people like us who "made a joke of debate". we sent 42 emails that night.
after the tournament ended, we kept talking on email (about debate). eventually, i asked her for her snap (she was also, may i add, gorgeous). we added each other. we continued our conversation from email, at first, but eventually the long paragraph-style responses turned into just normal talking and snapping. she wasn't a big part of my life at this point, though; just another girl who was cute and interesting to talk to. i learned some stuff about her -- she's crazy smart, but has pretty basic music taste, but she's solid at dancing; i also learned all about her family and that kinda shit. the normal 'getting to know you' phase.
i think the kicker came during spring break (march 9th, around half a month after the tournament). i went back home to india for the break. while i was jetlagged and up at 4am, i ended up talking to her every night. those conversations made me fall head-over-heels in love with her. i don't really know how it happened, it just kind of did; at some point, all the love songs suddenly became about her. i had dated girls before, but i don't think i've ever loved a girl until her.we talked about our futures, and what we wanted to do and be, and just 2am deep conversation type stuff; in other words, it was a much more intimate friendship than before. we had the red heart on snap and everything.
i will note, however, that, while talking to her was great, around this time it went from a 50-50 balance to me starting around 70-80% of conversations. that made me anxious; as i fell more in love, and the prospect of being with her became more tantalizing, i became more and more preoccupied with each conversation, playing it over and over again in my head. vacation also messed with my head; i had hours with nothing to do, and i filled them in no small measure with thoughts, dreams of her.
i also used to flirt with her a lot over break. she always took it in stride; sometimes she flirted back, sometimes not so much. she used to talk a good amount about her exes though, and also about how cute she thought she looked.
it's so hard to tell how much of this was reciprocated, because she was honestly a pretty closed person. she's not very communicative about her emotions, about what she really thinks; i often had to cut through a dense layer of sarcasm to get to her real meaning.
but, at some point, things came to a head. i asked her to call me once; she responded by saying, "coffee?". like an absolute moron, i replied "i'm not a coffee guy personally." i didn't even realize she was asking me out to coffee -- i thought
she was asking whether i liked coffee or not. she screenshotted that, which tipped me off; but by then, it was too late.
a couple days later, then, i asked her out on a date myself. she did not reply to me for a day and a half. then, she said, "sorry i was really busy with work!"
i reply, "lol np i thought i scared u off"
"LMFAO no. fw the blouse?
what the fuck? (she never replied to the date thing by saying either yes or no).
after that, i lay low for a while. just casual flirting, nothing crazy. im still madly in love.
you know what, i'll skip all the details of the next two months.
basically, we grow closer as friends, but then some other guy asks her out on a date. she doesn't respond. he keeps texting her for a week; she declines in the end. but this dude triggers my own insecurity about her. my own clinginess comes back with a vengeance, and i basically start spamming her hoping she'd reply. eventually, things blow up on the day before her birthday; i keep chatting her, she doesn't reply. i became super frustrated and text her phone number (which she gave me).
she asks why i felt the need to text her even after she didn't reply. i'll admit i lied here -- i said i texted her for some work-related stuff, in order to save face. she called me on the bullshit. i doubled down and then asked her how she knew i was the one who texted her (i gave her my number at some point, but i didn't remember it then). in response, she said she "couldn't deal with this" and unadded me on snapchat. i then texted her saying, "I get if u don’t want to talk but i like being friends w u and i don’t want to lose that."
she blocks me. then, as a last resort, i send this email:
dear alexandra,
i promise that this is my last time ever talking to you. i just wanted to say the things that i always left unsaid.first of all, just about our last conversation: yes, i was lying. i know i shouldn't have. i texted you because you weren't replying. i didn't realize you had my number. im sorry.
im practically asking for you to be mad at me. i know that. if i could take it back, i would, but i cant. and now you're gone for good.
you're one of the most amazing people i've ever known in literally every way. the most, probably. i still can't name something you're bad at (besides singing, in your own words). i know i joked a lot, with the 😍 emoji, about how 'perfect' you were, but every time i sent something sarcastic, i was basically just hiding a sincere compliment behind a joke. i meant everything i said. you really are perfect. i literally woke up every day and felt lucky just to know you. i used to smile every time i got a notification from you, for god's sake. it's funny how you can become so attached to someone you only met three months ago. but i guess that when the someone is you, it's hard to not.
and now i threw it all away because of my stupidity and inability to shut up. in a way, i guess it was bound to happen. where would we have been three months from now? six? an year? we wouldn't have been friends forever. well, i guess i'll never know what good times we could have had, because i threw any chance of ever talking to you again out the window.
you know, if the roles were flipped, i don't think you'd care half as much as i do. but i guess that's because you're at least twice as good as i am in every way. so don't read this and laugh, because i know i don't mean as much to you as you do to me, and i probably sound a little scary rn.
if there is any, any!, chance that you don't totally hate me and would want to talk, i'll probably be spending all of tomorrow waiting for any notification from you. probably most of monday too.
but if not, i know that someday you'll become someone brilliant and famous and i'll see you on TV one day, and i just hope that you'll remember me down the line. not as the liar who you blocked, but as the harvard guy who you had some good times with while it lasted.happy birthday. i hope you have a perfect day.
sincerely,
sikandar.
i get unblocked, but no actual reply. this was 20 days ago. i was drunk and sent her a joke on tiktok two days ago -- no reply, again.
i love her an unhealthy amount. i can freely admit that to myself. but if there's any chance of salvaging this situation in a way where she's still talking to me -- friend, girlfriend, whatever! -- does someone know how?
also, i really wanted to read a paper she wrote -- if nothing else, can i still ask for that?
thanks.
2023.06.09 09:19 Potential_Handle_799 when would be the best time to move in sa dorm/condo?
Hello, incoming college freshman here na need mag-condo kasi probinsyana and nasa NCR pa ang school. Ask ko lang if semi/fully furnished naman na yung condo na irerent, ilang weeks before start of classes should I move in? considering na I still need to buy school supplies, groceries, and other needs pa
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2023.06.09 09:19 Specific-Ad-1488 Does RVCE have any TAG??
So in future if i apply for foriegn unis will they consider that i did my bachelors from RVCE or it is just considerd as RaNDoM Piirrriivaatee CooLEgee in INDIA...and how many students per year go abroad for their masters ??
one qoura answer is--
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one qoura answer is--
https://preview.redd.it/1gkypiex0y4b1.png?width=1920&format=png&auto=webp&s=2245e93517f72bb5e471b9d14cdc5bc1fda79c16
2023.06.09 09:16 Way2GoSuperStar How do I as an immigrant find a stable income job to leave my abusive boyfriend? Please I need some advice tips ect
Honestly I don't know how to title this well and just hoping so much it'll be read by the right hands of people. I'm a (F21) who's been dating this man (M20) for almost two years. Unfortunately he turned out to be abusive when I moved in with him. I had no choice but to live with him because my mother kicked me out her apartment last year and she told me I was an immigrant with no work permit no green card no nothing even though I've been in the United States since I was 2 months old. I graduated highschool and did a year of college before dropping out to help her with bills. My boyfriend began to verbally abuse me and I tried to call a woman's sheleter and they tell me the same spill that police give me. If I haven't been hit physical abuse they can't do anything because they're just mean words. I'm honestly so scared and I feel so trapped. He treats me like dog water and shit because he earns 1k every single week and he has money over my head. I recently found out he was paying only fans to see content and when I asked him to please stop he didn't. He never respects me when I ask him to stop doing something and when ever I try to talk to him like normal civilized adults he makes every argument and conversation about him him him. He turns everything on me and plays victim.
I've tried to put myself in his shoes and I have but it doesn't give him the right to insult me in everything. I can't even begin to describe the things he's said to me. Unfortunately I have not a single cent or item in my name and I tried to run away last night with my small dog he found me brought me back and verbally abuses me. I don't want to be involved with the police I just want to save money to leave or find a solution to leave with my small dog far away from this man and not be homeless on the street. I'm so exhausted from all this I can't begin to add on everything he's done. If someone can give me advice on way to do please let me know I'll try anything at this point to find a resource to leave. I've even thought about go fund me but I don't know if anyone would donate to help me from an abusive partner as an immigrant woman.
TL;DR stuck with abusive man so I won't be homeless I need cash to leave or a job but I have no papers or green card but I've been in the US since I was 2 months old I eve graduated here. Is there anything I can do to help myself to leave or get money so I don't depend on this horrible abusive man.
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I've tried to put myself in his shoes and I have but it doesn't give him the right to insult me in everything. I can't even begin to describe the things he's said to me. Unfortunately I have not a single cent or item in my name and I tried to run away last night with my small dog he found me brought me back and verbally abuses me. I don't want to be involved with the police I just want to save money to leave or find a solution to leave with my small dog far away from this man and not be homeless on the street. I'm so exhausted from all this I can't begin to add on everything he's done. If someone can give me advice on way to do please let me know I'll try anything at this point to find a resource to leave. I've even thought about go fund me but I don't know if anyone would donate to help me from an abusive partner as an immigrant woman.
TL;DR stuck with abusive man so I won't be homeless I need cash to leave or a job but I have no papers or green card but I've been in the US since I was 2 months old I eve graduated here. Is there anything I can do to help myself to leave or get money so I don't depend on this horrible abusive man.
2023.06.09 09:16 ThrowRA14244322 My (20F) boyfriend's (20M) friends hate me
I'll try and keep this short, but this has been on my mind a lot recently and I would appreciate some thoughts.
My boyfriend has lived with a couple of his friends in college for a few years, and they plan on living together for the foreseeable future. And since the first time I met them, we've had a weird relationship. We never really connected, or ever had a conversation because I'm admittedly a very socially anxious person and our interests just don't align at all. I always got the sense that they didn't really like me, and it all became obvious after my boyfriend and I broke up for a brief period. It was very messy, and in the process my boyfriend told me his friends didn't like me, and specific things they said they disliked about me, plus his friends openly told me I was not welcome in their house ever again. Once my boyfriend and I got back together, his friends would pretend like I didn't exist. It's been over 6 months now since we've gotten back together, and it's still at this point where his friends don't say hi back, and openly express to my boyfriend that he shouldn't be with me, and it just feels like it's getting worse.
My boyfriend has expressed to me that it upsets him that I can't come to parties, or hang out with his friends, but it isn't the end of the world. So I just want to know if you think this could have drastic effects on our relationship? I really love him, and I wish that we could all just get along, but I understand it doesn't work like that. Just open disapproval of your partner from the people you're with every single day and will be with for at least a couple more years feels like it could be a lot on someone. Thank you for reading.
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My boyfriend has lived with a couple of his friends in college for a few years, and they plan on living together for the foreseeable future. And since the first time I met them, we've had a weird relationship. We never really connected, or ever had a conversation because I'm admittedly a very socially anxious person and our interests just don't align at all. I always got the sense that they didn't really like me, and it all became obvious after my boyfriend and I broke up for a brief period. It was very messy, and in the process my boyfriend told me his friends didn't like me, and specific things they said they disliked about me, plus his friends openly told me I was not welcome in their house ever again. Once my boyfriend and I got back together, his friends would pretend like I didn't exist. It's been over 6 months now since we've gotten back together, and it's still at this point where his friends don't say hi back, and openly express to my boyfriend that he shouldn't be with me, and it just feels like it's getting worse.
My boyfriend has expressed to me that it upsets him that I can't come to parties, or hang out with his friends, but it isn't the end of the world. So I just want to know if you think this could have drastic effects on our relationship? I really love him, and I wish that we could all just get along, but I understand it doesn't work like that. Just open disapproval of your partner from the people you're with every single day and will be with for at least a couple more years feels like it could be a lot on someone. Thank you for reading.
2023.06.09 09:16 Revolutionary-Ad9616 Optic Retail Hit!
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2023.06.09 09:15 haus_dorff Utang na loob
I was raised by mom alone never nag ambag since birth yung sperm donor ko. She was a single mom and already died. I stayed connected with my father's side. So nagulat ako nang biglang nag-ask yung lola ko sa father side para samahan siya sa opera, nasayang unang punta namin kasi naubusan ng room. Naging successful naman pangalawang punta. Tapos hindi ko na siya nasamahan sa follow up check up kinabukasan kasi bday ng gf ko. Tapos sinabihan ko na tatay ko na gawan ng paraan. Ngayon yung kaibigan pala ng lola ko ang sumama.
It turns out na need ulit ikalawang opera tapos ang lola ko nagmamakaawa sakin para samahan ko ulit siya kaso nasa probinsiya ano nun with my gf para mameet parents niya. Ginuguilt-trip na ako ng lola ko na kesyo responsible man ako na need niya ako and all sort of paawa. Sinabi ko na sa tatay kong inutil pero wala siyang magawa. Ako pa nagiging tulay nila mag-ina. Like wtf? Hindi niyo ako pinalaki. Wala akong alam tungkol sa inyo. Puwede ba wag niyo ako isama sa shit niyo. Marami pang anak yung tatay ko at may iba pang apo at anak yung lola ko. Bakit ako ginugulo niyo? Hello, I worked my ass so hard to finish college kasi walang ambag yang anak mo. Now I'm working as an instructor and tutor to feed myself and my sister. Kasi hindi ako umasa sa sustentong kailangan pa ipalimos sa inyo.
The advice I need is tama ba ginawa kong hindi siya samahan? Naaawa rin naman ako sa lola ko pero wtf I got my own shit naman. How to make my sperm donor to move his ass and make way para may kasama naman yung lola ko.
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It turns out na need ulit ikalawang opera tapos ang lola ko nagmamakaawa sakin para samahan ko ulit siya kaso nasa probinsiya ano nun with my gf para mameet parents niya. Ginuguilt-trip na ako ng lola ko na kesyo responsible man ako na need niya ako and all sort of paawa. Sinabi ko na sa tatay kong inutil pero wala siyang magawa. Ako pa nagiging tulay nila mag-ina. Like wtf? Hindi niyo ako pinalaki. Wala akong alam tungkol sa inyo. Puwede ba wag niyo ako isama sa shit niyo. Marami pang anak yung tatay ko at may iba pang apo at anak yung lola ko. Bakit ako ginugulo niyo? Hello, I worked my ass so hard to finish college kasi walang ambag yang anak mo. Now I'm working as an instructor and tutor to feed myself and my sister. Kasi hindi ako umasa sa sustentong kailangan pa ipalimos sa inyo.
The advice I need is tama ba ginawa kong hindi siya samahan? Naaawa rin naman ako sa lola ko pero wtf I got my own shit naman. How to make my sperm donor to move his ass and make way para may kasama naman yung lola ko.
2023.06.09 09:13 intporigins Was going through lectures for college, reminded me of you guys.
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2023.06.09 09:13 ahendu20945 Prospective Transfer Student
Hey guys, I’m finally to the point in life where I really want to go back to college and finish my degree, and before COVID happened, UoM was the place I wanted to be. I originally went to Grand Valley State University, mostly because i had a ton of friends there and i wasn’t sure if i’d get into Umich with my high school transcripts
I’ve got 66 credits from GVSU, 52 of which are transferable, and i’ll be taking calc and organic chemistry at my local community college this fall to get those credits to 60. My GPA from GVSU is a 3.77.
My biggest worry is that it’s been two years since I was actually in school. After COVID sent everything online, my performance went down, and i decided to step down from college and go to work during the winter semester of 2021 until thins went back to normal. I waited longer than I should have to get back into the groove of things.
i’m wondering if you guys think this would be an issue in me applying to UoM since there’s such a gap between my studies. I want to apply for the college of LSA.
Another issue, since it’s been years, I am unsure how I would get any letters of recommendations from my college professors. I could get one from a friend of mine who graduated from UMICH, and prow mt from some old high school teachers, but are those even good options for letters of rec?
thanks again guys. I do plan on attending a virtual transfer session soon to learn more. Really hoping i have a good chance. This is my dream
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I’ve got 66 credits from GVSU, 52 of which are transferable, and i’ll be taking calc and organic chemistry at my local community college this fall to get those credits to 60. My GPA from GVSU is a 3.77.
My biggest worry is that it’s been two years since I was actually in school. After COVID sent everything online, my performance went down, and i decided to step down from college and go to work during the winter semester of 2021 until thins went back to normal. I waited longer than I should have to get back into the groove of things.
i’m wondering if you guys think this would be an issue in me applying to UoM since there’s such a gap between my studies. I want to apply for the college of LSA.
Another issue, since it’s been years, I am unsure how I would get any letters of recommendations from my college professors. I could get one from a friend of mine who graduated from UMICH, and prow mt from some old high school teachers, but are those even good options for letters of rec?
thanks again guys. I do plan on attending a virtual transfer session soon to learn more. Really hoping i have a good chance. This is my dream
2023.06.09 09:12 Morally_Disgusting Title scam krra hai
 | Mujhe career counselling chaiye thi toh maine google pe search kia toh mujhe ye site mili. Inse call pe bat kri toh bnda puchta hai kitni percentile hai blah blah maine bola mujhe koi bnda chaiye basically jo last round tak baith jaye josaa ke toh ye bolne lga jo clg chaiye apko wha dal denge khra top nits mai cse dilwa denge, mai bola possible hi nahi hai meri rank mai, toh bolra apne jugad rhte hai ap 25k dena jab apki seat hum confirm krenge aur jab ap college jaoge toh 75k dena💀💀 pls mujhe koi btao aisa sai mai toh nahi hota na. submitted by Morally_Disgusting to JEENEETards [link] [comments] |
2023.06.09 09:12 Turbulent-Duck-5449 Just purchased my first basketball card, what do y'all think?
 | I'm new to collecting and don't know alot about the hobby, but Im a big fan of Tyrese Haliburton so I picked up one of his auto cards on ebay. It's from college so idk if it's worth as much as an NBA one, but I think he's gonna be a star once he gets better teammates. Do college rookie cards have any value compared to NBA ones? What are other things that determine a card's value? submitted by Turbulent-Duck-5449 to basketballcards [link] [comments] |
2023.06.09 09:09 JohnSmithTA I don't understand Destiny's use of the word term "far-left"
EDIT Fuck me I can't fix the title
I don't think Steve's being bad faith when he referred to Pakman as far-left because he has referred to himself as far- left prior to this.
That being said, if he and Pakman are far-left, what is somebody like Cenk or Emma? extreme-left? And then if they're extreme-left, what are communists? super-duper-far-left? And tankies, super-duper-extra-far-left?
I would be shocked if most people wouldn't cateegorise Steve as centre-left, Cenk and Emma as left, communists as far-left and tankies as extreme-left. This seems like a far more reasonable (or at least common) way to categorise people.
Also inb4 "Cenk/commies/tankies aren't left, they're populist", there is a significant difference between left and right populism and there are gradations within left and right populism. Maybe you could argue the gradations go centre-left, left, far left, populist left, extreme populist left, but I don't think anybody thinks about these categories that way.
So TL;DR I don't blame Pakman for instinctively being upset when being called far-left by Steve because almost nobody uses the word/term the way Steve does.
Also plz no ban and plz play Starsector
EDIT: Also for anybody that thinks Steve is further to the left than centre left, I'd be curious to hear what positions he holds that would lead you to believe that. Unless my mind has been poisoned by online politics, I think a majority of democrats favour policy positions like rent control, wealth taxes, significantly higher tax brackets for the wealthy, raising the capital gains tax, single payer healthcare, free or dramatically subsidised college, student debt forgiveness, getting money out of politics, opposition to military interventions (except maybe Ukraine) and reducied military spending, banning , supporting or at least indifferent to cancel culture, maybe even trans women in women's sports. These are positions that are all or mostly to the left of Steve. Now how many of Steve's positions are to the left of these people, maybe immigration?
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I don't think Steve's being bad faith when he referred to Pakman as far-left because he has referred to himself as far- left prior to this.
That being said, if he and Pakman are far-left, what is somebody like Cenk or Emma? extreme-left? And then if they're extreme-left, what are communists? super-duper-far-left? And tankies, super-duper-extra-far-left?
I would be shocked if most people wouldn't cateegorise Steve as centre-left, Cenk and Emma as left, communists as far-left and tankies as extreme-left. This seems like a far more reasonable (or at least common) way to categorise people.
Also inb4 "Cenk/commies/tankies aren't left, they're populist", there is a significant difference between left and right populism and there are gradations within left and right populism. Maybe you could argue the gradations go centre-left, left, far left, populist left, extreme populist left, but I don't think anybody thinks about these categories that way.
So TL;DR I don't blame Pakman for instinctively being upset when being called far-left by Steve because almost nobody uses the word/term the way Steve does.
Also plz no ban and plz play Starsector
EDIT: Also for anybody that thinks Steve is further to the left than centre left, I'd be curious to hear what positions he holds that would lead you to believe that. Unless my mind has been poisoned by online politics, I think a majority of democrats favour policy positions like rent control, wealth taxes, significantly higher tax brackets for the wealthy, raising the capital gains tax, single payer healthcare, free or dramatically subsidised college, student debt forgiveness, getting money out of politics, opposition to military interventions (except maybe Ukraine) and reducied military spending, banning , supporting or at least indifferent to cancel culture, maybe even trans women in women's sports. These are positions that are all or mostly to the left of Steve. Now how many of Steve's positions are to the left of these people, maybe immigration?
2023.06.09 09:07 IDKman0-2 please help me find smth
does someone knows any anime/manga/manhwa, whatever, that has a quiet protagonist with a certain look at school/college/work but its someone completelly different outside of it?? kinda like horimiya. any gender is fine, but if it has action even better. please!!i've been looking for smth but end up watching the same things over cause i can't find anything🥲
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2023.06.09 09:07 DBCooper_OG There is no place like Nebraska
I grew up in rural Lincoln, I lived in Lincoln for college, and moved to LA almost 20 years ago. There's a whole network of Nebraskans out here, it's really one of a kind. And we get a lot of compliments for our midwest accents, enthusiastic naivete, and our straightforward demeanor. We know how to work hard, we're polite, humble, hospitable, family-oriented, we're well educated, and generally a lot of fun to be around. And Husker football is literally famous, there's no lack of opinions on how... I digress. To put it plainly, there's a lot to take pride in for Nebraskans.
Generally speaking, and perhaps our hugest source of pride, is that we've always taken care of ourselves, and have thrived doing so. We have innovated and provided general access to state-of-the-art agricultural, medical, and fintech opportunities, have some of the cleanest environments in the entire US, we're a formidable player in green energy, we have a unicameral and divide our electoral votes, Omaha Steaks sets a worldwide standard, we give back to the Fed (Nation) more than we borrow, etc; and there is a sense from living there that you can go anywhere in the entire State and find fellow Nebraskans who are polite, well-educated, and eager to find common ground - at the very least we'll have a beer with ya. Much like out here in LA, by simply being a Nebraskan (or first degree acquainted) you're entitled to our kinship worldwide; very few Americans can claim such an honor.
Nebraskans also recognize that there isn't, or at least hasn't, been a wide gap in classism. You can be Warren Buffett and visit a drive-thru every morning, and we could think nothing of it. The Nebraska community is relatively small, and so the contractor who built your house, your insurance agent, accountant, teacher, pastor, organist, nurse, babysitter, bartender, barista, the student who you see at the coffee house, these are all folks who literally live next door to you and call Nebraska home. True Nebraskans understand that they're all our neighbors and are all entitled to the same world-famous Nebraska-brand respect. Although there was some distinction between neighborhoods when I called Lincoln home, there was literally nowhere in the city my friends or I would avoid. We're all in it together, trying to make it The Good Life for ALL Nebraskans. I love Nebraska.
But this year is certainly different. I haven't been away for so long that Nebraska should be unrecognizable. How is it that I read news of our neighbors hating each other over trivial, personal matters? That shit used to NOT be important! Nebraska used to be a SAFE haven against the crazy outside world, a place where you felt comfortable around your neighbors because, like you, they're Nebraskans! All of 'em!
Get your shit together folks, we have literally a GLOBAL reputation to uphold of being good people. Let's take care of our fellow Nebrakans, we bleed Husker Red all the same. I know we are better than this b.s. I'm hearing about, go out and vote to correct these mistakes. Please, vote for yourselves and for all the rest of your fellow Nebraskans out in the world upholding REAL Nebraskan values.
Show 'em what ya got, good 'ol Nebraska, you.
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Generally speaking, and perhaps our hugest source of pride, is that we've always taken care of ourselves, and have thrived doing so. We have innovated and provided general access to state-of-the-art agricultural, medical, and fintech opportunities, have some of the cleanest environments in the entire US, we're a formidable player in green energy, we have a unicameral and divide our electoral votes, Omaha Steaks sets a worldwide standard, we give back to the Fed (Nation) more than we borrow, etc; and there is a sense from living there that you can go anywhere in the entire State and find fellow Nebraskans who are polite, well-educated, and eager to find common ground - at the very least we'll have a beer with ya. Much like out here in LA, by simply being a Nebraskan (or first degree acquainted) you're entitled to our kinship worldwide; very few Americans can claim such an honor.
Nebraskans also recognize that there isn't, or at least hasn't, been a wide gap in classism. You can be Warren Buffett and visit a drive-thru every morning, and we could think nothing of it. The Nebraska community is relatively small, and so the contractor who built your house, your insurance agent, accountant, teacher, pastor, organist, nurse, babysitter, bartender, barista, the student who you see at the coffee house, these are all folks who literally live next door to you and call Nebraska home. True Nebraskans understand that they're all our neighbors and are all entitled to the same world-famous Nebraska-brand respect. Although there was some distinction between neighborhoods when I called Lincoln home, there was literally nowhere in the city my friends or I would avoid. We're all in it together, trying to make it The Good Life for ALL Nebraskans. I love Nebraska.
But this year is certainly different. I haven't been away for so long that Nebraska should be unrecognizable. How is it that I read news of our neighbors hating each other over trivial, personal matters? That shit used to NOT be important! Nebraska used to be a SAFE haven against the crazy outside world, a place where you felt comfortable around your neighbors because, like you, they're Nebraskans! All of 'em!
Get your shit together folks, we have literally a GLOBAL reputation to uphold of being good people. Let's take care of our fellow Nebrakans, we bleed Husker Red all the same. I know we are better than this b.s. I'm hearing about, go out and vote to correct these mistakes. Please, vote for yourselves and for all the rest of your fellow Nebraskans out in the world upholding REAL Nebraskan values.
Show 'em what ya got, good 'ol Nebraska, you.
2023.06.09 09:02 hokayews I can't enjoy life
I'd be glad if anyone have time for to read this and I don't know if this will help but I just said why shouldn't I try to write it down on somewhere so here it is.
As a teenager (20yo in this october) who lives in Turkey and have learned just enough english to write something down in from school and self teaching. I feel like I'm not for this world to live, like, I don't like nor handle people around me If I dont like them. I mean, how do people even work in such jobs that you have to tolerance people and serve them in some way. I can't handle that.
My dad works for his job but his shop is for rent like our home (me, my dad, and my grandma) and we pay our rents by my grandma's salary. And the country is going to be worse next years, turkish liras is getting worthless and worthless day by day. I just can't handle being poor and have no money in my wallet as I see anyone having no issues with money or coming from rich family which you can understand that I'm not that lucky.
For this reason, I've met someone and he teached me how to make money my selling league of legends accounts. As someone who don't have and specific talent or don't want to deal with people I liked this idea to way make money. It was good at first, the money I made was my first earned and it was my money. I forgot to mention that my dad is wasting money on himself as he wishes and we don't have something common, It really hurts that I don't like him and we rarely talk...
So I try to work in his shop but I really don't know if its the worst job ever or am I just autistic and can't handle it. He doesn't giving me money until I mentioned about this money issue but still, ever since I knew him, he was always in debt. And this never changed.
As I made money by selling league of legends accounts, (making it 30lvl and selling it on website) even though I don't know what to spend on my money, I tried to make it more by crypto. I traded in and used "futures", like, the leverage and long-short one. At first I made 40 dollars to 250 around dollars.
Then I deleted binance and kept going on my life without risking it. But, my ex texted me and she was so toxic and bad to me idk why did I texted back to her. We met and went to theme park and had one day together. I spent some money as normally, around 35 dollars. I don't usually spend this much money so I panicked and got back in crypto shit...
As you can guess I've lost all my money and then went into depression for 1 week
Then after 1 month, I was telling myself to not get in crypto again and at least stay with what I lost. But one night my dad came in to my room and saw the airpods I bought for myself and I haven't told him because he'd ask me with which money did I buy it. So I made him believe that it was fake airpods and told him cheaper price and that I saved some money to buy it, he believed but still got mad to me because not telling him.
So I got mad too and downloaded back again binance. had 40 dollars again and made it 500 dollars
Omg I can't really believe that HOW DID I lost that money without ever realizing what could I do with that money it really hurts me because it was my money and Ive earned it and lost it in the same way I know its not the end of the world but it actually is
-I can't hande the same things happening all day all night all week all month all year
-I don't have anything from my family so I have to work on myself
-Turkey and its economy are getting worse and worse, rich gets richer, poor gets poorer
-I have 1 guy friend that I talk to and really thinks for me and there's a girl too who thinks for me but she's studying and will go to college exam so we can't talk a lot.
I guess I'm gonna go in military which is obligatory for 6 months and if you do 6 more months (12 months total) you get paid for the second 6 months which is 2200$ and then I'll see where it goes.I hope I can keep going that far.
Thanks for reading and your time
any comments and advices appreciated...
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As a teenager (20yo in this october) who lives in Turkey and have learned just enough english to write something down in from school and self teaching. I feel like I'm not for this world to live, like, I don't like nor handle people around me If I dont like them. I mean, how do people even work in such jobs that you have to tolerance people and serve them in some way. I can't handle that.
My dad works for his job but his shop is for rent like our home (me, my dad, and my grandma) and we pay our rents by my grandma's salary. And the country is going to be worse next years, turkish liras is getting worthless and worthless day by day. I just can't handle being poor and have no money in my wallet as I see anyone having no issues with money or coming from rich family which you can understand that I'm not that lucky.
For this reason, I've met someone and he teached me how to make money my selling league of legends accounts. As someone who don't have and specific talent or don't want to deal with people I liked this idea to way make money. It was good at first, the money I made was my first earned and it was my money. I forgot to mention that my dad is wasting money on himself as he wishes and we don't have something common, It really hurts that I don't like him and we rarely talk...
So I try to work in his shop but I really don't know if its the worst job ever or am I just autistic and can't handle it. He doesn't giving me money until I mentioned about this money issue but still, ever since I knew him, he was always in debt. And this never changed.
As I made money by selling league of legends accounts, (making it 30lvl and selling it on website) even though I don't know what to spend on my money, I tried to make it more by crypto. I traded in and used "futures", like, the leverage and long-short one. At first I made 40 dollars to 250 around dollars.
Then I deleted binance and kept going on my life without risking it. But, my ex texted me and she was so toxic and bad to me idk why did I texted back to her. We met and went to theme park and had one day together. I spent some money as normally, around 35 dollars. I don't usually spend this much money so I panicked and got back in crypto shit...
As you can guess I've lost all my money and then went into depression for 1 week
Then after 1 month, I was telling myself to not get in crypto again and at least stay with what I lost. But one night my dad came in to my room and saw the airpods I bought for myself and I haven't told him because he'd ask me with which money did I buy it. So I made him believe that it was fake airpods and told him cheaper price and that I saved some money to buy it, he believed but still got mad to me because not telling him.
So I got mad too and downloaded back again binance. had 40 dollars again and made it 500 dollars
Omg I can't really believe that HOW DID I lost that money without ever realizing what could I do with that money it really hurts me because it was my money and Ive earned it and lost it in the same way I know its not the end of the world but it actually is
-I can't hande the same things happening all day all night all week all month all year
-I don't have anything from my family so I have to work on myself
-Turkey and its economy are getting worse and worse, rich gets richer, poor gets poorer
-I have 1 guy friend that I talk to and really thinks for me and there's a girl too who thinks for me but she's studying and will go to college exam so we can't talk a lot.
I guess I'm gonna go in military which is obligatory for 6 months and if you do 6 more months (12 months total) you get paid for the second 6 months which is 2200$ and then I'll see where it goes.I hope I can keep going that far.
Thanks for reading and your time
any comments and advices appreciated...
2023.06.09 09:02 NoProfit8554 How to comeback in this rationship 19M/19F
My girlfriend and I have known each other for over a year, since April last year. We broke up on May 28, 2023. The reason for breaking up is because she feel overly suspicious and tired in love. Last month, my grandfather and grandmother both passed away, plus the schoolwork at the end of the semester and difficulties in our love life, for example, because of the funeral, I limited going to friends' houses or working and I suspect she have other person before asking her the real reason (because we kept in touch a lot before, but since she went to the military semester, she have made many other friends and kept in touch, so I'm very suspicious of her even though I'm glad when I know you've made new friends.) Last month, because of the above reasons, I proved that I was not stable, could not be a man for her, could not take care of her life. Another reason leading to the breakup is that around October-November, I met a female friend because I felt she had the same vibe, I just wanted to be friends, and I didn't have feelings for her. but somehow maybe due to the way I talk openly makes she feel that I am into her and then she have snd nde for me and accidentally saved to my computer, even though I deleted it right away but because I thought it was just a coincidence, so I didn't delete it completely 🥲🧎🏾. In addition, at that time, I created an instagram account (this used to be the account I used to write my personal thoughts, because I don't like to show it to the outside, my lover can't be followed, so when I knew, it's even more harsher) is used to communicate with friends in college, accidentally when my lover found out that I only followed the other female friend, so my lover felt like being cuckold even though I explained a lot to her. To this day, I still can't change her thoughts. In addition to this, I also quarreled with my lover about two close friends of the opposite sex. One thing because I thought my lover was comfortable in me carrying a female friend, so I pick that girl up, that day we had an argument and led to a breakup, I went to hold on and everything was considered possible again. Normal. The other thing is that my friend took a picture while sitting on my bike and also captured my shoulder in that pic and then posted it on social media, because at that time I thought it was not worth it and the that friend was very precious to me because she has helped me a lot since the day I went to the city to study, so in that argument, I defended that friend more than my lover. Then I also knew that I was wrong a lot, so I changed, I kept my distance from heterosexual relationships and tried to make up for the hurt I caused. Everything that happened from that November onwards can be called peaceful, my lover did not investigate, only reminded me of the mistakes I made and encouraged. But on the day of parting, all mistakes seem to be resolved. Part of the reason for breaking up is because she feel that Im overly suspicious of her even though she didnt. I have offered to come back 3 times but her reaction is quite harsh and somewhat unwilling. Hope everyone can help me, because I'm quite private, I love her so much but I'm afraid to confess, now that I've lost her, I don't know how to make her understand.
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2023.06.09 09:00 NoProfit8554 How to comeback in this relationship 19M 19F 13M
My girlfriend and I have known each other for over a year, since April last year. We broke up on May 28, 2023. The reason for breaking up is because she feel overly suspicious and tired in love. Last month, my grandfather and grandmother both passed away, plus the schoolwork at the end of the semester and difficulties in our love life, for example, because of the funeral, I limited going to friends' houses or working and I suspect she have other person before asking her the real reason (because we kept in touch a lot before, but since she went to the military semester, she have made many other friends and kept in touch, so I'm very suspicious of her even though I'm glad when I know you've made new friends.) Last month, because of the above reasons, I proved that I was not stable, could not be a man for her, could not take care of her life. Another reason leading to the breakup is that around October-November, I met a female friend because I felt she had the same vibe, I just wanted to be friends, and I didn't have feelings for her. but somehow maybe due to the way I talk openly makes she feel that I am into her and then she have snd nde for me and accidentally saved to my computer, even though I deleted it right away but because I thought it was just a coincidence, so I didn't delete it completely 🥲🧎🏾. In addition, at that time, I created an instagram account (this used to be the account I used to write my personal thoughts, because I don't like to show it to the outside, my lover can't be followed, so when I knew, it's even more harsher) is used to communicate with friends in college, accidentally when my lover found out that I only followed the other female friend, so my lover felt like being cuckold even though I explained a lot to her. To this day, I still can't change her thoughts. In addition to this, I also quarreled with my lover about two close friends of the opposite sex. One thing because I thought my lover was comfortable in me carrying a female friend, so I pick that girl up, that day we had an argument and led to a breakup, I went to hold on and everything was considered possible again. Normal. The other thing is that my friend took a picture while sitting on my bike and also captured my shoulder in that pic and then posted it on social media, because at that time I thought it was not worth it and the that friend was very precious to me because she has helped me a lot since the day I went to the city to study, so in that argument, I defended that friend more than my lover. Then I also knew that I was wrong a lot, so I changed, I kept my distance from heterosexual relationships and tried to make up for the hurt I caused. Everything that happened from that November onwards can be called peaceful, my lover did not investigate, only reminded me of the mistakes I made and encouraged. But on the day of parting, all mistakes seem to be resolved. Part of the reason for breaking up is because she feel that Im overly suspicious of her even though she didnt. I have offered to come back 3 times but her reaction is quite harsh and somewhat unwilling. Hope everyone can help me, because I'm quite private, I love her so much but I'm afraid to confess, now that I've lost her, I don't know how to make her understand.
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2023.06.09 08:59 thisaccountdsn I just started therapy
Don’t know where else to post this but yeah. First session in and already I’m excited. But stuff like this usually happens to me. I think something is going to change my life, I get excited, then I either usually screw it up, and don’t use it to its full potential. When I got my financial aid back from college I did this. When I was diagnosed with ADHD I did this. I really don’t want to continue failing. Because seriously if this doesn’t work, I’m done. I was going to on my 21 birthday, but the last few weeks haven’t been too bad and I made sort of a comeback when it comes to my emotions. But usually, it’s like a roller coaster. Not because I’m bi polar or anything, but because I realize I’m wasting my life. Then I try again and it doesn’t work and go back this 0. I’m hoping therapy breaks me out of these loop. My therapist already gave me a mantra that helps. “I have ADHD. I do not introduce myself as ADHD. I do not identify as ADHD. I am not ADHD” . Anyways, let’s hope I can finally put this terrible “phase” of my life behind me finally.
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2023.06.09 08:59 meowkay_202 how do i deal with failing 1st year mbbs and the mental toll it takes ?
I failed 1st year, basically i was inelligible to write the university examinations for anatomy, and had to write remidial examinations for physiology and biochemistry to increase my internal marks to become elligible for the university examinations.
After hearing that i was inelligible to write anatomy. i was completely crushed. i thought i felt depressed before but now, i felt beyond crushed. So crushed to the point, i was barely able to concentrate fully on physiology and biochemistry universities and I ended up failing both.
I prepared for a month to give supplimentary examinations for all three subjects but at that point i was beyond burnt out. It didn't help that my family was treating me like my world had ended because I already felt that way (my family is made up of non doctors, im the first doctor in my family). Returned to my college to write the exams but the night before all of these exams, i couldn't will myself to study last minute, that's how mentally shot i was. I would spend the entire previous day before the most important exam of my career sleeping the entire day out of my depression and waking up at 11pm to start studying throughout the night until the exam, and repeat the cycle. until the exams were over.
I ended up failing anatomy by 4 marks and biochemistry by 12.
its the lowest i've ever felt in my life. you see, i've hit many low points in my life, i've always had a terrible relationship with my abusive father, i take therapy for that. he spent all the time until i recieved the results telling me he'd always support me and whatever comes comes. and the moment he found out i failed he fully abandoned me and disowned me (this isnt the first time he's done that). so on top of feeling like the worlds biggest failure for sitting with my junior batch, watching my friends go ahead of me, it feels like rubbing salt into my biggest wounds for the next five years all thanks to a stupid exam.
Clubs refuse to recruit me despite the fact that i'm pretty good at giving interviews and have pretty great skills, my friends (atleast not my closest ones) but ones i thought i had good relations with stopped looking at me properly or coming and saying hello.
Its been a month since i rejoined 1st year, and well thankfully thanks to covid, the batch i've joined is only lagging by 6 months compared to my previous batch. so by december i'll be in 2nd year, when my batch started 2nd year in february.
its just hard to get by everyday and fight how terrible i feel and still show up to class. its impossibly hard to not feel like the most depressed af person in the universe right now
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After hearing that i was inelligible to write anatomy. i was completely crushed. i thought i felt depressed before but now, i felt beyond crushed. So crushed to the point, i was barely able to concentrate fully on physiology and biochemistry universities and I ended up failing both.
I prepared for a month to give supplimentary examinations for all three subjects but at that point i was beyond burnt out. It didn't help that my family was treating me like my world had ended because I already felt that way (my family is made up of non doctors, im the first doctor in my family). Returned to my college to write the exams but the night before all of these exams, i couldn't will myself to study last minute, that's how mentally shot i was. I would spend the entire previous day before the most important exam of my career sleeping the entire day out of my depression and waking up at 11pm to start studying throughout the night until the exam, and repeat the cycle. until the exams were over.
I ended up failing anatomy by 4 marks and biochemistry by 12.
its the lowest i've ever felt in my life. you see, i've hit many low points in my life, i've always had a terrible relationship with my abusive father, i take therapy for that. he spent all the time until i recieved the results telling me he'd always support me and whatever comes comes. and the moment he found out i failed he fully abandoned me and disowned me (this isnt the first time he's done that). so on top of feeling like the worlds biggest failure for sitting with my junior batch, watching my friends go ahead of me, it feels like rubbing salt into my biggest wounds for the next five years all thanks to a stupid exam.
Clubs refuse to recruit me despite the fact that i'm pretty good at giving interviews and have pretty great skills, my friends (atleast not my closest ones) but ones i thought i had good relations with stopped looking at me properly or coming and saying hello.
Its been a month since i rejoined 1st year, and well thankfully thanks to covid, the batch i've joined is only lagging by 6 months compared to my previous batch. so by december i'll be in 2nd year, when my batch started 2nd year in february.
its just hard to get by everyday and fight how terrible i feel and still show up to class. its impossibly hard to not feel like the most depressed af person in the universe right now
2023.06.09 08:59 Inner_Fun_1691 I feel like I can't live up to my parent's expectations
My parents are the stereotypical strict Asian parents that have worked me to the bone since I can remember. They came here as immigrants and worked extremely hard to become wealthy and I think they're amazing for doing that but I feel they are very overbearing even if I know they love and care for me. And for those reading this post, I am VERY appreciate of them. They paid for my tuition, car, housing, and everything I could ever need. I am very fortunate and privileged to have them, but right now I feel like they are suffocating me. My entire life has been crafted by them including my degree and my career. The only thing I really can enjoy are video games and my guitar.
I always had afterschool tutors to get me ahead of my peers, summer school, and standardized testing (ACT) boot camp. Often times, I would have school from 7AM-3PM, have a break from 4-5, and then go to afterschool from 6-9. The only thing keeping me sane was coming home and playing League of Legends for an hour or two a day with my friends.
Since then I went to a good college and I felt much happier there. I got quite good at LoL and even got a scholarship for it! I was living on my own in an apartment and I got to enjoy life MUCH more. I told them about my scholarship as I was proud to be one of the best in the entire country at something I enjoyed and they asked, "why are you wasting time playing video games instead of studying?" After that I slowly began to contact them less and less.
I went on to do my masters, and landed a job. Immediately after, I got an offer at a respectable company for over six figures and I was elated and went to tell the news to my parents. The only thing they could say was, "why didn't you ask for more?" Not a single word of congratulations or anything like that, they acted as if I could have gotten a better job if I were better. Things went well for about a year there until layoffs happened. There wasn't really anything I could do about it and I learned a lot there, got good references and I am still on good terms with that company. When my parents found out they were furious and thought that I got fired and if I were really good enough they wouldn't have laid me off. This brings us to present day as that happened about a week ago. I have been job searching since then and polishing up my resume.
I have been living at home for the time being and I have been hammered about questions about why I haven't found a job yet. I explained to them that it's only been a week and I already have two interviews but they think I am "sitting on my ass doing nothing." I explained that it's really difficult to find a job this quickly but they don't understand so whatever. If anyone plays LoL you probably know about Teamfight Tactics. A new set came out and I was excited to play it with my friends and got a bit overzealous and we played until about 4AM but I haven't gotten to hang out with them or play like that for over a year so I was down to do it. I woke up around noon and have been verbally berated the entire day for that to the point to where they want to disown me. I just wanted to relax and sleep in for one day. I've been job hunting, polishing my resume, I've even started applications for even further schooling. Before that I was commuting 1.5 hours each way to work and working 8.5 hour days not including the commute. I know for a fact I'm doing quite well in life and I've put in the work. I really don't know how to live up to their expectations or I will ever get their approval.
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I always had afterschool tutors to get me ahead of my peers, summer school, and standardized testing (ACT) boot camp. Often times, I would have school from 7AM-3PM, have a break from 4-5, and then go to afterschool from 6-9. The only thing keeping me sane was coming home and playing League of Legends for an hour or two a day with my friends.
Since then I went to a good college and I felt much happier there. I got quite good at LoL and even got a scholarship for it! I was living on my own in an apartment and I got to enjoy life MUCH more. I told them about my scholarship as I was proud to be one of the best in the entire country at something I enjoyed and they asked, "why are you wasting time playing video games instead of studying?" After that I slowly began to contact them less and less.
I went on to do my masters, and landed a job. Immediately after, I got an offer at a respectable company for over six figures and I was elated and went to tell the news to my parents. The only thing they could say was, "why didn't you ask for more?" Not a single word of congratulations or anything like that, they acted as if I could have gotten a better job if I were better. Things went well for about a year there until layoffs happened. There wasn't really anything I could do about it and I learned a lot there, got good references and I am still on good terms with that company. When my parents found out they were furious and thought that I got fired and if I were really good enough they wouldn't have laid me off. This brings us to present day as that happened about a week ago. I have been job searching since then and polishing up my resume.
I have been living at home for the time being and I have been hammered about questions about why I haven't found a job yet. I explained to them that it's only been a week and I already have two interviews but they think I am "sitting on my ass doing nothing." I explained that it's really difficult to find a job this quickly but they don't understand so whatever. If anyone plays LoL you probably know about Teamfight Tactics. A new set came out and I was excited to play it with my friends and got a bit overzealous and we played until about 4AM but I haven't gotten to hang out with them or play like that for over a year so I was down to do it. I woke up around noon and have been verbally berated the entire day for that to the point to where they want to disown me. I just wanted to relax and sleep in for one day. I've been job hunting, polishing my resume, I've even started applications for even further schooling. Before that I was commuting 1.5 hours each way to work and working 8.5 hour days not including the commute. I know for a fact I'm doing quite well in life and I've put in the work. I really don't know how to live up to their expectations or I will ever get their approval.
2023.06.09 08:59 KledMainSG How hard is it to study abroad in Canada as a guy from third world country.
Hello everyone!! Im a Bangladeshi student who just finished his 12th grade/high school. I am trying to go to Canada for my further education. But the issue is that Canada is a very expensive place and also the education cost is pretty high. And as a guy from a third world country its a bit tuff descition for me to go for a mainstream county such as Canada. So I just want to verify my research around the cost and know more from the community. I am trying to get a degree around software engineering. And the bsc cost seems like 50K CAD per year( only education cost). And as the minimum wage is around 30K CAD per year I was thinking about going for diploma/vocational-training. Cause the cost seems around 20k CAD per year(education cost only). I have 30k CAD right now which I kept for some backup. Also how hard is it to get a student visa for colleges(by colleges I meant institutions for diploma) instead of universities. I heard its harder than regular universities. Also how many years do they give work permit after finishing college. I am currently working as a full time software engineer remotely in a Serbian company. Also worked for 2 local companies full time. How hard will it be for me to land a part time/full time job in Canada's tech field during my studies and after study. Im thinking about getting a PR and getting settled there.
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