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I've seen droves of people claim ASMR videos are soothing and say that Autistic people love them. However, I can't stand that. The sounds are SUPER triggering to me. I guess it's a misophonia thing, but holy shit I want to punch a wall and cry whenever I hear or see ASMR. Whether it's people whispering, chewing, displaying the sounds objects make, or running their nails over unique surfaces, it literally brings me to the point of nearly having a meltdown. (Also, the nice manicured nails on the women in those videos upset me because they remind me of past abusers.) But then I see tons of other Autistic people say they love it and that it's the greatest thing since sliced bread. Am I the only one who is triggered by it?

I have a huge pile of cards here that I just haven't had the spoons to reply to until now. So here we go!
u/ninajyang -thanks for the funny Star Wars Day card! I love it! And I agree with you on all the crime shows before 2010! They were so good! Thanks again!
u/unseenbowl -thanks for the amazing Mickey Mouse card signed by Pluto! I loved it so much! (So did my Dad who I think is a little jealous- he loves Pluto :) )The Wicked Queen from Snow White as the postage stamp was just perfect! Thankyou!
u/KoreWrites -thankyou also for the Star Wars Day postcard! I love Little Leia and Vader! And your postage stamps were so perfect too- K2SO and a Gonk Droid?! Always a great choice! And thanks for the great stickers too! Thanks again!
u/Powerful_Cobbler_215 - thanks for the amazing Van Gogh postcard! Cafe Terrace is one of my favourites of his many works (obviously after Starry Night). I also love the fun facts you added- I hadn't thought of his many self portraits as selfies! Thankyou!
u/peachessandtea -thankyou for the postcard of Virabhadra. I love how much detail you see in those carvings! And I love your TV's complaints about being put on standby and your viewing choices. You need to tell that TV who is the boss! ;) Thanks again!
u/hato_mailing -thanks for the National postcard week card! It got delivered during a downpour so the ink has run a bit but it is still amazing! I also love the wax seal you added! Thankyou!
u/melhen16 -thankyou also for the National Postcard week card! I love the art you chose for me by Matisse- I don't really know art but I know what I like and the flowers in this one make me feel happy when I see them. And thankyou as well for the cute stickers!
u/programmerbig6254 -thankyou for the beautiful view of Stockholm! The pinks and purples of the sky are just wonderful! It is now winter here in Australia and the weather is getting miserable. But it will change again soon- it's Australian weather after all. Unpredictable! Thankyou!
u/CaptivatingApple - Thanks for the old school x-men card! They are exactly as I remember them from my before school cartoons! My favourite x-men character varies according to which version. Movies it has to be Wolverine (hello Hugh Jackman!) but the 90's cartoons I loved Jubilee- I can't really pinpoint why but she fascinated me. Thanks again!
u/nutriyum x4 - Thankyou so much for the many cards you sent! They are all so cute! We are officially in winter now (by Australian calculations) and I can say that where I am the temperatures don't vary as much as you! It is generally from around 4 or 5 Celsius (usually on winter nights) to 35 Celsius (usually during summer days but it is sometimes much hotter- nearing 40). During winter days it could be anything from 9C to 19C. Summer nights can be a killer though- not including humidity it can still be over 30C at midnight! Thankyou!
u/nahboiz -Thankyou for the postcard! I love getting ones from UNESCO sites! This one is about a very important part of human evolution so it is perfect! Thankyou! And I love the idea of naming a subspecies of animal after a friend who loves that species!
u/feellikebeingajerk -Thankyou for the hilarious Star Wars Day card! Use the Fork Luke is now going through my head whenever I think of the original line! Who doesn't have a crush on Han Solo?! I was born after the original trilogy came out but they were on constant rotation in the VCR when I was growing up. And you better believe Dad took my younger brother and I to the Special Editions at the local cinema on release day! By the time Episode 3 came out I was driving so I took my brother to the midnight screening and we had the best time with fellow SW fans. Thankyou!

Guten Morgen to this global band of Apes! 👋🦍
What an eventful day!
Throughout the day, we saw massive upward price pressure, with what seemed like several desperate attempts to depress the price. It seemed to indicate a bullish outlook on what the earnings report would contain. Of course, when earnings released, the nearly 6% price increase was quickly outshone.
The big news of earnings is that Matt Furlong is out as the CEO of GameStop, is no longer on the board of GameStop, and that Ryan Cohen is now the Executive Chairman of GameStop. I admit, this was quite unexpected. The way that Matt's departure was handled makes me quite sure that we will not see public remarks about the reasons behind it. I've long seen Matt as a leader who helped change the course of the company, though I have no direct knowledge of his leadership. The leadership team as a whole has my confidence, and this shakeup does not change that. I firmly believe that GameStop is on a path to long-term profitability, and I have confidence that whoever the GameStop Board hires as the next CEO will continue in that direction.
Of course such news is sure to draw criticism from the same sources that have been attacking GME all along. The 20% drop after-hours is intended to scare. I, for one, intend to buy this dip. I continue to be incredibly excited about the future of this company!
I'd also like to give early notice that I intend to 'go dark' starting on June 12th in solidarity with the protest movement against Reddit's planned changes. I believe that the open platform that Reddit has been is an enormous part of what has made it special, and that this change is a shift in the wrong direction. Please do not take this as my abandonment of this movement. I believe that protesting against such policy changes is the only possible way to prevent them, and personally intend to abstain from Reddit during this time. As such, it seems appropriate for me to pause Diamantenhände as well. I hope that Reddit reverses their planned policy changes and that I will be back on June 15th in time for the Annual Meeting of Shareholders.
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hi, i 22f have been bulimic for about 8 months on and off, and it did bad damage, i finally quit but now i have three cavities and my teeth are turning brown near the gums, i wasn’t aware of this before but i now regret acting on my impulses, if u suffer with bulimia, please understand the consequences and quit, i’m sure there’s so many other side effects but this is the one that happened to me, i’ve always had the perfect smile and beautiful teeth, i’m so regretful and just wanted to write about this to educate others who may not have known

it is two weeks away from the ten year anniversary of the night i was raped. it feels surreal it doesn’t feel like anything most of the time and yet it feels awful sometimes. i’ve been staying incredibly busy which gives me less time to think about it.
i’ve been self medicating i have been for ten years. booze, drugs, sex. i know it’s bad but i can’t stop. especially right now.
i am terrified of seeing him. we don’t even live near each other but a man who came into my place of work looked like him and it terrified me. i hate that i’m still scared of him.
he took my virginity at my first party when i was 15 and groomed me for four years after that. i had a virginity ring on because of my religious parents. i thought i loved him, he destroyed my ability to view relationships for such a long time. i still struggle with it now.
they told me i had ptsd; they told me i was raped and i didn’t believe them. they involuntarily hospitalized me which traumatized me more but what were they supposed to do? what would i do in their situation? did i deserve it or do i make excuses for them. i don’t know.
i have been craving pain lately, whether through violent sex or self harm. i don’t know if it’s to feel something or punish myself.
i carry so much guilt around my behavior after my assault. i was hyper sexual and suicidal and unhinged. i’m from a small town so this reflected on my religious family.
i still think i am undeserving of love and am terrified of being left. deep down i know this negative belief about myself is not true but it feels so real right now. i clung to him when he would give me attention because he was my sense of self worth and after him i jumped from relationship to relationship.
he used to sleep inside me because “he wanted to start a family with me” i realize that now he just wanted to own me. my body, my mind, my sexuality. and he did. for a long time.
sometimes i try to explain things to my friends but then everything comes flooding back and it feels like it would take ages to explain things with him and how it affected my relationship with my family, myself, my friends for so long. especially my siblings. i was the older sister i was expected to be the role model, the caretaker. i know these expectations are unfair now but still feel like i failed.
i’ve been called a slut, whore, cunt, town bicycle. all these and more. but never anything about the men who used me and left. who denied even having sex with me because i was an embarrassment to them. every teenager keeps a body count list but i stopped counting at 20. i was 16.
i moved away with my dad, neither of my parents were home much and my grandparents raised me when i was a mess. it feels unfair, my grandpa was my dad and i loved him so much we didn’t speak for years until he was on his death bed because i hated myself and resented my family. i hate that.
i don’t have a hometown and sometimes that feels best but god it hurts to visit my family. and i have trouble admitting it because they worry. but them “worrying” only adds to the guilt and the anger.
i seek out men who are emotionally unavailable and relationships that are chaotic because it feels normal. i feel like i deserve it and it feels uncomfortable to have healthy boundaries. i want to take care of them and prove that i am worthy of the love they will never give me. i know all this but cannot stop it.
recently i saw someone for a month who is one of my close friends. he did not treat me very well and it feels like a confirmation of all of these thoughts and beliefs.
i will be okay. i always am, i know i am strong. but sometimes it’s just so fucking hard to be. i want to say so much more but it would be a novel. i don’t need advice or anything, i am safe, i think i really just needed to share. so if you’ve read this far thank you.

I received a call from SBI Card agents saying you have a pre approved CC and it will be available for just a one time fee of Rs 500. I went ahead with the process and post submission of documents I received a message from SBI CC that my approved limit would be around 50-60K.
I asked the agent to not go ahead with the process as the limit was too less (I already have an Flipkart Axis Bank CC - Limit 40K and One Card - 20K).
Within half an hour I received another call from their Gurgaon HO that my limit will be increased to 2,90,000. He said you will receive a message about the increased limit.
I went on with the further process and in the Final Approval document they mentioned my limit can be anywhere between 50K to 5L.
I again confirmed with their agent and they assured me that you will get the full limit of 2,90,000.
My CC got approved and I started the onboarding process on their mobile app and was shocked to learn that my limit is 55K.
The agents are not picking up the phone nor answering any messages since 3 days!!
I haven't received the physical delivery of card yet. What should I do? Do I cancel my card right away via their app? Please suggest the course of action.
Note : CC applied was SBI Simply Save.

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36M Looking for a buddy who has a background in diet and fitness.
Background: Although everyone has their own ideas as to what athletic is, I would consider myself a fairly athletic person. In terms of cardio, I've always enjoyed high intensity cardio activities, and wouldn't be that hard for me to get back to the same cardio levels I once was. Through my years of fitness, one thing I've noticed is that the body is an amazingly adaptable tool. No matter what I threw at my body, it has always stayed in a "skinny fat" state.
Plan: I am currently getting back my cardio, by running or doing the elliptical daily. This stage is nearly done. I am planning on starting crossfit shortly.
Eating: I'm a bit of a health nut, and enjoy eating at home and eating healthy. I believe my issue is that my macros are off and I don't really track them.
Goal: I'm hoping to find someone who will mentor me in a sense to help me find food choices that will help me lose my excess weight. Once that is done, I may consider losing additional fat. The idea behind crossfit, is that I noticed that my body enjoys cardio + high intensity weight training, so I'm hoping that I can add a couple of inches of mass doing it.
Where you come in: as I mentioned above, I'm looking for someone with knowledge in dieting/cutting that will be able to help me. I'm guessing weekly check ins, but open to what works with your schedule. You don't have to be personal trainer level, but someone who understands macros, or has successfully lost fat before.
What I can offer: I can offer general life mentorship/advice, as well as a daily chat companion.
Although I'm open to anyone, I would prefer someone in North America, just due to similar time zones.
I'm not sure if I'll find what I'm looking for in this sub, but if there might be a better place to post this, please let me know.

My sleepless dream ends with an alarm, the pounding klaxon of mission start. The whirring of servos and pump of hydraulics brings my body to full readiness, ready for one last ticket.
The Woman from Angeri gave us this mission. She gave it to us and us alone. For the glory of all Mankind she said, strike at the heart of the Imperium. Bloody their nose in a way they’ll never forget.
The pilot, a good one from Yord, helps me get into gear. Everything from the combat armor, thrusters, and the ever-important Agamemnon device.
Myself and the rest of my team step into the waiting airlock, turning on the armor seals and tapping into the armor air reserves. The chamber depressurizes before the airlock finally opens. We jump outside the deployment vessel and switch our radios on, waiting for the signal to begin our descent to the world below.
“Mayday, Mayday, this is the Independent Trader Timberwolf,”
“Acknowledged Timberwolf, how may we assist,” came the response from the Imperial highport authorities.
“I don’t know, there seems to be an issue with the jump fuel li-” the captain began to say before the ship suddenly went up in a ball of white. The captain played her part beautifully, and the wreckage would act as our cover to hot drop onto the world.
Thrusters activate and I deploy my heat shield as I gun for the palace. The Coalition will be sorry to lose that pilot, she got us right over target.Now initially the Imps didn’t seem too perturbed. Debris from a ship that small would just burn up in atmosphere, no skin off their back, but they did get worried seeing five little metallic things drop from high orbit right over the palace. We made it to about cloud level before they scrambled fighters. Pretty good all be told.
Jond did his part too, he flipped around and pushed his thrusters to meet the oncoming jets. As he did so I activated the Agamemnon device. Jond got off about four rockets, splashing four of the jets, before he got taken out.
The rest flew around like headless chickens, this hot and heavy device strapped to my back cast out hundreds of false sensor pings for them to follow, blinding them in all capacities except the MK. 1 eyeball.
Even then, we were small, we were fast, and we were refracting light thanks to these cloaks. Imps never knew what hit em as we finally made touch down in the gardens of the palace. Asha, Nargör, and Dekan went to make a nuisance of themselves, sliver guns out and on the bounce.
The shoulder mounted plasma gun took out the main door, and some poor Imp standing behind it. I stormed into a room of Imperial marines, guns in hand, and practically as reflex I washed em out with hypersonic slivers. This ballistic computer was worth every penny of Coalition dime as I ripped holes into Imp after Imp.
One poor bastard even tried to knife me, as if a little knife is going to stop the one-ton steel abomination that is me. I ripped his head off and continued further into the palace. Everywhere I go is decorated with frescoes, paintings, and statues depicting all the glories of Mankind they revere, and everything that drove them to conflict with us. I find it a bit arrogant, but mine is not to question why.
A few Imps try to interrupt my thoughts, but again they are ripped apart by slivers on reflex. They even bothered to set-up a heavy laser emplacement at the end of the hallway, not that it does them any good. They burn through a decent chunk of my left arm as I rolled out of the way and down a side passage. A quick particulate grenade obscures their next shot, and a plas grenade silences the gun. That was a very quick response, clearly not enough though.
Pushing through a few more isolated bands of Imps, I find the rather gaudy throne room with its big golden doors. Left arm is at reduced effectiveness, and I can only guess that most of his personal guard is in the room with him.
Instead of walking through the front door, I push up to the ceiling. Hanging there I bore through it with a breaching charge, and emerge up on the roof. I find a rather surprised team of snipers who are quickly dispatched by my saka after I leap at them.
Dropping down from the skylight I make ready to dispatch the Emperor’s personal guard, only to find none. Just an old man on a gaudy throne.
“My sons and daughters have already evacuated the palace Coalition Man,”
“They were not our target,”
“Truly? You have far more restraint than my generals it would seem,"
“Call it a difference in philosophy,” I said, and at that the Emperor of the Empire of the Mind laughed long and deep.
“I know you find me repugnant Coalition Man, but would you honor a final request?”“Depends,”
“I wish to fall on my sword,”
“Then do it,” I said, to which the Emperor gave a simple nod.
There the Emperor drew from his throne a long blade, and succeeded in his final will. I took his head, and split his spine to ensure there was no recovery.
“Target eliminated. Adiri 1-5, report,”
“War Cabinet eliminated. Adiri 2,”
“Engaging the enemy. Adiri 3,”
“I am near overrun. Adiri 4,”
“Mission success, say your final prayers,”
No Imps come to avenge their emperor. Maybe they’re distracted? Or cowards. Either way, it seems I have a moment. I sit on this throne, this paltry thing of stone and gold that enables little men to end millions. Don’t know what I expected. It's a little vindicating to deliver the death he so flippantly affected back to him and his councilors, each of which could have schemed to prevent this. When my soul goes to Orz, to the living Void, I think he’ll find this all very funny. It's been long enough, I confirm the self-destruct order.
It burns for only a moment.
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For another perspective of this conflict:
A Chance Meeting
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Author's Note: If anyone understands why Reddit ruined my formatting three different ways when posting this that would be wonderful.

I’m 26 weeks pregnant but I’m already planning out the baby’s life. I’m planning to enroll my baby in a Montessori daycare. She’s going to start swimming classes at 6 months. My local library provides story time ages 0-3 so I’ll definitely take my baby there. Soccer classes near me start at 18 months. It seems like most summer camps near me start at 6/7 years old so I’ll wait till my child is of age in order to attend. What other activities can I put my baby in? I’m a FTM so still figuring everything out. I’m a planner and prefer to be proactive. I was proactive about signing up for the waitlists for daycares - still on the long end of the wait list & I applied when I was 2 months pregnant. 🥲 I was thinking of gymnastics or ballet but will gymnastics affect how her body will grow and will ballet hurt/injure her feet in the long run? Im new to this. I haven’t done any of these activities when I was a child so I have no clue. I was sheltered from everything. What have you done with your LO and what was your experience like?

Just completed the 1247km long Carreta Austral in Chilean Patagonia on my rigid steel frame Breezer Radar X running 29 x 2.25 inch tyres tubeless. The bike is about 14kg (31 pounds with pedals and a Brooks B17 special saddle) unloaded and when fully loaded with by bikepacking gear (tent, clothes, tools, water, sleeping system, food etc) is about between 28 to 30kgs (61 to 66 pounds). The bike was very supple and comfortable on most of the trip including the 500kms of gravel (el ripio) and no complaints on ride feel on the washboard and the worst of the ripio (tennisball sized rocks on gravel against strong headwinds) when running lower pressures on the i25 WTB rims.
However on this trip I found myself wanting a lower granny gear a lot of the time on the muchmore steeper gradients especially on rocky gravel. The gearing was stock with an FSA direct mount 38T chain ring and an SRAM 11x 42 cassette. The only times I used the 10th and 11th gear was on big downhill sections that were too fast (over 50kmph) to keep pedaling even at over 100 gear inches in highest gear. But some of those Patagonian climbs were so tough and steep that I had to walk the bike many times in order to save the quads and knees and my heart from getting into the dangerzone.
The stock gearing provides a granny gear of around 26 inches and the tallest gear was a bit over 100". Am considering doing the GDMBR and would love to get a lower gear to prevent having to walk and get off the bike. I have a 30T FSA direct mount chain ring as spare that came with the bike and that would get me almost two lower gears and bring the granny gear down to around 20.7 inches. I don't think I would miss the top end (because the bike would be loaded and it would be off-road). Because even on flat bitumen road and unloaded I find 9th gear (3rd smallest casette cog is where I stay the most can get a good cadence and speed that feels right and optimum for cruising for many hours. This is roughly about 80 gear inches as being perfect for high end under flat normal conditions.
Dropping to a 30T chainring would mean my highest gear is about 80 gear inches (a sacrfice), but this would be offroad (and loaded) and on lower pressure tyres and the lowest would be as mentioned before about 20.7".
Am I going to run into issues swapping out the direct mount FSA chain ring from 38T to 30T. Would it be as simple as changing the chain ring (with the right direct mount tool) and shortening the chain by a few links? Would there be any need to change spacing at the crank and chainring or it is just install and ride?
Forgive me for asking any silly questions but I am not that knowledgeable about derailleur setups after coming off a belt driven Alfine 11 IGH that I use as a commuter bike for last 10 years.
I have read about some people running 11 x 46 cassettes on the Apex 1 with no issues apart from adjusting the B screw (but that seems more complicated and expensive to just changing the chain ring. But obviously if I can get as low as 19 gear inches with a 30T chainring and a 11x 46 cassette I am all ears.
Basically I am really wanting to find a much lower gearing for my groupset without too many changes and without breaking the bank as this bike is not built for racing but is a pack mule loaded to get me to where I need to go without killing these 48 year old knees.
Has anyone had experience of lowering the gearing on an SRAM Apex 1 for steeper gradient climbs and how did you go about it?
All and any advice appreciated?

Hey everyone, hoping i could get some input on my options. I have been working remote for the past 6 years but was recently laid off. After some interviews i have an offer from a private company in a large city (45 miles away) which ill probably have to take a train in to commute and another offer for a municipality working for the airport (nearly just as far but free parking at least). Both pay about %25 more than what i was previously making but the private company is offering $4.00 more or so an hour. Not exactly sure as the municipal job hasn't given me a firm number just yet. Both have said there is a lot of potential to work from home but i have no idea how much of that is just talk to get me in the door. Any input is greatly appreciated!

Even though it seems totally impossible right now, know that it will get better.
7 months ago I was in total shock when my boyfriend of over two years sat me down and blindsided me with a breakup. We had been living together for a few months at this point, so that night I had packed up all of my things and moved back to my parents house.
The days and weeks after the breakup I was in a near suicidal depression trying to figure out what went wrong and how I lost my best friend. I ruminated over and over trying to think of the things that I my have said or done differently to have him stay, and would anxiously wait for that text from him to come home. Unfortunately it never came, but as time started to slowly go by I was able to see the breakup from a different light and begin the process of healing. While I still have a lot of progress left to go before I have made total peace with letting go of how things ended and the lack of closure, I feel a lightness that I never thought was possible before and you will too.
These are some of the things I did (and wish I did more of to help me):
Be kind to yourself While all breakups have their fair share of heartbreak, a blindsided breakup causes more unnecessary trauma and pain to the dumpees and is incredibly callous. Even though it sounds overly simple, make sure to be kind to yourself when going through this process. This can look like placing extra emphasis on self care or doing those little extra things for yourself that you enjoy. Especially right after the breakup, finding healthy distractions is so important. Even though I was in a state of shock, I remember going to the zoo days after the breakup and while I still felt shattered, seeing baby capybara's made me smile.
Some introspection is good; constant rumination is not If you are anything like me you are an over thinker, and it is something I still struggle with in terms of the breakup (though it's better than before). One of the worst parts of being blindsided is not just the lack of closure, but also the mixed answers you may have received from your dumper as to what caused the breakup. I was literally obsessed with finding out what I did wrong, why things fell apart and maybe if I said this or did this that he would love me again. Please, please do not do this. While it is true that it takes two to have a healthy and stable relationship, remember that most of us were not given access into our partners inner world and they allowed small grievances to build up until it was unbearable. We are not mind readers, how can we improve on these issues if they are not addressed? Introspection on things that you would like to do differently is good, but make sure to not get hung up on the little details and how they may have changed things.
Journaling One of the best tools that has helped me not only track my healing process but also make sense of the situation is journaling. You can do this in the traditional way by writing things down but I found that a video diary has helped a lot as well. It's a great way to organize your thoughts and get out all of the anger and hurt from the breakup.
Maintain no contact One of the most hellish parts of the breakup was no contact. No matter what happened in my day good or bad he was one of the main people I went to. Not having him there during such a hard time was horrible, and while there are moments that even now I miss the home we made, I'm realizing how strong I am without him. You are too. The first few weeks will feel like going through withdrawal but it is so important that you separate yourself away from the dumper and find a sense of clarity about the situation on your own. This also applies to social media! Stalking and looking at their pages will only make these feelings worse and constantly reopen the wound. If you need to unfollow or block to fight the urge, do it.
Exercise ( I wish I would have done more of this) While in the beginning I struggled to get out of bed, I wish that I would have tried to work out a bit more. Even if you can only manage a five minute walk around the block, try it. Moving around does help those bottled up feelings from going crazy.
Finding people going through similar issues I am not exaggerating when I say that this is SO important. Right after the breakup I went on Reddit and ended up meeting one of the best friends I've ever had who was going through a breakup as well (having that support saved my life and I'm so grateful for them). Being able to connect with a community of people going through such a shocking similar experience is cathartic and makes you feel so much less alone. Even during those moments where you are fighting the urge to isolate try to reach out to your support system and this community.
Continue to work on yourself for you NOT for them There's a quote that says " Don't climb mountains so that people can see you. Climb mountains so that you can see the world" and it applies to breakups too. All of this hard work you are doing to improve and love yourself more, do it for you. I know the thought of a villain era seems so tempting and you want to show them that you aren't just happy but thriving without them, but it's not worth it. Do it for you because you deserve that.
Learn more about attachment styles One thing that I am grateful for from this experience is the chance to learn more about not only his kind of attachment style, but my own as well. This can help you get a better understanding of yourself and what you need in a partner, and also red flags to look out for when dating.
Even though I know right now things are extremely difficult, know that things WILL get better. If no-one has told you, I'm proud of you and you will make it through this happy and whole again. If you need someone to reach out and talk to, my DM's are open!

This is my first SF game. Won 9 out of 10 placement matches and got plat 4. I'm nowhere near as good and get my ass handed to me on the regular. Guess I'll have to loose a lot of matches to rank down so I could play ppl on my level

Two linked poems, the second one has paint colours from a local company...
Red
Finally the time to release the feelings I had long suppressed. I slowly sank the silver blade four inches into her chest.
Her eyes widened in surprise as she cried out in pain. She tried again to resist, her efforts all but vain.
Blood flowed freely from the gash, velvet snakes slipped to the floor. Her tears melted with blood as she fought to win the war.
The crimson streamed across her chest, her eyes lost their willful shine. Red was never her best colour, but it had always been mine.
Colour My World
Pink Ribbon I ambled up the path to my house, mind lost in the thoughts of the upcoming gymnastics competition. I hadn’t felt this happy since Granny... XOXO
“Lucy!” A voice sliced through my thoughts as Jojo raced towards me, arms wide, chubby legs pumping. The tutu she wore was victim to the mud that covered her, the earthy brown nearly covering the... Pink Lace
She placed a muddy hand on my cheek as I scooped her up into a hug, her dimpled cheeks freckled with spatters of mud. The purity of her soul calmed my thoughts, reminding me of... Elderflower
I dropped my bag by the door and placed an eager Jojo on the ground. She tore off down the hallway dragging me in hot persuit, stopping only to blow a kiss towards the now empty room my Grandmother had meticulously painted... Buttercup Yellow
I followed Jojo to discover her squatting on the ground next to a pile of mud with a barbie doll stuck in the middle. “Tadaa!” She exclaimed in pride, ushering me to her ‘cake’. I hugged her, breathing in her scent of... Fresh Lemon
I looked up as a shadow covered my baby sisters creation. “Go inside Jojo,” I say nudging her away. “Hello Uncle Keith,” I said to the emotionless man that had taken over the role of parenting my sister and I. He remained wordless, beckoning me to follow him as he sauntered to the shed, watching me through eyes of... Olive
I opened my mouth to cry out as he shoved me into the tin box. “If you scream, she is next,” said that cold, calculated voice, a finger pointing to the window where I could see two muddy hand prints and the worried face of a two year old. I closed my mouth, ready to... Surrender
He shoved me into the shed, up against the wall. For a long second, there was nothing. Then excruciating pain shot through my chest and I felt the blood begin to trickle. I gasped out devoid of all hope that Jojo would be ok. Suddenly there was... All Black
Everywhere I turned, the nothingness surrounded me. I lashed out desperately trying something, anything. I could feel it covering me completely, invading my very cells, burying me in utter darkness. Suddenly, I saw... Merino
It was faint, distant, but definitely there. I reached out to grab it and felt laughter and happiness shoot through me, the physical embodiment of joy. I felt it pull me tightly, not in a claustrophobic way but like the embrace of a mother. I was surrounded by... Kaleidoscope
The colours whirled around me like ducklings to their mother, each of them transforming into memories. I watched my Grandmother teaching me to knit, observed the first time I held Jojo, my first successful cartwheel in Gymnsatics. My happiest moments blanketed me in a feeling of... Tranquility
Each memory subsided into a peaceful blue, my favourite colour. My heart was filled with happiness and tranquility, an eternal escape from the loss that my life had become. I knew it would not be long before I saw my baby sister once more. With that thought in my head and the colours in my heart, I began to wait for Jojo

Hello there! I’m going to keep it simple. What I’m looking for is a partner to play a morally grey character. It can be slice of life, meet cute trope or Marriage of convenience, Unequal social status plot, I have ideals for each trope. But I’m looking for really is to play with the social status. One character with status and likes to be in control. And then the other my character will play the opposite of said character. I don’t have a plot in mind but I’m inspired and willing to put a plot together that works for me and my partner. I can always elaborate if you’re interested.
I enjoy a array of genres but. In full honesty, I’m looking for a partner Long term partner where I’m able to change up plots and characters to make new stories! So if you can still offer that with the genres I have listed. I’m not a fan of fantasy before hand. Prepare a plot and please send it to me.
Roleplay requirements.
📌 looking for a partner in the CST (or near) time zone
📌A partner who can play male or female characters (I only have female main, but will play background characters)
📌 A partner who have reply in 1-5 paragraphs per reply
📌 Realistic face claims
📌 Is 18+ plus in age, No motives in my inbox please

• Dark romance
• Romance
• enemies to lovers
• Drama
• Mafia
• cue meets
• Action

Disclaimer: this is NOT a thread about motivation, because I believe I have plenty of that,
I'm a relatively fast typer, so writing isn't that big of a deal for me in the sense of actually doing it. The problem is, I'm about 19 pages into the story right now and for some odd reason, it isn't "sticking" with me, or in other words, I'm not "feeling it".
I wouldn't say I'm a "new" writer, but I'm nowhere near advanced or anything like that either. I often struggle with satisfying myself, and I don't have anyone to receive feedback from really, so I'm stuck in this weird loop of, "it's not really... incorrect or anything, but I don't like it.", which again; really has nothing to do with motivation or anything like that.
I hear a lot of people say just write and revise later, or, maybe you just aren't feeling it on this particular day, but I cannot for the life of me make something that I don't believe is true to my original vision. In a sense I feel corporate when writing currently.
How exactly are you supposed to deal with this? I've looked at the premise, the events of the story, the characters, stuff like that, but in terms of actually creating the story, it feels shallow and corporate. I hope that made sense.

Even though it seems totally impossible right now, know that it will get better.
7 months ago I was in total shock when my boyfriend of over two years sat me down and blindsided me with a breakup. We had been living together for a few months at this point, so that night I had packed up all of my things and moved back to my parents house. The days and weeks after the breakup I was in a near suicidal depression trying to figure out what went wrong and how I lost my best friend. I ruminated over and over trying to think of the things that I my have said or done differently to have him stay, and would anxiously wait for that text from him to come home.
Unfortunately it never came, but as time started to slowly go by I was able to see the breakup from a different light and begin the process of healing.While I still have a lot of progress left to go before I have made total peace with letting go of how things ended and the lack of closure, I feel a lightness that I never thought was possible before and you will too.
These are some of the things I did (and wish I did more of to help me):
Be kind to yourself
While all breakups have their fair share of heartbreak, a blindsided breakup causes more unnecessary trauma and pain to the dumpees and is incredibly callous. Even though it sounds overly simple, make sure to be kind to yourself when going through this process. This can look like placing extra emphasis on self care or doing those little extra things for yourself that you enjoy. Especially right after the breakup, finding healthy distractions is so important. Even though I was in a state of shock, I remember going to the zoo days after the breakup and while I still felt shattered, seeing baby capybara's made me smile.
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Some introspection is good; constant rumination is not
If you are anything like me you are an over thinker, and it is something I still struggle with in terms of the breakup (though it's better than before). One of the worst parts of being blindsided is not just the lack of closure, but also the mixed answers you may have received from your dumper as to what caused the breakup. I was literally obsessed with finding out what I did wrong, why things fell apart and maybe if I said this or did this that he would love me again. Please, please do not do this. While it is true that it takes two to have a healthy and stable relationship, remember that most of us were not given access into our partners inner world and they allowed small grievances to build up until it was unbearable. We are not mind readers, how can we improve on these issues if they are not addressed? Introspection on things that you would like to do differently is good, but make sure to not get hung up on the little details and how they may have changed things.
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Journaling
One of the best tools that has helped me not only track my healing process but also make sense of the situation is journaling. You can do this in the traditional way by writing things down but I found that a video diary has helped a lot as well. It's a great way to organize your thoughts and get out all of the anger and hurt from the breakup.
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Maintain no contact
One of the most hellish parts of the breakup was no contact. No matter what happened in my day good or bad he was one of the main people I went to. Not having him there during such a hard time was horrible, and while there are moments that even now I miss the home we made, I'm realizing how strong I am without him. You are too. The first few weeks will feel like going through withdrawal but it is so important that you separate yourself away from the dumper and find a sense of clarity about the situation on your own. This also applies to social media! Stalking and looking at their pages will only make these feelings worse and constantly reopen the wound. If you need to unfollow or block to fight the urge, do it.
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Exercise ( I wish I would have done more of this)
While in the beginning I struggled to get out of bed, I wish that I would have tried to work out a bit more. Even if you can only manage a five minute walk around the block, try it. Moving around does help those bottled up feelings from going crazy.
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Finding people going through similar issues
I am not exaggerating when I say that this is SO important. Right after the breakup I went on Reddit and ended up meeting one of the best friends I've ever had who was going through a breakup as well (having that support saved my life and I'm so grateful for them). Being able to connect with a community of people going through such a shocking similar experience is cathartic and makes you feel so much less alone. Even during those moments where you are fighting the urge to isolate try to reach out to your support system and this community.
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Continue to work on yourself for you NOT for them
There's a quote that says " Don't climb mountains so that people can see you. Climb mountains so that you can see the world" and it applies to breakups too. All of this hard work you are doing to improve and love yourself more, do it for you. I know the thought of a villain era seems so tempting and you want to show them that you aren't just happy but thriving without them, but it's not worth it. Do it for you because you deserve that.
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Learn more about attachment styles
One thing that I am grateful for from this experience is the chance to learn more about not only his kind of attachment style, but my own as well. This can help you get a better understanding of yourself and what you need in a partner, and also red flags to look out for when dating.
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Even though I know right now things are extremely difficult, know that things WILL get better. If no-one has told you, I'm proud of you and you will make it through this happy and whole again. If you need someone to reach out and talk to, my DM's are open!

So tiers 4-6 was easy and the Jagdpanther is one of my new favorite tanks but everything after that has just been rough. It feels like everyone can pen me regardless of my positioning. I know it's probably just a skill issue because the only other TD line I was working on was the Minotauro but I really need some advice.
Happy tanking

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[The text in this post is copied from a comment I made under a fnv post making fun of the character Lily Bowen, a Super Mutant who was a grandma before she was turned into a monster on the outside, but still retains her personality.]
My grandma died in October and I didn’t say goodbye.
She’d been sick with terminal cancer for almost a year, and in that time I only spoke to her a handful of times, if that. The thing is, I wasn’t supposed to know she had cancer. My mom told me, but wanted me to pretend I didn’t know, so that I would talk to her as if I thought she’d be alright. But how could I? Knowing that her days were numbered, I couldn’t bring myself to pretend everything was fine. Hell, even if I’d been allowed to address her condition, I preferred to distance myself from her even more than the ocean that separated us (she lived in Colombia 🇨🇴, where my whole family and I are from. I live in the US). I didn’t call. I was already accepting her death long before it actually happened. The week before she died, my mom told me she would call me later that week and put me on the phone with her to let her know I love her and that I’d be okay, because she was always worrying about me. She knew my grandma’s time was almost up, but she still overestimated how long she had. My grandma died before my mom ever called me. At first I felt more numb than sad, because I’d been ready for it. I’d been waiting. Honestly hoping she would go soon because she was suffering tremendously near the end. But then like a week after she died, I broke down in inconsolable sobs. I realized how in trying to spare myself the pain of talking to her, knowing I’d lose her soon; I lost her sooner than she died. I’ll never see her again, and not only did I not get to say goodbye, but I barely talked to her her whole last sickly year. I don’t know if I’ll ever forgive myself for that. But I mourned her and have mostly come to the acceptance stage of grief. For several months I was in denial. She was there my whole life, and then she wasn’t. The fact that I didn’t see her die or say goodbye made it even harder to accept. Alas, I was about as over it as you can get. I don’t think about her as much anymore, but when I do, I sigh the deepest sighs…
I started replaying New Vegas a few weeks ago after being done with and away from it for about a year. When I picked Lily up this playthrough and subsequently dismissed her, “Grandma will miss her little pumpkin. You promise to visit Grandma soon.” put tears in my eyes. So I can’t fuck with the humor in this post. I would love to have my grandma there to knit me “I ❤️ Grandma” sweaters that I’d wear proudly and cheer me on and feed me her special recipes of treats and fill my head with her worries for my safety and wellbeing, even as busy as I am with work and my personal life.
Appreciate your grandmas, and for the love you have for them, don’t be afraid to say goodbye, because you’ll regret it for the rest of your life if you don’t.