Like the title says, he’s a good husband and father. Provides, takes us out, comes home every day, helps with kids and house… only thing is hes so snappy, impatient and rude. He yells at the kids a lot, they hate it. They tell me all the time. I try talking to him about the way he talks to them and he gets defensive and turns into a fight. If I approach him about any concern or issue I have about our marriage issues or any issue related to the kids he tells me it’s all in my head. I feel unheard all the time. I love him, and yes he had somewhat of a blunt personality before but it’s never been like this. The issue of me feeling unheard by him when it comes to my concerns always has been since we’ve been married though. He makes me unhappy. Like I’m always walking on eggshells and I’m always trying to warn the kids to be quiet or whatever he doesn’t like just so he doesn’t yell at them. They’re 4,5 and 8 btw. They’re great kids, but he’s just so impatient with them. He tells me im too soft with them and that’s why they don’t listen to me. They do listen, but like any other kid sometimes I have to say it a few times. I don’t know what I’m looking for here, but we’re about to go on a long road trip and I’m so not looking forward to any of it because I’m just so fed up with his personality. It makes me unhappy and like I’m stuck. Almost like a child/ parent relationship where I can’t voice myself bc it turns into a fight, and I always lose. Anyone deal with anything similar? And no he won’t do counseling. I’ve asked and begged for years. He’s a family law attorney, and has his own practice. It almost seems like his personality has been affected by his career. He’s become non empathetic towards me and the kids.

Hey everyone, I’d first like to first say that I do already have a vet appointment set up to run some blood tests, etc. so we are working on that. I’m definitely want to check on potential issues with blood sugar. But…
The main thing I’m noticing about my 7 month-old malamute pup is he has some days when he cannot control his energy, he wants to go-go-go and is restless in general. We’re working on teaching him to settle and learning an off switch, as he is prone to overstimulation and hyper excitement. I half expected this as it’s pretty common for malamute pups to have this type of personality when young. But every few days (typically a couple times a week) he has days where he is very tired and content to just sleep in his pen most of the day or chew a bone on his own. He isn’t lethargic necessarily and I know he feels fine. He still eats and is eager to go for walks/explore and go to his training classes. But his personality is totally different on these days.
It just seems like he is up and down a lot and there’s no rhyme or reason to it. I’m thinking maybe the 3 days of wanting to play and go nonstop catch up to him maybe? Or maybe they are growth spurts? Has anyone else had this type of experience with their pup. Just curious
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I'm facing a really tough situation right now and I could use some input from others who may have gone through something similar.
Basically, I go through phases of hyper motivation to improve my overall health. But after about a month my motivation starts to dwindle and I find myself back in my old habits seeking instant gratification and just all-around laziness. When this happens my self-worth goes out the window and I just feel like giving up on every goal I've ever had. It just feels like I make no progress and always end up back where I started or even further behind.
Has anyone else dealt with a similar situation? How did you handle it? Any advice or insights would be greatly appreciated. Thanks in advance for your help.

MK3 will be defeated, leaving Ace in a temporary coma where he meets his subconscious self (fox mask guy)
Samas (the secretary) will betray Niram, retrieve his Driver and give it to Suel.
MK9 will fight Gazer (Suel).
Goddess of Creation is finally gone, MK9 inherits her capabilities. MK9 can split the physical space like OOO.
Future people disappear back home by the end of the episode.
Everything except Ace's Driver and Buckle disappears with them. But Keiwa and the others retain their memories.

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While I like him as a character and find him interesting as a person but am I the only one who finds his reasons for seeing Strandard as lesser than really problematic? Like here's some pages from Anvil Gate, and Jacinto's Remnant: "At least Prescott would be happy to see more women of childbearing age joining the remnant, but Hoffman wasn't convinced they'd take kindly to the do your duty and get knocked up philosophy of the COG. Plenty of women were happy to keep popping out babies, even women he'd thought would have objected to the baby farms. The Stranded females were probably the independent kind who'd tell Prescott where he could shove his repopulation program. And not enough adult males here. I need to replace the Gears we lost. Stranded men were probably the wrong material anyway. Humankind had lost a generation of its best, and that was going to take a long time to put right." and, "Hoffman told her. It was one excess too far, too personal. Any species that bred by r*pe didn't deserve to survive. She'd heard horror stories about COG baby farms way out in the country, but fertile women knew their worth to society, and she'd seen some of them since the evacuation, well fed and healthy, not looking like prisoners or victims of abuse. It was different. 'We're different. Shit, how would I know what a victim looks like? Does anyone think that they look at me?' No, the COG was different. COG citizens were almost a second line army. They were used to doing their duty, whatever that duty might be, for the greater good, and that was why they were citizens. Anyone who couldn't hack that degree of self discipline line gave up and went with the Stranded. 'Fuck them. Parasites.'" This doesn't sound like a conflicted person, this sounds like a ur-fascist. Am I alone on this?

Writing this and hoping others arent gonna be a stupid as i am.
This happened a few months back, around february/march, after being incredibly lucky in another game i was playing at that time i decided to open 40ish Dreams & Nightmare cases after selling some of the Breakout cases i bought a few years back for 0.03c because copium am i right?, well, i opened a FN Gamma Doppler P4 followed up the day after by a FN Autotronic between 20 cases, being absolutely in shock what happened in 72 hours my mind was racing with how much i could probably get for both of these..
(sidenote; i was in a very dark place mentally at that time, didnt had a job and still had to pay for the annual gas & electricity bill from 2022 so these knives were a miracle so to speak)
..and after trying to sell them on websites i decided for myself i didnt wanna go through with offers i got over there because i wouldve gotten around 500-600€ less with the cut from the website included so i bailed out there and tried to ask streamers (in their chat) like anomaly what other options i had but getting an answer is hard but i got multiple private messages telling me to ask a few different accounts on twitter (around 10 dms on twitch telling me names of 6-7 different buyers on twitter) so i checked a few of them out and added one who seemed nice after talking to him on twitter a bit and telling me exactly how much the knives were worth and how much he would be willing to pay so i decided to add him on discord because it was more easier. Well this is the moment where everybody else´s red flags would start to pop up and bail out of it but my flags were clouded by my mentality at the time and the annual bill that was lying on my table, waiting to be paid. I traded him the first knife, followed up by the second the day after and i never saw them again nor did he ever wrote me back, after the second trade that is.
The only "proof" i had of the moneytransfer were some cleverly photoshopped pictures, some fake accounts validating this guy and the usual scrawny shit. In hindsight i cant believe how gullible i was but then again, these were dark times for me and i was looking for a quick way out of there. The Scam itself was simple but i got baited by those private dms on twitch which most likely were all the same guy promoting himself on several different twitter accounts that looked different but were all him which i should have taken into consideration but oh well, it is what it is.
I got back into the world of workers, got myself a nice paid job, got rid of the bill and after just buying myself a knice knife i block and report anyone who is immediately adding me after getting a high value item.
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Dont be stupid like me, use your brain and dont get scammed. Evaluate the situation and ask yourself; "is this to good to be true?" if the answer is yes, its 95% a scam and you should bail. If you wanna sell skins for high amounts of money, do it on a website where the site takes a cut, yes youll lose some money but youll still get a nice amount. Thanks for reading & have a nice day

I am on a quest to build the best UI in Home assistant to replace Google Home. One of the things i require in order to do that is to be able to see my cameras in said UI. I just got started a few days ago and I am really running into trouble connecting my google cameras to Home Assistant. Does anyone know how to go about this or perhaps know where i could get some guidance or documentation so i can get this accomplished? It seems to me that Scrypted is my only option.

I have been really good friends with this girl I knew in college for several years and we would constantly be texting each throughout the week keeping each other updated on our lives. Whenever we were in each others towns we would make a point to see each other and hang out which was wonderful. We wouldn't call super often, but would send lots of voice memos to each other telling about our days, funny stories, etc. I grew to really like her and we had so much in common and similar views on life that I wanted to let her know how I felt the next time I saw her. I was passing through her town a few weeks ago and we planned to get ice cream after she got off work. The night before, she texted me asking if I was open to making it a date. I was absolutely thrilled that she also felt something and called her to officially ask her and make it a date.
That evening having ice cream was amazing with both of us being open about our feelings that we both liked each other, both committed (though it would be long distance which she was a bit weary about but we talked it through that we would still see each other when we could but we also have our own lives so can balance both), but also open to seeing what happens either good or bad. She was saying how she feels so comfortable around me and really enjoys spending time with me (and same for me with her). I brought her flowers to the date and then when walking to her car in the empty parking lot, a romantic song was playing on the mall speaker so we danced in the parking lot together which was amazing. The next week I would be passing by again so we decided to go on a second date which we were both very excited for. That week in-between we were continually texting each other and things were going great.
On the second date, I picked her up from her house and we went to a nearby park and we had so much fun hiking, kayaking, I brought a picnic which we ate at the park, danced, and then we made it official to be in a relationship. We were both ecstatic and both saying how we see something together and want to see where it goes. We have many mutual friends in common and were looking forward to telling them that we were dating. We planned to see each other the weekend after and meet halfway where we lived. The week that followed went great with us texting throughout the day and then calling at night or on our drives home catching up on our days.
When we saw each other on the weekend, I could tell something was off since she seemed like an entirely different person than the previous two dates being very withdrawn and not as affectionate. This worried me since I thought something was wrong so after eating lunch in the park I asked her how the past week went and if there was anything we wanted to talk about since we both promised to be open and honest with each other. She said nothing was wrong and she had enjoyed it and after that she started warming up a bit more, though I wasn't fully convinced. After dinner we said goodbye and on my way home she called me saying she always wandered what would have happened if we dated, but didn't feel it anymore and wanted to be done. She was saying she values our friendship but lost feelings and then said she wanted to wait for a bit before we started talking to each other again.
I was (and still am) just absolutely blindsided, shocked, confused, feeling like a fool, and taken advantage of. She was saying all of these amazing things about me, saying she sees something with me, and then a week later feels nothing and cuts it all off. I said ok but was confused why she didn't want to bring it up in person since it felt like an in-person conversation and how I asked her about it during the day. She was apologizing since she knew she hurt me, but I was saying thank you for being honest and not stringing me along more than needed. I have received mixed signals from her and she has mentioned she is extremely indecisive which I don't think helped her thought process of overthinking. Though I feel like she didn't give me a chance and barely counts as dating (for a week!?!) and only went on 3 dates. I don't understand and am confused how she initiated and must have felt something, was saying she was very committed, and then took it all back and seems to want nothing to do with me. Neither of us have went on a date since our last relationships ended 3-4.5 years ago so it is definitely new territory both in the dating world and being friends for so long, but I don't know what went wrong. If it was something I said in the the first week (though we knew each other so well already I don't think it could have been anything), she realized she didn't want to do long distance, isn't ready to date yet, or just really doesn't like me romantically. I really want to reach out and talk to her and be friends again (I know it is too early), but it pains me how we had something so great and now it is all over. I don't know where to go from here and any advice, stories, guidance helps, thanks.
TLDR: Have been friends with a girl for several years and both liked each other. We finally went on a few dates and started dating but then a week later wants nothing to do with me. What should I do?

I’m curious to see how enneagram and instinctual variants affect social media use, how you use it, what you choose to share or not share, etc.
so i’m a 4w5 (468), most likely so dominant, and I use social media as a platform to express myself and share my art. i’m constantly going on opinionated tangents about this or that and i’m open about my struggles. i don’t rly keep anything private. i also like to entertain people, kind of viewing my followers as an audience. at the same time i know they’re judging me for the way i behave bc it’s not normative, and this leaves me with resentment and feelings of isolation, but I need to express myself in a space where my voice will be heard even if no one ‘gets’ me.

I never really post on here but I figured this would be the place to start. I grew up in church my whole life. I got to college and I fell into the ways of the world. (Drugs, revelry,alcohol, fornication etc.) During my junior year I decided to believe in the gospel and follow Christ. Since then the Lord has made life so much more clear . Now as stated before I’m a college student and I go to a large university in the south. Even though we’re in the Bible Belt that doesn’t mean false doctrine goes away. It’s almost like it’s boosted up because of the fact that we’re down south. It’s to the point where you’ll be hard pressed to find anyone that actually believes in the authority of the scriptures ( let alone Jesus being the Messiah) Although i have many friends honestly as a Christian I feel alone. Most of my friends are either in Greek Life or they’re big partiers. Most of their beliefs are somewhat New Age. How do I as a Christian reach my friends when false doctrine is so pervasive on campus? Especially when the “Christian group” on campus is very…….well the people on campus call it cult like and they may not have a good reputation.

Hi everyone, I work for a not-for-profit organization where we help people get their medical needs met. When attempting to recertify my PSLF, HR told me they couldn’t sign off since my paycheck and W2 comes from a different entity that’s “for profit” so how do I get around this? My work is to help the non-profit beneficiaries and other non-profit healthcare entities it sponsors so it makes no sense that I wouldn’t be able to recertify considering the work the i do from a big picture. Thoughts? Thanks in advance!
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Ciao a tutti! I am traveling with my family to the Cinque Terre later this month. We are staying in Monterosso for a few days and are planning to spend at least one day (maybe afternoon) at the beach. I understand the beaches are not broad sandy beaches, but we like to spend time there anyway. We did this in Positano and loved it.
My question: Is there any beach or segment of the beaches in Monterosso where seats can be reserved in advance? That was possible in Positano and we were glad we did as it was very hard to get a seat without a reservation. Grazie!

I play for an AAU team and played the championship game today... and lost brutally. And I took most of the blame for our loss. As the teams main shooter I went 0-7 from three which I thought was bullshit. Last game I went 7-9 from 3 and my team ended up winning by 20+ points. But I feel like Im stuck in a cycle where I play a good game then I play a bad game and it keeps on going. It seems like in terms of shooting I can never have a good shooting day back to back. How can I get better?
P.S. I have a dillion brooks type of jumpshot if u guys want to know how I shoot.

So preview copies of the Leviathan boxset have been sent out now, and with that comes the new rulebook, which also contains within it a Crusade supplement that details the 4th Tyrannic War. I'll let someone else detail all the new stuff that's been added because its a massive book and I don't have the patience. But I'll post the story of the Norn Emissaries. You may have heard of it as the big new Tyranid monster mentioned in the Warhammer + lore video that was slain by Trajann Valoris in order to save Lord Solar Leontus. That brief account doesn't really get into how scary these guys actually are.
In the book itself there are three Norn Emissaries that are involved in the fighting, two of which are uninvolved in the assassination attempt on Leontus.

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But the lion's share of the screentime is given to the one sent to assasinate Lord Solar Leontus.

For all the butchery and horror wrought by its fellows, it was the thrid of the Norn Emissaries that struck at the most crucial target. Scaling the snow-whipped peak of the tallest mountains in the Heights of Artorus, the creature lurked in wait amidst rock and ice for its prey to emege. Below lay the wide-open square of the Ascendorum, a great plaza wrought from a mountainous plateau, dotted with braziers, statuary, sheidl generatorums and flak batteries. In better times, theb WHite Templars had mustered on this open space to perform rituals and bestow honours beneath the starry vaults of Sanctum's skies. Now, Lord Solar Leontus was crossing the open plaza astride Konstantin with his entourage about him. The Norn Emissary knew its prey's psionic spoor. Its black eyes followed him. Its ropes of muscle and tendon tensed, and then it leapt out into thin air. The Norn Emissary dropped towards the plaza, sword-llike talons extended, angling its huge mass to slam down directly atop Leontus. From below came screams as someone spotted the danger and many amongst Leontus' entourage raised weapons. The Lord himself looked up, registering his doom descending upon him too swiftly to be avoided.
Missiles streaked in and struck the Norn Emissary in the flank when it was scant feet above Leontus' head. The impacts blossomed into concussive fireballs. Their force hurled the huge Tyranid aside even as their shock waves unhorsed the Lord Solar and threw him and many of his companions flat upon the flagstones. The Norn Emissary bucked in the air, ichor gouting from its wounded flank, and turned its tumble into a cat-like landing with a grace nothing so huge should posses. It hissed as the gilded gunship that had fired upon it streaked overhead, then banked sharply with a flare of engines and came in for another pass. The craft's rear ramp whined open as it flew clooser, and hulking warriors clad in ornate auramite armour dropped from it one after another to slam down in the plaza with enough force to crack stone. The gunship's weapons blazed again. This time the Emissary was ready. Leaping and swinging huge talons in a scything arc, it tore the cockpit from the gunship and sent it spiralling down the mountainside in flames.
The emissary wheeled and surged with serpentine speed towards Leontus, who was still staggering to his feet. Blood ran down his pale face from a bad scalp wound. Though he fumbled to draw his blade, the Norn Emissary's prey was in no condition to defend himself. The monster reared above him.
The newly arrived golden warriors moved with incredible speed and merciless focus. Those of the Lord Solar's retinue not swift enough to clear a path were smashed aside with bone-breaking force as Trajann Valrois and his Custodians raced to interpose themselves between Leontus and his would-be xenos assassin. The Norn Emissary was just paces from its victim when a hammering volley of bolt fire from the Custodian's guardians spears arrested its charge. The monster staggered then lugned with a shriek, snatching up thhe nearest Custodian and tearing one arm from his body before swinging him by the other and hurling him away.
Trajann Valoris stepped in and aimed a mighty stroke with the Watcher's AAxe that shattered several of the Emissary's talons. The towering xeno-beast feinted back then sprang past Valoris and attempted to snatch up Leontus. The Lord Solar had, by now, recovered his wits, however, and hurled himself backward to escape the monster's grasp. Bodyguards and chanting priests pressed forward, raking the Norn Emissary with fire from lasguns, pistols, and a handful of plasma weapons. The monster swatted its attackers aside like insects and sent broken bodies tumbling across the plaza.
The next instant it reeled and screeched as several Custodians' blades hacked into its flesh. Eyes still fixed unerringly on the retreating Lord Solar, the Norn Emissary lashed about itself with blistering speed. A custodian was borne aloft and ripped bodily in two. Another was kicked so hard that his head cleared the plaza and vanished over the precipice before his blood-spurting body had even toppled. Yet another was stomped into the flagstones, even his toughened bone structure and auramite armour not enough to prevent his death. The golden wall between the Norn Emissary and its prey was thinning.
All the while Leontus defenders and the remaining Custodians were pouring fire into the colossal alien abomination. A scything blow of the Watcher's Axe slit the cable-like tendons of the beast's right ankle and set it limping. A plasma blast - either skullfully placed or incredibly lucky - melted the right side of the Emissary's face into a fused mass of cooked flesh. Bolt rounds fired by Custodians blasted chunks of chitin and showers of ichor from the creature's limbs and body.
Still the Norn Emissary fought on. Its whipping tail broke another Custodian's neck and sent his body cluttering away across the plaza. A final, desperate effort saw the beast hurl itself forward, jaws grasping to close upon Lord Solar Leontus like a trap slamming shut. Yet Valoris was there at the crucial moment, Watcher's Axe swinging in a meteoric arc to embed itself in the side of the Norn Emissary's skull and smash its head aside. The xenos monster crashed to the ground, crushing more than a score of Leontus' aides under its bulk, yet its last strike at the Lord Solar had been fended off by the Captian-General of the Emperor's own bodyguards. Valoris and his one surviving Custodian kept their weapons levelled at the monster as it twitched and ehaved, but it did not try to rise again. Ichor flooded from its grievious wounds, steaming as it cooled and began to freeze upont ehc racked flagstones of the plaza.
Lord Solar Leontus looked gravely around at the carnaged, then up at the stern-faced demigod who had interceded to save his life. Expression sombre, Leontus raised his hands and wordlessly offered the Captain-General of the Adeptus Custodes the sign of the Aquila. Valoris returned the gesture, and then calmly set about checking his wargear and reloading the Eagle's Scream. The life of the Lord Solar had been saved at terrible cost, and the defenders of Sanctum had received reinforcements, but there was still a world's worth of war to be waged.

Remember that one story about the Custodians fighting an entire Tyranid swarm that Custodes haters constantly rag about? Really, the Hive Mind should've sent one of these guys instead, because managing to kill four custodes and a gunship by yourself while the Custodians have Imperial Guard support is pretty impressive.

There are two problems. First is whenever I try to fast travel to the triangle between Durable Dunn's Sacked caravan, Raul's shack and Vault 34 game crashes. Second is whenever I fight any turret that is connected to a ceiling game crashes.
There is a modlist.
#Mod_Priority,#Mod_Status,#Mod_Name,#Mod_Version
"0000","+","DLC: TribalPack",""
"0001","+","DLC: OldWorldBlues",""
"0002","+","DLC: MercenaryPack",""
"0003","+","DLC: LonesomeRoad",""
"0004","+","DLC: HonestHearts",""
"0005","+","DLC: GunRunnersArsenal",""
"0006","+","DLC: DeadMoney",""
"0007","+","DLC: ClassicPack",""
"0008","+","DLC: CaravanPack",""
"0009","-","Utilities_separator",""
"0010","+","Fixed ESMs",""
"0011","+","JIP LN NVSE Plugin","f57.01"
"0012","+","JohnnyGuitar NVSE","4.93.0.0"
"0013","+","Crash Logger","3.0.0.0"
"0014","+","NVTF - New Vegas Tick Fix","10.2.2.3"
"0015","+","NVTF - INI Presets","10.2.2.2"
"0016","+","FNV Mod Limit Fix","3.0.0.0"
"0017","+","kNVSE Animation Plugin","20.0.0.0"
"0018","+","Console Paste Support","1.0.0.0"
"0019","+","ShowOff xNVSE Plugin","1.60.0.0"
"0020","+","ShowOff xNVSE Plugin INI","--"
"0021","+","JIP Companions Command and Control","2.60.0.0"
"0022","+","JIP CCC HD icons","1.0.0.0"
"0023","+","SUP NVSE","8.35.0.0"
"0024","-","Bug Fixes_separator",""
"0025","+","Yukichigai Unofficial Patch - YUP","12.6.0.0"
"0026","+","Unofficial Patch NVSE Plus","1.4.4.0"
"0027","+","Improved AI (Navmesh Overhaul Mod)","2.0.0.0"
"0028","+","lStewieAl's Tweaks and Engine Fixes","8.65.0.0"
"0029","+","Stewie Tweaks Essentials INI","f1.05"
"0030","+","Presets for LstewieAL's Tweaks","5.0.0.0"
"0031","+","Combat Lag Fix (NVSE)","1.0.0.0"
"0032","+","ISControl Enabler and Ironsights adjuster (now ESPless)","1.4.0.0"
"0033","+","Vanilla Iron Sights Realligned","1.1.0.0"
"0034","+","New Vegas Mesh Improvement Mod - NVMIM","1.10.0.0"
"0035","+","Collision Meshes","1.6.3.0"
"0036","+","Asterra's Many Fixes","1.16.0.0b"
"0037","+","Improved Lighting Shaders","1.5.0.0b4a"
"0038","+","Climate Control NVSE","1.0.0.0"
"0039","+","Elijah Voice Audio Files Fix","0.2.0.0"
"0040","+","ActorCause Save Bloat Fix","1.0.0.0"
"0041","+","Aqua Performa - Strip Performance Fix","1.0.0.0"
"0042","+","Fog-based Object Culling","2.0.0.0"
"0043","+","Exterior Emittance Fix - NVSE","1.1.0.0"
"0044","+","Crafting Consistency Fix","1.1.1.0"
"0045","+","ExRB - Extended Roombounds","1.4.0.0"
"0046","+","Strip Lights Region Fix","1.3.0.0"
"0047","+","Johnson Nash Ammo Fix","1.0.0.0"
"0048","-","User Interface_separator",""
"0049","+","UIO - User Interface Organizer","2.30.0.0"
"0050","+","One HUD - oHUD","1.2.1.0"
"0051","+","The Mod Configuration Menu","1.5.0.0"
"0052","+","Vanilla UI Plus (New Vegas)","9.48.0.0"
"0053","+","Clean Vanilla Hud","0.59.0.0b"
"0054","+","Consistent Pip-Boy Icons","4.4.0.0"
"0055","+","Consistent Addon Icons","4.0.0.0"
"0056","+","Clean Companion Wheel","0.9.0.0"
"0057","+","High Res Local Maps","1.2.0.0"
"0058","+","High Resolution Screens","1.1.0.0"
"0059","+","yUI - User Ynterface","1.4.0.0d"
"0060","+","Simple Cursor (YUI)","0.1.0.0"
"0061","+","ySI - Sorting Ycons","1.4.0.0b"
"0062","-","Gameplay_separator",""
"0063","+","JAM - Just Assorted Mods","4.4.0.0"
"0064","+","Bullet Time Improved - a JAM addon","f1.01"
"0065","+","NPCs Sprint In Combat","2.13.0.0"
"0066","+","Real Recoil","1.2.1.0"
"0067","+","Real Recoil Tweaks","1.0.0.0"
"0068","+","Follower Tweaks","1.0.0.0"
"0069","+","Delay DLC Redux","1.5.0.0"
"0070","+","NV Collectibles - Merged","1.0.0.0"
"0071","+","Better Caravan","1.0.0.0"
"0072","+","Soft-Lock Aim-Assist","1.1.0.0"
"0073","+","FOV Slider","2.9.0.0"
"0074","+","NAWEMO - NPCs use Ammo Variants and Weapon Mods","1.3.3.0"
"0075","+","NPCs use Aid items","2.3.0.0"
"0076","+","Martialize","0.6.0.0"
"0077","+","Consistent Spread - Firearms Accuracy and Wobble Fix","1.1.0.0"
"0078","+","BallistX - Internal and External Ballistics","5.0.0.0"
"0079","+","B42 Inspect - aka Animated Ammo and Weapon Condition Checking","f1.01-hotfix"
"0080","+","B42 Melee Bash","0.5.0.0b"
"0081","+","B42 Quickthrow - an alternative grenade hotkey mod","3.1.0.0b"
"0082","+","Quickthrow Stylized HUD Icons","1.1.0.0"
"0083","+","B42 Descriptions aka Pip-Info","0.3.0.0"
"0084","-","Overhauls_separator",""
"0085","+","JSawyer Ultimate Edition","5.5.1.0"
"0086","+","JSawyer Ultimate Edition - Push's Tweaks","5.5.0.0"
"0087","+","Mojave Arsenal","3.0.8.0"
"0088","+","Famine - A Loot Rarity Mod","1.3.0.0"
"0089","+","Food Effect Tweaks - Custom Food Healing","1.0.0.0"
"0090","+","Player Combat Priority","1.0.2.0"
"0091","+","Player Combat Priority Alt Chance To Attack Dog Patch","1.0.0.0"
"0092","+","Essential Vanilla Enhancements Merged","1.3.2.0"
"0093","+","Essential Vanilla Enhancements Merged - JSawyer Ultimate Push Tweaks Patch","1.3.2.0"
"0094","+","EVEM - YUP Patch","1.0.0.0"
"0095","+","EVEM - Crafting Consistency Fix Patch","1.0.0.0"
"0096","+","EVEM - JSUE Patch","1.0.0.0"
"0097","+","EVEM - Mojave Arsenal Patch","1.0.0.0"
"0098","+","Navmesh Overhaul VNV Patch","1.0.0.0"
"0099","+","Better Character Creation","1.0.0.0"
"0100","+","Harder Barter Faster Stronger","f1.01"
"0101","+","Economy Overhaul","3.0.4.0"
"0102","+","Economy Overhaul - FO3E INI","3.0.0.0"
"0103","+","Better Brotherhood","2.1.0.0c"
"0104","+","DEC - Dynamic Essential Companions","1.1.0.0"
"0105","+","Immersive Critical Effects (AKA Classic Critical Effects)","f1.06a"
"0106","+","Radioactive Muck","1.0.0.0"
"0107","+","Canvas Backpacks - FNV - TTW","2.0.0.0"
"0108","+","Accessible Lucky shades","1.1.0.0"
"0109","-","Content_separator",""
"0110","+","Uncut Wasteland","1.0.0.0"
"0111","+","Strip Lights Region Fix - Uncut Wasteland","Patch"
"0112","+","Essential DLC Enhancements Merged","1.3.2.0"
"0113","+","Essential DLC Enhancements Merged - JSUE Patch","1.0.0.0"
"0114","+","Mojave Raiders","1.2.3.0"
"0115","+","Mojave Raiders Tweaks","1.0.0.0"
"0116","+","Mojave Raiders - JSUE Patch","1.0.0.0"
"0117","+","Mojave Raiders - EVEM Patch","1.0.0.0"
"0118","+","Mojave Wildlife","1.1.0.0"
"0119","+","The Living Desert - Travelers Patrols Consequences Increased Population and more","2.3.0.0"
"0120","+","Simple Open Strip","1.8.0.0"
"0121","+","Simple Open Freeside","1.7.0.0"
"0122","+","Mojave NPCs","1.6.5.0"
"0123","+","Mojave NPCs - FPGE Patch","1.6.4.0"
"0124","+","Cook-Cook In His Castle","1.2.0.0"
"0125","+","Functional Post Game Ending","5.6.5.0"
"0126","+","FPGE Patch - JSawyer Ultimate","1.0.0.0"
"0127","+","FPGE Patch - Uncut Wasteland (Viva New Vegas)","1.0.0.0"
"0128","+","FPGE Patch - Mojave Raiders","1.4.0.0"
"0129","+","FPGE Patch - Simple Open Strip","1.0.0.0"
"0130","+","FPGE Patch - Simple Open Freeside","1.0.0.0"
"0131","+","FPGE Patch - Cook-Cook In His Castle","1.0.0.0"
"0132","+","Mojave Express Courier Delivery Work - Primm","2.4.0.0"
"0133","+","No Toll Booths for Mojave Express Courier Delivery Work","1.0.0.0"
"0134","+","The Someguy Series","2.0.0.0"
"0135","+","New Vegas Bounties I","1.55.0.0"
"0136","+","New Vegas Bounties II","1.47.0.0"
"0137","+","New Vegas Bounties III",".954"
"0138","+","The Inheritance","1.29.0.0"
"0139","+","King of the Ring","f1.04"
"0140","+","New Vegas Killer","1.0.0.0"
"0141","+","The Better Angels","f1.01"
"0142","+","CONELRAD 640-1240 - Civil Defense Radio","1.4.0.0"
"0143","+","Platinum Radio - A New Radio for New Vegas","2.0.0.0"
"0144","+","Blues Radio New Vegas","1.1.0.0"
"0145","+","Cowboy Radio","2.0.0.0"
"0146","-","Textures_separator",""
"0147","+","NMCs_Texture_Pack_For_New_Vegas","1.0.0.0"
"0148","+","NMCs_Texture_Pack_For_New_Vegas_Washedout_Wasteland","1.0.0.0"
"0149","+","Asterra's Many Fixes - NMC's Texture Pack compatibility","1.1.0.0"
"0150","+","Weapon Mesh Improvement Mod","1.3.0.0"
"0151","+","Weapon Retexture Project - WRP","2.2.4.0"
"0152","+","WTH - Weapon Textures from Heaven","1.1.0.0"
"0153","+","WTH - WRP Patch","1.1.0.0"
"0154","+","Armed to the Teeth - Redux","2.3.0.0"
"0155","+","All Non DLC Clothing Retex 2K","1.0.0.0"
"0156","+","All DLC Clothing Retex 2K","1.0.0.0"
"0157","+","Power Armor Visual Enhancement (PAVE)","2.1.0.0"
"0158","+","EVE - Essential Visual Enhancements","1.19.0.0"
"0159","+","EXE - Effect teXtures Enhanced","2.0.0.0"
"0160","+","All Weapon Sounds Overhaul Modern Edition - AWSOME","1.0.0.0"
"0161","+","Simple Open Freeside - Vanilla LOD","1.0.0.0"
"0162","+","Simple Open Strip - Vanilla LOD","1.0.0.0"
"0163","+","NMC's Pre-Generated LOD Updated","1.0.0.0"
"0164","+","Improved LOD Noise Texture","f1.00"
"0165","+","FNVLODGen Resources","1.1.0.0"
"0166","+","LOD additions and improvements","f1.07"
"0167","+","Much Needed LOD","1.2.0.0"
"0168","+","Much Needed LOD - NMC WASHEDOUTWASTELAND Patch","1.2.0.0"
"0169","+","FNV LOD Texture Patches","0.7.0.0"
"0170","+","TCM's LOD Overhaul","1.1.0.0"
"0171","+","Bullet Impact Increased LOD","d2023.5.26.0"
"0172","+","Enhanced Bullet Impacts","1.0.0.0"
"0173","+","xLODGen Output",""
"0174","-","Visuals_separator",""
"0175","+","Pip-Boy 2000 Mk VI","0.9.0.0"
"0176","+","Different PipBoy Animations","2.0.0.0"
"0177","+","No Muzzle Flash Lights","2.0.0.0"
"0178","+","Melee Hitstop Effects","f3.01"
"0179","+","Anniversary Anim Pack","1.9.0.0d"
"0180","+","Anniversary Anim Pack - General Bugfix","1.3.0.0"
"0181","+","Anniversary Anim Pack - Bonus Patch","1.3.0.0a"
"0182","+","Dedicated Weapon Animations (kNVSE)","0.2.9.0"
"0183","+","rockomotion","1.0.0.0"
"0184","+","Butcher Pete Complete - A Melee Animation Overhaul","1.0.0.0"
"0185","+","Wasteland Warrior - A Melee Animation Overhaul","1.0.0.0"
"0186","+","Viewmodel Recoil 0.308","d2023.5.28.0"
"0187","+","Power Fists Debulked","1.3.0.0"
"0188","+","Gauntlets Debulked","1.0.0.0"
"0189","+","Auto Melee Debulked","1.0.0.0"
"0190","+","Unarmed Animations","f1.00"
"0191","+","Different PowerFist Animations Xolerys kNVSE","1.0.0.0"
"0192","+","B42 Weapon Inertia","1.2.0.0"
"0193","+","B42 Dropmag and One in the chamber","1.2.0.0b"
"0194","+","Permanent Weapon Shells","1.1.0.0"
"0195","+","Awesome Staggering","1.5.0.0"
"0196","+","Diagonal movement","0.6.0.0b"
"0197","+","Ragdolls","5.3.9.0."
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"0199","+","3rd person Movement Animations Overhaul (and bugfix)","1.0.0.0"
"0200","+","NVTS - New Vegas True Scopes","1.0.0.0"
"0201","+","Pip-Boy Shading Fix NVSE","1.0.0.0a"
"0202","+","Strip Street Light Corrections","1.0.0.0"
"0203","+","A Little More Lamplight","1.2.0.0"
"0204","+","Atmospheric Lighting Tweaks (Interior Lighting for FNV and TTW)","1.2.1.0"
"0205","+","Clarity - An Orange Tint Remover","1.2.0.0"
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"0207","+","High Resolution Bloom NVSE","5.0.0.0"
"0208","+","Cloud Shadows","1.0.1.0"
"0209","+","Cloud Shadows - Clear Weather","1.0.0.0"
"0210","+","Cloud Upgrade NVSE","1.0.0.0"
"0211","+","Interior Rain","1.0.0.0"
"0212","+","Climate Control - Rain","1.0.0.0"
"0213","+","Character Expansions Revised","2.0.0.0"
"0214","+","Character Expansions - YUP","P2.0"
"0215","+","Character Expansions Revised - JSU","P1.1"
"0216","+","Character Expansions Revised - MR","P1.3"

I just met up with this couple whose dogs I'm gonna be walking for a bit while they're out of town, to meet them and the dogs. They're neighbors with a couple I regularly pet sit for - I've known the husband practically my whole life, so they know I'm trans. But I've been out and on T for over a decade, and legally male for almost a decade. I have visible facial hair.
The whole time I was at their place, the guy I was mainly talking to (they're a gay couple [!] [they're even a gay couple !]) kept referring to me as "she", or occasionally "they" - or sometimes correcting "she" to "they". But not once "he".
Someone else is gonna be watching the dogs while they're away (I'm just gonna be coming by to walk them), so he video called her while I was there so we could "meet" each other, and he was like "this is [name], she's- or, sorry, I don't know your pronouns...?" and I was like "he." (and I know he heard me, I said it very clearly and he was looking right at me and paying attention when I said it) - and then he just kept calling me specifically, only not the one exact pronoun I myself told him. so then the lady was also referring to me as "she".
It was just so, so weird and uncomfortable and humiliating and nauseating and I just didn't know how to respond - partly because I was just really thrown off by it, partly because I'm gonna be providing them a service that they're gonna be paying me for (and I need the money) so I want to keep things friendly (and he was being nice/polite otherwise), and I also don't want to add to the narrative that "trans people are rude and pushy and demanding and will freak out at you about pronouns".
I just don't really understand why this happened. The most logical explanation to me is that the people I sit for told them I'm trans - so I texted one of them like "hey, I have kind of an awkward question, did you tell your neighbor [name] that I'm trans ?" but she said she didn't, so I'm thinking either her husband did or maybe she's lying because she realized she shouldn't have done that, or maybe they just referred to me as "she" when telling their neighbors about me (they have slipped up on my pronouns a couple times in front of me, even within the last few months, so idk, it certainly seems possible that they refer to me as "she" when I'm not around). Otherwise, I just can't imagine why that would've happened. Like, he wouldn't have been like that to someone he perceived as cis - he wouldn't have just ignored me and kept calling me "she". He would've been embarrassed and corrected himself.
I'm just so tired of this. I shouldn't be having to deal with this still, after over a decade. I'm just a guy. A man. A regular dude. I just want to live my life like any other guy. People who didn't know me before my transition have literally zero excuse. None. No "WeLL I'm jUsT oLd-FaShIoNeD, iT's HaRd FoR Me, I'm NoT uSeD tO aLL tHiS nEw PrOnOuN StUfF" because they have only ever known me as a man, as my current legal name. There's no habit that they have to break. There is zero reason for them to struggle with it at all. The only thing that really clocks me is that I'm very small - and maybe I guess my hair is somewhat "long" at the moment compared to like a "traditional" men's haircut (but not even to my shoulders or anything). But I'm not the only small man in the world, and there are plenty of men whose hair is much longer than mine.
Do I really need to just move somewhere where no one knows me ? Do I really have to go completely stealth and start over from scratch just to be able to live as myself ? Can I just never escape this otherwise, because there would always be people who "know", who would tell other people, or refer to me as "she" ? Would I still be having to deal with this another decade from now ? Two decades ? The rest of my life ? Even after finishing every procedure I want done, will I be in some locker room with a beard and my D in full view while some "pronouns are just too hard for me I'm not a bigot or anything tho I'm totally an ally" chump is like "oh have you met my friend [deadname] ? She and I go way back !" ?
Is it really SO hard to just perceive and refer to me correctly even after a DECADE-long grace period ? A decade of being patient and understanding that they ~need time to adjust~ ? How much time do you need ? It's really actually so, so easy to just perceive me as a man, to just interact with me the same as you would interact with any other man. I look like a man. I sound like a man. I smell like a man. I am just, a man. Just enter that information into your brain. Simple. Easy. Done. What is so hard about it. It's been over a decade.
What do I need to do. Do I need to buzz all my hair off ? Get leg-lengthening surgery (with what money ???) ? Pretend to care about football ? Walk around like Popeye with my elbows out and fists all clenched like I'm gonna fight someone, going "HAR HAR HAR" and spitting on the ground ? Wear a big fake Johnny Bravo-type chin ? (my chin and jaw are already really masculine though ? That's always been the case, even before T - I used to get made fun of for having a masculine chin/jaw and nose ??)
I mean I'm gonna have to move soon anyway because I'm in Florida but I was primarily considering a place where a few relatives of mine live. But idk, maybe I do actually need to go stealth and start over somewhere where no one knows me.
Sorry for the long post, I just needed to vent. It's okay if no one reads this or responds. If you did read all this, thanks for listening.

I need some new people to play with consistently, I text really fast if you want to talk off the game too. Feel free to hit me up, I’ll be playing all day tonight. I’m highkey an attention whore so I love when people talk to me. You can text me on My ps my name is KyoGalaxy. If you’re crossplat just message me on here.
I play siege, overwatch, Minecraft, dbd and fortnite mainly. I’ll also download anything you want to play so just lmk.
I’m in est btw but idc where you’re from.