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My whole life I was a musician. I was convinced that this path was the one for me, and no other. I knew it would be tough to find a job or “make it” but I didn’t care about roughing it because it’s my true passion (or so I thought).
When I started college, I was very passionate about being a film composer. Got a degree in it. Even though I didn’t have the best college experience, I still felt like music was my calling. I got a few gigs here and there during my college years and had a network of people that gave me work - work that I was excited about. I even managed to have a kind of successful online presence.
But, something in my senior year began to change. I became more disinterested. I have been depressed since I was 12 years old, so I know that this was different. I stopped caring as much about furthering my career and networking. My heart was slowly losing its grip on my passion for music, without me realizing it. Then, a few months before graduating, the pandemic happened. Obviously, everything dried up and I completely lost all interest in my classes. I didn’t give a single shit when I graduated.
I thought it would be temporary, but I never got that passion back. I lived in a very emotionally abusive household so I decided to move across the country to a city where I thought I could go chase my dream, but it was mostly to escape my family and be with my SO. I thought living in this city would rekindle that spark, but if anything, it’s done the opposite.
I have to be an adult now, find a job, pay bills, all that jazz and because it’s been impossible to find a job in the music industry, and I got sick of piecemealing part time music teaching jobs, I decided to say fuck it and started going for corporate full time jobs instead. Any job that pays.
And so that’s where I’m at.
For the last year I’ve run into nothing but absolute failure. First office job I got I actually enjoyed a lot - got laid off 2 months later. Couldn’t find a job for literally 6 months after. Got hired for another office job, the business was really shady and didn’t even give me a week before firing me. I then found a job at a bigger corporation in the hopes of a better opportunity - the job was extremely deceiving and not what they made it seem at all. I ended up getting hurt at the job, and with no way out, I was put in a position where I had to quit or keep hurting myself. I also now have no unemployment to support me.
I just don’t know what to do now. Part of me feels like life is telling me this isn’t the way, but I just don’t know what is. I can’t handle the constant grind and uncertainty of gig work I’ve realized, but every “stable” job I’ve run into leads me to failure. Even if I go back to gigging, I just don’t have that spark nor passion anymore. I feel absolutely nothing. No drive to create or play. If I gig, it’s just for money.
The idea of going back to school for some whatever certification feels like the obvious solution but there is nothing that I am interested in that would be viable for short term (which I need). I’m not interested in much at all either. I’m also honestly not interested in going back to school at all if I can help it. Obviously, I gotta eat so I’m open to doing it, but I’m not excited about it.
Nothing really appeals to me and I feel like I’m just going in circles between random meaningless jobs that don’t fulfill me and that I don’t care about. There is a part of me that feels pressured to be a creative but no drive to do it. I just don’t know what the fuck to do with my life right now. All advice and insight is appreciated. Success stories too if you’ve been in a similar situation.

So I went to the fertility doctor & for one I am not financially stable to have kids. But I went to the obgyn she tested my thyroid & then referred me to the fertility doctor.. come to find out I get a regular cycle usually around the same time every month, but I found out I don’t ovulate I’m not dropping eggs. I did have the birth control in my arm for three years until I asked to take it out & after I did I ended up being fertile and having a miscarriage. I’m 27 now so I want to start a family in the next few years.. Mind you I been with my man for 3 years so I’m starting to think it could be him as well. The doctor said they won’t start IUI until he gets his sperm tested then there will be timely cycles and ultrasounds & I’ll be put on medication etc, anyways in my family we have alot of kids my younger cousin is the only one diagnosed with Endometriosis….. come to find out my symptoms are weight gain and it’s really hard to lose. I lost 12 pounds recently and that’s just from exercising more. She said I’m not overweight to the point where I can’t carry a pregnancy. But I still feel I need to lose weight it is all in my stomach & love handles. My hair doesn’t grow no matter what I do & I don’t really have another symptoms… anyways she said that I have 40 follicles what does that mean can anybody help me? Also I was tested for diabetes and everything came back negative.. any feed back would be great thanks

More damage? Faster reload? Longer range?
We all seem to agree lately that it’s ridiculous for an AT pushgun to be better than a tank.
The tank has no real advantage over a pushgun, or at least that is what I’m getting from the front page. And I agree! There’s a clear imbalance between Pushgun and Tank that’s been created that needs to be fixed.
I speak of course of the HV68 and the Bardiche.
It’s ridiculous the Bardiche costs more and yet only has 35m range, reloads slower and does less damage.
Please fix this by giving the Bardiche 45m range and a 25% damage bonus.

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I’m dutch so there might be spelling mistakes. Also if this is not the right place to ask, pls let me know.
So for this past school year i’ve been doing a study that, for a large part i’ve been enjoying. It’s in the direction i want to go career wise and i’ve enjoyed most courses and like my fellow students. To give a bit of an idea, i’m doing a sea study but i actually don’t really have a connection with the sea and i would like to do a more land study (put it a bit vaguely because of privacy). i have already looked at new studies and found one i’m really excited about and it’s even at the same school. Now we get to the problem. I need to tell my parent. I don’t live with them anymore but i would like to let them know what i’m doing, as i do visit almost every weekend. How do i bring it up? and how do i tell them i don’t see a future with the study i’m doing now? I have given no indication of not enjoying my current study so they will probably be very confused and have a lot of questions.

Overhand 1 unknown too generic
Overhand 2 unknown too generic (note the turning of the back before throwing)
Overhand 3 Kim kwanghyun (due to his tendency to whip his hand back after throwing)
Overhand 4 common Japanese double leg pump (too lazy to find the name) update: probably Hisashi iwakuma
Overhand 5 고우석 (go woo seok) and another npb player I forgot the name of (he was famous for pitching without looking)
Overhand 6 unknown too generic (might be an mlb player because of the glove kind of just going where ever)
Overhand 7 Roki sasaki (glove raise)
Overhand 8 unknown too generic (you could probably find this one but I’m too lazy might be npb or kbo player)
Overhand 9 unknown too generic (too lazy to find the name, might be a kbo player)
Overhand 10 unknown too generic (note the hidden ball thing he does where he puts the ball behind his back and throws) update: might be ubaldo, or a kbo player
Overhand 11 손승락 (his name is kinda weird son-sengrak) note his shoulder stretch before throwing and proceeding to jump
Overhand 12 unknown too generic (confident I can find this but I’m lazy)
Special 1 Clayton kershaw, however there is another kbo(?) or Korean player that pitches the same (more accurate to the game animation however) as him
Special 2 we all know who this is (Nomo)
Special 3 I forgot who this was (could also be Luis tiant)
Special 4 probably not Tyler Anderson but similar I’ve seen Japanese and kbo players that throw like this.
Special 5 Alex wood
Special 6 we all know who this is (Cueto)
Sidearm pitches are all unknown partly because I’m too lazy and also the fact that a lot of sidearm pitchers forms I’ve seen are inconsistent and look similar to these threes from the same player.
Sidearm 4 looks familiar however
Third quarter pitches I’m also too lazy for now but they seem to be animated more lazily compared to the overhands.
Submarine 1 might be shunsuke from his early mariner days, note the back foot swipe. (I’m also a submarine pitcher so I’ve done fair research on sub pitching forms so I can kind of tell the small differences.)
Submarine 2 Adam climber, note the back foot swing to the front
Submarine 3 might be Kim byung hyun (probably a mlb player note the extreme step towards the throwing hand side and higher release point) fun fact, one of his nicknames is Kim buk yu because of his controversial tendency to give the bird to fans that disliked him.
Submarine 4 Tyler rogers the slight step towards the throwing hand side and how he brings up his glove to his face during his leg kick.
That one motion for batting when he’s holding it with one hand is most likely park jung tae (박정태) I’ve seen maybe one more kbo player who bats like this (i might be schizophrenic)
Summary: I’m very lazy but I think I got some of the stuff that people wanted to know. Also, it doesn’t help that some of these animations aren’t too good
I will create this as a new post and edit it through time. Traveling rn so it’ll take like a few weeks until I come back to my computer to organize everything Took me even longer editing out words that the auto mods didn’t like 😭 the words weren’t even that bad either

This isn’t long at all but just need some advice? So a few years ago, I was in a really toxic/ abusive relationship. I’ll spare you the details but it’s made me HATE physical touch. My boyfriend’s (18M) love language is physical touch. Don’t get me wrong, I LOVE cuddles and playing with his hair etc but I hate when he randomly grabs my butt or my boobs. I just can’t stand it. It makes me feel a certain way. I don’t know how to explain how it makes me feel but I just don’t like it. I’ve spoken to him a few times about how I can tolerate/ don’t mind him doing it every now and then, but it’s honestly like 10 times a day.
I guess the advice I’m asking for is: how do I find the proper words to express to him that I don’t like when he does it? I don’t want to break up because it’s not THAT big of a deal and we’ve been together for nearly 2 years, but I do want it to stop.
Thank you for reading:)
PS: can somebody let me know if this is an NSFW kind of post. I’m not too sure if it’s appropriate to add that tag🤣

Hey everyone, hope you’re all doing good.
I quit everything around 2 weeks ago and felt pretty good for much of that time, save for a few nights with difficulty sleeping.
I feel very, very unmotivated to continue sobriety at the moment. Its a complete mindfuck for me because the biggest pull to use again is the voice saying “See, you can quit at anytime, why not enjoy a few hits to celebrate?”. I know that entire sentence undermines itself, but an hour ago I was browsing for poppy pods again and almost did it.
Its not like anything has gone wrong since quitting, life’s been pretty good considering the past years of complete abuse. There’s just this slump I’m feeling rn where it feels like I’m extremely vulnerable for a relapse, despite my better judgement.
I’m sure many of you have been here, how did you get past these moments of weakness?

Hi, I think my parents are getting sucked into an MLM, but I’m having a hard time finding detail about GSPartners.
They shared that they opened a Swiss bank account through them because they offer a good interest rate. Then I found out that my dad is a “Continental Executive” with them and he’s trying to get other people in. I told them this sounds like an MLM and I’d look into it. It sounds like the product is bank accounts?
Does anyone have experience with GSP? I guess they’re connected with Swiss Valorent Banking or something? Is it a real regulated bank as they claim?
Any additional detail as to what’s going on would be great.

Hello!
I came here in Aus as a de facto partner under my girlfriend’s student visa. I have full working rights. Do I need to get an OEC if I plan to visit the Philippines while I’m working here in Aus?
Would appreciate the insights of people who have a similar case to mine!

I went on vacation and left very specific instructions for the family member who was feeding shiloh. When I got home, he was hugely bloated and there were pellets on the bottom of the tank.
I fasted him for three days and have been feeding daphnia in small amounts since. I’m afraid he’s going to starve. We got home one week ago.
I vacuumed up the extra pellets and did a 20% water change. He’s in a lightly planted 10 gallon with two snails.
He has no pineconing and seems mostly okay, but is definitely less active and still huge.
What do I do from here? When can I feed pellets again?

I’m 29 and just found out I’m pregnant for the very first time yesterday. I immediately Googled the abortion pill and found HeyJane and I’ve decided that’s the best route for me I’m not gonna lie, I’m terrified. I can’t talk to anyone in my life about this, except my LD boyfriend who has been so beyond supportive about this. I feel so guilty. I feel like a horrible person. But I’m also anxious to get the pills and get this done and over with. I, nor my boyfriend, am not in any position to have a baby right now. Has anyone taken the abortion pill? Any tips or things to watch out for?

Is it professional and allowed for female staff to wear open toe sandles? Seen 4 today already. I’m still in my suit and tie. What’s the male equivalent? Birkenstocks?

I’m planning on going to Santa Barbara City College this fall but, since it’s a community college, there’s no school-provided housing. My parents have been against this since the beginning (they want me to go to a 4-year) so they won’t pay for anything, but Santa Barbara is expensive.
There’s plenty of students in my position who are currently looking for roommates so that’s no issue, it’s mostly the rent, which can range from $1500-2500 (for just me).
I just need advice on how I should do this, how can I work around this? If there’s no financial support from them at all, what kind of things will make it easier for me to live on my own while also attending school?
Thank you, sorry I couldn’t be more specific, I kinda need advice on everything in this area. :)

Esteemed Battles - Just wanted to bounce something off of y’all/yous/yins… I suspect I already know the answer, but to hell with it.
I’m certain inflated awards are less of an issue in the Army, but do y’all experience FGO’s deployment awards being upgraded from MSMs to a BSM just because? Also assume said FGOs don’t leave the wire. I’ve seen dozens of occurrences of this while junior enlisted and NCOs are most often downgraded awards.
Experiences?

Guys I’m addicted to Vicks. Anybody else?? It’s such a stress reliever lol

I’ve decided (maybe this morning. Literally this morning) that I no longer want to work at this place I work at. Kind of decided last night that I no longer want to work there. There’s a lot of drama there and I’m tired of the commute. I’m also getting really lazy at maintaining friendships and even my own relationship. I’m not even going to tell my job I’m quitting, I’m letting them figure it out, they’ll live. Happy June everyone. I hate June. (No, it has nothing to do with pride month, I just really ducking hate June). Last year, in august, I tried offing myself. I think I’m being self destructive. June was a really traumatic month for me (last year). Trauma is stored in the body, amirite???

Anyone have this dilemma? Ricks whole thing with nothing matters due to infinite universes really resonates with me. Not that I can jump into different universes, but let’s say I had a bad day at work. (I’m a server, with shit management so it happens often) Knowing how insignificant my life is, really does help me relax, knowing I’ll be forgotten in about 100 years.

Me 24f and my boyfriend 25m have been dating for six months now. Things started really fast we both fell for each other on the first date and a month and a half later I moved in with him and his parents. The only thing that we argue about and have an issue with is each others past. He told me that he had been in a relationship for 7 years and that he cheated once on this girl and she never found out, after the breakup he just hooked up with girls from tinder. I on the other hand have never been in a serious relationship for longer than a few months because I had a dynamic social life, a friend group and I never really fell for anyone to want to be in a relationship, I also have a few casual hook ups. I told him that this is the first time that I feel like I’ve fallen in love with someone and that I see a future with him. Our first almost break up was when we asked me how many sexual partners I’ve had and he didn’t like the answer because I have had more than him and he said he wanted to rethink if he still wants to be with me. Later he said that he is inlove with me and will eventually get over it as long as I am his last. Two months later we are in my apartment having dinner and he opened his insta and there was a picture of a half baked girl. I jokingly asked him when is he going to unfollow all the corn accounts as it was disrespectful to me. He was not very pleased and said he will. I continued cleaning and saw him looking through my phone. He said it is only fair if he’s going to unfollow girls that I unfollow guys as well. I told him that’s fine by me because I don’t follow naked guys only friends and people that I know. Everyone that I had a thing with I don’t follow. He said it’s not his fault that girls tend to post more provocative pictures that made me mad and I went to take a shower. When I got out of the shower he told me that he read every conversation with every guy that I follow and that I have flirted with every single one and that I’m a liar. There was one conversion that stood out to him he was a friend of mine since high school and we used to hang out a lot almost every day with our friend gruop. He read the chat between us and he saw that that guy invited me to his apartment. He asked me about it and at first I couldn’t remember which time exactly because we used to hang out at his place a few times with the rest of the group. So I told him that and he said I was a liar and you could see from the chat that it was just the two of us. Then I remembered and explained to him that yes it was just the two of us and he made me food we talked and I left and nothing happened because we have been friends for a very long time and there have been other occasions where we would hang out seperatly. And again all of this happened before I even met my boyfriend and knew of his existence. He said I was a liar and he doesn’t believe me and he wants me to pack my things tomorrow from his place and never see me again. He went to sleep in the living room. I started crying and having a panic attack because I couldn’t believe what just happened and how the loml could just leave me like that. After about one hour of me crying he finally heard me and he came and said that he loves me and just got really hurt and didn’t really mean that but he doesn’t know if he can trust me again. Ever since we’re okay but from time to time he would just randomly ask me again if it’s true that really nothing happened because he can’t imagine a girl and a guy going to his place and not hooking up. For some reason he always thinks that I’m lying about my past because that’s what his intuition is telling him. Idk is it maybe because he cheated on his ex that he thinks that I will do it? I don’t see what I did wrong I have also removed every male friend I had and I have not seen on talked to them ever since we started dating. Yes I have had more relationships but I have never cheated as it is against my moral code. What else can I do for him to believe that he is truly the only person I care about?