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2023.06.03 05:24 No-Scheme2867 TLDR// feels like a never ending flare up that’s been going on for 2 years and only getting worse
Hi, I have had hypo for like 8-10 years I wanna say. I’m a 20 y/o F. About 5 years ago I got diagnosed with hashis. These last 2 years have been HORRENDOUS, it’s been like an ongoing flair with absolutely no end and it’s only been getting worse. It started after I got my 2nd Covid vaccine dose thingy of Moderna. I was at college, having a great time-doing band camp and living my dreams. Then about 3 hours after my vaccine I was rushed to the ER because I thought I was having a heart attack, I had a sinus infection that wasn’t going away, had recently gotten sun poisoning. Overall, I just wasn’t feeling well. I had a doctor on campus I was seeing regularly and they couldn’t figure out what was going on…I had appointments almost every 2 days at that point. I was in and out of the ER for the next month, and had decided I couldn’t keep doing college so I medically withdrew and went back home. Fast forward a few months I had started working again, trying to push through and ignore the issues at hand. Then I planned my wedding and got married to my husband and made a cross country drive to AZ from NC. Then I started having troubles with driving (beforehand I was super tired at night and thought I would fall asleep behind the wheel multiple times)- up until I moved to AZ I was on 100 mcg of Levothyroxine (this was like all of 2021- early 2022). My hands started cramping, and now i have trouble using my hands, I don’t drive at all anymore and I can barely walk currently. I am a mil spouse so I started doing kickball, then twisted my ankle and that went from ankle, to hip pain, to back pain. This happened about 8 months ago now. When I went to the dr she upped my dose of levothyroxine to 125mcg, and put me on some pain meds (nothing crazy, basically it was ibuprofen). Okay, now that we have some of the back story down let’s go to today. The back/hip pain is severe. I can barely walk 10 steps without shooting pain. I’ve had numerous MRI/X-RAYS/CT scans and blood work done. Nothing comes up. Im currently on 200 mcg of Levothyroxine, taken how it’s supposed to. I have barely any appetite, severe insomnia, severe fatigue, and I’m freezing all the time. Im on meds that are supposed to help me sleep, an anti anxiety, and anti depressant, vitamin d, prenatal, and pain meds as needed (flexeril). I can’t work, or drive, and I feel like my eyes are also getting worse? I’ve been having headaches all the time, sometimes even migraines and the last thyroid panel I did my levels were normal range. Im having a really hard time with my mental health because we are struggling financially and I can’t help out currently. We aren’t even gonna start on the memory loss. My doctor is currently trying to figure out if I have another autoimmune disease or something. She’s suspecting potential fibromyalgia.
I apologize for the super long post. All of this is to say that I feel really alone and I barely have any friends out here for support. It’s really just my husband. I’ve tried gluten free but it didn’t help. I’m just really lost and feel super alone that I’m the only one dealing with this. I don’t feel like I want to label myself as having a disability but is hashis a disability? I dunno my mental health is just getting really bad because I don’t know what to do to help myself anymore, my doctor is aware of all of this as well.
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2023.06.03 05:06 Altruistic-Ant-6221 Idk what to do anymore
I (21 F) have struggled with anxiety and depression since my early teen years. My anxiety was more social anxiety/ general with the occasional panic attacks. Fast forward to a few months ago I really couldn’t shake the idea of quitting my job I wasn’t sure why I loved my job (animal shelter attendant) some of the employees were ball busters and I made minimum wage. I was told I would be moving to an assistant management position soon which came with a raise yay. Needless to say that didn’t happen. The days at work got longer and longer. I stopped finding the joy in the job I loved so much. Yes it was also a sad job but I found more happiness. One day I had a panic attack at work and left early. Nothing in particular just I guess built up emotion. I didn’t go to work for another 3 days and I texted my boss that I quit. I quit just about a month ago. Since then I have barely left my home I barely eat or eat too much staying in bed isn’t comfy anymore but it’s so much better than getting up. I see no reason for me. I feel like an inconvenience to my family a disappointment even. I feel like I don’t belong in this world anymore. All my friends have slowly left which was probably my fault. My boyfriend, we’ve been dating over a year is very patient with me. I feel like me always being down if affecting him too I’m watching him lose interest in things he loves, he comes over just to sleep, he never eats. He wasn’t always like this. He used to be super social, he loved video games, he liked to workout. I feel like I’ve sucked his happiness somehow. He doesn’t deserve it. I feel like I’m hitting a new low and idk how I’m gonna come back from this one. I’ve never known feelings like this. I will say at least no one would have to deal with my funeral cause I’m too much of a pussy to end it. I’ve never felt more sad,alone,anxious,and just done with life. Sorry kinda rambled lol
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2023.06.03 04:50 flutterbizzle Five years of silence broken… where do I start?
We have been NC with my in-laws for 5 years, since right before my twin daughters were born. A LOT of backstory to get through so cliffsnotes: my husband is the scape goat, they never liked me because I come from money and helped their son turn into an amazing human where their narcissistic parenting style failed, and they disowned my DH before the twins were born.
Today’s issue is my JNMIL texted me today out of the blue. First I was extremely confused because she was blocked. Then I remembered we switched carriers and discovered your blocked numbers don’t transfer. Second was the content of the message. Her message was “Hi OP, sorry if this bothers you. I understand DD1 is having some developmental issues. There is a place in Colorado specializing in neurofeedback that has success in treating this. Look up neurofeedback on the net. I no longer have the number. Hope it helps.”
I have no idea where to go from here. We tracked down the source of the leak where this text could have come from. But the important thing here is that my daughter DOES NOT have “developmental issues” she has a speech impediment and she’s a little more to handle than some five year olds. We had an issue with their last daycare trying to say that DD1 was autistic and uncontrollable, turns out they just suck at their jobs because our pediatrician almost laughed in our faces after doing a brief exam. She is not autistic. Apparently the story was told at some point (the daycare incident was almost 2 years ago) and since JNMIL’s world is about to fall apart she is grasping at straws.
Her mother is dying, has been for the entire time I’ve known her, but this time we think it’s imminent. My JustMaybeBIL called his mom and asked her what the hell, and that’s how we found out about grandma. We haven’t talked to GMIL in 5 years either and she’s never met the kids. So here’s where the advice comes in: DH wants to go to the funeral for personal closure and because he feels that he has too. He knows that most of this sub will tell him not to go, and he has thought about not going. He just feels he HAS to do it. So, do we take this terrible opening to form a gentle peace so the funeral goes smoothly? And if so, how? How do you come back at that opener with anything other than “WTF?” That won’t give us a good starting position.
And no, the kids and I are not going to the funeral if my DH does. If my in laws ever meet my children, it will not be at a funeral.
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2023.06.03 04:40 Public_Perception448 My attention-seeking-always-has-to-be-in-the-spotlight aunt hates me. Always has. Spreads rumors like crazy. Well, I’ll give you something to talk about.
My dad passed July 1, 2022. His sister has always hated me. And my mom. She’s an attention seeker who can’t stand to be out of the spotlight so she will do anytning to have eyes on her. Of all the absolutely outrageous things she did in the past (stole the show at my mom and dads wedding, tried to get my parents to take me back bc I wasn’t their family material bc I was adopted and had issues -some bish I work for the system now-, she meddled in everything that didn’t concern her.) Here recently, She: -told everyone at my dads funeral that she overheard me planning to take his 66 Plymouth. (Of course I wanted to inherit it, but my dad wanted her son to have it and I think that is fine. The car means a lot to me but I want it to be taken care of.) she told them that I was bragging about taking it now that he’s dead. (I wasn’t, and everyone backed me up, I was hysterical at the funeral.) -she stalks my profiles and tells my grandparents what I post to make me look like I’m crazy. For example; I just reunited with my first adoptive dad who I was ripped away from 18 years ago. And she told my grandparents I was replacing my dad. I’m absolutely not. I don’t even call this guy dad. But it’s nice to have him back in my life. And he respects my boundaries when it comes to him. -my mom got into a relationship, she was planning to tell them on her own, but my aunt beat her to it and it really hurt my grandparents. (I don’t agree with her moving on so fast but I do understand she needs a partner bc she was my dads caretaker for 6 years about. She deserves someone to take care of her now. And dad wouldn’t want her to be lonely.) -she called State Farm to talk about my dads life insurance and my life insurance literally minutes after my dad passed. He was still lying dead in the front yard of his parents home. We all know she wanted to inherit ownership of the policy. So we took her name off of my life insurace too. Thank god the agent knows our family, she called my mom right away. -she lied to me and cussed me when I confronted her about these things -she keeps posting inspirational quotes on IG so I take the quotes and post them to my own with a message for her saying she’s a hypocrite and I’m just waiting for her to block me. -we have now found out that her son (the one who got my dads car) probably doesn’t have lupus (was a HUGE deal in the community when he was younger bc he was so sick). We all have found out that she was basically doing to her son what deedee Blanchard did to Gypsy Rose (I knew gypsy as well, always had my suspicions.) and her son is struggling with that.
Feelin toxic toward her. 🙏 I don’t like hypocrites. I wanna be petty. What else can I do to show her just how much I hate her that doesn’t include harassment or spreading rumors about her to others.
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2023.06.03 03:59 NFCAAOfficialRefBot [POST GAME THREAD] Boise State defeats East Carolina, 52-39
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East Carolina East Carolina Game Start Time: 6:30 PM ET
Location: Dowdy-Ficklen Stadium, Greenville, NC
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Total Passing Yards | Total Rushing Yards | Total Yards | Interceptions Lost | Fumbles Lost | Field Goals | Time of Possession | Timeouts |
386 yards | 28 yards | 414 yards | 1 | 0 | 1/1 | 15:35 | 3 |
East Carolina East Carolina
Total Passing Yards | Total Rushing Yards | Total Yards | Interceptions Lost | Fumbles Lost | Field Goals | Time of Possession | Timeouts |
502 yards | 0 yards | 502 yards | 4 | 0 | 1/2 | 11:56 | 0 |
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2023.06.03 03:50 alwayseepy i caved and broke bc
so it’s been a month since i last talked to him. almost 2 months since he broke up with me. but i broke nc today, and i got disappointed and hurt again. the last time we spoke was in person, essentially i wanted closure and asked him to meet. i apologized for my faults and he did the same, he even ended up crying when talking about how he missed me, but was still firm in his decision. he’s made it clear that he doesn’t love me anymore at all, which is hard to accept because i still have feelings for him, we were together for 2.5 years. anyway, this has been the worst period of my life. i’ve been severely depressed, my grades have dropped and i barely eat. because of this i recently moved back home, we both lived abroad. to make matters worse, i just arrived home and the airport personnel robbed my suitcase. the only thing they took was a small jewelry box, which contained only one economically valuable piece, but it contained all of the jewelry my ex had given me. as well as the jewelry his grandma gifted me. i didn’t lose much economically speaking, but emotionally i was devastated. so i texted him, just to tell him how i felt and because it was obviously about him. he took 6 hours to reply. he replied with 3 lines to the effect of: hey sorry that happened it sucks i don’t really know what i expected, but at least a sympathetic ear would’ve been better i’m back to feeling like shit. is it natural that a person u were committed to for almost 3 years doesnt give a shit about you? i’m truly inconsolable
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2023.06.03 03:37 Beanie_Inki The 1800 United States Assembly Elections The Hamiltonian Way
| SUMMARY OF ALEXANDER HAMILTON’S GOVERNORSHIP (1798-1800) Cabinet Attorney General: Charles Lee (1798-1800) Secretary of Foreign Affairs: John Jay (1798-1800) Secretary of Finance: Oliver Wolcott Jr. (1798-1800) Secretary of War: James McHenry (1798-1800) Preparation With the grand success of the National Party in the Assembly, Hamilton got to work with waging his war against France. Securing an alliance with Britain through the Treaty of London, America would soon find itself at war with France and its ally Spain. Through a combination of France and Spain being stretched too thin to fight effectively, and America possessing a gargantuan military thanks to its levée en masse policy, the Gulf of Mexico was successfully blockaded, and the colonial forces starved. America would then conquer its way through Louisiana, Florida, and the Caribbean until it stood as a champion. However, instead of making peace and consolidating the new territories, Hamilton had committed to a great gamble by, with the approval of the British, sending American troops directly to Europe to help put down the French Revolution for Good. Stability The American Revolution was a revolution of intellectuals; elites coming together to organize an overthrow of British rule, guiding the people along the way. The end result was initially instability, under the mob rule provided by the Articles of Confederation, but when the new Constitution came into effect, stability came and America prospered. The same could not be said for France. The French Revolution was a revolution of the mob; angry men coming out to vent themselves by storming buildings, ransacking cities, and plunging the nation into a sea of blood. Royals, nobles, religious figures, anyone suspected of being an opponent of the revolution was sent to the guillotine. It was one thing to throw off the shackles of tyranny; it was another thing altogether to frenziedly execute anyone associated with the old order. Though the Jacobin Club had been dissolved long ago, its ideals have not. There are still many radicals in the world who continue to unwaveringly support such ideals even in the face of the French themselves rejecting it; the Committee of Public Safety had been overthrown many years ago in favor of the more moderate Directorate. Chief among these remaining Jacobins was Thomas Paine, the head of the Country Party’s radicals. It was one thing to be a Jacobin; it was another thing entirely to be a Hébertist like him. With the damage done by Jacobinism as clear as day, Hamilton knew what he had to do. For the sake of not just America, for the sake of not just Europe, but for the sake of the world, the French Revolution had to be stamped out for good. McHenry was shortsighted. It was too risky to just indirectly assist the British. As Jay had prescribed, America had to go to Europe and take the fight directly to France’s shores. This would be a watershed moment in American history; Alexander Hamilton, the first governor of the United States, had held the burden of every one of his actions setting a precedent for future governors to follow, yet none would be quite like this one. America was destined to be actively involved in the world, and for sure every governor following Hamilton would look back to him to deal with their foreign policy. God save America, for there was no turning back now. Outrage Just as Charles Lee was about to strike at the heart of the Friendly Tribune and make an example of their leaders, Hamilton requested a meeting with him. Happy to finally be in contact with someone else in the executive branch, he complied and met with the governor. Hamilton met with Lee regarding public order; sending troops abroad was highly unpopular. Even the newspapers which usually backed Hamilton even in his darkest times were questioning the wisdom of sending troops across the sea. What business would America have fighting in Europe? It made sense to punish the French and their allies in Madrid for their misdeeds and to seize their North American holdings, but there was no land to gain in Europe. The land there was not to colonize, for it was the homeland of colonizers. Hamilton had a simple request for Lee: don’t let the newspapers know a thing about the war in Europe. If anything bad happened, even if it was small, the newspapers would go nuts over it, and the people would follow. Hamilton specifically requested that the Security Act be invoked as soon as any newspaper started speaking up, and that the use of National Marshals against such papers be liberal. “The papers are your enemy, the papers are your enemy. The isolationists are your enemy, the pacifists are your enemy, the pacifists are your enemy. Write that in your journal 100 times.” was what Lee was told by Hamilton. So, with gusto, he got to work keeping every goddamn paper in-line. Unfortunately for Hamilton, it wasn’t just the public he had to worry about, as he had to now contend with the sole cabinet member who opposed his decision: Secretary of War James McHenry. This was inevitable. If he sided with McHenry, he’d have to confront Jay. Regardless, he had to get McHenry to support this since waging a war was going to be difficult without the secretary of war supporting said war. The meeting was brief, as McHenry’s opposition stemmed less from the idea of sending troops to Europe and more so because he believed that it wasn’t winnable and also that the troops would be better off pacifying the newly-occupied territories. Hamilton reassured him of victory being possible, citing the army’s size swelling to almost 6-digits from its already massive size of 80,000 at the war’s start. Furthermore, Hamilton reminded McHenry of the Security Act’s potency in dealing with uppity non-citizens and Attorney General Lee’s efficiency in enforcing the act. National Marshals would be fine enough to secure the territories while the bulk of the army was in Europe, though a small force would be left behind to deal with it. It seemed the meeting was over, but McHenry had one last concern to mention, on behalf of Secretary of Finance Wolcott, who had been frequently absent for “personal reasons” since the passage of the Fourteen Points. The problem was that of funding such an operation. Funding was generally fine for most of the war due to the Economic Reorganization Act, but fighting such a war in Europe was risky from a fiscal perspective. Hamilton reassured McHenry that he had a plan in mind just in case the money ran dry, though he wouldn’t elaborate. Satisfied, the meeting ended, and Hamilton got to speaking with Britain over the Jay Plan. Cooperation For once, William Grenville would see the governor himself, as opposed to John Jay. He could only hope that whatever happened here would leave a good impression; he had high expectations for such a man like Hamilton. Though, he knew little about why this meeting was called on such short notice, and why Hamilton himself was even there to begin with. So, the meeting began. Hamilton first began to ask questions about what was going on regarding the European theater. Grenville answered by bringing up the two main campaigns: the slightly successful campaign in Holland, and the stalemating campaign in Italy and Switzerland. The former was only successful due to the arrival of Prussian forces, which had been turning the tide of war, while the latter was a stalemate due to mountainous terrain making offensives nearly impossible against the might of the French Army. The Battle of Novi, which resulted in a victory for Austro-Prussian forces in Italy. With that now known, Hamilton informed Grenville of his intention to send American troops over to Europe in order to assist in putting down the French Republic. Furthermore, to surely get Grenville’s approval, he even claimed he intended to go himself. This completely stunned Grenville. Though he knew that Hamilton had a preference for Britain over France, he was still a revolutionary, and him outright planning to send troops across the Atlantic to put one down seemed completely backwards. Still, help was help, and so he happily informed Hamilton that such action would be appreciated. Of course, the devil was always in the details. The American Army was an extremely large army. If there was one similarity between America and France, it was that they both practiced levée en masse. With all of those troops, lots of food, ammunition, and other supplies were going to be needed to keep them supplied enough to fight. Hamilton acknowledged that he could only give them so many supplies. The bulk of their supplies once they arrived would have to be from Britain and other nations in the Coalition. Wanting nothing more than the final destruction of the French Revolution, Grenville promised logistical support for the troops. Viewing the meeting as successful, the two ended it there. Hamilton was set to take an unprecedented action; America was going to fight across the sea. Such an action had untold rewards, but doing so possessed unbelievable risks. If anyone could prevail, however, it would be Hamilton. Leaked American troops had landed in Europe, ready to fight. The journey took a bit longer than expected; the seas were rougher than usual, but they still made it. This was it. This was the twilight of the French Revolution. Unfortunately, back at home, the press caught wind of the staggering number of America’s men landing in Europe. While nothing bad had happened to them yet, Hamilton had underestimated just how much the public opposed any action in Europe. Despite the best efforts of Attorney General Lee, the press was able to make hay with this. Particularly, that damned Friendly Tribune, right before its final shutdown after Lee had discovered its headquarters in the basement of a building that was supposed to be for textile manufacturing. The whole damn place was run by Quakers. Lee felt incredibly stupid for not making the blatantly obvious connection earlier. Regardless, the newspaper was destroyed in one fell swoop, and those who worked for it were subsequently arrested and convicted. But this wasn’t going to be the end of it. Absolutely not. The news was out there. Shutting down the papers wouldn’t make that any less true. Already, people were visibly angry about it. Protests began popping up in Philadelphia, and Quakers were running amok denouncing the intervention in Europe. Lee had failed his one job, God help him. Timing What a disaster. Hamilton was all the way in Europe fighting, the people had just gotten wind of the highly unpopular direct intervention, and worst of all, it was election season. Whether Hamilton forgot or simply didn’t care was up in the air. Regardless, for the first time since the Whiskey Rebellion, Hamilton’s allies felt like they would lose. The National Party was very divided on the direct intervention. They were already divided on the matter of war to begin with; passing the Mobilization Act was no easy feat. But taking the fight to Europe? Many in the party had privately found Hamilton to be insufferable, and a small few in the Assembly began to openly criticize the war. Senate President Pinckney, who acted as governor in Hamilton’s absence, could only thank God that the Senate Nationals had more party discipline. The Country Party, on the other hand, was vehemently opposed to the war from day one. They saw it as completely ridiculous and counterproductive considering they were a revolutionary nation; what kind of revolutionary nation fights other revolutionary nations? The initial war in North America swayed some of them and the anti-war public into supporting it due to the successes, but war in Europe was insane. Yet this war was so controversial, that it broke the two-party system. The Quakers, who found no home in either party due to their opposition to mobilization and war as a whole, which made the National Party unfit for them, and their opposition to slavery and Revolutionary France’s worst excesses made the Country Party unfit for them. So, under the leadership of famed abolitionist Elias Hicks, a new party was born from the ideals of the Quakers: the Friendship Party. Elias Hicks, Quaker, abolitionist, and founder of the Friendship Party. THE 1800 UNITED STATES ASSEMBLY ELECTIONS National Party The cockade of the National Party. The National Party stands as the nation’s dominant party. With a supermajority in the Assembly and a working supermajority in the Senate, the nation bows to the whims of the party; more often than not the wishes of Governor Hamilton. The Nationals support Hamilton’s entire domestic program of the Fourteen Points, high tariffs, internal improvements, and defending the Bank. The party, however, stands in its most divided state since the Whiskey Rebellion. With many members already skeptical of the Mobilization Act and the prospect of war with France, Hamilton’s decision to personally lead American troops into Europe has caused factionalism to once more present itself in the party, with a noticeable chunk of the party opposing such action. The Louisianans are the less dominant, more moderate faction of the party, headed by Massachusetts Governor John Adams. While still remaining mostly loyal to Governor Hamilton, they do hold some opposition to his domestic policies, most notably the levée en masse provision of the Mobilization Act. Most notably, however, is their opposition to Hamilton’s current foreign policy. The Louisianans are highly opposed to directly intervening in Europe, believing that consolidating the newly conquered territories, most notably Louisiana, is much more beneficial to the nation than recklessly sending American troops overseas, instead favoring indirectly supporting the Coalition through giving arms and loans. The Rejuvenationists are the current dominant faction of the party, and are obstinately loyal to Governor Hamilton. Headed by Senate President Charles Cotesworth Pinckney, they dance to the tune of Hamilton’s every word as they lend their support towards his complete domestic agenda alongside supporting rigorous enforcement of the Mobilization Act’s levée en masse provision. On foreign policy, they believe in continuing the war until the French Revolution is fully stamped out, in order to destroy the threat of Jacobinism one and for all and rejuvenate America’s standing in the global community. Most controversially, some radicals in the faction have even proposed a postwar military alliance with Britain in order to ensure a maintenance of the postwar order. Country Party The cockade of the Country Party. The Country Party has, for most of its history so far, been a joke of a party. Opposing Hamilton’s popular agenda and being dominated by radicals alienated many voters, resulting in it never finding a true mandate in the Assembly. However, with Hamilton’s direct intervention in Europe causing the greatest uproar against the governor since the Whiskey Rebellion, the party may finally find a chance to win. Opposing Hamilton’s domestic agenda, the party calls for a reduction in tariffs, an end to the whiskey tax, and an exit from the war paired with an immediate repeal of the Mobilization Act. However, the party still holds factions, with radicals calling for an end to national internal improvement programs, the bank, and even the standing army, while moderates wish to see a continuation of internal improvements, a reduction in the power of the bank, and the maintenance of a voluntary standing army. The Normalists are the moderates, headed by Assembly Minority Leader DeWitt Clinton. Calling for a return to normalcy from the turbulent rule of the National Party, the Normalists call for an immediate peace, a repeal of the Security Act, a reduction in tariffs and the whiskey tax, and the pursuit of American neutrality. However, unlike their more radical counterparts, they still believe in national internal improvement programs and only weakening the Bank. Furthermore, they don’t believe in abolishing the standing army, viewing it to be necessary to fight both domestic and foreign threats to national sovereignty. The Brumaireians are the radicals, headed by former Assembly Minority Leader Thomas Paine. The Brumaireians support a peace treaty with France and Spain containing compensation for the conquered territories, and an issuing of arms shipments and loans to Revolutionary France, viewing them as fellow revolutionaries fighting a fight not so different from America’s own decades prior. On domestic affairs, they favor a complete repeal of the entire Fourteen Points and the Mobilization Act, alongside abolishing the Bank, national internal improvements, the whiskey tax, all protective tariffs, and the standing army, viewing them all as threats to liberty and proof of the urban class conspiring to dominate the common farmer. Friendship Party *Note: This is a write-in option only.* The cockade of the Friendship Party. The newest party to join the American political scene, the oddly named Friendship Party seeks to further the interests of the Quaker cause, and especially the cause of pacifism. Headed by famed abolitionist Elias Hicks, the party seeks to combine various ideas from both parties paired with abolitionism. They take from the National Party’s disdain for Revolutionary France and their high support for merchants. They take from the Country Party’s support for peace and their opposition to the Mobilization Act, the Security Act, and the standing army. Their syncretic ideals are further represented by their notable members, with Moses Brown representing the merchants, William Savery representing the pro-Indian rights activists, and Robert Pleasants representing the rural folk. However, due to the party’s affiliation with a small religious group, their hardline pacifism and abolitionism, and the fact that they’ve only just formed, the party is not even known to most voters, and is not projected to get many, if any seats. Furthermore, Quakers are mostly based in the Mid-Atlantic, and consequently, the Friendship Party is only able to run candidates in that area, with all of the candidates requiring write-ins due to not being included on the ballot. Who are you voting for in this election? View Poll submitted by Beanie_Inki to Presidentialpoll [link] [comments] |
2023.06.03 03:25 anon594874yi Why does everybody hate Andrew Tate so much for no reason?
I don’t understand why so many people hate Andrew Tate so much, especially women, even Muslim women. He’s fighting against feminism and all these degenerate ideologies. He’s done more for the Ummah than most of us could ever in our lives.
What bad has he done? He’s motivated men to take care of themselves, control themselves, and be good fathers, husbands, and role models and he wants women to be comfortable at home with their husbands and be great mothers, wives, and role models. I understand he might have said bad things in the past, but overall, he generally makes great points like how traditional gender and family roles are being destroyed, and how Islam is the only religion that doesn’t tolerate degeneracy. Of the bad things he says, he’s just being a charactepersona most of the time, and even if he was being serious, this was all before he converted to Islam.
It’s annoying to hear people’s justification for their hatred of our brother Tate by saying “he’s a misogynist”, “he’s a sx traffickerpist”. Unfortunately in a society like this, people just want to do anything to make him guilty, even though he’s not even in jail anymore and is not proven guilty yet. Those same people who hate the Tate brothers, they would also be proudly cheering and enjoying themselves fully at some Chris Brown concert or some rapper like 6ix9ine, and funny enough, they actually objectify women with such filthy slurs and even abuse women, yet they get way more respect than our brother Andrew Tate does. Again, since Andrew Tate converted to Islam, all of his sins are washed away. Even if he is guilty, though the world would hate him, we got to support him and make sure he doesn’t do those things again. Many of the Sahaba also did worse things than him, and even some of them attempted to kill our beloved prophet (saw), and he forgave them after they converted. The double standard is that when some celebrity who is lgbt or liberal converts, just because they appear to be nice, they get praised heavily, but when somebody like Andrew Tate converts, they get massive amounts of hate.
Why don’t we give Andrew Tate another chance, whether he’s innocent or guilty? There’s this Hadith saying that “help your brother, whether he is oppressed or an oppressor”. This is not saying that if he’s guilty, that we condone what he did. This means that we support him in the sense that he would stop doing the crime and would make reparations to the victim.
Lastly, while Andrew Tate mainly says good things, he does have flaws too, but just like any other Muslim, we are all learning something new every day. If he does any sort of mistake or sin publicly after his conversion, he should just be privately informed and that we pray Allah guides him and us all.
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2023.06.03 02:50 TheBonesOfAutumn In the 1970’s, two unrelated deaths occurred within the confines of a small home that once stood along Lawrence County, Indiana’s Ramsey Ridge Road. Referred to by locals as “The Mysteries of Skin Ridge,” this is the story of the unusual deaths of Dennis McArthur, and Gerry Lee.
Nestled in northern Lawrence County, Indiana, just six miles from Bedford, lies Ramsey Ridge Road. Just under three miles in length, the rural pathway once referred to as “Skin Ridge'' winds through the sparsely populated area’s dense woods atop a hill overlooking Little Salt Creek and nearby Bartlettsville. In the 1970’s, two completely unrelated deaths occurred within the confines of a modest green house that once stood along the ridge. Referred to by locals as “The Mysteries of Skin Ridge,” this is the story of the unusual deaths of Dennis McArthur, and Gerry Lee.
Dennis McArthur
On April 11, 1976, 44-year-old Pearl McArthur returned home after a lengthy stay at Madison State Hospital. Pearl, who would later be diagnosed with schizophrenia, had committed herself to the hospital in early December, leaving her 18-year-old son, Dennis, to care for the house in her absence. Accompanied by her 23-year-old daughter, April, who lived in nearby Bedford with her husband Gary, Pearl made her way inside the small two-story farmhouse.
Inside, Pearl and April found the home in complete disarray. Trash laid strewed about, lamps and furniture were overturned, and the stove was caved in, its exhaust pipe torn from the wall. It was unusually cold inside as though no heat had been recently used, and a strange smell permeated the air.
Alarmed, Pearl and April began to frantically search for Dennis. As they made their way over to a small couch located in a bedroom on the second floor, they noticed a pile of blankets lying on the sofa. As Pearl peeled back the layer of quilts, she was met with a horrific scene; Dennis’s decomposed body lay beneath the bedding. They immediately summoned police.
Dennis was found in a fetal position on the couch, facing inwards. Although covered by quilts, he was nude from the waist down. The coroner estimated he had died one to two months prior, however the cold weather had, in part, delayed the decomposition process making it difficult to give an exact time of death. During an autopsy, it was discovered that Dennis was severely emaciated, to the point of starvation. No evidence of external or internal injuries were found.
Police discovered several bottles of pills in the home; vitamins used for energy, an antidepressant, and a drug used in the treatment of Parkinson’s disease. All of the pills were prescribed to Pearl, and were still relatively full. A toxicology test was conducted and proved negative, however the state pathologist who performed the test admitted that the test was incapable of detecting substances such as LSD. He also explained due to the amount of time that had passed since his death, the tests might not be one hundred percent accurate. Dennis’ cause of death was listed as malnutrition and exposure.
Investigators found several clues at the scene that struck them as odd. Although the cabin appeared ransacked, nothing seemed to be missing, including a small amount of money that was found within the disheveled home. Along with money, a small amount of, now spoiled, food was found in the cabinets and refrigerator. An upstairs window was found to be broken from the inside. Also upstairs, investigators discovered several large pools of blood, including one beside the couch where Dennis’ body was found. They also found blood on the backside of the couch, on a rug, and on the kitchen door frame, along with splatter on a wall. Testing confirmed the blood to be human.
Dennis was well known to both police and the county’s social workers. His mother, Pearl, was frequently in and out of mental institutions leaving Dennis and his two siblings to fend for themselves. The children’s father, Walter, had abandoned the family and moved to Georgia years prior. In 1972, Dennis was arrested for theft and truancy. That same year, he was expelled from school and never returned.
He was again arrested in 1973, this time for driving without a license, fleeing from police, possession of alcohol, and curfew violation. After his release, Dennis was sent to live with a man named Al Hagopian, a case worker for the Youth Services Bureau. Al was quoted as saying; “Finding him a place to stay was hard. The house where he had been staying was pretty grubby, and the state thought he was too young to live alone. His mother was in and out of hospitals a lot and he worried about her constantly. He didn’t want to return home, but said he had to go back to help care for his mother.”
Al discovered that Dennis “read and wrote backwards,” and was “practically illiterate.” After reviewing Dennis’ school records, he found multiple instances where teachers labeled Dennis as having disciplinary problems when it came to schoolwork, however not once did they mention he had a clear learning disability. Al further explained that attempts to secure employment for Dennis were nearly never successful. Aside from being unable to read or write, he had no vehicle. He also had no stable address or phone number and was oftentimes dirty and dressed in near rags.
Dennis’ unfair hand he had been dealt did not stop him from trying to act like an average kid most of the time, Al added. He explained that Dennis had an interest in cars, enjoyed hanging out with his friends, and was always chasing girls. He had also told Al he wanted to someday save up enough money for a new guitar, as he loved to play music. Al admitted that Dennis was also into the “street scene” and had dabbled in drugs and alcohol. Dennis returned home after two months of living with Al.
In 1974, after another arrest and his subsequent release from a youth detention center, Dennis went to live with his father for a short time. Dennis’ arrest had made headlines when it was learned the young man had been kept with adult men for a long period before being transferred to the youth detention center. Dennis and Walter reportedly couldn’t get along, however, and Dennis ran away to Florida. He lived there for a few months, washing cars to make money, before returning to the home on Ramsey Ridge in Indiana in 1975. He was again arrested, this time in Bloomington, Indiana for carrying a concealed weapon, alcohol consumption, and curfew violation. At the time of Dennis’ death, the charges against him were still pending.
According to his sister, April, she had gone to visit Dennis at the home on Ramsey Ridge on Christmas Eve. April said Dennis was sitting on the couch, playing his guitar. He also showed her a new rug he had purchased for the home. According to her, he seemed his usual self and the home was clean. April offered him some money, however Dennis refused claiming he had enough to get by.
Lucy Lively, an aunt of Dennis’ who lived “within hollering distance,” claimed she entered the home on February 1st to turn off a lamp that had been left burning. While she did not see Dennis, she claimed the home's interior was in normal order. Joe McArthur, Dennis’ paternal grandfather who also lived nearby, said it was not unusual for Dennis to disappear for long periods, so he thought nothing of the youths' absence as of late.
When Walter, Dennis’ father, was informed of his son's death, he informed police that Dennis, along with two male friends, had come to visit him in Georgia in mid December. He gave a description of the two teens and told police they had been introduced to him as “John Boy'' and “Blonde John.”
Police were able to track down “Blonde John” who was identified as 18-year-old John Fonk of Bloomington, Indiana. John told investigators that he and Dennis had driven to Florida together in October, not December, as Walter had stated. John explained they had stopped by Walter’s home in Georgia on their way back home. He was confident in the date as he had joined the Air Force in December. He also explained that “John Boy” had been a hitchhiker they had picked up along the way. According to John, “John Boy” rode back to Indiana with the pair, but he had not seen him, or Dennis since. He described him as being in his mid 20’s. After learning of the discrepancy in Walter’s story, police again tried to contact him, however phone calls and letters went unanswered. Unfortunately, they were never able to identify “John Boy.”
Further questioning of social services showed that Pearl had filled several grocery orders provided by state services, however the orders ceased when she had been again hospitalized. Eventually the Lawrence County Welfare Office had taken control and promised to look in on Dennis, however they could provide no evidence they had followed up on the case. They suggested that Dennis, overwhelmed with his impoverished lifestyle, had simply starved himself to the point of being comatose, before succumbing to the harsh cold of winter. They were quoted as saying “We were aware of him of course, but he never came to us. We don’t go looking for people if they don’t come to us for help. Now if he had, we would have done something.”
The local sheriff as well as members of Dennis’ family were unsatisfied with Dennis’ listed cause of death and continued to pursue the investigation for several months. Unfortunately due to a lack of funds, more elaborate tests that may have presented some clue as to how Dennis died could not be conducted. Sheriff Robbins was quoted as saying, “This is a very disturbing mystery, because even if someone confessed to killing him, I doubt we would have the evidence to prove it. But it sure is hard to believe he could kill himself like that, by just laying down and dying. We aren’t closing the case, it will remain open. But until we have something more to go on, there’s not much more we can do at this point.”
Dennis was laid to rest at Heltonville’s Gilgal Cemetery. Few attended the modest closed casket funeral and subsequent burial. One journalist gave a last description of Dennis’ final resting place,
“The dogwood trees are in full bloom on the hillsides of Gilgal Cemetery, and though Dennis’ body now rests peacefully beneath a carpet of fallen petals, his soul will surely never rest until the reasons behind his death are discovered.”
Pearl, Dennis’ mother, passed away in 2000 at the age of 67. Walter, Dennis’ father, died in 1988. His sister, April, passed away suddenly in 2006 at the age of 53. Dennis also had an older brother, Gordon, who passed away in 1994 at the age of 42.
Gerry Lee
On the evening of May 28, 1978, police were again summoned to the little green house on Ramsey Ridge. The home was now occupied by 27-year-old Gerry Lee, a divorced self employed carpenter, and his roommate, 25-year-old Michael Davis. When police arrived, Michael informed them that Gerry had committed suicide.
Gerry was found hanging from a maple tree located 20 feet from the home's front porch. The rope had been tied off to a branch approximately 10 feet above the ground and fashioned into a noose. His feet were found to be touching the ground, and his knees were bent. Blood was discovered on Gerry’s hands and pants, despite having suffered no visible wounds. An autopsy would reveal that Gerry had died of asphyxiation as a result of a fracture to his cricoid cartilage located at the base of his larynx. The coroner stated this was not an injury normally associated with suicidal hangings, but instead blunt force trauma to the throat. Inside, more blood was found on a television set, the phone, and on the kitchen floor. A window on the home's back door had been broken from the outside, leaving shards of glass lying on the kitchen floor.
When questioned, Michael gave an explanation for the unusual findings. He claimed that he, Gerry, and two other friends, Mike Oakly and Roberta Chandler, had spent the day in nearby Bedford before the foursome returned to the home on Ramsey Ridge. There, Michael told police that he and Gerry got into a “friendly scuffle” that resulted in Michael falling into the window in the kitchen. He suffered a deep laceration to his forehead that left him bleeding profusely.
According to Michael, Roberta and Mike accompanied him to seek medical treatment in Bedford, while Gerry stayed behind at home. Michael returned home alone from the hospital, having left Roberta and Mike in town. It was then he discovered Gerry’s body and summoned police. He added that that evening Gerry had threatened to shoot himself multiple times with one of the loaded guns kept in the home.
When Roberta and Mike were taken in for questioning, they gave similar accounts of the night's events. Both were released. Aside from having a visible wound, medical staff confirmed Michael had been to the hospital that evening, having sought treatment for a laceration to his forehead.
Still, both the prosecutor and the county coroner stated they were not entirely satisfied with a verdict of suicide. The coroner stated “Some things have not fallen into place like they should with a suicide case. Although it looks as though it could be a suicide, there are so many angles that do not fit in with the suicide verdict.” The prosecutor agreed, “I’m not satisfied with how the investigation was handled,” he said, “and there are still a lot of unanswered questions. Several months later, Gerry’s case was brought before a grand jury who ultimately returned a verdict of “probable suicide.”
Gerry was laid to rest in Bedford’s Breckenridge Cemetery. Despite his death being declared a suicide, many locals, including Gerry’s friends and neighbors, continued to believe that something more sinister may have happened that evening, and the suicide was in fact staged. The community’s more superstitious elders shared a similar belief, however adding that a “strange ethereal force” inhabited the room where Gerry once slept, and where two years prior the body of Dennis had been discovered.
Whatever your opinion may be, it seems for some the books will never fully be closed on “The Mysteries of Skin Ridge.”
Sources
Newspaper Clippings, Death Certificates, Photos-
https://imgur.com/a/4kQ3rEl Find a Grave Dennis-
https://www.findagrave.com/memorial/63100083/dennis-scott-mcarthur Find a Grave Pearl-
https://www.findagrave.com/memorial/254365281/pearl-m-mcarthur?createdMemorial=Yes Find a Grave Walter-
https://www.findagrave.com/memorial/80652726/walter-rufus-mcarthur Find a Grave Gerry-
https://www.findagrave.com/memorial/47074796/gerry-wayne-lee National Library of Medicine-
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2023.06.03 02:30 Low_Example1345 I decided to be the bigger person.
Okay. So I have posted before on this account and another account that I lost the password to. But here is a small recap:
My MIL had a falling out about my husband and I not using cloth diapers (I don’t have the stomach nor do we have access to a washing machine regularly) she cussed me out. Told my husband that the baby isn’t his and blocked us both. She then unblocked us but I blocked her and refused to talk to her until she apologized to my personally. That was at the beginning of this year.
She finally decided to throw away her ego and text me (I only blocked her on messenger and Facebook which she will remain to be blocked. My number I didn’t block)
This is how it’s going so far:
MIL: Hi OP it's OP’s husband mom I wanted to apologize for the confrontation we had it was never my intention for that too happen I hope you forgive me and allow me to be apart of my grandbaby life
Me: The cloth diapers I don't really care about. It was the fact you think so lowly of me to say the baby isn't even Hubnads's. I have done nothing but try to be respectful for towards you and that's what you think of me. All I did was defend myself during our lost talk and give the same energy you gave me, I am not going to bow down and let someone treat me like that. I wouldnt even let my own mother treat me like that. I know that you don't like that I married him so young but I wouldn't have married him if I didn't love him. I would never get knocked up with some other man's kid and try to pass it as huband's. I'm not that shallow of a person and Husband is too good to be treated that way. You don't even think the baby is his. I have boundaries and I don't let people cross them. You have crossed very many of them. For husbands sake I will be hospitable but that really hurt that you think of me like that.
MIL: Am sorry if I made you feel that way I don't think of you that way it was just weird that it happened so fast I do apologize for making you feel like I don't like u or care about your feelings you are apart of my family and I never said I don't like that u guys married so young an happy that u guys love each other I just didn't like that I didn't know right away but trust me I do understand how I made u feel and that was not my intent
Me: We can work on building a better relationship. But I will stand up for myself no matter the person. I have healthy boundaries that I expect people to respect. I will not be walked over or have someone imply that my child isn't Husbands. I had to fight to marry him and still fight to be accepted. I fought society and all the southern hillbilly racists in my family that threatened to disown me, I lost the little bit of a relationship I had with my father to get to call Husband my husband. why would I throw that all away for a one night stand. I cut out so many people in my life and left everything behind all because I loved him, why would I ever fuck another man and then try to play it off as Husband's. You still said that you think the child isnt Edward's. We all say things we don't mean when angry but there is no going back from that. I may forgive but I will not forget. I worked hard to get here. I was an awful teenager but I fixed myself so Husband has a wife he deserves i still have a bit to go but I would never do that to him.
But I do appreciate you took the step to apologize and I hope we can try to move forward and respect each others boundaries so we can all have a healthy relationship and our child can have a third grandmother in their life.
Context for my texts: husband is black, I am white, I am from Louisiana. My family had a heart attack simultaneously when they found out that the boy I was talking about for years was gasp a black man. My dad said I was dead to him and hadn’t talked to him since. My husband and I “met” when I was 15. We met online. I was awful and insane back then. (I was almost diagnosed with clinical insanity one hospital visit) he lived in OH I lived in NC. We were on and off because I was so unstable. I did kiss a girl while we were on one time when I was hospitalized. Immediately told him and broke it off so I could explore that side of me. He told his family they now deem me as the whore. I got stable I realized how awful I had been and went on the path to recovery. This saint of a man decided to forgive me and we worked on building us again. He joined the army. And yk the stereotypes, we got married as soon as he got out of AIT. I was 17. But my home life and him getting deployed we decided to rush it and asked my moms for permission. They said yes. We got married had a small ceremony with my family. We sent the wedding photos to his mom. Him and I showing off our rings and certificate. He told her over call (she doesn’t like white people so we didn’t tell her before hand because we didn’t want anymore drama) she swears to this day we didn’t do that. She also doesn’t like the fact my mom is a lesbian.
Anyways my MIL still hasn’t mentioned the fact she called me a whore. I hold a grudge like no other and I will not be letting her forget this. She also doesn’t get a cute grandma name. Nana, Nona, memaw, mawmaw, and Mimi are already taken. On the hunt for an ugly grandma name. She may just get grandmother. She may just get her name. She has already called the baby a bastard child and half breed during that big fight so why should she get grandmother title?
So the texts where copied and pasted and are word for word besides actual names. I tried my best to be respectful but firm how did I do? I don’t care how old someone is or how they are related to me I don’t take shit from anyone. I will throw it right back at them and I don’t care if that makes me a bitch. I am nice until you think you can walk over me. But sadly she is going to be in our life. She apologized so I tried to be nice. Did I do okay? Should I go ahead and lay out my boundaries for her? What should my boundaries be? I have already decided no visitors until further notice. But besides that I am awful at setting boundaries. I was never allowed to have them so I am trying to take back my control.
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2023.06.03 02:26 YUM922 EBF baby on bottle strike with new job approaching
Looking for advice. I am starting a new job next week that requires me to go into the office for a few days. I have been working remotely up until now and have been able to EBF my 8 month old daughter. My new job will also be remote, with the occasional in person meetings that I’ll have to go in for (all day). My daughter was perfectly happy drinking bottles of thawed pumped milk whenever needed, until about a month ago when she started completely refusing the bottle. I don’t think the taste is the issue because she starts crying before the milk comes out. I’ve tried giving her milk in a cup with a straw and she drinks it happily but it takes so long for her to finish even one ounce, so I’m not sure she’s ready to drink milk from a cup when she’s hungry and needs to chug 6+ ounces. I’ve also tried switching between different nipples, including the ones with a wider mouth to imitate the breast (Dr. Brown, evenflo, Lansinoh) and different flow levels. I’ve tried giving her the bottle to play with to familiarize herself with it, and gave it to her when she was less hungry and when she was really hungry. Literally nothing has worked and I’m sure me giving in and BF her after a failed attempt at the bottle isn’t helping.
I’m terrified that on the days I am at work (and won’t be home for any feeds), she will continue her bottle strike and be hungry all day and consequently, both she and her caregiver will be miserable.
I am sure I’m not the first (and won’t be the last) mom to experience this. Looking for advice to get my daughter back into drinking from the bottle. Thank you in advance!
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2023.06.03 02:01 Rhugaved12 Poll on Keychron K2 Pro Switches
Thinking about getting the
Keychron K2 Pro but am confused which switches to go for.
I have the Nuphy Air75 with Brown switches which is a great keyboard by the way! I am thinking about trying out other switches. I plan to use it mostly at home which would involve mostly programming and regular typing. I don’t play games, so thats that. I’ve tried Blue switches earlier which I liked but not sure how they would age on me with the sound. Have never used Reds.
So just vote/comment down below which you think I should get!
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2023.06.03 01:59 kylexyz001 23 [M4F] [Relationship] Ohio/Worldwide- Let's Be Each Other's Everything (Longest post ever?)
Brace yourselves, this is gonna be a long one.
Table of Contents
1…… The Main Goal
2…… What I’m Seeking
3…… Personality
4…… Interests
5…… Physical Characteristics (with pics)
6…… Expectations of You
7…… Living Situation
8…… Deal Breakers
9…… Closing Remarks
(1)
The Main Goal:
Well if you’re browsing this subreddit then much like me, you were alone this weekend and I’m sure you’d like to change that as much as me. I won’t lie, I am going through a rough part of my life right now. It’s difficult for me to find the energy for anything at the moment and I’m just really seeking affection in general, anything that will give me a push. I don’t want to be that person who brings everyone down but I could really use someone to talk to right now. I’d really like to find someone who’s similar to me so much to the point that we do everything together and talk about everything while not having to pretend to be interested. I want someone with whom we can mutually spew our emotions onto and have those feelings reciprocated. Not an emotional punching bag, but an emotional teddy bear to hug and cuddle until everything feels better as many times as we need. There’s people who I’m sure have told you the same, they’ll be there no matter how many times you need the support, no matter how many times the insecurities and bad thoughts come back but they don’t mean it. I will be the exception, I’m not so ignorant to think some nice words and tales of relating to you will magically forever heal whatever ails you then get mad when you seek the same support again. Mental ailments are rarely temporary and I don’t care about someone because they’re perfect, caring about someone means being there no matter how many times they need you to be. It doesn’t feel like a chore, it doesn’t get old, and it never will.
(2)
(2.a)
What I'm Seeking:
I will upfront let you know if I’m clicking better with someone else or if you’re the one, I’m not here to tread the sea of fish or keep my options open, I’m here for one singular person.
(2.b)
Relationship:
A relationship is difficult for me right now, it’s been nearly half a year since I got out of my last relationship and the reasons for it ending are partially responsible for how I’ve been feeling and why it’s so hard for me to seek the comfort I so desperately crave. I will tell you about it but for the sake of not treating the entirety of the internet as my therapist, it’ll be in private. I really need the comfort of intimacy and the warmth of someone who cares. I'm not going to feel better if I just sulk and don’t move on. This is my attempt to get better, I’ll admit I’m not great right now and I don’t expect you to be either. If we can help each other heal, then I’d be more than happy :) A relationship isn’t just being there for when someone’s at their best. Even if a relationship is hard at the moment, I do want a life partner and I don’t want to be alone. Things aren’t going to get easier without you so I don’t want to hesitate. I view my other as an equal, I don’t like categorizing us into specific roles. We take care of each other and treat each other how we like to be treated, whatever that is, it's as simple as that. I don't care if you're "successful" or not, living simple lives with our days filled with love is the ultimate measure of success to me.
(3)
Personality:
(3.a)
On the Surface:
As you can tell I can be rather… stoic but that’s largely due to my current stressors, I truthfully am goofy and fun loving but I just can’t find it in me right now. I want to return to that but without someone to light up my world it’s been difficult to just have fun and enjoy stuff. I’m definitely more introverted, you won’t catch me at any parties or really outside at all. I definitely prefer being home though the occasional outing is not out of the question and one day I’d like to travel to other countries because I think that kind of perspective is important.
(3.b)
The Core of My Being:
I like being a spectator to it all and if we bear witness to humanity burning or its miraculous recovery, I want to watch it with you. I enjoy watching humanity advance, less so when it devolves but I want to watch it to the end nonetheless. I’m both a realist and someone who lives with my head in the clouds dreaming of scenarios or worlds that don’t exist. I’m saying that I enjoy a good narrative and can suspend my disbelief to enjoy something but you won’t catch me refusing vaccines or ignoring blatant facts for the sake of some pseudo science or witch doctor’s remedy. I’m an atheist but I do not rule out existence after death, not because I’m agnostic but because due to the nature of potentially infinite time at some point after how many googol years with a googol amount of 0s after that, something’s bound to replicate your consciousness perfectly at some point. It’s actually a really fascinating topic I like talking about. If infinite time and infinite possibilities exist, does non existence exist? Though that’s an awfully existentially dreadful thought process considering the ramifications of infinite existence and infinite possibilities during said infinite existence. I would say I’m confidently left leaning and I don’t think I could truly get along with anyone right leaning, at least America’s definition of right leaning. Left and right seems to have just become; do people deserve to suffer or do they deserve to live good lives? Being political is not something I expected to become but how can you not be when crimes against human rights are being passed on a daily basis and at the end of the day, everything’s political. Oftentimes I imagine the perfect moment as relaxing with my significant other playing games or cuddling in a cold room under blankets.
I value that special someone above all of the existential thoughts, the bad of the world, the good of the world, they practically become my world. So many worries wash away when I’m with them. I don’t know if that’s the defense mechanism my brain created to not feel bad 24/7 but if it is, I’m currently without it.
(3.c)
Insecurities:
I talk of philosophy and politics here but really I spend most of my time just playing games, watching stuff, and trying to not be sleep deprived. I’m also nowhere near as well spoken, heck sometimes I feel like my speech is broken. I won’t claim to be something I’m not, I sit at home while I complain about the world doing nothing about it wishing I had someone here with me. I’m not noble nor do I really want to be, I have morals I uphold but much like most other hypocrites I acknowledge that my comfortable life is built on the suffering of others without doing anything about it. Why? My sleep problems? Am I depressed? Is that why I have no energy to do anything? Do I just think nothing I could do could help? I can’t nail it down myself, maybe it’s a mix of everything, maybe I’m just a bad person. I have always told myself that if I had wealth I would help people but if I get that kind of wealth will I just become a wealth hoarder who tries to justify my riches as something I earned rather than something given to me through incredibly lucky circumstances? If I do help people is it because I’m a good person or out of guilt? Will I die alone? I feel like I drive everyone away with my clinginess, I get paranoid often and need reassurance often. It’s something I want to work on, something I’ve been trying to work on. Hearing that someone cares about me just never gets old. I value self awareness even if it’s painful.
(3.d)
Socializing:
I’m definitely a socially anxious/awkward mess, especially around strangers. I do feel a large amount of anxiety in public, people can’t tell by looking at my face since I kind of go stone faced in an attempt to block everything out but yeah you’ll notice that if we go out in public. Growing up my pediatrician said I was probably autistic, never got a formal diagnosis so that’s just great. But yeah that explains why I can’t make eye contact with people, I kinda just stare at the ground and avoid their gaze at all costs. A lot of these social struggles go away to a great degree once I know you for a bit but yeah I apologize for how terrible I am at socializing at first. Don’t let my social struggles fool you though, I love cuddling and being close with my person.
(3.e)
Sexuality:
I am a heterosexual male, though I’m not very masculine like at all. I may even be a bit feminine sometimes. Not that I believe any activity or manner of acting belongs to a gender but I don’t know how else to describe it. I’m definitely super affectionate and love it when my partner is too. I am open to dating demi people but I do have a libido so I don't think asexual would work out.
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Interests:
(4.a)
Video Games:
As stated before, I do spend a lot of my time playing video games. It’s been hard lately with me having no energy but I really do want to play more games and have a good time playing them with you! I primarily play on PC though I do have a switch. I’m primarily into platform fighters, roguelikes, open world, survival, and sandbox games. As for single player story games, I enjoy watching them through twitch or youtube but for the most part I don’t play them myself. I’d watch you play them though!
Here’s a list of games we can play:
-Minecraft (Java)
-Risk of Rain 2
-Gunfire Reborn
-Roboquest
-7 Days to Die
-Phasmophobia
-Rust
-Unturned
-Bloons TD 6
-Platform fighters: Super Smash Bros. Melee, Slap City, Multiversus, Flash Party, Fraymakers
Whatever you want to play I’ll give it a shot! I will say that League bores me to death but I’ll play it for you :) I try to avoid MMOs, not because I don’t like them but because of how addicted I can get to them. I enjoy learning games in-depth so MMOs can be a fast track to addiction.
I recently got Kerbal Space Program 2 and ehhh not really worth it right now but hopefully later it will be? I’m super excited for Tears of the Kingdom! In the far off future I’m excited for Rivals of Aether 2 which is a platform fighter releasing in 2024, let me know of your most anticipated releases and I’ll see if I could play them with you!
Also I never got into FPS games but I could totally see myself playing like CoD with you or Escape From Tarkov. Any FPS really, I’m down.
I am a fan of Pokemon but with how things have been lately I don’t know how long that will last. Pixelmon is a common Pokemon mod I play for Minecraft if you want to play that! Also if I say I want to play something with you I mean it but there are often times when no matter how much I want to I'm just drained and can do little more than lay in bed so please don't think I'm making an excuse.
(4.b)
Science:
I really enjoy keeping up with the latest advances in pretty much everything, it could be biology, technology, astronomy, anything! I love seeing progression and I love talking about it! Really I could go on and on about what I’m obsessing about that day. I particularly love technology, ask me for my laptop specs I dare you. When I was little I always wanted to be a scientist of any kind but then insomnia and fear of college stuff hit me like a truck aaaand that’s the end of that dream.
(4.c)
Anime:
You got me, I like anime but I’d like to think my tastes are benign.
Here’s some of my favorites I can list from the top of my head:
- To Your Eternity
- Vinland Saga
- Spice and Wolf
- Re:Zero
- Mob Psycho
- Dr. Stone
- Attack on Titan
- Spy x Family
- My Hero Academia
- Ranking of Kings
- Demon Slayer
Okay I can go on and on but I will say I don’t like pointless fan service and the spamming of cliche anime moments. I mostly enjoy action and anything well animated if it doesn’t have a potato story. Heck Demon Slayer could be my top 3 out of season 2’s animation alone. I don’t watch slice of life often or romance but I would with you!
(4.d)
Misc:
I’m not going to go on and on about the tiniest little things when the main ones are covered but I’ll watch pretty much any show with you and anything really. I like random youtube videos that explain some kind of lore or mystery, sometimes mini documentaries too.
As for food I looove sushi and I’m a sucker for fast food. Okay and candy, definitely candy.
I used to play tennis but haven’t really had the opportunity nor friends to play it with and I’m way too socially anxious to seek it out. Also I will say that when we move to something like discord I type waaaay more casually. I’m not going to expect long paragraphs back and forth like we’re writing English papers for each other, I do enjoy long conversations but seriously don’t worry about having to put the utmost effort into every response, I just like making good first impressions I guess.
(5)
(5.a)
My Physical Characteristics:
I’m 5’8 (172cm), 128 pounds (58kg), with curly brown hair and blue eyes. I like keeping my hair long in the winter and cutting it in the summer. I’m pretty slim in general so if you’re looking for someone large, that’s not me. I don’t work out but my work is pretty physical so at least I’m not totally inactive. I don’t have the urge to work out or gain muscle but I do want to maintain my slim figure so if I start losing control of that I’ll work out. I like to keep my face shaved because I don’t think I look good with a beard/mustache so if you’re into those I apologize. I have an average amount of body hair? I’d prefer to be completely shaved but it’s easy to lose motivation with that battle, if you prefer shaved then I’d have no problem complying. Anyways here’s what I look like:
https://imgur.com/a/MZZgf2t (5.b)
My Physical Preferences:
Having physical preferences makes me feel shallow, if I could make myself not have them I would but unfortunately that’s now how that works. I don’t care if you’re shorter or taller than me and I don’t care if you weigh more or less than me. All I ask is that you’re slim-average weight. I would never ask for someone to be something I’m not. I don’t care about tattoos or piercings.**(6)Expectations of You (Relationship Only):**I am not looking for someone “exciting” or someone to “keep me on my toes” I’m not looking for someone to cater to my every whim or anything like that. I don’t care if you’re “boring” or if you aren’t “successful”. I know it’s a common thing for people to not want a “boring” relationship and to seek something argumentative or something with constant challenges but I just want to be with you. During the exciting times, the boring times, and everything in-between, all of it will be great with you! Maybe we do argue sometimes or maybe there will be challenges but that will never be something I purposefully seek out and I don’t want that to be something you seek out either. I will not play tricks on you and I will not play mind games, I expect the same from you. We all have personal measures of success we may or may not have lived up to but what I care about most is our commitment to each other. If we have each other we can get through tough times, near the ends of our lives I want us to look back and feel that this life together was worth more than anything. That’s not saying I want us to be haphazard, I don’t want us to make poor decisions for the sake of yolo and I want us to always be rational, especially with each other. I want you to be someone I can trust to make decisions and weigh the options with a level head, I’ll try my best to live up to the same for you. Most of all I want empathy, understanding, someone to feel the utmost comfort and trust in.
(7)
Living Situation:
Currently my life is pretty relaxed, I work 3 times a week as a night shift stocker. I currently live in a 2 bedroom apartment with my roommate but we’re looking to move into someplace larger by the end of the year if everything works out. The internet is weirdly great for Ohio too like I have fiber and later this year we’re supposed to be getting dedicated fiber so that’s neat. I’m not attached to Ohio so the ultimate goal living location wise is probably moving to a country that won’t send you into a lifetime of dealing with the repercussions from one medical emergency.
(8)
Deal Breakers:
Might as well make this simple and make it a list.
- Anti-vaxxers
- Unironically believing astrology
- Right wingers
- Hard drugs (occasional 420 and alcohol is fine, may even join you)
- Wanting children, there was a time when I was younger when I wanted children but with the state of the word that’s a definite no and I feel like I wouldn’t be able to handle the stress. I’d love a stress free life with as much time with you as possible.
- Homophobic
- Transphobic
- Racist
- Super Religious
- Don’t be a bigot and don’t deny facts.
(9)
Closing Remarks:
Well you made it, I was thinking that finding someone I’d be willing to put a lifetime of effort into at least required this much effort. If I think of anything more I’ll update the post. Also about timezones, it really doesn’t matter where in the world you are. I don’t have a sleep schedule and I have most of the week off from work so it really doesn’t matter.
I request that in your response you do put effort into it, it doesn’t have to be anywhere near as long as this but at least enough so I know that you read this and enough about you so I know why you saw potential compatibility. I will seriously read all of it and respond the best I can. I do also request a pic included in your response (sfw please) or one soon after we start talking to prove identity, I’ll send identity proving pics too. As long as this post is up, you can send a reply!
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2023.06.03 01:58 kylexyz001 23 [M4F] Ohio/Worldwide- Let's Be Each Other's Everything (Longest post ever?)
Brace yourselves, this is gonna be a long one.
Table of Contents
1…… The Main Goal
2…… What I’m Seeking
3…… Personality
4…… Interests
5…… Physical Characteristics (with pics)
6…… Expectations of You
7…… Living Situation
8…… Deal Breakers
9…… Closing Remarks
(1)
The Main Goal:
Well if you’re browsing this subreddit then much like me, you were alone this weekend and I’m sure you’d like to change that as much as me. I won’t lie, I am going through a rough part of my life right now. It’s difficult for me to find the energy for anything at the moment and I’m just really seeking affection in general, anything that will give me a push. I don’t want to be that person who brings everyone down but I could really use someone to talk to right now. I’d really like to find someone who’s similar to me so much to the point that we do everything together and talk about everything while not having to pretend to be interested. I want someone with whom we can mutually spew our emotions onto and have those feelings reciprocated. Not an emotional punching bag, but an emotional teddy bear to hug and cuddle until everything feels better as many times as we need. There’s people who I’m sure have told you the same, they’ll be there no matter how many times you need the support, no matter how many times the insecurities and bad thoughts come back but they don’t mean it. I will be the exception, I’m not so ignorant to think some nice words and tales of relating to you will magically forever heal whatever ails you then get mad when you seek the same support again. Mental ailments are rarely temporary and I don’t care about someone because they’re perfect, caring about someone means being there no matter how many times they need you to be. It doesn’t feel like a chore, it doesn’t get old, and it never will.
(2)
(2.a)
What I'm Seeking:
I will upfront let you know if I’m clicking better with someone else or if you’re the one, I’m not here to tread the sea of fish or keep my options open, I’m here for one singular person.
(2.b)
Relationship:
A relationship is difficult for me right now, it’s been nearly half a year since I got out of my last relationship and the reasons for it ending are partially responsible for how I’ve been feeling and why it’s so hard for me to seek the comfort I so desperately crave. I will tell you about it but for the sake of not treating the entirety of the internet as my therapist, it’ll be in private. I really need the comfort of intimacy and the warmth of someone who cares. I'm not going to feel better if I just sulk and don’t move on. This is my attempt to get better, I’ll admit I’m not great right now and I don’t expect you to be either. If we can help each other heal, then I’d be more than happy :) A relationship isn’t just being there for when someone’s at their best. Even if a relationship is hard at the moment, I do want a life partner and I don’t want to be alone. Things aren’t going to get easier without you so I don’t want to hesitate. I view my other as an equal, I don’t like categorizing us into specific roles. We take care of each other and treat each other how we like to be treated, whatever that is, it's as simple as that. I don't care if you're "successful" or not, living simple lives with our days filled with love is the ultimate measure of success to me.
(3)
Personality:
(3.a)
On the Surface:
As you can tell I can be rather… stoic but that’s largely due to my current stressors, I truthfully am goofy and fun loving but I just can’t find it in me right now. I want to return to that but without someone to light up my world it’s been difficult to just have fun and enjoy stuff. I’m definitely more introverted, you won’t catch me at any parties or really outside at all. I definitely prefer being home though the occasional outing is not out of the question and one day I’d like to travel to other countries because I think that kind of perspective is important.
(3.b)
The Core of My Being:
I like being a spectator to it all and if we bear witness to humanity burning or its miraculous recovery, I want to watch it with you. I enjoy watching humanity advance, less so when it devolves but I want to watch it to the end nonetheless. I’m both a realist and someone who lives with my head in the clouds dreaming of scenarios or worlds that don’t exist. I’m saying that I enjoy a good narrative and can suspend my disbelief to enjoy something but you won’t catch me refusing vaccines or ignoring blatant facts for the sake of some pseudo science or witch doctor’s remedy. I’m an atheist but I do not rule out existence after death, not because I’m agnostic but because due to the nature of potentially infinite time at some point after how many googol years with a googol amount of 0s after that, something’s bound to replicate your consciousness perfectly at some point. It’s actually a really fascinating topic I like talking about. If infinite time and infinite possibilities exist, does non existence exist? Though that’s an awfully existentially dreadful thought process considering the ramifications of infinite existence and infinite possibilities during said infinite existence. I would say I’m confidently left leaning and I don’t think I could truly get along with anyone right leaning, at least America’s definition of right leaning. Left and right seems to have just become; do people deserve to suffer or do they deserve to live good lives? Being political is not something I expected to become but how can you not be when crimes against human rights are being passed on a daily basis and at the end of the day, everything’s political. Oftentimes I imagine the perfect moment as relaxing with my significant other playing games or cuddling in a cold room under blankets.
I value that special someone above all of the existential thoughts, the bad of the world, the good of the world, they practically become my world. So many worries wash away when I’m with them. I don’t know if that’s the defense mechanism my brain created to not feel bad 24/7 but if it is, I’m currently without it.
(3.c)
Insecurities:
I talk of philosophy and politics here but really I spend most of my time just playing games, watching stuff, and trying to not be sleep deprived. I’m also nowhere near as well spoken, heck sometimes I feel like my speech is broken. I won’t claim to be something I’m not, I sit at home while I complain about the world doing nothing about it wishing I had someone here with me. I’m not noble nor do I really want to be, I have morals I uphold but much like most other hypocrites I acknowledge that my comfortable life is built on the suffering of others without doing anything about it. Why? My sleep problems? Am I depressed? Is that why I have no energy to do anything? Do I just think nothing I could do could help? I can’t nail it down myself, maybe it’s a mix of everything, maybe I’m just a bad person. I have always told myself that if I had wealth I would help people but if I get that kind of wealth will I just become a wealth hoarder who tries to justify my riches as something I earned rather than something given to me through incredibly lucky circumstances? If I do help people is it because I’m a good person or out of guilt? Will I die alone? I feel like I drive everyone away with my clinginess, I get paranoid often and need reassurance often. It’s something I want to work on, something I’ve been trying to work on. Hearing that someone cares about me just never gets old. I value self awareness even if it’s painful.
(3.d)
Socializing:
I’m definitely a socially anxious/awkward mess, especially around strangers. I do feel a large amount of anxiety in public, people can’t tell by looking at my face since I kind of go stone faced in an attempt to block everything out but yeah you’ll notice that if we go out in public. Growing up my pediatrician said I was probably autistic, never got a formal diagnosis so that’s just great. But yeah that explains why I can’t make eye contact with people, I kinda just stare at the ground and avoid their gaze at all costs. A lot of these social struggles go away to a great degree once I know you for a bit but yeah I apologize for how terrible I am at socializing at first. Don’t let my social struggles fool you though, I love cuddling and being close with my person.
(3.e)
Sexuality:
I am a heterosexual male, though I’m not very masculine like at all. I may even be a bit feminine sometimes. Not that I believe any activity or manner of acting belongs to a gender but I don’t know how else to describe it. I’m definitely super affectionate and love it when my partner is too. I am open to dating demi people but I do have a libido so I don't think asexual would work out.
(4)
Interests:
(4.a)
Video Games:
As stated before, I do spend a lot of my time playing video games. It’s been hard lately with me having no energy but I really do want to play more games and have a good time playing them with you! I primarily play on PC though I do have a switch. I’m primarily into platform fighters, roguelikes, open world, survival, and sandbox games. As for single player story games, I enjoy watching them through twitch or youtube but for the most part I don’t play them myself. I’d watch you play them though!
Here’s a list of games we can play:
-Minecraft (Java)
-Risk of Rain 2
-Gunfire Reborn
-Roboquest
-7 Days to Die
-Phasmophobia
-Rust
-Unturned
-Bloons TD 6
-Platform fighters: Super Smash Bros. Melee, Slap City, Multiversus, Flash Party, Fraymakers
Whatever you want to play I’ll give it a shot! I will say that League bores me to death but I’ll play it for you :) I try to avoid MMOs, not because I don’t like them but because of how addicted I can get to them. I enjoy learning games in-depth so MMOs can be a fast track to addiction.
I recently got Kerbal Space Program 2 and ehhh not really worth it right now but hopefully later it will be? I’m super excited for Tears of the Kingdom! In the far off future I’m excited for Rivals of Aether 2 which is a platform fighter releasing in 2024, let me know of your most anticipated releases and I’ll see if I could play them with you!
Also I never got into FPS games but I could totally see myself playing like CoD with you or Escape From Tarkov. Any FPS really, I’m down.
I am a fan of Pokemon but with how things have been lately I don’t know how long that will last. Pixelmon is a common Pokemon mod I play for Minecraft if you want to play that! Also if I say I want to play something with you I mean it but there are often times when no matter how much I want to I'm just drained and can do little more than lay in bed so please don't think I'm making an excuse.
(4.b)
Science:
I really enjoy keeping up with the latest advances in pretty much everything, it could be biology, technology, astronomy, anything! I love seeing progression and I love talking about it! Really I could go on and on about what I’m obsessing about that day. I particularly love technology, ask me for my laptop specs I dare you. When I was little I always wanted to be a scientist of any kind but then insomnia and fear of college stuff hit me like a truck aaaand that’s the end of that dream.
(4.c)
Anime:
You got me, I like anime but I’d like to think my tastes are benign.
Here’s some of my favorites I can list from the top of my head:
- To Your Eternity
- Vinland Saga
- Spice and Wolf
- Re:Zero
- Mob Psycho
- Dr. Stone
- Attack on Titan
- Spy x Family
- My Hero Academia
- Ranking of Kings
- Demon Slayer
Okay I can go on and on but I will say I don’t like pointless fan service and the spamming of cliche anime moments. I mostly enjoy action and anything well animated if it doesn’t have a potato story. Heck Demon Slayer could be my top 3 out of season 2’s animation alone. I don’t watch slice of life often or romance but I would with you!
(4.d)
Misc:
I’m not going to go on and on about the tiniest little things when the main ones are covered but I’ll watch pretty much any show with you and anything really. I like random youtube videos that explain some kind of lore or mystery, sometimes mini documentaries too.
As for food I looove sushi and I’m a sucker for fast food. Okay and candy, definitely candy.
I used to play tennis but haven’t really had the opportunity nor friends to play it with and I’m way too socially anxious to seek it out. Also I will say that when we move to something like discord I type waaaay more casually. I’m not going to expect long paragraphs back and forth like we’re writing English papers for each other, I do enjoy long conversations but seriously don’t worry about having to put the utmost effort into every response, I just like making good first impressions I guess.
(5)
(5.a)
My Physical Characteristics:
I’m 5’8 (172cm), 128 pounds (58kg), with curly brown hair and blue eyes. I like keeping my hair long in the winter and cutting it in the summer. I’m pretty slim in general so if you’re looking for someone large, that’s not me. I don’t work out but my work is pretty physical so at least I’m not totally inactive. I don’t have the urge to work out or gain muscle but I do want to maintain my slim figure so if I start losing control of that I’ll work out. I like to keep my face shaved because I don’t think I look good with a beard/mustache so if you’re into those I apologize. I have an average amount of body hair? I’d prefer to be completely shaved but it’s easy to lose motivation with that battle, if you prefer shaved then I’d have no problem complying. Anyways here’s what I look like:
https://imgur.com/a/MZZgf2t (5.b)
My Physical Preferences:
Having physical preferences makes me feel shallow, if I could make myself not have them I would but unfortunately that’s now how that works. I don’t care if you’re shorter or taller than me and I don’t care if you weigh more or less than me. All I ask is that you’re slim-average weight. I would never ask for someone to be something I’m not. I don’t care about tattoos or piercings.**(6)Expectations of You (Relationship Only):**I am not looking for someone “exciting” or someone to “keep me on my toes” I’m not looking for someone to cater to my every whim or anything like that. I don’t care if you’re “boring” or if you aren’t “successful”. I know it’s a common thing for people to not want a “boring” relationship and to seek something argumentative or something with constant challenges but I just want to be with you. During the exciting times, the boring times, and everything in-between, all of it will be great with you! Maybe we do argue sometimes or maybe there will be challenges but that will never be something I purposefully seek out and I don’t want that to be something you seek out either. I will not play tricks on you and I will not play mind games, I expect the same from you. We all have personal measures of success we may or may not have lived up to but what I care about most is our commitment to each other. If we have each other we can get through tough times, near the ends of our lives I want us to look back and feel that this life together was worth more than anything. That’s not saying I want us to be haphazard, I don’t want us to make poor decisions for the sake of yolo and I want us to always be rational, especially with each other. I want you to be someone I can trust to make decisions and weigh the options with a level head, I’ll try my best to live up to the same for you. Most of all I want empathy, understanding, someone to feel the utmost comfort and trust in.
(7)
Living Situation:
Currently my life is pretty relaxed, I work 3 times a week as a night shift stocker. I currently live in a 2 bedroom apartment with my roommate but we’re looking to move into someplace larger by the end of the year if everything works out. The internet is weirdly great for Ohio too like I have fiber and later this year we’re supposed to be getting dedicated fiber so that’s neat. I’m not attached to Ohio so the ultimate goal living location wise is probably moving to a country that won’t send you into a lifetime of dealing with the repercussions from one medical emergency.
(8)
Deal Breakers:
Might as well make this simple and make it a list.
- Anti-vaxxers
- Unironically believing astrology
- Right wingers
- Hard drugs (occasional 420 and alcohol is fine, may even join you)
- Wanting children, there was a time when I was younger when I wanted children but with the state of the word that’s a definite no and I feel like I wouldn’t be able to handle the stress. I’d love a stress free life with as much time with you as possible.
- Homophobic
- Transphobic
- Racist
- Super Religious
- Don’t be a bigot and don’t deny facts.
(9)
Closing Remarks:
Well you made it, I was thinking that finding someone I’d be willing to put a lifetime of effort into at least required this much effort. If I think of anything more I’ll update the post. Also about timezones, it really doesn’t matter where in the world you are. I don’t have a sleep schedule and I have most of the week off from work so it really doesn’t matter.
I request that in your response you do put effort into it, it doesn’t have to be anywhere near as long as this but at least enough so I know that you read this and enough about you so I know why you saw potential compatibility. I will seriously read all of it and respond the best I can. I do also request a pic included in your response (sfw please) or one soon after we start talking to prove identity, I’ll send identity proving pics too. As long as this post is up, you can send a reply!
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2023.06.03 01:56 Opposite_Reach2824 Thinking of my ex
I have been married to my husband for ten years, we dated for two years prior to that. Immediately before I dated my husband I dated the same man for 10 years. We met at work when I was 20 and was already in a relationship I started seeing him on the side and eventually left the other guy. We maintained separate residences but mostly lived together. we almost never fought. I worked and he finished school and I loved him deeply. After 7 years we broke up and I started dating other people, but none of them worked out. After about a year we got back together, and made plans for me to move in with him. Then my father passed away, he was my rock, and I moved into his house a few weeks after the funeral. A week later he went on tour with a band (work) it was a National and International tour. Honestly his house was falling apart and I was alone, I started playing online games and making up a fantasy life for myself. I started virtually cheating on him, sexting and Caming. I went and visited my boyfriend on tour on my 30th birthday and spent a good portion of the night crying alone in the hotel room. Then I started meeting the guy from the internet. One day my boyfriend found some chats and emails between me and internet guy, he kicked me out and it was over. I ended it with internet guy and even came clean to my online friends of the Fantasy I had created, I also stopped playing the online game. I tried to get my life back under control went to the gym, got a promotion at work and hung out with my friends and enjoy real life. I realized that I had a problem separating fantasy from reality and I have made a concerted effort to not lie or indulge in fantasy since. For me it is a slippery slope. I saw my ex a few times to get my last few things but he was still on tour. We were cordial but there was a lot of hurt. I kept hanging out with the same group of friends and slowly realized that though I wasn’t really ready for another relationship I had a lot more fun when one particular friend was there. Begrudgingly we started dating. My former boyfriend found out while on tour through a mutual acquaintance, that I was darting someone we both knew, he was very upset angry words were exchanged and we stopped speaking and avoided going to the same events. My now husband and I moved in together after 6 months and decided that at a year we would decide if we were going to get married or go our separate ways. We got married, almost exactly 2 years after we started dating. Two years later, we had our first child another two years later we had our second. I love my life. I love my kids. I love my husband. He is an amazing partner, father and makes me laugh daily. We aren’t perfect but we are very good. I am happy being his wife and being a mother is everything to me. In the past 12 years my ex and I have exchanged a few messages and both admitted culpability in the dissolution of our relationship. We have seen each other at a few events but our schedules are very different and it’s rare. I still feel shame and hurt for cheating on him. We still have a great deal of mutual friends and a few months ago we saw each other at a birthday party. We became friends on Facebook again and are occasionally chatting. I have been having x rated dreams about him almost every night. I also get excited when I get a message from him. And I feel guilty for it. In a lot of ways I still love him; but not as much as I love my family. I have told my husband we talk occasionally (it really is occasionally and it’s about stupid stuff) I have not told him about the dreams. My rational mind realizes that a stay at home mom of 40+ might wish for the simpler times of her 20’s. That sometimes one longs for a bit of excitement. My irrational mind says that I am going to leave my husband and children for what once was. I feel both excited and guilty. I don’t need any advise I just needed to put it out in the world.
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Although “Master Gardener” may seem like a standalone film, there are actually quite a few connections to the larger Marvel Cinematic Universe. For one, the film’s protagonist, Scott Lang, is the same character played by Paul Rudd in the “Ant-Man” films. In those movies, Scott is a former criminal who turns to a life of crime-fighting after being given a suit that allows him to shrink in size. In “Master Gardener”, Scott is dealing with the aftermath of the events of “Avengers: Endgame”. In that film, the villain Thanos snapped his fingers and half of the population of the universe was erased from existence. This included Scott’s daughter, Cassie. Scott is still grieving her loss when we see him in “Master Gardener”. Another connection to the larger MCU is the character of Hank Pym, played by Michael Douglas. Hank is a scientist who invented the technology that allows people to shrink in size. He is also Scott’s mentor and the father of Scott’s love interest, Hope van Dyne (played by Evangeline Lilly). In the “Ant-Man” films, Hank and Hope are both fighting against Darren Cross, a villain who also has access to Hank’s shrinking technology. In “Master Gardener”, Hank is dealing with the loss of his wife, Janet van Dyne (played by Michelle Pfeiffer). Janet is the original Wasp, a superhero who shrinks in size and can fly with wings made of energy. She was also a founding member of the Avengers, and was thought to have been killed in action many years ago. Hank is still grieving her loss when we see him in “Master Gardener”. These are just a few of the connections that “Master Gardener” has to the larger MCU. Although the film is primarily focused on Scott’s personal journey, the events of the wider world are always looming in the background.
Is”Master Gardener” the end of the line for the team?
The question of whether or not Master Gardener is the end of the line for the team has been a hot topic of debate among fans of the show. Some believe that the showrunners would never kill off the entire team, while others feel that the show has been heading in that direction for some time. There is no clear answer, but there are some key factors to consider. One factor to consider is the show’s ratings. Master Gardener has been on a steady decline in the ratings department for some time now. This could be a sign that the show is heading for cancellation, as networks are typically more interested in shows that are doing well in the ratings. Another factor to consider is the show’s budget. Master Gardener is a pretty expensive show to produce, and it’s possible that the network is no longer willing to invest in it. This could also lead to the show being cancelled. Ultimately, whether or not Master Gardener is the end of the line for the team is up in the air. It’s possible that the show could be renewed for another season, but it’s also possible that it could be cancelled. Only time will tell.
When is “Master Gardener” coming out?
If you’re a fan of gardening shows, you’re in luck – the new series “Master Gardener” is coming soon! Here’s everything you need to know about the show, including when it’s coming out and how you can watch it. “Master Gardener” is a new gardening show that will be premiering on the PBS channel soon. The show will follow the journey of four professional gardeners as they create beautiful gardens for their clients. Each episode will focus on a different garden, and the challenges that come with creating it. So when is “Master Gardener” coming out? The show is set to premiere on PBS on March 21st, 2019. That means you can expect to see the first episode airing sometime in the evening on that day. If you want to watch “Master Gardener” when it airs, you have a few options. First, you can check your local listings to see when the show will be airing in your area. Alternatively, you can head to the PBS website and stream the show online. PBS offers a range of streaming options, so you should be able to find a way to watch the show that works for you. Finally, if you miss the initial airing of “Master Gardener” on PBS, don’t worry – you can always catch up on the episodes you missed by streaming them on the PBS website. Simply head to the website and look for the “full episodes” section. From there, you can choose to watch the episodes you missed, or you can watch the entire series from start to finish. So there you have it – everything you need to know about the upcoming series “Master Gardener.” Be sure to tune in on March 21st to catch the first episode, and don’t forget to check out the PBS website for more ways to watch the show.
Where to Watch Curmudgeon Films’”Master Gardener” Online for FREE?
There are many ways to watch Curmudgeon Films’ “Master Gardener” online for free. One way is to go to the website and click on the link for “Master Gardener.” This will take you to a page where you can watch the film for free. Another way to watch “Master Gardener” online is to go to the website of the film’s distributor, Gravitas Ventures. On their website, you can watch the film for free by clicking on the “Watch Now” button. Finally, you can also find “Master Gardener” on various streaming services such as Amazon Prime Video, iTunes, and Google Play.
Conclusion
So, how can you watch “Master Gardener” for free online streaming at home? By following the steps outlined in this article, you’ll be able to do just that. First, you’ll need to find a trusted website that offers the show. Once you’ve found one, go ahead and create an account. You may be asked to provide some basic information, such as your name and email address. Next, log in to your account and navigate to the “Master Gardener” page. Here, you’ll be able to select the episode or episodes you want to watch. Once you’ve made your selection, click on the “Watch Now” button. You’ll be taken to a new page, where you’ll be able to stream the “Master Gardener” episode or episodes you selected. Make sure to have a good internet connection so that the video can play smoothly. And that’s it! By following these simple steps, you’ll be able to watch “Master Gardener” for free online streaming at home.
If you’re looking for a fun and educational way to spend an afternoon, why not try watching “Master Gardener” online? This streaming service offers a great selection of gardening-themed shows and movies that you can watch for free. Whether you’re a budding green thumb or just looking for some inspiration for your own garden, “Master Gardener” is sure to have something for you. So grab a cup of tea and settle in for some enjoyable plant-filled entertainment. sdf
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2023.06.02 23:36 chickpeapuff Is my peace lily sick or just ultra dehydrated?
| hi everyone! i need a second opinion - I’ve had this lovely peace lily since 2017 now and this is the first time i’ve ever seen these brown / black spots? it’s suddenly super wilted and weak looking. i’ve noticed the stems are healthy and green, just the leaves that have these spots. I can’t tell if this plant is sick or if it’s severely dehydrated. I obviously want to avoid overwatering it since I don’t want to kill the poor thing. Since i’ve noticed this I bring it outside in the afternoon to get some fresh air and variety or partial/ indirect sunlight and then bring it back inside for the night since night temperatures are still a bit chilly. I keep it on a ledge in my living room which gets a decent amount of indirect daylight. i do my best to water it every few days, but i’ve recently been inconsistent since i haven’t been home much lately Reason I’m stumped is because upon googling this i’ve read blackened/ spotty leaves can be pretty vague indication of ove under watering, root rot, fungal infection or even pest infestation? Also when looking up dehydrated peace lily’s to compare, they all have droopy green leaves. Mine aren’t as droopy and I have a mix of green and browning leaves. I’m timid. on how to tackle this and don’t want to send the plant into shock or harm it further. I feel like it’s just dehydrated? but i wanted to double check since this is the only peace lily i’ve ever had! still mastering it and want to be more knowledgeable about this plant! Any thoughts or suggestions? thanks so much!! 😇🪴💚 submitted by chickpeapuff to plants [link] [comments] |
2023.06.02 23:21 Ralts_Bloodthorne First Contact - Chapter 960 - The Setting Sun
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No matter how terrible a weapon the Terrans have produced to use upon you, know this: They've got something worse they didn't want to use. - Wemterran analyst
Desperate times call for desperate measures. - Codex of Forbidden Truth
That's the worst thing I've ever seen. - Everyone, sooner or later.
The worst you've seen so far. - The smartass next to them.
Magnus hummed to himself as he reached up and plucked a lemon from the tree.
The day was pleasant. A warm breeze, the artificial sun was shining, and the orchard park smelled of plants, growing things, fruit, and the faint scent of water from the lake.
He heard the sounds of power armor behind him and sighed.
Of course you have to ruin my day, he thought.
Outwardly, nothing changed.
Inside, Magnus activated his combat systems, putting them on either standby or low power.
"I can hear you," Magnus said, starting to peel the lemon as he turned around slowly.
The two Sword Knights stood facing him, blaze rifles leveled, roughly a hundred meters away.
"We have to secure the SUDS facility," Sword One stated.
"Mommy said so," the second one said.
Magnus nodded. "And we should always do what our mothers tell us to do," he said agreeably. He nodded down toward the lemon he was peeling. "Want a bite?"
"No," Sword Two said.
"Enough with the fruit!" Sword One said.
"What? I like fruit," Magnus said. He held up the lemon. "This one in particular. It has certain acids that I need. The vitamins and minerals in it are crucial to a healthy and happy life."
"If swear to God, if you say one more word about fruit..." Sword One said, letting the threat hang in the air.
Magnus smiled, taking a bite out of the lemon and slowly chewing it, enjoying the sour acidic taste.
"We have to kill you. You aren't authorized to be here," Sword One said.
"And your mother told you to," Magnus said, swallowing the bite. He smiled. "You sent the Tome Knight to kill my sister and the Rose Knight to kill my Captain."
Sword Two nodded. "By now, your sister is dead and the Captain has killed that alien."
Magnus chuckled, taking another bite and chewing slowly.
"What's so funny?" Sword One asked.
Magnus kept chewing and smiling.
"ANSWER ME!" Sword One shouted.
Magnus held up his hand, making a show of chewing and then swallowing.
"That you think my sister is dead," Magnus said. He chuckled again. "Archaic armor. Out of date weaponry I wouldn't use for home defense. Against us. The Twins."
Magnus gave no clue that he had read Captain Nakteti's messages on his retinal link.
"You have a sword. We have guns," Sword Two sneered.
"And a lemon," Magnus held up the half-eaten peeled lemon.
"THAT'S IT!" Sword One screamed.
For Magnus everything suddenly slowed down as his mind and body went into overdrive. He let go of the lemon and it seemed to hang in mid-air as he moved forward, drawing his sword. He could feel the 'sleeper' implants in his muscles go offline, feel his full strength flowing into his body as his muscle tissue purged the ATP-blockers that normally filled his muscle tissue.
The two armored figures were stock still to Magnus as he moved up to them, came to a stop, his foot throwing up dirt as he skidded sideways, sword back behind his head.
One stroke and he pivoted smoothly, turning and making another stroke.
The sparks were just starting to flash. The lemon was only a few inches lower than it was.
Magnus stepped behind them, the tip of his sword biting deeply into the backs of the knees on first the right legs, then the left legs of both armored men.
He felt the crunch of metal and circuitry.
But no soft spongy feeling of flesh.
He finished up with running back to the lemon, which had dropped a foot, sheathing his blade, and grabbing the lemon out of mid-air.
Sparks hadn't even shot from the backs of the Chronotronic Knight's knees. Their hands were just starting to drop from the wrists, the rifles just starting to fall into two pieces.
His systems went back to standby.
The hands dropped to the ground, still holding the rifle. Sparks shot from the backs of the knees and the amputated wrists.
Both Chronotronic Knights screamed.
Magnus took a bite of the lemon, chewing slowly as he walked forward.
"You know," he said conversationally, "If you're going to pick a fight with someone, you really shouldn't drop your hands before you pull the trigger."
He stopped and looked down at them. "You might want to be sure you can stand and fight too."
Sword Two looked up. "You cheated," he said.
Magnus frowned. It sounded like the armored man was crying.
"All's fair," Magnus shrugged. "You tried punching way out of your weight class."
"Mommy's going to be mad my hands fell off," the other one said.
To Magnus it sounded like he was weeping. He frowned as he popped the last of the lemon into his mouth and moved around behind Sword One.
"Well, let's get a look at you," he said, reaching out and feeling under the edge of the helmet.
"No. Don't. You're not supposed to look at us," Sword One said, trying to move forward on his knees.
"Mommy doesn't want people to look at us," Sword Two said.
Magnus stepped back, his frown deepening.
He hadn't felt any emergency catches or any other way to remove the helmet.
It felt more like a robot's head than a power armor helmet.
"Magnus! Don't! Don't kill them!" Nakteti's voice rang in his ear.
"Why not?" Magnus asked, looking at where both of the armored men were pushing around their hands with the stumps of their wrists.
When she told him, his eyes opened wide and he stared at the two weeping Knights with horrified eyes.
"Menhit redeem us," he whispered.
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The cherry broke free of the branch with an almost inaudible snap, the fruit bright red and full of sweet juice filled pulp.
Surscee lowered her hand and looked at the cherry, smiling.
To her, fruit was better tasting then the scientifically designed to appeal to the broadest palates nutri-forge template driven foods.
True, it had a small bee-kiss on one side, but that little brown imperfection made her smile.
She used a thumbnail to split the cherry at the seam and shuck the pit out, sucking the juice off of the pit before tucking it into a pocket on her leather skirt. She popped the cherry in her mouth and slowly turned around.
"Sooner or later, you have to make a decision," Surscee said, smiling. "You can stand in the bushes until the anomaly burns out if you want, but you might get bored."
"The final two SUDS layers are separating," came the synthesized male voice of the Tome Knight.
"Indeed," Surscee said. "That is why we can pick the fruit now. Before, the overlapping temporal zones made it impossible to pick them. This," she hefted the stem in her hand. "Means that we were successful."
"I cannot permit unauthorized access to this facility. It's mankind's one edge against a universe that Momma says wants nothing more than to destroy us," the Tome Knight said.
"I could say the same," Surscee said. "An archaic violent relic of a time nine thousand years in our past. Scarred by the Glassing and riven by The Scream. Out of time, your people dead and gone, the war you are fighting taught to children in school with all the passion of a bread recipe, your enemy now one of our most valued allies."
"That changes nothing!" the Tome Knight said.
The voice suddenly changed to that of a little girl.
"I'll kill her mommy. I won't let her get away," the Tome Knight said.
"That voice isn't your mommy," Surscee said, turning away.
"Yes it is," the Tome Knight's voice was male again.
"Your mommy isn't here," Surscee said. "Just as my mother is not here," she reached up and plucked another cherry.
"She won't get away, mommy," the little girl voice.
"Did it hurt?" Surscee asked, pitting the cherry with her thumbnail.
"Did what hurt?" the male voice again.
"What they did to you. Before they sealed you in that armor. When they sealed you in that armor. Did it hurt?" Surscee reached up and plucked a trio of cherries touching each other. She turned around, pitting them with her thumbnail.
"Does it hurt now?" she asked.
The Tome Knight was holding still.
"Your head hurts. Your angry," Surscee said softly, walking forward slowly. "What are you, Knight of the Tome? In that armor, what are you?"
"Mommy says not to tell," the Tome Knight said. The blaze rifle was leveled at Surscee. "I'm sorry, but mommy says you have to die."
Surscee brought her hand up, rings of light filled with glowing runes around her hand, wrist, and forearm.
The Tome Knight pulled the trigger.
The golden-white beam hit something in front of Surscee's palm, a rippling field full of runic script appearing.
Surscee kept walking forward, chewing on the cherry in her mouth. Still holding the cherries in her hand, she used her thumb and forefinger to release the catches on the front of her leather bustier, the exposed top slope of her breasts already glimmering with sweat.
The Tome Knight screamed in rage and pulled the trigger again.
Surscee held her hand out, wrist cocked, the beam hitting the field in front of her palm, as she kept walking slowly forward. She held out two fingers from the hand she was holding the cherries with, making a quick set of runes.
The rifle started to dissolve.
"MOMMY SAYS CHOP YOU UP!" the Tome Knight screamed, dropping the crumbling rifle and reaching for the force blade on their waist.
Surscee used her thumb to pop another cherry in her mouth as she took another step forward. She drew a quick rune with her cherry juice stained fingers, stepping through the glowing rune as she did so, sweat running down her back, her shoulders steaming as the sweat evaporated.
The Tome Knight held out the force blade handle and thumbed the trigger.
Nothing happened.
They clicked it again.
Surscee shook her head. "It will avail you not. I disabled it as soon as you raised the rifle," she said.
A halo of light appeared around the Tome Knight's clenched fist, shining edges with runes moving in a circle in the middle of the halo.
The Tome Knight stared at the force blade as Surscee took another pair of steps forward.
"You face a sorceress, whose knowledge far exceeds your own, child," Surscee said, the words more habit than thought through.
"I'M NOT
YOUR CHILD!" the Tome Knight screamed, distortion filling the voice, throwing away the force blade handle and shaking their hand.
Surscee frowned.
"I can hit you to death!" the Tome Knight said, raising their arms and preparing to rush forward.
Surscee made quick motions and chains of burning blue fire leapt up from the ground, going around the Tome Knight's waist, their wrists, their ankles, their chest, around their neck. The chains clattered as they tightened.
The Tome Knight went over backwards with a cry of rage, screaming louder when they were pulled spread-eagle.
Surscee tossed the last cherry up in the air, opening her mouth and catching it, before walking up and stopping next to the Tome Knight.
"No. Mommy says I have to kill you," the Tome Knight said.
Surscee frowned at how it sounded like the Tome Knight was weeping behind the synthesized voice.
"What are you in there?" she asked softly. "Ion bonded warsteel laminate. Nanite protective layer in the laminate," she touched the chest.
"DON'T TOUCH ME!" the Tome Knight screamed. "MOMMY! HELP ME, MOMMY!"
Surscee leaned forward to look into the optics of the helmet, uncaring that her breasts dropped from her loosened bustier beyond the fact that she could feel the heat rush off of her.
She froze at the odd noise the Tome Knight started making.
The Tome Knight was stock still, staring at Surscee's exposed breasts.
And making a lip smacking sucking sound.
"Oh, by the dark and fell fallen Titans Fyzar and Monstersano," Surscee said, her hand going to her mouth with shock. "Bellona protect me from such evil."
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Nakteti looked away from where Surscee was standing at the head of the medical bed, gently stroking the helmeted forehead of the Tome Knight.
"They're what?" she asked Chuck.
"It's hard to explain. I don't even know how it was done," Chuck said.
"Try," Nakteti said.
"They're children," Surscee said softly. "No, they're infants," she stroked the forehead of the helmet. "Enraged infants."
"But I thought the Digital Omnimessiah cured that," Nakteti said. "The Second Miracle."
"These... these..." Chuck said.
"People," Magnus said, his voice hard and brooking no argument. "Call them people, if nothing else for what they could have been."
"These people," Chuck's shoulders slumped. "Are enraged infants impressed with SUDS recordings of trained Combine troops. Who knows what else was done to them."
"But we've been working for years," Nakteti protested.
"Chronotrons keep them from changing too much. They're basically frozen like that," Chuck said. "This... this is monstrous."
"Are he in pain?" Magnus asked, looking up from the Knight of the Sword his hand was resting on.
"He was, till I overrode the suit interface," Chuck said. "They feel damage to the suit as if you had done it to their bodies," he gave a defeated sounding sigh. "They're young enough that their brains never discerned the difference between their own bodies and the armor. To their brains, they're one and the same."
"Can you do anything?" Surscee asked.
Chuck shook his head. "I wouldn't know where to even start. I barely understand what was done to them, much less how it was done. Without that, I have no idea how to undo it."
"The Old Gods preserve us," Nakteti said, shaking her head.
"It might be more merciful just to kill them," Chuck said.
Magnus looked around the room in the empty medical center, saw everyone's face, and gave a sigh of frustration.
"I'll do it," he said, drawing the knife from his belt. He looked at the others. "Why don't you go outside."
"I will stay," Surscee said, her voice soft and gentle. "I will not leave my brother alone to perform such a terrible task."
"As your liege, I will stay to witness what was done by my will," Nakteti said.
"Well, that means I can't leave. I'm not going to be the guy who leaves," Chuck said.
"Digital Omnimessiah grant me the strength to carry the burden of what I must do," Magnus said solemnly, placing his hand on the left side of the Sword Knight's chest, lowering the dagger to aim at the side of the armor. "Give me the guidance to do what is right, what is merciful, no matter how heavy the task is."
There was a light buzzing sound, like bees.
"Stay thy hand, Magnus."
Nakteti turned and stared.
The Digital Omnimessiah stood at the doorway, made up of flowing blue code with splotches of silver here and there.
"I am with you. Let me guide you along this dark path."
Nakteti went down on one knee.
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2023.06.02 23:13 horrorshowalex undoing the 1960s!
| Our home (purchased in 2021) is a 1925 Craftsman that was last updated in the mid 1960s. One family lived here from the 60s up until 2021. Unfortunately a lot was changed beyond saving but we uncovered beautiful hardwoods and have the original cabinetry throughout. We don’t have the money now to take down the wood paneling so we painted. When we moved in, the windows had nailed down curtains in every window and it was all brown. Excuse the clutter. We’re in the midst of several projects, downsizing and this is a family home with many cats. I wanted to show our progress in the living room and dining room! submitted by horrorshowalex to centuryhomes [link] [comments] |
2023.06.02 23:00 SpinCharm Looking for colour suggestions for bookcase/door/cupboard in home theatre. I’m good at building stuff. I have no understanding of colour design. Help!
I need help on what colours to paint the bookcase/doocupboard. Currently the interior of the bookcase is the same colour as the wall, and the trim is the colour of the vertical slat wall and eventually the baseboard trim. (I’m planning on making the baseboard trim that darker colour all setting the room. It should I use white or another colour? Carpeting will likely be golden brown.)
The lower half the the bookshelf is a laundry hamper style, hinged at the bottom that swings open. The entire bookcase is actually also a door.
I’ve partially painted that lower half cupboard door but now I really don’t know about the entire colour scheme for the bookshelf.
The room is a home theater that I’m trying to make multipurpose so that it’s not just a dark foreboding room only used for watching movies. However, I’m using flat paint to prevent distracting reflections from the screen.
I’d appreciate some advice from people with much better skills at interior design.
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2023.06.02 22:50 Ohblondie Calling all new homeschool parents..
I’ll start with the back story…
I am a mom of 3. I have a rising 5th,3rd, and 1st grader.
I have recently decided to homeschool all 3 of my children for the next school year and the years to follow.
We are in NC and from my experience, there is so much emphasis on the EOY testing and not much on preparation.. & I’m sure it has a lot to do with the fact that most of the teachers aren’t fully certified.
I am a stay at home mom and I’ve done my best to supplement their learning as best as I can but there just isn’t time once you have to carve out dinner , regular homework, bathing, family time etc.
I had always planned on homeschooling after elementary because I wanted my kids to get the basics but I knew I didn’t want them being influenced by children who don’t share our values. I thought I had time.. I thought middle school is when things would shift but that’s not the case. Even my son who was in kindergarten last year now knows all the “curse words”, the middle finger etc.. this is 5-6 year olds! It’s appalling!
The things these kids say to each other is quite disturbing for such a young age
Not trying to knock anyone’s parenting style but I want my children to be influenced by people that are admirable & that will have a positive influence on them not a negative one.
These teachers are tired, under paid, over worked, and desensitized. Our public school system is broken and I refuse to let my children fall along with it.
This will be my first year homeschooling & I I have recently began my research, and for now I am torn between using IXL & time4learning along with printable worksheets/ manipulatives etc to use as curriculum.
If anyone has any tips and suggestions please let me know !
We are excited about this journey but I don’t want to ruin my kid’s education 😂 so feel free to reach out and give any tips or insight.
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2023.06.02 21:54 Beginning_Freedom39 AITA for being self reliant and independent in a marriage.
My husband and I are married for less than 2 years, we have been together for almost 9 years though. We haven’t lived together until we were married. I’m so confused. The last year, I feel like I’ve been gaslighted and made to feel bad about myself. My husband complains about even the littlest thing about me, example the noise i make when I’m eating. He said my utensils make a lot of noise and wakes him up. We don’t sleep in one bed because of our schedule. He is always in his office whether working or chilling.. he have a few businesses. I’m a nurse and work 12hr shifts.. I feel like he belittles my work, he have made so many comments of how he has more pressure because of his business and the people he have to deal with between client contracts and employees etc. I can never talk to him about my “bad shifts” etc because his situation is always worst than mine. Both of his parents are dead. And he always told me about his depression and trauma from that. But he minimizes the sadness and depression I feel regarding my relationship with my parents — I have no relationship with them. They abandoned me when I was a child therefore it’s been tumultuous up until I decided to go NC. He always say something about “at least you still have a parent”. And that hurts me because that just reinforces how I feel about not being heard. I furnished our home, and instead of being appreciative he complains about how it’s all to my liking, therefore I’m controlling. I did his laundry and tried to organize his clothes and he called me controlling and disrespectful for that. I used to cook for him and he called me disrespectful for not respecting his diet, so i stopped cooking. And now he’s complaining of me not cooking and not taking classes for cooking, etc. It just feels like damn if I do, and damn if I don’t. I’m so confused. This week we argued about me buying stuff for the house and our flower bed without asking him. He said he doesn’t feel needed. I told him, if you feel bad about me spending for our home then he can always give me cash for it etc etc so it is 50-50. He got upset that I contacted someone to clean our gutter and get a free estimate for building a deck. He said that’s supposed to be his job, but the thing is he takes so long to get stuff done. For example, I waited months for him to change the light bulbs in our kitchen until I just ended up doing it myself. He said it takes him 3 years to get comfortable in a house.. and call me impatient but I can’t wait 3 years to furnish our home or get things done. He told me to chill and maybe I should focus on myself instead of doing what I’m doing at our home.. I’m so confused, I feel like the right person would appreciate everything that he’s complaining about. So I told him that, and he said he will leave. He told me I can’t be self reliant in a marriage. I just feel like he doesn’t like who I am.
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